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Sunday, May 5th, 2002

Time: 12:03 pm. Mood: cheerful. Music: Chad Kroeger - Hero.

Take the What High School Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.

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Time: 10:00 pm. Mood: blah. Music: Hero - Chad Kroeger.

x. number - 3 x. time- 9:43 pm x. color- RED x. band- Silverchair, baby! x. sex - female x. color M+M's - I'm partial to the green and red ones. x. hair color - brownish x. clothes brand - *shrug* whatever I like x. tree - Those pretty pinkish ones x. grade - 9 x. animal - dog x. food - Chinese x. drink - Water x. disney movie - The Little Mermaid x. holiday - Christmas or my Birthday x. street name - Agnes Park Lane. (pretty, huh? *note the sarcasm*) x. school mascot - Viking x. soda - Cherry Coke x. magazine - *shrug* x. pancake mix - eh, i dont like pancakes, really.. x. cologne - No clue..but there are a few guys I know that smell really..really..*droolworthy* good ;) x. perfume - "Curve", and "Candies" x. word - Right.. x. sport - Volleyball x. coin - dime x. football team - *Shrug* x. nickname - "hey you", Ms Popularity (HAH, yea right.), Ms Beautiful Happy Smile, Rachie, Rach x. guy name - Wesley, Austin, Gavin x. girl name - Aurora x. gum flavor - Winterfresh x. eye color - Green (yeah baby!) x. weather - I like rain..when you can stay inside and watch it. x. song - "Hero", by Chad Kroeger x. vegetable - Broccoli x. flower - Rose (I like the peach ones) x. shoes - I dont care, anything I like x. music - Mainly Rock, Punk, and Alternative x. dwarf - Sleepy..thats one, rite? lol x. piercing - none! *sob* x. bug - ladybug x. shape - trapezoid ;) x. actor - Heath Ledger..so hot..so hot.. x. actress - Angelina Jolie, or Julia Stiles x. ice cream - *Shrug* x. candy - peanut butter M&M;'s x. cartoon - Daria (Mr. Sims used to call me Quinn! arghz.) x. fruit - Strawberry. :) x. season - Spring x. cereal - none x. month - March x. nail polish - ? x. drug - Caffeine .about you. x. name - Rachel x. location - North Carolina x. height - 5'4" x. siblings - One sister .crush side. x. do you have a crush - Yeah...quite a few, actually x. who is it - Ill give 1st initials, alrite? T, W, G & K...If you can guess any of these, I'll tell you ;) x. do you have a boyfriend - Nope...hint hint..c'mon guys! x. do you love them - Yes, but I'm not in love with him x. are you in love with them - I dont think so.. x. do they know this - Um..1/2 of them do..(meaning 2 of them know I like them..) x. do they care about you - Somehow..I think.. x. what do you look for in a boyfriend - Smart, sweet, caring, treats me like a PERSON and not an object. .do you think you are. x. pretty - I guess..I've been told so. x. funny - Yes, especially when I've had too much caffeine, and I've been up too late the night before x. hot - Hot as in.....? No, probably not...but I have been told that before..=\ x. friendly - most of the time x. amusing - Well, I know i amuse myself x. retarded - No x. ugly - Sometimes =\ x. loveable - Sure...but no one really cares to get to know me, except for my already existing friends. x. pessimistic - When I'm already in a bad mood x. optimistic - I like to be x. caring - Yes x. sweet - Yes x. dorky - yup ;)

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Time: 6:57 pm.

What teen magazine are you?

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Time: 6:56 pm.

a href="http://www.dynapost.com/jennifer/jennifer/barbie.html"> You are the Marilyn Monroe Barbie! You have a natural charisma and love attention. You want to entertain the world and people are drawn to your personality. On the other hand, you could also move to Los Angeles to become an aspiring actress/singer and eventually die hungry and alone, thinking that no one will ever see your talent. Ahh, well. You win some, you lose some.

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Subject: DAMNIT Time: 3:16 pm. Mood: worried. Music: Sevendust - Live Again.

What the hell is up with my luck? I've had at least 4 or 5 weeks of BAD luck. I'm seriously about to lose my mind. I'm on the verge of tears, when I dont really have a specific reason to. I can't think straight! I got sick earlier this year, and then I pulled a back muscle...which put me in severe pain. That finally got better. As soon as I started feeling normal again, stuff started happening. After an orchestra rehearsal, I was walking to my mom's car, when someone yelled to me from the front of the school. I turned around really fast, and I lost my footing, and fell. I skinned up my knee pretty bad. I was totally mortified..at least no one sat there and laughed at me... Anyway, I got off the bus a few days ago, and fell, again. I mean..whats up with this? And on top of that...I havent had a boyfriend in who know's how long. Am I seriously that unwanted? I've been told that I'm an awesome person...so, either guys just dont give a flying fuck, and judge me on how I look...scared of what their friends might think, OR, they dont care to try and get to know me. Well, damnit..I'm due for some good luck. I'm feeling very sad/down right now. Try to cheer me up, I really need it. -Rachel-

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Time: 5:47 pm.

If I were a wine I would be... This quiz was created by Krazy K. Take it here!

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Time: 5:45 pm.

which children's storybook character are you? this quiz was made by colleen

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Time: 10:35 am.

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Time: 6:01 pm. Mood: sad. Music: Celine Dion - A new day has come.

Hmm..I dont know if there are any real words to my feelings..I'm sad that my grandmother is so ill that she has to get surgery...but im also scared for her. She's been through a lot...breast cancer, getting Diabetes..and now this. She was supposed to have heart bypass surgery on Thursday..but when the anesthesiologist tried to put in an IV (into her neck) - they hit an artery..so they had to stop the surgery..anyway..she's been in the hospital. We went to see her today. I would be devastated if she died or something..I'm not ready for her to go yet...her surgery is rescheduled for tomorrow..Will some of you pray for her, or something? I'm just worried..thats all. I know it says to put all your worries on God, but right now I'm finding it extremely hard to. Someone leave a message. I'm not feeling particularly loved right about now. -Rachel

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Time: 5:02 pm.

Take the Final Fantasy X personality test here! by thingwraith

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Time: 5:00 pm.

take the non-offensive quiz. and go to mewing.net. laura = great.

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Time: 9:29 pm. Mood: sad. Music: The Prophecy - LOTR.

Tomorrow's my birthday, I should be happy, right? Wrong. I had a lot of fun today..being with my friends, but my mom is forcing me to go to church tomorrow. Hopefully it wont be so bad. She knows that I dont feel like I fit in with all the people in my grade. I'm friends with some people that arent in my grade, at church..but for SOME REASON..I just cant make a connection with any of those in my grade. It makes me sad, and upset. I dont like being around them, because they KNOW each other. I went to DIB in middle school, and didnt know them then, so i never made any connections with them. It makes me angry that I dont have friends at church. It makes me feel stupid. I should love being at church. I should feel at home, but I dont. I just feel uncomfortable, and my mom is MAKING me go..ON MY BIRTHDAY. Just ruin it for me, why dont you. I dont like this.. I dont like it at all.. I'm going to lose my mind. Damnit..dont make me rant anymore. I just read the "Rachel Notebook" that Christa's been writing in for about a year..it made me cry. It made me realize that I could lose any of my friends at any moment, and I know I'd be devastated. I'm a whirl of emotions, I dont know why. I was having such a good day..too..I dont know what to do anymore. I dont feel loved by anyone. I havent had any positive male attention in a LONG time..I'm about to lose my fucking mind..someone leave me a message, or something..I need to hear something..anything. I need to feel not so helpless, and stupid. -Rachel

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Time: 1:14 pm.

What Ayumi Hamasaki song are you? Quiz by Mika Tsukino

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Time: 10:42 pm.

You are Sailor Neptune! You are beautiful, very intelligent, and are a very talented musician. You have a special love for someone out there who means the world to you. You fight with the power of the deep sea! Take the Which Sailor Are You? Quiz! ...created by Kenzie.

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