oh and another thing   
02:45pm 27/08/2003
  what would make someone sink to that low of a level to break into someones lj that they have had for 2 1/2 years and change everything... they must be jelouse or obssessed with me or something. I mena they took all that time and effort to do all that... its kinda flattering... too bad that i have figured out who it is and They will be one sorry motherfucker. :-)


oh yeah today is jake's B-Day! hes in class right now I hafta pick him up in a few.

and for all you who think im some slut or whatever Jlae and i have been together 4 months and we do not plan on breaking up anything soon. so A Big FUCK YOU goes out to anyone who thinks negitive of me because face it i have better things to do than dwell on past mistakes..		  
     

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someone must be bored....   
02:33pm 27/08/2003
 
mood: annoyed
music: So Alive- Love and Rockets
ok boys and girls... someone broke into my disarmmylove LJ and wrote a bunch of CRAP!!!!!!!!!

fuckers think they are soooo goddamn smart. well kids here is a little something i know... i have an idea who did it and they will be very very very sorry they ever FUCKED with me!

Here is what really is going on in my life...

Jake and i are still together.. ( he has no kids, we are not engaged, and we are happy)
I have a very good job right now and i work alot.
Im buying a new car here in a month its a 2002 sunfire and it is silver very pretty.

other than that nothing else. so i hope i have set things straight. I am very happy right now, everything ig good. i am not suicidal or andything to that level. thank you all for listening have a great day....		  
     

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nothing   
07:07am 08/04/2003
  i have nothing to say but i hope everyone is doing good.  
     

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50,000 tears ive cried- Evanessence   
08:25pm 25/03/2003
 
mood: good
music: TV
ive come to the conclusion, my life has changed dramatically. im doing a totally diff profession that i ever imagined, yes boys and girls im a CNA, im going for my RN and soon after that my NP. me nurseing who knew, i sure as hell didn't. Im dateing a few guys here and there. im working alot though. its hard working the night shift. but it pays good. my cat sophy is doing good. my apt is clean and dishes are done. im here at Ashes. I have to work tonight that is gonna be a bitch but oh well as much as i bitch about my job i do love it in the sense you grow attach to the paitents. well im gonna go i just though t id give a quick update i think my disarmmylove is gonna be changed into a friends only LJ. and this one a open one but i will not be updateing much at all. I hope everyone is doing well.

Im sorry to all those that i hurt.. I did not say what i was accused of saying i have proof of this, but obviously those wish to have their opinions. but if they are interested i can prove my innocennce. im not asking for their friendship what is done is done. ive moved on and they have but for piece of mind i do have proof of my innocence in the situation.

i miss many of you, i wish i had more time. But with work and classes it starts to kick my ass. im thinking maybe instead of a NP a psych nurse.

well im gonna go.. have a nice night everyone		  
     

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its been a longggggggg time   
06:48pm 06/10/2002
 
mood: artistic
music: hello-poe
heh i forgot about this LJ until lastweek. this was my first LJ. I used this one mainly for writeing poems and stuff. i think ill use this one for more stuff along with my other LJ.. heheh byee>		  
     

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If i could give you anything...   
10:20pm 15/09/2000
  ill give you my heart ill give you me, ill give you anything, as long as youll love me  
     

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the thoughts of you   
10:14pm 15/09/2000
  the thoughts of you in the night during times of fright, when all is gone and all is hopeless, youll always be there, in the thoughts of you, i need you know i need you soon il always need you in my thoughts  
     

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Kissed me   
06:51am 14/09/2000
  you kissed me
i felt i cold fly
i felt as if i was invisable
you kissed me
it ment everything
it made me cry
for now i fear of loseing u
to my heart		  
     

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Why   
05:53pm 08/09/2000
  Sometimes i try
Try and think what i did wrong
Why i made you mad
why i made you scream
how do i say sorry
when i cant understand why		  
     

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Nightmares   
05:43pm 08/09/2000
  I need an escape
I never found one in pills
only looks from angels
all gone away
or slipping rom my grasp
sleepy dreams of winter rapes
I can't bring myself to tell you how i feel
about you using me
But i think you know anyways
by feeling mytears bleed through my smiles.....		  
     

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