Saturday, March 29th, 2003
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1:10 am - i love you like a fat kid loves cake.
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1 MINUTE AGO: updating my xanga
1 DAY AGO: out with scott?
1 WEEK AGO: out with scott i guess.
1 YEAR AGO: i was a senior... and going out with dan... best friends with lavina... and that's all i can remember... oh and i was prolly excited for the band trip.
Current Clothes: pjs. devil pants and my favorite sweatshirt.
Current Mood: ♥
Current Music: no doubt - running
Current Taste: jugo de naranja.
Current Hair: wet with a towel. black and aqua.
Current Annoyance: my habit of eating the inside of my mouth.
Current Smell: my shampoo
Current Desktop Picture: good charlotte bg i made.
Current Favorite bands/singers: linkin park and no doubt for thing song<3
Current Movie In VCR: aladdin
Current Refreshment: orange juice
Current Worry: nothing really.
Current Crush: stfu
1. Full Name: kathleen mary worsthorn
2. Were you named after anyone? yeah. my mom's aunt. if i was a boy, i was gonna be nicholas after some guy in my dad's favorite book. incidentally, nicholas is my brother's name.
3. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? nevar.
4. Which finger is your favorite? all five, clenched up in a fist, biotch [i stole beck's answer<3]
5. When did you last cry? yesterday in scott's car because i'm lame.
6. Do you like your handwriting? i guess
7. What is your favorite lunch meat? bologna
8. Any bad habits? biting my fingers and nails. eating the inside of my mouth. ADDing it up
9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? britney spears?
10. If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself? prolly not. i suck
11. How many wisdom teeth do you have? 4
12. Are you a daredevil? bleh. i dunno
13. Do looks matter? even though it's 'better' to say no, i have to say yes, because it's the truth.
14. Have you ever mis-used a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? i don't think so?
15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no, screw you.
16. What is your favorite band/musician? linkin park/good charlotte you shit.
17. Are you trendy? oh yeah! AFI! ehehe.. everyone's trendy.. and being not trendy is trendy, you lose either way you fucks.
18. How do you release anger? fucking shit up
19. Do you have anyone that is like a second family to you? beth's family
20. What was your favorite toy(s) as a child? rainbow brite doll and G.I Joes
21. If you could have any one material thing, what would be it? music
22.What class in school do you think is totally useless you sleep during it? sociology. die die die.
23. Do you like sappy love songs? sometimes
24. Have you ever been on radio or television? yeh.
25. Do you have a journal? some online ones and a written one.
26. Do you use sarcasm a lot? always.
27. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? no.
28. What do you look for in a girl/boy? funny. a butt nose. super sweet. dark brown eyes. big hands. in other words, scott.
29. What are your nicknames? k8, katie. kateums. kateum verbateum. katie my lady. yeh. katison
30. Would you bungee jump? yeh
31. What is your least favorite food in the world? fish
32. What are you worried about right now? shut up. nothing
33. Do you ever wear overalls? nope
34. Do you think that you are strong? i used to be.
35. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? black raspberry
36. What's your favorite color? red
37. What's your favorite flower? sunflowers
38. Are you in love w/ anyone? scott
39. How many people have a crush on YOU right now? how the hell would i know.
40. Who do you miss most right now? beth.
current mood:  sleepy
current music: no doubt - running
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Thursday, March 27th, 2003
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9:14 am
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i think it's funny when you aren't friends with people anymore, and they continue to act like babies.
jesus fucking christ. you're all 18 years old.
grow the fuck up already.
but hey, you win, because i'm changing my cell number since you won't stop pranking me.
and i changed the security on my journal, since you won't stop leaving dick comments.
have a nice life skanks.
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Tuesday, March 25th, 2003
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2:46 pm - the very worst part of you, is me.
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Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm in disbelief I didn?t know
Somehow I need you to go
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I'm in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I need to be alone
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
I don't need you anymore, I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day of you wasting me away
I don't need you anymore, I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day of you wasting me away
With no apologies
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't stay
current music: linkin park - figure.09
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Monday, March 24th, 2003
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10:08 am
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Saturday, March 22nd, 2003
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5:52 pm
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Monday, March 17th, 2003
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11:06 pm
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12:38 pm
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::10 Bands You want to See Live:: (no order)
1. good charlotte
2. afi
3. linkin park
4. mudvayne
5. static-x
6. system of a down
7. sugarcult
8. deftones
9. thursday
10. tool
::09 Things You're Looking Forward To::
1. the summer
2. my birthday
3. projekt revolution 2003
4. summer sanitarium
5. summer vacation
6. the weekend
7. when the semester is over
8. when mid terms are over
9. i don't know.
::08 Things You Wear Daily::
1. undies
2. pants
3. eye makeup
4. lip gloss
5. bra
6. shoesies
7. earings
8. hair thingies
::07 Things That Annoy You::
1. keith paccione
2. avril lavigne
3. my brother
4. being sick
5. my stupid boss
6. school.
7. people who can't drive
::06 Things You Touch Every Day::
1. my car
2. the computer
3. pens
4. my bag
5. my bed
6. myself. not in a dirty way you bastard.
::05 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over::
1. resident evil
2. the wizard of oz
3. james and the giant peach
4. the nightmare before christmas
5. catch me if you can
::04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time With::
1. beth
2. aimee
3. keri
4. other random people from work
::03 Girls/Boys You have Kissed::
1. scott
2. dan
3. rob
::02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment::
1. system of a down - marmalade
2. six feet under - wrathchild
::01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With::
1. myself. it would be lonely. but i'm the only one i wouldn't get sick of.
current mood:  apathetic
current music: deviates - twice as nice
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Saturday, March 15th, 2003
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5:34 pm
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Friday, March 14th, 2003
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2:02 pm
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ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with?: prolly scott yesterday... but only a little bit. when it took him a half hour to get to my house when he was down the block.
2. What is your weapon of choice?: a machete. ehehehe
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: i have
4. How about of the same sex?: i would... but i never have...
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: prolly my mom
6. What is your pet peeve?: lying
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?: i pretty much keep them.
SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a while?: laundry
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: i dunno
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: josh.
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: hmm...
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)?: no.
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?: uhh... like last june
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?: once.
GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?: lemonade?
2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat?: red.
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?: i dunno... a lot.
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?: no?
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?: sometimes.
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?: salty.
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, "LUNCH"?: def not.
LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?: i don't fucking know.. 1?
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?: wtf. i think 1
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?: yes.
4. Have you "done it"?: yes
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?: hands.
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?: not recently. heh
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?: no.
GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?: none.
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?: pacsun
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?: buy a house for mi familia... and but stuff.
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: rich
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: prolly.
6. Have you ever stolen anything?: yes
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: over 3000
PRIDE
1. What's one thing have you done that you're most proud of?: i don't know.
2. What's one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?: school stuff
3. What's something would you like to accomplish in your life?: i'm stealing kathleen's answer. the all american boring life. marriage, children, nice house and vacations.
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?: no.
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?:nope.
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?: no
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?: got up and went to my classes even though i'm sick and feel like crap.
ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: i want someone else's hair... and i wanna be thin like mary.... other than that, i don't want anything else.
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?: no one
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: me
4. Have you ever been cheated on?: yes
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: yeah
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: i don't know.
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?: no
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?: lust and anger
current mood:  uncomfortable
current music: fear factory - new breed
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Thursday, March 13th, 2003
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11:42 pm
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http://www.laughinglynx.com/coolstuff/birthmonth/
Stubborn and hard-hearted : yes.
Strong-willed and highly motivated : sometimes.. when i REALLY want something
Sharp thoughts : def
Easily angered : you knbow it
Attracts others and loves attention : i suppose
Deep feelings : ??
Beautiful physically and mentally : i like to think i am
Firm standpoint : yeah
Easily influenced : sometimes
Easily consoled : not at all
Systematic (left brain) : nope. right brain. left handed and all that jazz
Loves to dream : all the time
Strong clairvoyance : mehh
Understanding : pretty much
Sickness usually in the ear and neck : no.
Good imagination : oooh definately.
Good debating skills : mehh.. i don't like talking
Good physical : eh no
Weak breathing : nope
Loves literature and the arts : yes.
Loves traveling : yeah
Dislike being at home : YES
Restless : YESSSSSS I ADHD IT UP ALWAYS
Not having many children : prolly
Hardworking : nope
High spirited : i guess
Spendthrift : YES
current mood:  sick
current music: tough crowd with colin quinn
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11:58 am
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ooh yeah... LJ survey
* Date you joined? 10.03.00
* Number of journal entries? 1627
* Number of comments posted? 1072
* Number of comments you have received? 1475
* Number of people on your friends list: 101
* Person that introduced you to LJ? ![[info]](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20031211202224im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) apathie... back when he was xxxdeviationxxx
* Still friends with this person? uh huh
* How many people have you introduced to Live Journal? ponyfriend, lethaldosage, xxsilentheartxx, mxpxchicky... silent heart and mxpx chicky are the same person though..., cpudemon, mansonstool, [Bad username in LJ tag], frugar... i think ferris.. screth18
* List everyone on your friends list you have met in person: apathie, c0nfusi0n, cpudemon, lethaldosage, ponyfriend, screth18, xxxdeviationxxx
* Anyone on LJ you can't stand? prolly
* Name one person on your friends list you would most like to meet? JUSTIN spiceboy... FERRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! frugar.. lol... i <3 ferris... i've known him since before high school... almighty_bruce<3... and pretty much everyone else.
* Last person you added? irockhard an extension of krisko... so newest NEW person is ambrosianight
* Ever banned someone from commenting in your journal? yes :x... but i unbanned her because i love xxsilentheartxx
* Biggest pet peeve about lj: when it's down.
* Do you feel close to most of the people on your friends list? some of them.
current mood:  hungry
current music: evanesence - everybody's fool
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Tuesday, March 11th, 2003
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11:36 am
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8:13 am
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Friday, March 7th, 2003
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2:41 pm
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i have the sick taste in my mouth.
that's shitty.
i can't get sick... i can't miss any school... i already used my absences.
and my dad thinks i have an eating disorder.
he says i never eat and all i do is drink orange juice.
i'm never hungry :/
he says that i suffer from low self esteem. thanks dad.
ps-if i were to develop an eating disorder, which i haven't, it would be because my dad is constantly telling me i'm fat.
how about that.
scott's not allowed out til monday.
i miss him.
it sucks only talking to him online. cuz we don't talk on the phone or anything.
*tear*
i have a date with lyn today, and i have to pick up my mom at work later. oh joy.
current mood:  cranky
current music: entombed - year one now
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Wednesday, March 5th, 2003
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11:59 pm
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You are Mary Bell. At the ripe old age of 10 you
strangled a neighbor boy, afterwhich you carved
your initals into his skin. At his funreal you
laughed. Your next victim was a 3 year old. You
pushed him off the roof, resulting in a broken
skull. After he was found you went to his
mothers house and asked to see him, she replied
tha t he was dead. You smiled brightly and said
'Oh, I know he's dead. I wanted to see him in
his coffin."
You horrid little girl you.
-smacks your hand-
Which Imfamous criminal are you?
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Saturday, March 1st, 2003
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2:27 pm
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Thursday, February 27th, 2003
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10:39 pm - doot do doot doot doot dooooooot
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what song...
reminds you of an ex-boyfriend/girlfriend: deftones - 7 words
reminds you of an ex-friend: any nsync song
makes you cry: apoptygma berzerk - love never dies part 2.
makes you laugh: warrant - cherry pie.. def leppard - pour some sugar on me... my stripper music.. oh bebe ;x
makes you smile: dropkick murphys - good rats
you never want to hear again: anything by avril lavigne
sums up your teenage years: deftones - passenger
you want to get married to: iunno.
you like to wake up to: coldplay - yellow
you like out of your parents record collection: the beatles
you love that you know about thanks to a friend: glassjaw - pretty lush
you love the video more than the tune: powerman 5000 - when worlds collide
reminds you of your first crush: sm traxx - got the groove
reminds you of your now crush: good charlotte - wondering
makes you think of sex: static-x - cold... static-x - love dump
perks you up: jc chasez - blowin me up
you love to sing to: from autumn to ashes - short stories with tragic endings
current mood: mehh
current music: eighteen visions - champagne and sleeping pills
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11:50 am - mmm
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i've got bologna and you don't.
i've got mustard and you don't.
i'm eating bologna and mustard sammiches and you aren't!
you're jealous because you know you love to eat bologna and mustard without bread! YOU KNOW YOU DO BITCH.
current mood: hungry
current music: fear factory - demanufacture
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11:30 am - too strong. too strong for you.
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i am the way, prepare for salvation.
those of you who dare to stray,
i will tear your mind away.
those of you who dare to stray,
i will take your life away.
woo. fear factory makes me wanna beat things up. yeeuh.
it also makes me thrash around my living room like an asshole, but hey, it's all good.
i got out of calculus early today because we took a quiz. which i failed, by the way.
and as i'm walking to my car, some weird kid stops me, calls me mama, and asks me where all the kids hang out at school. i don't fucking know, nor do i care, so i gave him some bullshit answer.
then he asked if he could stay at my house because he went to massachusetts to see the phish concert, but it wasn't today, it was tomorrow and then he said he hitched a ride back here. and i was like uhh.. no. he's like come on, spare some floor space. i was like no. and then he hugged me.
true story.
i kid you not my friends. i kid you not.
yeh. i'm bored. i posted pictures in my melo. they're hot. yeeuh.
current mood:  hyper
current music: fear factory - self immolation
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Monday, February 24th, 2003
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11:59 pm - yeh. i'm bored. fuck you.
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Five details about you...
[x] i go to mepham the sequal [ahem... nassau community college]
[x] i could make you laugh
[x] i'm naturally blonde. but dye my hair dark.
[x] i love music
[x] i don't really like my job.
Five details about your appearance right now...
[x] my hair is black with pink bangs, and i love it.
[x] i'm wearing silvery pink eyeshadow
[x] im wearing a happy bunny shirt
[x] i'm not wearing shoes
[x] i'm wearing my dolphin socks that i got in north carolina
Five things you did today
[x] brushed my teeth
[x] ate lnch
[x] made out with scott
[x] went to work
[x] took my meds
Five memorable things you did in the last year...
[x] linkin park concert
[x] broke up with dan
[x] met scott
[x] graduated high school/got my license
[x] changed my major
Five things that everyone should know about you...
[x] my best friend lives in PA
[x] my life is nothing without my friends
[x] my brother is my laughter
[x] i'm a music nerd.
[x] school is easy for me
Five favorite things in your room...
[x] red rope lights
[x] my dolphin lamp
[x) my bed
[x] all my stuffed animals
[x] my stereo
Five favorite musical artists...
[x] linkin park
[x] good charlotte
[x] tool
[x] in flames
[x] mudvayne
Five favorite songs... (as of right now)
[x] tool - lateralus
[x] children of bodom - touch like an angel of death/silent night, bodom night
[x] in flames - in flames
[x] bowling for soup - the girl all the bad guys want
[x] zao - autopsy/angel without wings
Five favorite movies...
[x] resident evil
[x] james and the giant peach
[x] the nightmare before christmas
[x] catch me if you can
[x] the wizard of oz
Five things that make you happy...
[x] scott
[x] my friends
[x] music
[x] cuddling
[x] reading
Five people who mean a lot to you...
[x] beth
[x] scott
[x] lyn
[x] keri
[x] loren, josh, cheryl, ferris, eric
Five things that disgust you
[x] wiggers
[x] peas
[x] boys who call girls 'cock blockers' when they hit on them and the girl tells them off... i.e. KEITH
[x] fish [like.. fish when they're dead and you eat them.. not fish swimming in the ocean]
[x] idunno
Five things that impress you...
[x] talented musicians
[x] billy martin/chester bennington
[x] how my mom cna be so incredibly stupid
[x] maddox [best page in the universe]
[x] plastic surgery.
Five things that don't impress you...
[x] nassau community college
[x] stop and shop
[x] the internet
[x] porn.. it's too fabricated.
[x] most people
Five things you cant live without...
[x] music
[x] my friends
[x] scott
[x] sleeping
[x] learning
Five things you'll do when you complete this...
[x] tool around online
[x] check out melo
[x] download some songs
[x] possibly talk to some importantish people
[x] go to bed
Five things you feel right now...
[x] loney
[x] sleepy
[x] bleh
[x] i have to pee
[x] i miss scott.
current music: in flames - everlost part 2
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accomplished
loved
