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i spoke [20 Dec 2003|12:36am] too soon mega f'in poot... and then it stayed cold somewherethere but the light still shined the world round 1 comment|post comment

all i want for xmas [18 Dec 2003|09:41pm] mmmMm, already got all i want for xmas... can't wait to get back to jaslove and estella the kittie tommorow! wheeeeE! i'm the happiest boy in the world! :) <3 ~r ps -- i'm in manhattan now. will be till like 5pm on friday. i can meet anyone for a second... please phone me at 602-750-6680 or my personal 800, 800-671-6464 (no code needed) post comment

[28 Nov 2003|06:15am] Happy Tanks Giving Often, unwanted exploding packages But, alas... Norse! and other lost friends. Give me a call. 602-750-6680, or 800-671-6464 4 comments|post comment

Oh MIA ! [23 Oct 2003|11:05pm] I'm going to be very MIA shortly... going for a drive e. to Phoenix (to melt in the worst way), New Orleans (for helloween), FloriduH, all places in between... then onto places north, most likely with the wonderfilled jasbot. aside from that, it's quite a busy time for a multitude of other reasons.... so a communication blackout is inevitable ~ for how long, i don't know but that doesn't mean that i don't love you all, ~ R p.s. remember to add me on friendster and tribe. email: come@playwithreality.com 11 comments|post comment

[17 Oct 2003|01:15am] I wear my heart in my chest lacking tissues, you see, sometimes i sneeze on my sleeve and i wouldn't want my Warm heart to get cold, now would i? 2 comments|post comment

try... [16 Oct 2003|07:02pm] Try ouuuutbreeding sometime you insatiable heehaw's ;) ~R 2 comments|post comment

[13 Oct 2003|03:46pm] fuck negativity 9 comments|post comment

you are ... {with eXcessively luscious breath now...} [11 Oct 2003|01:56pm] you are my morning light ~~~~~                             you wake me                                             you wake me 1 comment|post comment

[09 Oct 2003|04:09pm] experiMental 10 comments|post comment

Aesthetic advice sought... Will $pay for help [09 Oct 2003|12:18pm] Anyway, i posted some pics of my new hair (last journal entry at http://reality.livejournal.com) I don't think it's that flattering now. Except from one person, I tended to get much better responses from the longish brown uncut dishelved hair. Heh. Funny that. (and it was so much cheaper, toO!) Mind you, the one person who responded super positively was a random yet super awesome rawkKst*r girl, recently from the band The Distillars. I heard someone yell 'you're beautiful!' to me from out of nowhere on the street, then next thing you know, she hung out with me for a couple days of the sheerest and funnest insanity possible. I mean, it was an extreme reaction, and extreme experience, too! Probably now one of my bestest friends ever. Click, click, click, mmm! If having an ugly haircut makes me looks beautiful to people like *this*, then shit, man, I'm keeping it!! Let me be ugly to everyone else! =) Let my hair shield me from the unExtreme, the disHeartened, the nonCurious, the blech! Ooootherwise... Any hair aware people have some suggestions? Or someone out there with skills that can fix it up? (I'll +$pay$~ you pretty well!) Methinks some bangs would be nice. Since birth, I've had a very large forehead. Within the pseudoscience of Personology, this simply means you have a big brain, hahaha. Whether that's true or not, I don't think it's as aesthetically pleasing as a smaller one - at least on a guy. I *LOvvvVE* Angelina Jolie's boy haircut (i.e., i think it'd look good on a boy) in the movie Hackers. A friend pointed out to me that half the time it looks like Spock's haircut (which is very UNappealing to me), and the other half (or quarter, maybe) it's just HOT (of course, she's always cute, even with when her hair looks ExtraSpock). I'd like to suck in some of the features from the hotter stylization that appeared in the movie. Indeed, if you look at pics online, you'll see that she does appear to have it styled two different ways in the movie. I like it when it looks piecy and yummified... Lemme find some links... http://www.nabou.com/celebrities/angelina_jolie/photo_galleries/hackers/ http://zone.ee/devangelmoviepic/hackers.html They tend to show the better cut in the stuff made for movie promo photos and whatnot. In one or two pics, it almost looks like the bangs were cut very unevenly, with parts sticking out here or there. like here: http://zone.ee/devangelmoviepic/hack37.jpg http://zone.ee/devangelmoviepic/hack36.jpg There was a really good example of this jutting out asymmetrical thing that I just can't find now. Bummer. I like the longer over the eye look, too, but maybe my head isn't properly shaped for that. I sort of remember that when my bangs grow out and cover my eyes, I move them aside, making my hair looks stupid, anyway. Near the eye seems A OK, though. Maybe assymetrical stuff with the longer pieces down around the brow. Again, I'll pay $ pay $ pay for someone good to do it. If you do hair stuff or have a talented buddy (in the biz or not), hook me up! I'm bad at aesthetic things myself (relating to me, anyway, since looking at yourself objectively is like trying to take your eyes out and LOOK at it with the same eye), so I need all the help I can get... heh. Since I'm moving into music full time again (soon enough, anyway), I'm looking for all around image consulting, design, all that stuff, and again, I can pay pretty well. Shine!, ~ R 5 comments|post comment

[07 Oct 2003|11:25pm] IMGP0026.JPG Drunken Dancing @ Arrow IMGP0037.JPG IMGP0043.JPG IMGP0045.JPG IMGP0067.JPG IMGP0071.JPG I M GP0073.JPG IMGP0076.JPG moonmask.jpg Practical joke > bloody damn, no time to fix this... (@ kinko's) will fix later! (but perhaps not soon) this post may disappear once i have a chance to edit it. r

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I WaNNa... {reality song snippet} [30 Sep 2003|02:13pm] [ mood | excited ] I want to be your Ecstasy, I and you becoming We 7 comments|post comment

I just... [19 Sep 2003|10:44am] cut my hair{s}. Well, someone at Primp did it, I guess, since it seemed to be the second best spot to find a Hero and/or an Architect, now that you can't find Hero's and Architects any longer, as they are quite defunct. I think my headly boof is now kinda ugly, perhaps. I should sell it to someone more needy of ugly hair than I. Damn, I always seem to despise my hair style when a real stylist does it. At least with friends cutting it, it's 50/50 ~ 50% that I may remain hidden indoors for months, 50% that I may remain hidden actually IN doors, which is even more peculiar, perhaps, but a better hiding spot! I mean, who'd suspect that you were in *there*? {1} The center of doors is a highly recommended covert playground. Any stealthy spots you'd recommend? And, of course, any opinions on what to what about this hair? Should I butter it, shave and go bald, or maybe first post a pic of fucking mop bobbit before I get all solicitous of advice? Hehe. Maybe I should dye it nonexistant colours. ~ R * 1: (ok, maybe i would; but i'm a good finder, keeper, loser, weeper, winner, sinner, quagmire and saint) 4 comments|post comment

I am a broken context machine [18 Sep 2003|06:41pm] High Larry Us says my new selfmade t-shirt. The point of which would be less than a point if only it were possible to have less than one point, I suppose. But it's not possible, not even in 1d, so nothing is completely pointless, now is it? Thought not! RevvvvvVyourlutions!, Casey 2 comments|post comment

Los Angeles [16 Sep 2003|02:19pm] Alright... Only have a few mins on the computers here, but I may be heading to LA for a day or two. Already have a good of number plans, but my experience shows that plans in LA mean nothing. Something about the poor air quality or something makes people in LA flake out at an extraodinary rate. Seriously! It's like brains get dandruff there. heh (& ewww!) :) If anyone wants to meet up, and is dedicated to making it happen (life is too short to waste it on hapless nonsense), just email or text message (http://www.livejournal.com/tools/textmessage.bml?user=reality) me your contact info ~ first name, phone #, that kinda thing. We could meet at the Bourgeois Pig on Franklin, Top Fuel on Sunset near or that little place on the east side of the Sunset strip where the names slips me. Or, hell, anywhere! I can also use meal times to meet up with folks, so if you'd like to catch some breakfast, lunch or dinner together somewhere, we could do that, too. Club times, as well -- anything cool going on? By the way, Erin (faerie.livejournal.com) just sent me a link to a few pics of her kittens... http://christmasinspace.com/kittens.html... awh, so cute! Especially Sevena sniffing a cross and peeking up at the curtains. Makes me miss my little kitty back home, an especially aggressive orange male tabby named Oscar >]Postachio Suckatash![< Wilde. Devil man by day, a cuddly wuddly puddle of luuuuuuuuuuufness at night, as he cuddles up to my head and becomes my sleeping cap. =) Grow love!, ~ Reality 4 comments|post comment

[12 Sep 2003|03:21pm] Remember... Just because That's the way it is doesn't mean that's the way it has to be or is always going to be Regardless of how durable what is is, imagination, determination, and consciousness are the unstoppable trio of 3 that can override anything Consciousness ~ over ~ entropy and all that sheeeeeot, beep beep! 9 comments|post comment

Beybeh wanna play! You wanna come play? Come come come play, come come come play, yeeeeeah! [10 Sep 2003|01:01pm] The best way to be a good boy be a good girl be a good it be a good that be a good this is to do anything other than play dead Let's roll over, and play good and alive Play vibrant Play Ohhhhhhhhh! Play yyyyyyYEAH! Play... right... now Not to soil this with anything nearing normalcy, heh, but here's some practingle details of what's going on with me right now... Right now, I'm in Santa Cruz. You could feel bad, and still feel good here. Honest! Beautiful, beautiful place. And some people will actually touch you in friendly ways here (ok, i suppose some are flirty touches, too, heh), just like in the good old nonexistant days. Friendly touch, flirty touch, doesn't matter. Wow... It's almost healing. Reminds me of how little I'm touched by others. Makes me want for mmmore. Bought a car and maybe some audio gear from a truly generative, loving musician named Greg Chansky. I hope you all get to hear some of his unreleased tracks. They're not just powerful, but something you can hum along with with your heart (all 3 of them, for redundacy's sake ;). My choice is either to get a cheap Nissan Maxima station wagon, old but reliable, and lots of audio gear, or a super fancy recent model Audi A6 2.8 liter 160mph quattro (4 wheel drive) wagon (I want the space), and very little if any audio gear. The Audi's pretty bad ass, but the Maxima is nice for it's day, too. It has a 280Z race engine in it, easily does 110, and it talks when it wants fuel or water -- weird car for being so old! Methinks I'll get the older one, and nice audio stuff -- LA2A compressor, Neve mic pre's, a UA 2-610 signature pre, Summit TLA-100A, M3000 reverb, all kinds of goodies... and that means I can produce VOCALs again soon, which makes me melt and boil and go all RAWRRRRRR inside! If YOU or someone funkalicious that you know wants make some music and you want some vocals or backing tracks, definitely let me know! I'm good to work with, will try any style, but have had most fun making pseudoerotic 80s, industrial dance, and trance style vox. But, hell, I'll do anything... especially things that don't quite exist... yet, but should! *wink* After Santa, may go back up to SF for a bit. Will have to find a place to stick my stuff. May rent a place here in Santa Cruz to make music, it's so nice here. Or maybe SF. Just a little room or something, perhaps around other musicians, as I already have a place in Florida where I "properly" live. Physically beautiful apartment with gorgeous huge ass fountains, and located right near a nature preserve and everything, but too many hateful degenerates (mind you, i know and utterly love a few gems there! The worse an area is in general, the badder ass the bad asses!) At least with the wagon with the monster engine, I'll be able to travel around easily. Always liked cross country travel. Puts my soul in motion, and it effects and shows changes in every aspect of my life. Mmmm! :) 10 comments|post comment

Friendster [10 Sep 2003|12:51pm] Add me on Friendster! come@playwithreality.com ~ Reality Angel Or if you need an invite (I was told you needed one, but I'm not so sure), then let me know in comments, and I'll send you one. :) Rock up and down withIn Intense City!, ~ R 4 comments|post comment

Smash waterpumpkins! [10 Sep 2003|11:17am] The Devo in me, is the Devo is you! post comment

# of journal entries per page [10 Sep 2003|11:14am] Say, everyone, how do I change how many journal entries I display per page? 2 comments|post comment

[10 Sep 2003|11:13am] "I am in season. Pick me!" post comment

[10 Sep 2003|10:47am] [ music | Zany ass neo retro 50s Santa Cruz Sheeeot ] Rated ~~~ R for Reality! Grrrr! 2 comments|post comment

Text message fountain [06 Sep 2003|12:05am] Ooops. My text messaging (well, my phone) happened to go out early this morning (Friday), around 10am, due to an elongated, er, mission last night (which involved finding the most gorgeous mini-Big Sur like coastline in SF ~ gorgeous!). Voicemails are always saved, but I generally won't get text messages when the phone isn't on to receive them. Thank all of you (you know who you are, any time now ;) for the ones I've received so far. If you sent one today, I'd love it if you could resend it again now that the phone has some juice. All love and everything else, too, Reality 1 comment|post comment

Reach out and touch faith [04 Sep 2003|07:07pm] While traveling, you can contact me at 602-750-6680, text message thingy ma jingy, or email go@playwithreality.com. Strangers OK. You're probably no stranger than those I already know, so just call. ;) Or if you ARE even stranger, just call, too. That's exciting. Well, umm, scary, too, I suppose. Let's morph 'em together and call it "scary-exciting". Quite alright. While I'm up for anything, I prefer to be excited more than outright scared, though, keep that in mind. I'll be in San Francisco, Florida, Seattle, NYC, Vancouver, Montreal, Toroto, Lost Angeles, and New Orleans in the upcoming days and months. I'd like to meet as many people as possible. Be friendly, reach out, and make contact ~ I virtually (99%) guarantee you'll like it! ** EDIT: Acidexia just made the comment than I'm not nearly as scary or inaccessible as I seem in this journal. So there. Re-energize magnets, and let's make some fun! :p Onward and upward to the new, ~ Tschau 5 comments|post comment

Burn burn burn ... till you feel the urge! [04 Sep 2003|02:52pm] Good burn! Went with Acidexia and met a bunch o' others. In SF now at a psi-ber cafe. Anybody from around here? If you're visiting my journal from burning man, please say hello! If you don't have a livejournal, just leave an anonymous message. Maybe sign with an email address. Blissya, ~ R 5 comments|post comment

Burning Man -- Help wanted [19 Aug 2003|03:38pm] [ mood | energetic ] Hey everyone... I really REALLY, reAllYYY want to go to Burning Man this year. Never been before, and my heart gets sad that I've missed so many. Problem is, the Burning Man info pages imply that you gotta bring an RV, a circus, and $8m in supplies just to go. I KNOW this isn't true! But that's what they imply nonetheless. I mean, maybe the second year I go, I can bring my UFO, a cirque du soleil like ensemble, and supplies for a villanese army. But the first year, I just wanna grab a plane or a bus, buy a ticket at the virtual door, and carry a single backpack, if possible, with the supplies I need. I need some kind of PRACTICAL primer. I have enough money for whatever is needed, pretty much, but I just don't know what to get or whom to hook up with camp-wise, etc. Any help or tips out there? please PLEASE please! Mucho ja & Sai Babi big mystic hair love for you if you do! To make this faster, my number is 602-750-6680. If it's long distance for you, I can give you an immediate call back. Onward & upward, Risingstars! ~ R PS -- that's right! I'll give you Sai Baba Big Hair Mystic Love! I picked some additional Sai Baba Love Daba on ebay. My cup of Sai Baba happy afro power runneth over -- all over you, my friends! Sai Baba is most familiar to us in our present consciousness as either the creator or perpetuator of Nag Champa Incense. You learn something new every day, now donchya? Here's the funny man himself: Go ahead. Have yourself a giant belly laugh, as if you were as chub as the Buddha himself! Sai Baba is obviously built to amuse and bewitch as only living deities can do! Is he not the cuddliest cultist you've ever seen? C'mon now... be honest! And, remember, no matter where you go and who you are, Above all else, Dance, Sai Baba, DDDDDance!! ;p 17 comments|post comment

Your dreams wake up with you now ~* every day in every way [09 Aug 2003|03:24pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Sneaker Pimpies - Fuel ] We all swimmmm in the same emocean (sharing everything that comes and goes, and swims and flows) Pollute the water with love Dance in waves of unrelenting joy & f-f-fun!   The ocean never sleeps, and neither do your dreams  (and the best of your best desires) 2 comments|post comment

Where am I? Am I even here? [01 Aug 2003|08:15pm] Caring about others, is an inseperable part of the whole of caring for yourSelf. We're all Selves. Soon, sometimes instantly, after commiting their heinous acts... the murderers feel suicidal, and, likewise, the lovers feel lovicidal. How you feel is often how you're making others feel. Sometimes you can give yourself a bigger pat the back by giving it to someone's else's back. In through one self, out through another, it matters not -- every kind thing you do, sooner or later, will catch up with you. Then what? 2 comments|post comment

Beating faster now... [13 Jul 2003|06:47am] Kiss the Sun It's not too hot Feel the heat with your tongue Caress with your heart Melt the world with your truth Dripping light from your mouth Speaking what you know you want with the movements of the limbs you got Love spilling Louder than words && Faster faster even more than light   Let's race to the starting line, again and again ~* Shine bright erererer, R   8 comments|post comment

Better is better [19 Mar 2003|11:03am] Better actually IS better, despite what the critics say! 25 comments|post comment

[28 Feb 2003|09:29am] oooh, I've been getting some very lovely comments via phone text messages. Thank you :D Sadly, though, I have no idea who leaves them, since the email address field livejournal collects isn't actually passed on. Could those leaving text messages please sign them? Or leave a text message, and also leave a comment or add me on AIM (rblissangel)? *~*~ Much appreciated :) 4 comments|post comment

And on This Day, Raining bows & ribbons that unbind as they... climb high atop Know Better Mountain! [14 Feb 2003|06:43pm] (as intended: http://www.revolyoution.com/knowbettermountain.htm) I find it "funny" that after all these years After all the years of us knowing better Knowing better, damnit as a culture, as a society, as friends who have friends who have friends who Find it funny like laughing at a giggle That we as a people still we are still so shallow that we continue now to classify each other in terms of and discriminate against people based upon the colors that they see within rainbows And all I ask ask is... Why? Why????? Can't we all just get along based on physical location, age, religion, sex, sexual preference, skin color and position in the pyramid? Like in the bad old days? I mean, whatever happened to "asl? asl?? what's your asl????" being the most (mucho uno!) important question one could EVER POSSIBLY ask to determine the qualifications of another person to be "good people"? I guess only someplace special and wonderUs, you and I, oh my deep, deep inside your unconscious now knows that the good old days are yet to come, as our brightest future races to us,  down into us, I and you, now from atop our ever growing mountain of ~~* dreams, breathing heavy, all wet with anticipation and desire of an ever ~*glowing*~ now. And now, open your mouth, open your mouth wide, and Take this opportunity of the soontobebliss in front of you to Taste the rainbow from wence you came, you came from the mouth life, of life itself! It's time you get a taste of your own bettersin! Taste life. Taste the rainbow. Kiss the earth with your toes in the sand, and in the dirt... ... the salt of the air upon your licking lips... and your hands and hearts messy with what is and what can be! My warmest of warmest of coolest of coolest of the forever better of the best of best regards.... The Tingle Of You To, Forever Coming True Too, A MakerealExxxplode!~JoyEvolveCreat(ion) of Dreams of Dreams of the .'. Reality .'. Near You! download & listen: Halou - I'll Carry You ~|what are the colors (even if they're not colors) of  your rainbow?~{ 12 comments|post comment

bushWhacked! (State of the disunion) [11 Jan 2003|05:04pm] Listen. It's short and "cute", like like an elfen version of you that lives on gigantic leaves! (but perhaps a tad more demented) Audio: here 8 comments|post comment

brushing the heart [06 Jan 2003|06:44pm] and it is the heat from hearts and lips and finger tips which paint 1000 pictures each of 1000 words each of 1000 feelings each of 1000 Ahhhh eeeeeeeeEEEs IIIIs and OoooooooOH Yous!</font size=4> 3 comments|post comment

and you? [06 Jan 2003|03:50am] and when you question yourself, you may find the answer to always be the most giant ear drum shatTering YES, so loud that you look around yourSELF to see if anyone else can hear what you hear and FEEL so loud inside you now, as it's the loudest thing you ever heard or ever will hear ... until, of course, you question the validity and shining starness of yourSelf again. then the YES only grows impossibly louder still suddenly JARRING you pressure levels increasing inside your head lights flashing from your inside to your out ohhhhhhhh uhhhhhhh ohhhhhhhhhh the YESSSSSSS of you overtaking you much like a nightmare is actually a *~gift~* that takes you, shakes you, breaks you from lethargy and apathy and tells you "WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP, WAKE UP IN WAYS YOU DIDN'T KNOW BEFORE AND AREN'T QUITE SURE EXIST EVEN NOW ~~~!!!!! and LLLLIVE!" 4 comments|post comment

[06 Jan 2003|03:47am] and wherever you go, there is your heart your constant companion it counts, and even counts for you a rhythmn pounding out the flow of wet life that rushes through you pulse ~* rush ~* flow pulse ~* rush ~* flow pulse ~* rush ~* flow dance ~* dance ~* dance 2 comments|post comment

... And Now for something Completely [06 Jan 2003|03:45am] oh yes, NOW NOW is the place to be the place to converge with infinite varieties of yourSelf, in whichever face(s) you may find them now is happin', bebe shakin' and gettin' groovy the phrase 'come here now' makes you ask yourself quizicly whether the here you were asked to come to all along, was the here of now. almost like an embedded secret everyone knew but didn't realize post comment

... and you become so much, and feel so so much ... bigger now... too big for your cocoon [06 Jan 2003|03:36am] and the oceans of heaven are molten love that pour hard ashen joy into the wounds of what used to be misery there is a way to get above your eyes, into your sighs, and down below you can see that your legs are getting larger and longer and your fingers and torso are extending. wireframe 3d shapes of you all pulsing and intense red, emerge and expand liquidglasslike before you, above you, under you, and you feel and see yourself grow into them Now. and as you let these thoughts travel with your inhale into regions deeper and further insighde than perhaps even your physical body goes, you begin to realize that this growth you are now experiencing is, this.. this is for real... this is your reality now. your unlimited growth checked only by how it practicly applies to impracticly large amounts of endless you-for-eee-ahhh and mmmm! post comment

insult injury [06 Jan 2003|03:32am] we can be hot azure rose quartz rasping in flails of ultraconsciousness, flowing over uncomfortable overconsciousness and under not being conscious enough to see the contrast that makes us so sharp, so hot and uhh and mmmMMMm... so here now Insult Our Limitations but pain post comment

riding our breath [06 Jan 2003|03:27am] We can make our lips into sunSHINE i know we can post comment

You [06 Jan 2003|12:12am] [ mood | curious ] YOU are the BEST THING to EVER HAPPEN to You * painting: magritte 4 comments|post comment

Happy New Year! [01 Jan 2003|08:55pm] Hope you all are making a happy new YES to yourself, to your best and most courageous urges towards more than you could ever possibly dream! I'll welcome you in soon. Reality 12 comments|post comment

AIM Skiboobble [08 Nov 2002|05:16pm] If you're a stranger who just happened to aim me, could you do so again please? I got a silly "Do you want to accept this message Y/N?" window in the midst of typing... something that contained an 'n'. Figures. Sorry. Try again, or leave your name here as a response, and I'll cross-add you. it's something like are_something or other... (anybody recognize this? not many people have underscores in their name, and i think this name had 2) I'm not on very often, but I do like meeting new people when I can. :) Anyone else who'd like to talk, please feel free to leave your aim name as a response here or by dropping me an email, and I'll pre-add ya, so I can avoid the whole yes/no keyboard shenanigan that always seem to occur! Thanks 36 comments|post comment

IndividYOUals vs. Roles [07 Aug 2002|10:39am] [ mood | New ~ ] [ music | Welcome to the Lovegle ] what's this mean? (see below_ (not just here, but always & everywhere)) "if it wasn't for the fact that i love y o u, i'd marry you" (now see above ^ (always & everywhere)) (now see how one "you" is more prominent, maybe more important or at least more extant, than the other, perhaps depending upon the context/situation) (now see it all ~ * ~ (all ways!)) && what are you? what is a role/expectation set? how does that differ from the "what is/who is" of an actual person? compare and contrast. and above and below all, keep on keeping 'da plot. (not the kind six feet down below, mind you ~! ;) 30 comments|post comment

Betterfly away [09 Jul 2002|07:02pm] [ mood | N/A (not applicable) ] Time for me to disappear for awhile now. I love you, my little butterflies. download & listen: Modern English - I'll Stop The World Betterfly now, ~~~~~~~ *R 11 comments|post comment

You've received a voice message [15 Jun 2002|11:07am] Hi there. kinda busy at the moment. So I gotta make this quicckkkkk Hey, if you have any interest in hearing what I sound like, well... there's a little difficulty in that. Most of my recordings were lost in last years robbery at my place (most hard drives were taken). My ability to record was also stolen, since most of my recording equipment was taken, as well... BUUUUUT... I still have an mp3 i made of me talk-singing one of my old journal entries. Or, rather, other people had a copy safe from harm, and now I do, too. Click here to take a listen. (Update: If you select 'Play with internet explorer', the full length of the recording might not play. You may need to download it and play with with a good mp3 player, like Winamp.) It's for this entry: 'dive dive dive -- the fishie babies dive' into the infinite, see. Now, you see! Wheeeeee! I do begin a short impromptu at the end which goes beyond the original entry. Kinda "sillie", sure. Fine, I'm silly. I can take it. Sticks and stones can't break my bones, but being called silly will never hurt me either! I've decided so. And thus, it's true. Or will be true, soon enough! The process of deciding is powerful like that. :) Now, this recording is hardly perfect. I screw up a little in it. Heh. And it has only 2 voice ranges. When I talk, and sometimes when I sing, I tend to use the full frequency range available to man -- well, when I feel halfway decent, anyway. :) You know, it's kind of like I'm in Mr. Bungle's family, a bit -- and we're all different clowns of different colours -- a melting pot AND a mosaic of cray zee! Yes, one of those people, I hope you know the type. Flexibility of voice is very important to me, and very , very fun. ooooooOOooOOO ahhhhhh, whadda whadda bling bling, YUM! Er... bing bing. Also: Some pictures in certain older entries have been restored. Some other pictures in certain other entries haven't. I hope that's redundantly explicit enough for ya. ;) That all said.. I hope you've been having the good taste to be making your life big, bright and grand. Mmmm hmmm! =) Sh shine, Reality 36 comments|post comment

[02 Jun 2002|06:21pm] WWWWWWatch out! *whispers* I think the earth is following you Hide your footprints! 17 comments|post comment

What do you spy with your big bright eyes? [31 May 2002|05:53pm] Now, tell me... What is this? 24 comments|post comment

You've been breathing fire your heart [30 May 2002|02:00am] Now breath fire... with your soooooulllllll.... Paintings of the obvious by Alex Grey.... make it all</> so mmmmMMMMMmmmmm mmmmMMMMMmmmmm oooooh! 7 comments|post comment

[28 May 2002|06:59pm] Breathe fire with your Heart! 19 comments|post comment

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