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If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days. - the bell jar A mind troubled by doubt cannot focus on the course to victory. Arthur Golden, Memoirs of a Geisha Love isn't a decision. It's a feeling. If we could decide who we loved, it would be much simplier, but much less magical. Trey Parker and Matt Stone, South Park, Chef Aid, 1998 Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. Robert Frost, The Road Not Taken * *For some reason that last one was my quote all throughout high school. I read the poem while researching for the speech aspect of speech and debate that I had joined. I hated the improv, other speech activities, but this poem always had a way of reassuring me that things will be okay. To take chances. I do still take chances but boy do I worry about them a lot more. Just re-reading this poem today had me feeling refreshed though to not worry and just see how everything plays out. If things are meant to be they happen right? ^_^ update later today i'm sure.
Current Mood: bouncy
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I had a great weekend this past weekend. San Diego was a lot of fun, even if it rained while I was at an outdoor mall (which was the wrong mall for the cosplay event so I missed it) and was in a skirt and heels. Yeah, except for that it was great. Saw two movies- 50 First Dates and Cold Mountain. I would highly suggest everyone see Cold Mountain. It is a lot more violent than I thought it would be, but the characters are amazing. I think I'm going to pick up the book. The story and acting was so good that I was really brought into the story. I think this movie is better than Big Fish, which I totally loved. Also the lead singer of White Stripes is in it (I can swear it's him, will have to check tomorrow) and he does a great job too!! It was awesome! Poor vince had to go shopping with me for a vday gift for zach. I had this awesome gift planned, but I couldn't find the materials anywhere. I'm not saying what it was yet, because I'm hoping to find the materials. Anyway, settled on this great smelling cologne which smells so good on him. Yum. lol It would have been nice for it to be a bit warmer so I could have been out by the ocean more. Anyway, I'm sure I could write so much more but I'm insanely tired. Driving home was a bit of a struggle. Then I walk in to super drunk mother. That's pretty big if she's super drunk still at 1:30am. I asked my brother about it and he said she's been drunk all weekend, and her and dad have been yelling all weekend. God I am so thankful for having been out of town. She pulls that shit tomorrow and I will go off on her. She couldn't even stand right now, and she asked me the same questions within minutes of just having asked it. I told her to go to bed cause I wasn't going to talk to her anymore tonight. oh and zach thank you for a wonderful weekend. ^_^
Current Mood: happy
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the player I watch as your fingers move across the strings firm yet delicate making them obey your command your lips part I can see in the dark lit room your tongue and your teeth this beautiful sound comes out inviting me in as you bare your soul to me but i resist shouldn't i be watching, peering in but instead you lay the welcome mat down say 'we are all alone here. come listen to my soul cry and cheer.' and you sing about the most beautiful things the pain the sorrow the happiness in the spring the despair the depression all your cries for help it's all beautiful to me and i agree 'we are all alone here, together.' *this poem was so much better on the ride to work. I need to have a tape player or a pad to write stuff down. sorry if it sucks. :( *
Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: damien rice
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