Celestial Chaos' Journal

1:36pm: Oh Merlin...
My first soda (Pepsi) in months.

I forgot how good you tasted.

*Drool*

3:06pm: Thanks to Potion's Latest Entry.

Marriage is love.

10:00pm: If I added you to my list...well, chances are you know who I am, and I only did it because I go through Robbie's friends list when I get bored and read the entries there. So yeah. Hadrian here.

8:38pm: Because this is just too cute too pass up. I saw this picture in my Russian book this morning, and I was talking with Marcus-dearest, and...well, here is the cuteness. It's basically what we imagined Marc and Ollie's kid to look like, if they ever M-pregged (Our pair has). It's....eerie. I didn't cut the Russian off, so feel free to amuse yourself with it.

( Cut for size. Behold, their love child! )

3:21pm: Argh.
Ben's...gone.

Love him. Love him to death. Hurts a lot. I'll be okay. I know I will. Because Marcus-dearest be back tomorrow, and...well, he...he's just him. I love him too. A lot. He always makes me feel better...even if he doesn't really know he does. Sweet thing, he is. Really. Love him.

And I can't wait to hear about his trip.

Love them both.

7:50pm: I'm exceptionally tired.

And Ben leaves tomorrow.

This week has really sucked some fucking arse, I have to say. Though I've written more this past week than I have in this past few months, it doesn't please me much. I think it's the angst. and the lack of Marcus-dearest. It's most likely the both of them.

I had another story idea to write but...I'm just so tired. And I don't know if I even want to write anything right now.

I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm missing French tomorrow because Ben's plane leaves at eight. I'm actually at his house right now...and I'm not...going anywhere until he leaves. He's actually out at the store right now getting some travel pack shite and I needed a shower, so I stayed behind. He'll be back soon.

~_~ Fuck you, life. Really.

7:08pm: Another little post. It's kinda funny, just to show how much Marcus likes Oliver, but he just...won't do anything about it, for reasons everyone probably knows. It's one sided Marcus/Oliver, too.

( They're Stolen )

3:17pm: ( Why my best friend is such a great guy )

8:50pm: This is...this is all for him, cause I miss him and this is probably what we'd be talking about. I miss him horribly. ~_~ especially right now, too. *Sigh*

Pairing: Marcus/Oliver
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Hufflepuff wins, Oliver wins. But not in the way anyone would really think about.

( Aftermath )

5:41pm: Another Edit.
So my idea totally just...sucked, now that I think about it. If Slytherins had all their own money, why the fuck would Marcus want Oliver? Scrapped idea. Whatever.

I think I need a nap. I need something. I don't know what.

Official angst mode starting, I suppose.

4:29pm: and going back...
I just realized my idea doesn't work. Unless I make it AU, which it would have to have been anyway. But doing my idea would discard the whole idea of the Weasleys winning the Daily Prophet Grand Prize Galleon Draw.

...Fuck. ~_~ I think I might do it anyway. I don't really give a damn. Not right now.

3:25pm: Oh yes. Great things.
( Idiots who can't review )

But onto more pressing matters. School's new semester started today. It's okay. I guess. Nothing horribly amusing, but nothing bad about it. I got a 3.5 average, which is good, and I gave myself a pat on the back for that.

I have bad news though. ~_~ My boyfriend's work has been deciding which one of the members of their staff get to go off and move to represent the works done in other states. And so...Ben got chosen to go to New York. He's leaving this Friday. Jesus fuck that depressed me. I found out at lunch. And we don't even get to spend that much time together, because he has to fucking work.

Ugh. What a great day. At least I got a new story idea. I don't know how long it'll go for though. I'll have to see. Like that could really fucking make everything better.

*Bitter seething*

4:58pm: Another. Within the same day. I might even work my way up to a chapter-by-chapter story. Who knows.

Summary:
Rating: PG
Pairing: Marcus/Oliver
Synopsis: Because even jerks can be wonderful.

( Click it )

2:32pm: The first in an undoubtedly long string of short, drabble-y, sometimes angsty Marcus/Oliver stories for my lovely Marcus-dearest.

Summary:
Rating: PG
Pairing: Marcus/Oliver
Synopsis: Lives aren't meant to be predetermined.

( Click it )

11:00pm: I never realized how utterly small my yahoo messenger friends list is...

And considering how many of those are my Marcus-dearest, it makes it even fewer. So those few who are on there are pretty damn special. Even if I Marcus-only myself it's to keep away prospective other people, but...you know, if you're online, and you've spoken with me, chances are (*cough*Potion*cough*) I'd speak with you if I were IMed ^_~

He's gone for a week. Which means I'll be missing him horribly. Love him. Love him lots. Mm-hmm. When he gets back I hope to have many ficlets written, because my specific MarcusxOliver muse will just...burst if I don't write while he's gone. *Laughs*

I think I need bed now. Night.

2:53pm: Wouldn't you know talking about my muse makes her come back for a brief period of time. So I wrote something. It's drabble. And I like it. Whee.

Pairing: MarcusxOliver
Rating: PG
Summary: Oliver just...knows.

( Click it )

2:42pm: I needed an update...
Not a whole got going on with me right now. I got through my midterms, which is a plus. Today's were exceptionally easy. I just made myself some nachos, which is a step up from my absolute noodle craziness...mm-hmm.

I keep trying to write but it just...doesn't want to go anywhere. Ever. My muse has decided it's her decision to leave or not, whether I need her desperately or not at all. Marcus-dearest is going away for a week, and that's going to be sad; I'll miss him terribly. I was hoping to write something and surprise him with it when he came back but if my muse doesn't get her fucking arse back here, I don't think it's going to happen.

~_~ No more math. Hurrah, hurrah. It'll be wonderful to get that off of my back. More time to focus on other things...

I think that's all I really have to say. Yes. Yes, that's it. Well, actually, no...see, if I wrote stories that weren't chapter stories...I could probably write one...she's there for a few minutes but then she leaves again, and it's not really not good. But I can try, see what I can do. Mm-hmm.

1:48pm: I never realized how much incest there was within the old school Slytherin families....

*Hides in fear*

6:16am: Yay! I got a flame!
Tentai No Konton,

The following review has been submitted to: Choices Chapter: 5

From: Mia SkyWalker()

ARGH! GAY PEOPLE! GAYS ARE UNNATURAL! AND ANY GAYS OUT THERE THAT WANNA
DENY THAT, THINK, A RACE FULL OR STRAIGHTS COULD SURVIVE, BUT A RACE
FULL OF GAYS WILL DIE OUT BEFORE A NEXT GENERATION! SO STOP YOUR GAY
WAYS. AND WITH A NEW CHARACTER TOO! JESUS, I WOULDNT SAY ANYTHING IF IT
WERE WITH AX, OR TOM, BUT YOU BROUGHT A NEW CHARACTER JUST SO HE COULD
FUCK MARCO?! SHAME ON YOU. AND BY THE WAY, MARCOS STRAIGHT, SEZ SO IN
MEGAMORPHS 4, SO QUIT YOUR DAMN FANTASYS

********************

hah hah....that's so amusing. *snickers*

10:22pm: All right. This pisses me off. I know I never published the story, and I couldn't have been the only one who thought of it, but when they just...just butcher a good idea like this...

http://www.livejournal.com/users/xmensues/48535.html

I think I lost all of my inspiration to even...write another X-men fic. And poor Andrew. He had such potential.

BOBBY DOES NOT HAVE A YOUNGER SISTER! AGH!....

I'm done. ~_~

11:54am: Woo.
Little ficlet, dedicated to my Marcus-dearest cause I got a burst of inspiration. I'm sharing it with you lot, because I'm just that nice.

Summary:
Pairing: MarcusxOliver
Rating: PG
Drabble, ~400 words

Oliver reflects on what he thinks about love.

( Love Happens at First Sight )

Comment if you like. ^___^

9:20pm: Jesus Fucking Christ. *Seethes*
General Discussion - Homosexuality and Japan Previous | Next
From: Sesshomaruu (SESSHOMARU41) Dec-19 10:28 am
To: Monimonika (MNLUND) (18 of 49)

3832.18 in reply to 3832.17

Actually the question would be why give them benefits in the first place? What's done is done. Even if we did make it so gays could be married... they would want to raise kids.. and that is just not acceptable. a child should have the oppurtunity of having a mother. gay marriage or parenting would strip that away from them and the child would grow up not knowing what it felt like to have a mother... just a guy who acted liek a woman..

.........

Reading things like this makes me want to get stabby. *Growl* But then you read things like this:

Actually the question would be why give them benefits in the first place? What's done is done. Even if we did make it so gays could be married... they would want to raise kids.. and that is just not acceptable.

What are you blithering about? There are already homosexuals adopting / raising children.

a child should have the oppurtunity of having a mother.

Hey, with lesbian parents they can get _two_ mothers for the price of one.

gay marriage or parenting would strip that away from them and the child would grow up not knowing what it felt like to have a mother... just a guy who acted liek a woman..

Are you getting your 'insights' from 70's sit-coms or something?

........makes me happy again.

2:44pm: The RP I spoke of in the last post is up. But it's friends only, sorry. ^____^" So log in, mes amis!

10:06pm: One of my characters just jacked off his guy in the middle of a crowded dance floor at a bar.

It's no wonder my best ideas happen to come from him. I love him. Yup.

4:15pm: A few things.
1) Snow is good, because delays are nice. And getting out of school early is even better.
2) I have a really odd desire to RP a male Blaise Zabini.
3) I want to fix up my old RP community, make it all...spiffy again. This could be tying in to my desire to play a male Blaise. I don't know.
4) Finals are next, next week. Six of the eight are not a worry. One class shall be dropped at the end of the semester.
5) I have vocabulary I'm supposed to be memorizing but I spent my free time this afternoon working on it, and I really don't care to do more right now.
6) Though, if I fidget about with a community again, it will be on Greatestjournal simply because: a) It's faster to connect, b) you get lots of user pictures, and those are nice, c) I get confused with livejournal and I would probably attempt to make a post under this name. Certainly not acceptable.

That's all.