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Thursday, October 16th, 2003
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3:49 pm - Ugh
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Going to take my SPanish soon, probably won't be good at all. With my luck they delayed it.
Then I'm heading down to LTown for the weekend. SHS's homecoming is this weekend. So I guess I shall go to the game. And I'm working all day Saturday. Always good times up at Kohls folks. Always. But B is coming with me, and it's fun when hes home.
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| Wednesday, October 8th, 2003
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3:09 pm - Hot Damn
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| Tuesday, September 30th, 2003
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9:21 pm - "Doesn't it scare you, your worlds not as strong as it used to be...."
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I know a girl.
She puts the color inside of my world.
She's just like a maze,
Where all of the walls all continually change.
I've done all I can
To stand on the steps with my heart in my hand,
But I'm starting to think
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me.
Fathers be good to your daughters;
Daughters will love like you do, yeah.
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers,
So mothers be good to your daughters, too.
Oh, you see that skin;
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day
She saw him walking away
Now she's left,
Cleaning up the mess he made
Fathers be good to your daughters;
Daughters will love like you do, yeah.
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers,
So mothers be good to your daughters, too.
Boys you can break,
You find out how much they can take.
Boys will be strong, and boys soldier on,
But boys would be gone without warmth
From a woman's good, good heart
On behalf of every man, looking out for every girl,
You are the god, and the weight of her world.
Fathers be good to your daughters,
Daughters will love like you do, yeah.
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers,
So mothers be good to your daughters, too.
current mood:  depressed
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| Friday, September 26th, 2003
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9:32 pm
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So i haven't updated in forever, so I may as well.
You know who makes me laugh? People who won't be online this weekend because they dont want their girlfriends to know they were intending on doing bad things. Very bad things. BUt I laugh nonehtless. Maybe next weekend?
We're watching Pirates of the Carribbean in the other room. We = me, B, and Kristen. I love this movie muchly. We did laundry today. B took me shopping. Etc, etc,.
I may just make Easy Mac yet tonight. Chels is gone for the weekend, but she forgot to turn her alarm off....yay...Long weekend ahead. I guess Katie is gone too. So it's just me and Kristen. I think all Will's roommates are gone. Hmm. Quiet weekend over there at least.
I dont think I've ever done this much laundry up at school. Certainly not yet this year.
Ithink we may just get around to taking the Confederate faceplate off of my phone this weekend. Maybe. Funny story about that. Had to be there.
You know what's good? The new John Mayer album. You know what else is good? The old JOhn Mayer albums. Hes good in general.
You know what's sad? B said today he would either take me shopping or buy me a tattoo. And I chose shopping. But in my defense, I needed some new shirts. So for 43 dollars I got new jeans, a sweater, a pullover, and a t-shirt, and he got some pajama pants and a shirt. So really, I did good. Tattoo would have been 70. And the novetly would have worn off.
But I'll want one next week anyway.
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| Wednesday, September 10th, 2003
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11:10 pm - "And not everything is gonna be the way you think it ought to be..."
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Come to me now
And lay your hands over me
Even if it's a lie
Say it will be alright
And I shall believe
I'm broken in two
And I know you're on to me
That I only come home
When I'm so all alone
But I do believe
That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly you won't give up on me
And I shall believe
And I shall believe
Open the door
And show me your face tonight
I know it's true
No one heals me like you
And you hold the key
Never again
would I turn away from you
I'm so heavy tonight
But your love is alright
And I do believe
That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly
You won't give up on me
And I shall believe
Busy few days. I get new tattoos on Tuesday at 2. Yay for me. Tomorrow night I'm supposed to be going shopping. Excuse to get out I think. I guess I could go with B to see Adam's concert this weekend, but there'll be too many people there. I was getting better too. But then again today I couldn't go to Psych 250 (the one class i would have benefited from attending today). Panic Attack. And the best way to get through those lately is to just nap. Ice water, and a nap.
You know what doesn't help? When everyone around you is miserable. Well, not miserable, but spiraling much in the same direction you are. NOt helpful.
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| Sunday, September 7th, 2003
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11:11 pm - "But you look so good it hurts sometimes.."
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Yo yo yo what up? Tomorrow I learn how to say that in Spanish. I love my Spanish teacher. Yay for knowing hardly any Spanish. The boy came back today. After a weekend of hitchhiking back from Indiana. He's so smart. But I love him anyway.
Today we went shopping for a tv for him and a futon. I feel married. I laugh cuz I'm ok with that.
I was planning on going to bed early tonight. But then we watched Harry Potter and then we got distracted and now I'm online and still not in bed. Oh well. I have plenty of time to sleep tomorrow afternoon between classes.
Yay! Craigy plays Diablo too!
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| Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003
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11:38 am
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Long week. WEnt and worked out for a lil while last night before i got discouraged and went home. College is discouraging like that. I wrote Craigy today, a long long long email. My rock. Hopefully that will help. Although I think I've driven the boy into the other room.
I actively notice the difference now when I dont take my pills. I laugh because I never thought I would. I used to stop taking them because they weren't working.
I love having my own room. I love being antisocial. I dont' even know what I did without my own room.
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| Wednesday, August 27th, 2003
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12:56 pm
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11:13 am
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ok
1. I love my new rooms. And so far my roommates are cool.
2. I heart Spanish. I dont speak it, but i love it
3. I;m so glad the boy is back. I dont know what I did without him all summer, he's my rock.
4. Ugh, did'nt miss the food, or my allergies up here. Woo hoo for allergies!
5. Yay for three day weekends.
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| Sunday, August 24th, 2003
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8:19 pm
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Ok I'm back at school, this means I'll probably go back to updating my journal on a semi regular basis.
Our new rooms rock. I love this. Life is going to suck so much less now. Totally. BOy is home. He's tan. Well, sorta, really bad tan lines. But it'll fade. And I finally watched American Pie todasy. Good for me.
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| Saturday, August 23rd, 2003
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12:58 am - 16 weeks
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| Friday, August 15th, 2003
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7:39 pm - Yes!!!
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| Thursday, August 14th, 2003
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9:23 am
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Hmm. Could this week have been (be) any busier?
I worked a forty hour week last week, which was difficult to keep up with cuz of having to be up at the hospital with grandpa. And class and what not.
Forty hour week this week as well. He passed away on Sunday night. So the funeral is today. BUt i really haven't slept since Tuesday because of work and stuff. And having to be up there, and phone calls. And what not. Oh and the hospital. I've been in the emergency room twice this week. And I'm not really any better. But oh well. I guess they're working on it.
I need like the world's best conditioner for my hair right now. It's so gross.
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| Sunday, July 27th, 2003
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10:35 pm - I'm sorry, I get it now
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This might come as quite a shock,
But I've given it a lot of thought.
This thing that's come between us can't be ignored.
I've taken all I can;
This is where it's gotta end.
'Cause I can't be your friend anymore.
And I can't be accused,
Of not bein' there for you.
How many nights have you shown up at my door?
I hope you understand,
That this wasn't in my plans,
But I can't be your friend anymore.
And it's killin' me to know you,
Without havin' a chance to hold you.
And all I wanna do is show you,
How I really feel inside.
You can run to me,
You can laugh at me,
Or you can walk right out that door.
But I can't be your friend anymore.
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| Monday, July 21st, 2003
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6:47 pm
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dammit i just typed this whole thing and lost it.
i'm bored.
i have a bunch of tickets (lawn tickets, but if it's nice out i'm going) for next friday (8/1) to see the verve pipe and the gin blossoms at dte if anyone wants to go with me. and soul asylum. i know, all my fav bands, but they're free tickets, and between the three of them they all had half a dozen good songs or so. anyway, lemme know
boy sent me a present. i love my boyfriend. muchly.
he comes in a month. almost. ugh i miss him, then back to school.
work sucks yo. muchly.
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| Sunday, July 13th, 2003
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11:16 pm - dude
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10:03 pm
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Hmm. Whatd I do this weekend. I decided not to go to work for one. Saw Pirates of the Carribean. Twas decent. I liked it. I like Johnny Depp a lot though. Talked to boy this morning. I miss him. Went shopping. Picked boy out some clothes for when he gets back. Twas fun. Spent some time up at the hospital. Made brownies. Ordered pizza. Twas a good weekend off.
I still miss the boy.
YOu know what's catchY? The Beyonce Pepsi commercial. I find myself singing that a lot.
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| Saturday, July 12th, 2003
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12:09 am - John Mayer speaks volumes
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I love JohnMayer
Comfortable, John Mayer
I just remembered, that time at the market
snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart
And rode down, isle 5
you looked behind you to smile back at me
crashed into a rack full of magazines
they asked us, if we could leave.
Can't remember, what went wrong last September
though i'm sure that you'd remind me, if you had to
Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in
I sleep with this new girl i'm still getting used to
my friends all approve, say shes gonna be good for you
they throw me, high fives
She says the bible is all that she reads
and prefers that I not use profanitys
your mouth was, so dirty
Life of the party
and she swears that she's artsy
but you could distinguish
Miles from Coltrane
Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in
she's perfect, so flawless
or so they say, say
She thinks I can't see the smile that shes faking
and poses for pictures that are being taken
I loved you
grey sweat pants, no makeup, so perfect
Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in
she's perfect, so flawless
I'm not impressed, I want you back
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| Tuesday, July 8th, 2003
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4:56 pm
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"It's funny how we feel so much but cannot say a word."
I think I'm just now realizing how badly I screwed up. I just kinda woke up and remembered.
I'm watching Maury. Best thing about day time tv. Makes me laugh. THough I think they have the same people on every few days.
Ugh. I think I'm gonna go up to work and pick out a swimsuit. And a Barbie. And a new robe. Yes. Maybe I'll just try on the red swimsuit.
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3:57 pm
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