Saturday, January 5th, 2002
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8:39 am - just thinking
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I love him, and I want him to have fun with his friends without me around. I want to go chill with some girlfriends without him around, but I often worry about him when he is alone. Every friend of his is great, except one. And its not that he is a horrible person, its that he brings out the worst in my boyfriend.Like the way he will talk to me, never would he raise a harmful word to me, unless hes with that friend. Never would he go drink and ditch me. I often worry about our relationship when he is with him. I figure, if he can talk him into drinking, and treating me like dirt, then he can get him to do far worse things...Well, just my thoughts...
Nellie~ Sweetie you are such an amazing person. Prom will be fun for you. You just have to losen up and not care what other people think of you. I know its hard to do believe me, I wouldnt dance at all until Kyle made me. And I realized its not that scarey, its actually fun. But it will only be fun if you let it. If I end up going to prom with Mike... I will help you with some moves, you can look like and idiot with me. Hell you can even dance with Mike if you want. LOve you sweetie!
current mood:  nauseated
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Friday, January 4th, 2002
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5:23 pm - GUess what flavor I am???
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Wednesday, January 2nd, 2002
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6:37 pm
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Tuesday, January 1st, 2002
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2:51 pm - New Years Eve
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I had the best New Years ever!!! Mike and I alone all night... We were at my house until 10 playing gmaes with my family.... Taboo was the game. Mike was on my moms team, they sucked... lol... My team won of course. We drank champange all night, then at midnight watched the bal drop. We had a new years make out session, lol, and then fell asleep in eachothers arms.. It was amazing. I love him... I love him mpore than I would have ever imagined... We are going to make it for a while...
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Monday, December 31st, 2001
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8:11 pm - Happy New Yearss 2002!
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Yesterday was such a great night. I went to Mikes house for their family New Years Eve Party. They had it early because Mikes sister was leaving for home today.
Like you have read, Mike and I got into a huge argument on Saturday, largest one yet. Enough to almost break us apart for good. I was so hurt by the way he treated me,and I didnt know who to turn to for advice. Deciding to break up with him was the hardest decision I ever made, but some how things took a turn for the best. He came to realize that he hurt me, and made sure everything would turn out ok.
We went sledding at Kensington on SUnday morning, it was fun. We went down the hill the grand total of five times and got tired, so we bought some hot coco and went home. Later that night, like I mentioned earlier, I went to Mike's for dinner (sorry Gina I didnt call, I was over there until ,midnight talking to his sister about our fight.)I played with Mike's cute two year old cousin Lauren, was a cutie. Then after everyone left, Danielle and I chatted for about an hour and a half... It was so great, we totally boned. We talked about everything I have been holding in. She was like the big sister I never had. I love her... I love MIkes family...
HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!I hope this is a good year... 2002 here we come
current mood:  bouncy
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Saturday, December 29th, 2001
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10:17 pm
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You're just a girl; you tend to get frustrated easily, you daydream quite a bit, and you try to avoid making trouble, though curiosity always gets the better of you. Even under tight circumstances, however, you put aside (some of) your fear and figure out what's the best thing to do. You want a better understanding of your world.
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10:15 pm
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9:43 am
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Sunday, December 23rd, 2001
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7:45 pm
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Tomorrow is Christmas Eve!!! I can't believe it... I am really confused though, Mike and I had our X-mas plans all ready, and now he throws out new ones at me... HMMMMM.... I still love him though...
I love X-mas Eve. Everyone is always so holiday spirity, if thats a word, lol
ITS SNOWING! YAY... I just looked out the window and its snowing...
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Thursday, December 20th, 2001
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8:51 pm
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Today was awsome! Mike and I went out to lunch at Red Robin's. I got this really good chicken seaser wrap and mike got the bacon burger.
After lunch I went up to work. Everyone was in such a cheery mood because it was out last day working until january 3rd! WOOOOHOOO! We all exchanged gifts. Man did I do well... I got Godiva chocolates from Kel, a candle from Kara, Tons of stuff from bath and body works from Danielle, and Dr. Scavo gave me a $70.00 gift certificate to Red Lobster for Mike and I. That could feed a small village from that amount of money. I was shocked... But what a sweet man...
Tomorrow my sister Kate, Jess, and I are having a girls DAY out... We are getting are hair done at noon, nails after hair, then going to finish our X-mas shopping. Can't wait. It will be rlazing! LOL< right the malls this time of year, will not be near the word fun... Well I am out... God Bless.
current mood:  cheerful
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Wednesday, December 19th, 2001
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8:34 am - aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Monday, December 17th, 2001
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6:26 am
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Friday, December 14th, 2001
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2:51 pm
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LOL I am Martha Stewart... Now come one, how weird is that?Everyone always says thats who I am, and it pisses me off... Guess I am
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2:46 pm - What am I?
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Wednesday, December 12th, 2001
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5:51 pm
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Today was relaxing... My mommy said I didnt have to go to school, so I slept in... Until about 10:30... That's when Mike came over to see how I was feeling. He was being devious and he skipped O.T.C to lay around with me... Around noon he went out to Wendys and brought us back some lunch. I really needed this day off, I was really feeling shity. Well, tomorrow its back to school again. Thank goodness its almost Friday!
current mood:  groggy
current music: Cranberries
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Tuesday, December 11th, 2001
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7:16 pm - Not feel good :(
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In the past four hours this sudden rush of sickness came over me.Which is horrible when I am at work because I am on my feet for three hours straight.... Of course today was a busy day at work, and Doc Scavo was on my ass about every little thing. THis new girl started at my work named Kara today.... She is a 20 year old single mother with two kids. At first she really got under my skin because she is sort of lazy, but after talking to her, she's pretty sweet. But she is lazy and that isnt a good thing to be in the health care profession. What makes me mad is doc hired her when he met this girl at a bar... SHe doesnt have any training... So basically I am training her... WHich feels weird
So when I got home from work today my mom informed me that her car battery is dead and that she needs to borrow my car tomorrow so that she can take hers into the shop tonight... Well, seeing that I am sick I am thinking about taking tomorrow off.... But if I dont Mike can drive me.... Aw.... I love my mike... He is so amazing to me.... Sometimes I just want to scream that to the world... How lucky I am...
current mood: nauseated
current music: 80's Music
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Monday, December 10th, 2001
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7:20 pm
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Sunday, December 9th, 2001
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6:52 pm - Where did they go???
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I sometimes look back onto me and kyles break up, realizing thats where I lost everything. I am not talking about KYle, but my friends. I use to have this great bunch of girls that I would laugh with daily. THe same girls who came to my help when I didnt know where I was. WHen I became low and depressed. Now I look around and see that we have all grown up.
We did a lot of growing this year, and through that growth we have lost each other... Our maybe I just unconciously walked away. Away from everything. Now I look around and think, where are my friends? I mean, I dont have that person I can just drive over their house and bulshit around with until midnight. Those sleep overs... The laughs... I Miss it. And I have come to realize that... I dont have that anymore, and its not just something I can gain back in a day..
I miss having those true friends. I hate that I Lost that... I hate that this happend...
The only true friend I have is Mike. Though he is my boyfriend, he has become that everyday laugh pal, that cry on the shoulder pal.. and so much more... BUt still.... I miss my girls.
current mood:  frustrated
current music: My Sacrifice~ Creed
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9:13 am - What peice of art work describes me?
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These test keep getting better and better | If I were a work of art, I would be Edgar Degas' Dance Class. I appear soft and gentle, but hide a core of rigid structure and discipline. I work hard and follow orders, because I am determined to succeed, but remain attached to displays of frivolity and maintaining my appearance. Which work of art would you be? The Art Test |
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Saturday, December 8th, 2001
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7:55 pm
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