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| Saturday, December 20th, 2003 | |
| 1:48 pm | lj-meeting with mister ![[info]](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20031230011551im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} dalibor last night... 2 beers max? harhar...that makes 13 hours of sleep the last four nights... and today is another pool party in vicky's basement ; ) i have to bake the cake... i had a dream, i had a knife, lying unsheathed before me, and i was waiting, guarding something... and trying not to fall asleep... unsuccessfully... <mode> blank... <noise> setherial - [nord] |
| Thursday, December 18th, 2003 | |
| 9:32 pm | for tomorrow, there's the last real work to do before the bad excuse for "holidays"... but tonight will be another long night... increase undeadness factor +3... <mode> tired already... <noise> setherial - [nord] |
| Wednesday, December 17th, 2003 | |
| 9:42 pm | quote of the year: "certain death, a small chance of success, what are we waiting for?" indeed... *draws battleaxe* <mode> busy... <noise> nocte obducta - [taverne - im schatten schaebiger spelunken] |
| Monday, December 15th, 2003 | |
| 11:33 pm | work. pain + killer. snow! <mode> busy... <noise> nocte obducta - [lethe - gottverreckte finsternis] |
| Sunday, December 7th, 2003 | |
| 1:45 pm | emperor's scattered ashes is so much fun... cover versions of bathory, darkthrone, thorns, mayhem, merciful fate (laa lalalaaa lalaaa, ihsahn's voice sound's like children's squeaks ; D ) ulver remixes... very nostalgic indeed... the spirit of the goode olde times of black metal coming up again... (and no, i don't mean a bunch of post-pubescent children throwing their half baked wannabe evil ideology at the world, harhar)... the emperor is dead... long live the emperor... <mode> busy... <noise> emperor - [scattered ashes] |
| Thursday, December 4th, 2003 | |
| 7:40 pm | i'm missing 2 teeth and my mouth tastes of coagulated blood and disinfectant... first they refused to do both sides at once, but i wanted to get over with the shit and finally, after much argument, i had to sign that they had warned me of the risks... since my roots were more hooked than visible on the x ray, they needed 2 hours and had to cut one tooth into 3 several pieces... but i think i'm taking it comparatively well, fighting down the pain and swelling with ice packs to an acceptable level... sucking clear vegetable soup with a straw, is a drawback though... <mode> mhmm... <noise> tanzwut - [ihr wolltet spass] |
| Friday, November 28th, 2003 | |
| 11:17 pm | went to the dental ambulance again... they cleaned my centers of inflammation and cut away some things... i'll lose my lower wisdom teeth on thursday... at least something gets done about my rotting mouth... doc was a friggin babe... <mode> mhmm... <noise> sigh - [imaginary sonicscape] |
| Tuesday, November 25th, 2003 | |
| 10:03 pm | i heal damn slowly... <mode> drained and dizzy... <noise> nokturnal mortum - [nechrist] |
| Wednesday, November 19th, 2003 | |
| 8:23 pm | i finally went down yesterday evening... headache, nausea, dizziness, cold fever bursts, shivering all over, and could barely crawl... doris drove me home, because i wouldn't have stayed awake in the train... even now, after having slept 10 hours last night, i still feel totally drained and feeble... it sucks so much being reminded that you are, in fact, rather mortal... <mode> 0wned >_< <noise> thyrfing - [urkraft] |
| Monday, November 17th, 2003 | |
| 8:18 pm | worked through the night once again X | at somewhere around 03:30 my graphix card overheated in indesign(!) and i had to solder a plug to an old power supply fan and tape it in... not an easy task, when your hands are shaking like hell... downclocked to 7v it works silently... and i need this for the next lan anyway... at breakfast i nearly spilled my coffee from insomnia tremor... two days ago my cracked lower lip started to fester and by now i got 3 additional deep and festering holes in the lower lip... thus my lymph nodes on the throat and inside my jaw hurt and are so swollen that i can hardly turn my head... eating brings tears to my eyes... seems my immune system is a bit offended... <mode> fuck... <noise> thyrfing - [urkraft] |
| Sunday, November 16th, 2003 | |
| 11:36 am | my father came home from his 3 weeks america tour... first thing he did was eat a proper home baked non-low-fat-sugar-free-artificial-flavou and he brought me the 50 years playboy book... this is cool, not because of the girls, but the lifestyle and arts sections... very good and artsy photography there, which is what i miss in most of the tits pictures... <mode> drained <noise> thyrfing - [urkraft] |
| Sunday, November 9th, 2003 | |
| 9:25 am | last night i saw the moon shining brightly through my window, and when looked out i beheld a full moon in a clear sky... decided to go up to the heath where i haven't been for a long time at night... mailed doris and she came with me... stylish wisps of ground fog were creeping over the grass and... "that's not a full moon!" "but wasn't it full before??" wtf??? AND LO, AS WE LOOKED AND BEHELD, THE MOON BECAME AS BLOOD!!! O_O so beautiful... some shooting stars too... but why didn't i know? i would have brought my cam... mhmm... <mode> driven by fate... <noise> darkane - [insanity] |
| Friday, November 7th, 2003 | |
| 11:11 pm | 01101100011101010111001001101011 playing the reed organ gets complicated when you have to pedal the pumps at another beat than you're playing... like at the change of time in nokturnal mortum's unholy orania... as if i had the time... as if i even knew what time is... i don't think this is really me writing here either... <mode> zombie alert... <noise> emperor - [prometheus] |
| Thursday, November 6th, 2003 | |
| 10:26 pm | received a very special gift today o_o did i mention this once, or was that intuition, mhmm? *sends an intense ethereal hug across the ocean* i have acquired what you requested... <mode> slept 2 hours, guess... <noise> emperor - [prometheus] |
| Sunday, November 2nd, 2003 | |
| 11:39 am | <compact entry> no time for anything, in theory... nevertheless... helloween steinbruch party was nice, although the strong wind failed to come... shorty is the pumpkin carving master ; ) movie session last night... the eye (strange!) ringu 2 (unnecessary) a tale of two sisters (strange!!!) wrong turn (hard) had an interesting dream too... maybe i'll post it later... blabla... *work* <mode> tired... <noise> darkane - [expanding senses] |
| Tuesday, October 28th, 2003 | |
| 6:54 pm | in theory i have autumn holidays, but there's so much to do for school, that there's hardly time for anything else... by a fluke i bought an old reed organ yesterday, from an old woman who had died (well, not directly) for only 250€!!!  for those ignorant: this is a small organ-like thing with two pedals to pump air into the pipes... it's in quite good shape and apart from a few leaky valves on some of the 15 registers, it's completely functional... i'm looking forward to repair it properly when i have the time... i haven't touched a piano for 11 years, but playing that thing is uber cool ;) <mode> tired... <noise> samael - [passage] |
| Thursday, October 23rd, 2003 | |
| 8:46 pm | first snow of the year!!! i registered at deviantart.com, even if it seems to be going down recently... too much camwhores, too much "manga"-doodling brats... *kill* <mode> seriously burned out... <noise> setherial - [nord] |
| Thursday, October 9th, 2003 | |
| 2:04 am |  this biatch and her bloody stupid happy family have kept me awake for quite some nights now... finished at last... + backache + cramped fingers + burning eyes + and rings under them like a panda... <mode> drained... <noise> arch enemy - [anthems of rebellion] |
| Sunday, October 5th, 2003 | |
| 5:35 pm | i just burned most of my old drawings and paintings, including those covering the walls of my room... it looks naked and empty now... just like i feel myself... fuck... <mode> down... <noise> anorexia nervosa - [new obscurantis order] |
| Wednesday, October 1st, 2003 | |
| 11:48 pm | had another fucked up quake II dream last night... i don't remember much, but that one scene i'll never forget... i went down some iron stairs, entered a huge factory hall and suddenly found myself up against a helicopter hovering inside there... i fired at it with the machinegun, which was bloody useless of course... as the helicopter closed in and opened fire, i madly tried to press best weapon to switch to the rocket launcher, but couldn't find the middle mouse button, because i wasn't holding a mouse, but a gun... (erm)... seriously confused i backed up the stairs i came from, pursued by two enemy soldiers... somehow i switched to the chaingun and fired at them while going back down the stairs towards them... my shots looked strange, not like bullets, more like sparks, curving out and then homing in again in a dense beam... although it didn't seem to harm them, both guys fell down, and i continued to shoot directly into their faces... their eyes turned a milky blind white instantly and they stopped moving... too fast... like they were just pretending... there were no wounds or other signs of impact, except a few mild burns on the skin... cautiously, i backed up the stairs again and when i had nearly reached the top, one of them suddenly started to move again, like i had expected... then i woke up... <mode> tired... <noise> nokturnal mortum - [to the gates of blasphemous fire] |
| Wednesday, September 24th, 2003 | |
| 11:49 pm | drawing a bloody family? portraits + full body view with accessories? FUCK YOU!!! <mode> despaired... <noise> avalon-soundtrack |
| Saturday, September 20th, 2003 | |
| 4:14 pm |     <mode> moody... <noise> johnny cash - [the man comes around] |
| Thursday, September 11th, 2003 | |
| 11:17 pm |  for some strange reason... once again... <mode> down... <noise> zyklon - [aeon] |
| 5:43 pm | school started yesterday... os x sucks... macs suck in general... usability?? stability??? hah! and the whole network is still unstable too... well... we'll manage, cause we got no choice... ...  ( cave action part XVIII... at least... ) <mode> tired... <noise> eisregen - [krebskolonie] |
| Saturday, August 30th, 2003 | |
| 11:43 am | cave action part IX... on wednesday we changed a few pieces again, and finally managed to really seal the hose connections, so it shouldn't stop running anymore... but hardy went diving a bit and discovered that we have at least one more meter to go... duh... i finished my job, but school starts in 10 days... i decided to take up analogue photography again and got a 50mm f1,8 lens for the olympus om-2 n body i got from my grandfather a few years ago... it's better than my nikon, for which i only have poor lenses too... i think i'll mainly use it for astrophotography and macro though (the extension tubes i also got are amazing, more than 1:1 actually (which means an object appears even bigger on the 35mm negative/dia than it really is))... <mode> standby... <noise> nokturnal mortum - [goat horns] |
| Tuesday, August 26th, 2003 | |
| 1:23 am | metalfest vienna was so coooool... and friggin hot O_o... security kept drenching the moshpit with a garden hose to keep down the choking dust cloud... saturday: amorphis were not bad... quite easy fun... but die apokalyptischen reiter owned like hell... i went out of breath during the 3rd song (which has only happened at an in flames gig once)... my personal faves of the festival... check them out, everyone out there... destruction, of course, sucked heavily... the snare sounded like a bucket and was the only thing distinguishable in the sound slush... paradise lost had good sound and moshing masses including various crowdsurfers, which i really hadn't expected ; ) i didn't watch blind guardian to the end, although technically top, their melodic/speed metal is just not my cup of tea... sunday: graveworm would have been more interesting with better sound... finntroll had not the best sound either, but were really fun... ummpah ummpah ummpah!!! ; D within temptation with graveyard angels were cool too... her dancing style is debatable, but her voice and intonation are even live really amazing... (and i'm really picky with that)... napalm death sucked almost as bad as destruction... letzte instanz with their german medieval metal rap mixture were a bit strange... the only song i really liked was an instrumental with only violin, chello, drums and base... in flames... well... yeah. the whole arena jumping to only for the weak was truly a sight to behold ; ) i've seen them with better sound though... i lost my shades, got a sunburn, dust everywhere, well, festival ; D pictures will follow... just now i came home from cave action part (umm what was it? V? VI?) the hose had stopped another time, so i spent the whole evening with shorty to get it running again... again... again... it's getting a bit tiresome already... but giving up now would be only for the weak, harhar... <mode> tired... <noise> die apokalyptischen reiter - [all you need is love] |
| Thursday, August 21st, 2003 | |
| 7:22 pm | cave action part III yesterday evening we went to the cave again, to find that both tubes had stopped after draining our one meter of water level and half of which now filled the other part of the cave with knee deep icy (hurting!) cold water... but we still have one more meter to go (at least) to get inside... so we drove home again to get more garden hose to get the water out at the front... during camouflaging the hose outside (so that wanderers wouldn't spot and remove it, ringi trod on a wasps nest in the dark, backed away in the wrong direction, fell down from the high rock and got hit on the leg by falling timber so hard that it broke the car key in his pocket... gladly not his leg... but we were one hour from civilization (well, proper civilization) under a beautiful moonscape, it was 02:00 already and we had no idea whom to call to get us (and if possible the car too) out of here... more or less desperate (we still had fun) we attached the front bit of the key to a thin sewing thread (to get it out again) put it into the lock and the rest of the key after it, and lo and behold, after a few tries it worked ; ) in a few days we'll try again, with a bit of luck the new hose won't stop working until then... <mode> tired... <noise> die apokalyptischen reiter - [all you need is love] |
| Tuesday, August 19th, 2003 | |
| 10:50 pm | two days ago, i re-entered the cave (from last entry) with a few friends to use 100m electrical tubes as a siphon to pump out the water that stopped us ; ) they didn't work, so we drove home again and got 100m garden hose... it's a lot of water, but it's running since 2 days, so it's possible... tomorrow we'll start another attempt and hope that the water is low enough to enter the main part of the cave... if not, we'll try again on friday... <mode> curious... <noise> die apokalyptischen reiter - [have a nice trip] |
| Monday, August 11th, 2003 | |
| 2:01 am | today we went forth to explore the miraluke... most of the time the cave's entrance is flooded with the stream running out of it, which stopped us the last year... but at the moment it's really hot and hasn't rained for a few weeks, so today the stream was completely dried out...  ( deeper ) <mode> adventurous... <noise> opeth - [damnation] |
| Wednesday, August 6th, 2003 | |
| 1:27 am | i needed one hour to get to a camera shop, and then missed the opening hours by 2 minutes... burger king at the donauplexx sucked... at the new agency, i'm suddenly the only graphic designer (due to holidays) and thus overburdened with work that should all be done asap... and be creative and do it fast and don't do it wrong... ha. some bastard nicked my cell phone in the underground... there's a problem with her contraceptive implant... it's friggin hot!!! life generally sucks... i long for brewage, but rather go to sleep... <mode> fucked... <noise> setherial - [nord] |
| Thursday, July 31st, 2003 | |
| 9:23 am | first holyday job ended on tuesday, the next starts tomorrow... the last 2 days i spent in a feverish attempt to save the photo shoot with a different idea... change the dress, set up a different scene... after sewing 2 days and nights, my eyes burn, my back hurts, i'm deadly tired and the dress looks worse than before... deadline is today... i didn't even try... now i'm sitting on a ton of fruit and am not even hungry...  o sweet depression where hast thou been? feels hard to focus on something real today... btw, for reasons i'm not in a mood to go into now, i weeded out my friendslist a bit... and i think both of you didn't expect it... <mode> come heavy sleep... <noise> limbonic art - [ad noctum - dynasty of death] |
| Sunday, July 27th, 2003 | |
| 7:43 pm | i just rejoice... <mode> fucked... <noise> obituary - [back from the dead] |