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the weekend was one of the worst I have ever been through. the male half of the human species can suck ass.
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[25 Jan 2003|11:36am] |
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It's amazing how much I don't want to be here.
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[06 Jan 2003|11:16pm] |
Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song
Come away with me on a bus
Come away where they can't tempt us
With their lies
I want to walk with you
On a cloudy day
In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high
So won't you try to come
Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountaintop
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you
And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me
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| Always Liked that Best |
[15 Sep 2002|05:59pm] |
Where do I start
Lying on a blanket underneath the stars
With your head on my chest
I always liked that best
I hate how times flies
I still think back sometimes
'Bout your lips on my neck
I always liked that best
That time we took a ride
Ended up down by the river side
Soft touch wet kiss
I always liked that best
I like the way you used to hold me
I like the way you came to know me
You came to know me well well well
Falling to sleep
Wearing your shirt 'cause it smelled so sweet
Who could forget
I always liked that best
Or losing my heart every time you sang to me on your guitar
"Lady in Red"
I always liked that best
I like the way you used to hold me
I like the way you came to know me
You came to know me well well well
I could go on
So many things I miss now that you're gone
Your love oh yes
I always liked that best.
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| Katie D. |
[28 Jun 2002|11:22am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIE D!!!!
I hope that you have an awesome day and I hope that we hang out sometime this summer!!
Love ya hon!!
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| GGGRRRR |
[08 Apr 2002|06:15pm] |
I hate being put into a category just because I am a "teenager"
Just to clarify, we are not all the same!!!!!
We do not do all of the same things!!!!
Just leave us alone!!!!
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| key west |
[24 Feb 2002|02:22pm] |
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well, it is sunday and we got back from key west last night. key west was def a fun trip, thanks for comin with me Babs.
i don't really feel like writing all about it right now, but here are my fav. highlights of the week (these might be similar to Barbara's)
* chasing boys down Duval Street, damn they were hott
* riding around the island on our scooters, much better than walking
* a boat trip to the water reservation with a kayaking trip included, oh yeah and a cute skipper
* eating at Hard Rock Cafe with a host who is from St. Louis, haha
* the drag show, three of the "women" were good and funny, but the really old "woman" was just plain disturbing
* Hemingway house, there were like 100 cats
* Mallory square, the sunsets and the entertainers were both awesome
* getting a henna tatoo, yeah I felt rough for a week
* window shopping at night, I usually hate shopping but the stores on Duval were awesome, they provided some great entertainment
* the animals everywhere, there were roosters and cats just walking around aimlessly on the island
My fav. sign of the week:
-this was hanging outside a hut with a shower head
"$1.00 to shower
$2.00 to watch"
I thought that that was pretty funny...
anyway saw lots of hott guys on key west, too bad most of them were gay, hehe
back to school tomara, yay! (boo!)
oh yeah and guess what I found out on Valentine's Day??, I GOT INTO SKIDMORE!!!
I am siked, that is where I am headed in the fall.
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| Just me |
[08 Feb 2002|07:46pm] |
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I'm in it for me
not selfish, just to be
who I really am
Everyday I wake up
not sure what the world will throw at me
Uncertainty surrounded by a cloud of doubt
through the fog I will rise and shout
I'm in it for me
not selfish, just to be
who I really am
People around me
like to instruct and tell me what is best
self doubt sets in, always with a deep guilt
but look at my life, look what I've built
I'm in it for me
not selfish, just to be
who I really am
Know that I love you, know that I care
but this is my life, not yours to share
Don't go away, just let me decide
I promise, in you I'll always confide
I'm in it for me
not selfish, just to be
who I really am
Just me
-ok so I sorta wrote that, if you really think that it sux, don't tell me...
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| peaches and cream |
[08 Feb 2002|04:17pm] |
good things about today
-once again josh hartnett is alive
-tom brady is a cutie (i can't wait to meet him)
-i got good grades on my report card yesterday
-dawsons was good
-i worked out yesterday and i feel good
-my burn is not painful anymore, just itchy
-it is the weekend!!!
-i found my prom dress, last weekend actually but...
-5 days of school til Key West
thought of the day:
if I didn't have self control, what would I do?
I mean if I said what was on my mind all the time, what would I say?
I really scare myself sometimes...
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| YEAH!!!!!!!!!!! |
[03 Feb 2002|10:00pm] |
WE WON THE F***ING SUPERBOWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TOM BRADY AND VINATIERI ROCK MY WORLD!!
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| Patriots rock! |
[19 Jan 2002|11:39pm] |
The Patriots won! Yeah they rock!!
Tom Brady rocks! I am actually really excited about a football game, wow that is amazing, hehe.
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| NKOTB |
[19 Dec 2001|05:18pm] |
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I am listening to New Kids right now, I just had to make that announcement!!
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| great |
[21 Oct 2001|07:58pm] |
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I am an observer, yup I pretty
much knew that before...
emode test
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| lj |
[16 Oct 2001|06:34pm] |
last journal entry kinda
depressing, sorry
well g/g do homework or laundry or
something
k bye
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[14 Sep 2001|06:14pm] |
God exists quietly
when I sit still and contemplate
the breeze that moves upon me
I can hear Him
for hours I would lay
flat upon the meadows
stare at the
endless field of blue sky
and revel in
the divine placemant of all things
I would walk alone
in the woods and let my mind wander
freely, stumble across theories
on the origins of myself
and of all things
in nature I knew all things had
their place. none supreme.
none insignificant and so
great peace would come to me
as I fit neatly in the folds
between dawn and twilight
living in sync with the rhythm
of the earth, eating what
we grew, warming
ourselves by the coal fire,
creating
myself in the cast silence that existed
between the wild mountains of Alaska
and our front porch
I grew to love the
nature of God
I knew Him best not in churches, but
alone with the sun shining on me through the trees
it birthed a space in me
that would continue to
crave the sacred
and demand the sanctity
as my life took flight
and lit out to travel
the world
it has grounded me
and held me steady
in the strong winds
that have carried me
so far from
where I have been
Prayer is the greaest
swiftest
ship my heart could sail upon
(sorry for those who don't believe in God, this is usually a bit too religious for me, but it just seems necessary)
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[14 Sep 2001|05:52pm] |
Lost
lost
is a puzzle
of stars
that breathes
like water
and chews
like stone
alone
is a reminder
of how far
acceptance
is from
understanding
fear
is a bird
that believes itself
into extinction
desperation
the honest recognition
of a false truth
hope
seeing who you really are
at your highest
is who you will become
grace
the refinement of a
soul through time
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[14 Sep 2001|05:48pm] |
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he walks with a skin of stone
in effort to keep his blood
from dirtying the pavement
he closes his eyes
with deliberate determination
trying to remember
the veins behind his eyes
lead like road maps
to the ocean of everyone else
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