i survived. Apparently it only took about a half hour. The last thing i remember was the relaxer iv thing.

i feel slightly sick so this is going to be short.

a few things:

*thanks for the fone call last night Jas sorry i couldn't talk

*i forgot the christmas cards at my apt :( so unfortunately unless i go buy more, it'll be after new years when everyone gets theirs :(

*my bus was an hour and a half late leaving south station. you have no idea how annoying that was. i was supposed to get home at 7 and it was near 930 when i got in. bah.

*my dad didn't call me today :(

*i feel like i'm going ralf so i'm going to go :( sorry kids.

what i'm feeling: nauseated

8 am finals are most certainly the devil :(

and they make me sad...


especially when the house fone rings THREE times through the night and it's loud :( and it woke me up :( :(

what i'm feeling: sleepy
what i'm hearing: Sheryl Crow - My Favorite Mistake (Acoustic)

Poll #219863: christmas cards!!!!!!!!!
Open to: all, results viewable to: none

would YOU like a christmas card? if so...leave your address here and i will get one out to you :D

what i'm feeling: hungry
what i'm hearing: Rent - Take Me or Leave Me

i'd write an actual entry but the super long thursday (not nearly as long as wacky wednesday or too long tuesday or even manic monday) but too long for me...is about to begin.

so i leave you all anxiously awaiting what i have to say...later.

TOODLES!

what i'm feeling: busy

Land Before Time 6 comes out on tuesday.

Didn't they realize five was MORE THAN enough?????? Jebus.

what i'm feeling: contemplative

It's only 34 degrees in Saco Maine. The place i'll be standing outside in for a couple hours doing viz for john kerry :/

this makes me incredibly sad.

what i'm feeling: cold
what i'm hearing: Something Corporate - (Hurricane) The Formal Weather Pattern

just a heads up...

i added a slew of new people so hello!!!


and hopefully you kids will all add me back because i'm cool!

or at least i try to be :/

what i'm hearing: Dashboard Confessional - As Lovers Go

I'm trying to get all my Livejournal friends' locations plotted on a map - please add your location starting with this form. Username: (Then get your friends to!)

in other news my html filled previous entry (that i hand did) was eaten by LJ. *H8* i'll repost it when i get home at around 7:30ish or so :/

what i'm feeling: aggravated

word to the new apartment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S RAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what i'm feeling: pissed off
what i'm hearing: charlies angels on the teevee

i'm going to be doing some fall cleaning...


sooooo

if you want to stay or be added to my friends list...speak now or forever hold your peace :D


<33333

what i'm feeling: busy
what i'm hearing: Filter - Hey Man Nice Shot

i swear if one more person says yankees suck to me or worse yet: GO HOME YOU YANKEES FAN!!! i will thrash out.

what i'm feeling: annoyed
what i'm hearing: john mayer - bigger than my body

word up to the Yankees!!!!!


now to celebrate the 3-2 lead in the ALCS with LAUNDRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!

what i'm feeling: giddy
what i'm hearing: john mayer - come back to bed

this song is fucking intense. Normally it would have me going insane and be all like "W00T!" but i didn't get to sleep till 2:30 and i'm emotionally exhausted after thinking wwwaaaayyyy too much last night.

Tonight: JILLIANS FOR THE GAME!!!! If YOU WANT TO COME WITH IM ME AT SenatorHydie -if you're in the boston area and such :) :) :)

what i'm feeling: tired
what i'm hearing: Groove Coverage --==>>DeeXTeeR<<==-- - God Is A Girl Extended Versio

another +: yankees are now 3.5 games ahead of the Socks. and the socks are only one game up on the wildcard.

LETS GO YANKEES!!!!

what i'm feeling: bitchy
what i'm hearing: Sheryl Crow - I Shall Believe

OK whoever lives in West Village B and reads my journal....

LEAVE AN ANONYMOUS COMMENT!!!!! I want to know who you are :D :D


and a big welcome to the new people!!!

*waves to bostonjer and myfreddie59

new people are always welcome <3 <3 <3


i already feel a lot better. Lets just see if i can keep this up :) Yeahhheeeaaa for feeling better. I really love it when you have a whole realization and then you just instantly boost your mood.... yeahhheeaaa for happy songs too!

oh yeah and you all suck at life because no one followed the assignment >:( Except for one person <3

*h8* you all. JK. I <3 you all. You all know that.

what i'm feeling: blah
what i'm hearing: Thalia feat fat joe - i want you

( dooo eeett because you all love me!!! )

what i'm feeling: working
what i'm hearing: Heartbreakers on the teevee

Ok rant.

My communications and gender class is a class for my womens studies minor. It's an interesting class and right now we're going over mostly feminist theories. Now don't get me wrong i am a feminist. I admit that....call me a feminazi and i'll wear the title proudly. We were discussing third wave feminism which is basically girlie feminism. The idea that being girlie and embracing your inner fem is powerful. So I say that dudes beauty is a huge thing i mean you can say "oh being girlie is our own thing" but think about it being girlie is more socially accepted you don't see girls that don't care being praised and shown all through the magazines. So after my spcheal this girl behind me with crunchy permed hair - crunchy from the gel and hair spray, a load of eye makeup and curled eye lashes boasting about how natural beauty is sexy. Yep you and your crunchy hair, fake tan and curled eye lashes are boasting about "natural" beauty. Jebus I hate to see what unnatural is for this girl. Then these girls are all like "well being pretty gets you farther up in the workplace" YOUR BOASTING ABOUT FEMINISM AND THEN SAYING "the only reason hillary got elected for the senate is because she started to care about her appearance?!" you want to boast about feminism then how about bringing up the MA gubernatorial election: Shannon O'brien had more experience, better goals, and showed power and sternness. WHile mitt romney was/is a pretty boy who i swear woke up one morning and said "i want to run for governor of MA" But because shannon tried to match him in the debates and threw back everything at him that he threw at her she was deemed a bitch and horrible because she wasn't being passive. He ran on his whole "no new taxes" thing which was soo stupid and she ran on fixing up the big dig and fixing up the corruptness on Beacon hill. I think she would have done a much better job. Of course people don't want taxes! Of course that'll get him elected! Too bad we need those taxes to increase revenue. But come on...these girls were boasting on their cuteness and appearance when they seemed to forget the intelligence factor. one girl was like "a boss told me i'm going to go somewhere because i'm smart and because i have the looks so i was like which is it? But if i have the looks i'll use them to my advantage" all these girls were look we should use our sexualness to our advantage. DOESN'T ANYONE CARE ABOUT INTELLIGENCE??? COME ON!!! I mean please...sure i like to be cute...but i don't think thats going to get me ahead anywhere...i think it's more about speaking our minds, our intelligence and using what we have in our minds to get us ahead. Ugh.

Bring it on?! no kids i am not talking about the movie. I wish i was but apparently Mr. Bush has told the Iraqi rebels to bring the attacks on. I say this as i return from a class this morning in which his "duct tape" solution to chemical warfare was ridiculed by the presidential candidate his father defeated. Bring it on is something i would say to superbitch. Not what Bush says to a country we were recently at war with!

I def think Katie and i said it best aqui:
SenatorHydie : does he want us to go to war again!? was the two month war not enough for him???
cacamimi haha i don't know. fuck him.
cacamimi: people are sick of him. he is so not getting re-elected.
SenatorHydie: Bring it on is something i'd say to superbitch
cacamimi: dude you're like the u.s. and she is iraq.
SenatorHydie: bring it on is not something the president should be saying to countries we were previously at war with!
cacamimi: you. peaceful, cute, and modern. her. gross, violent, and dirty.
SenatorHydie: :-D
SenatorHydie: did we mention she's a LIAR! >:o
cacamimi: we need to beat that ho
cacamimi: what did she lie about?
SenatorHydie: and she tortures her people >:o
cacamimi: hahahahaha
cacamimi: she's a ho. i'll beat that ho.
cacamimi: *cracks up over repetitious usage of "ho"*
SenatorHydie: haha you me and liz can break out LJ Angels on her
cacamimi : HAHAHAHA
cacamimi: dude can i be the asian one? i mean i know kung fu.
SenatorHydie: no...you don't. LOL
cacamimi : LOL
cacamimi: no but i can fake it really fucking well.

anyhow:

i put most of this up before i had to go to class. Which i fell asleep in. I guess the british parliament doesn't interest me too much the second time around. Even though it should if i want to work there :X Our quiz was moved to monday but it shouldn't be that hard. theres only like 12 things on the map and 10 are going to be on the quiz so if i memorize them it should be good. Ireland, Scotland, Wales and England . I am so going to get an A in this class. (cough) not if i fall asleep constantly :/

After class i scooted over to the book store to grab a binder for my case studies and i wanted to buy an NU Teeshirt so i can be a cool kid. Bah. They didn't have any i liked :( ahh well. That and i splurged and bought the new glamour magazine. So for Glamour and a binder it costed me OVER TEN DOLLARS! I am not a cheapsake but come on $7 for a binder? Ugh. I should have waited and walked to CVS later. At least it's pretty :D I couldn't find the Herald anywhere for the crossword so now i have to settle with the metro :( Which means i can't cheat and beat Dave today. Heh. I have to get his sn tonight.

Oh and nomar234 how about when i go to NYC we get tickets for a yanks game and then when you come back to boston we'll go to a red sox game to equal it out? Or tickets for a mets game so we're on neutral ground ; ) I'll talk to you about it more sometime soon. But i think it'll def have to be for late July *nods* (notice how i was good and said when not if? :D )

Oh! and welcome to the family threemilesdown He's going to be a frosh at NU that's living in my home territory from freshman year! YAY KERR HALL! And fredisgod he's a 6th floor represent!!! :D

K kids. three down one to go! w00t!

P.S. i forgot how great htis song is :D I <3 <3

what i'm feeling: cheerful
what i'm hearing: Ben Folds Five - Air

answers to some questions:
benfoldsmeright - honestly probably not too well but i don't care much at this point in time. sounds harsh but ehh
playdohgeek right now? how i know exactly what i want to do with it and i know where i want to go and i know how to get there
blokee definitely thunderstorms. Hands down.
ledhazard i don't know. I like just adding random people that comment to me.
allocate she's doing good :D
holdmygaze solo dashboard no contest
mjrslacker wasn't it the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy or soemthing like that?
jigster786 i'm really starting to see dean shape up as a good candidate so because i <3 him and his policies from the dean era in vt when i was growing up it's a loyalty thing :) and if he doesn't work out in the primaries i think Kerry has an equally good shot. He lacks charisma but that can be worked on a lil.
quantumhuman gonna have be a traditionalist here and say missionary :X
gantrioch when you pay for my plane ticket down there cause i have no money and i'll be damned if i ever take a bus that far ever again >:(
flip_flops well i have definitely dreamt of kicking *cough* a certain ex of an ex's buttocks
jmilleroo7 all the time :) I just never comment cause i feel like i sound stupid or that what i have to say isn't clever and witty enough :/
nicepunkass420 Hrmmm currently? I defintely think Thurmond Marshall was a great justice, and i think Ruth Bader Ginsburg is great too same with Sandra Day O'Connor - i mean women in the supreme court...if my memory serves correctly these two women paved the way. and i either sounded really cool or really dumb with that answer :X

I found out who the stalker was. HI MATT!!! :D just for you. heh and on that note yes that does mean that this is a public entry. W00t. Btw matt if you want a lj...let me know :) I'll code you up.

I got kicked out of the media lab. Damn them! Well sorry but if you had more copies of the movie i had to watch (and i do mean had. the 2 page paper on it was due monday but i forgot :X ) then i wouldn't have had to wait till 20 of 7 when you close at 8 >:( Eat that shit mo fos!

Ma Vie En Rose was way too cute. Heh it kind of made me feel bad. I remember when i used to pretend to have a penii with my friend Dustin...we'd use our juice boxes and pee onto the lawn from his front steps. Luckily for me my tomboy phase wore out by college. Definitely more so this year since i noticed yet again...that my nails are starting to grow. SO i'm thinking that i might finally (since i have no time since) use the gift certificate my roommates bought me for my birthday and go get one :) We'll see though.

I think i might skip out on real world tonight so i can write my papers and do some reading for American Society since that reading always gets the shaft compared to my other reading. And damnit i really hope my stupid Comparative Politics professor isn't planning on giving us that quiz still on Thursday. I'd go on strike but i really need to ace this class. Erasing that D will bring my GPA soo much. especially if i pull of an A. I think i can - wait wtf am i talking about...i know i can. Jesus theres no exscuse i already took this class once. I pulled off a B in Intro to IR so i'm pretty sure i can do up at LEAST a B in this class.

My mom keeps telling me to "make her proud" oddly enough she's never had to say that and it's really encouraging. I do want to make her proud and i want to show my dad and step mom that i can do well. I mean not that i'm not doing that bad but i know i can do better. And now that i've set my goals for the future i want to do better - not that i wanted to do poorly before but ya know. I want to achieve these goals and in order to do a coop in england my junior year i need to get my gpa to a 2.75 at least. But if i get an a in my comparative politics class that will definitely help.

Wow. I've updated a lot today. Thats the funny thing about being in classes. I have more to do workload wise but yet i update more than i did when i was on coop. Probably because more happens during the day. Heh.

Tomorrow Legally Blonde 2: red white and blonde comes out. You can betcher bottom dollar that i'll be at the movies tomorrow..heh. And yes i made that sound like the Annie song on purpose.

Ok enough needless rambling from me. I'm going to go write my papers. :D Keep the questions rolling and fill out my poll!

Poll #152117: music!
Open to: all, results viewable to: all

Suggest a song or two for me to download.

suggest a movie for me to see!

and while you're at it fill out THIS poll.

what i'm feeling: geeky
what i'm hearing: The June Spirit - Waiting For Blue

To whoever is looking at my LJ from west B...

Leave happy message! I even opened anonymous comments just for this occasion! :D

what i'm feeling: bouncy

someone want to tell me what crawled up Livejournals ass and died today? I'm confused as to why i'm logged in but not....because i see no friends only entries. Not even my own.

DIE LIVEJOURNAL DIE!!!

with that.. i go to class.

2 down 1 to go (with one cancelled...)

[update] right after i refresh friends page...sure now. it works. DAMN YOU LIVEJOURNAL!!! DAMN YOU AND YOUR ADDICTIVE QUALITIES!!! >:(

what i'm feeling: confused
what i'm hearing: Gin Blossoms - Till I Hear it From You

Hey guys :) i decided to do something different..i want to see who knows the most about me :) so fill out this poll and see how well you know me :D

Poll #142648: me! me and more me!
Open to: all, results viewable to: all

how old am i?

where do i go to school>

favorite color?

where do i want to go to grad school?

what do i want to be when i get out of college?

here's a lil kicker: who is my recent ex. I.e. before ryan.

what is my political affiliation

toughie! what MA State senator do i work for?

which former enemy has become one of my closest friends

last one: which democratic presidential nominee do i want to get the nomination more than anything?

because i'm bored and i hate reading the letters of closed minded people in support of HB 3190 the marriage affirmation and protection amendment. Grrr. one woman wrote "we want homosexuals and lesbians to be listed so that we are aware of their weherabouts, why not the same sex marriages...Don't let hte world sink to animal life just to protect their so-called dignity"

OMG!! where do people get so shallow and narrowminded???? Seriously?! animal life?! come on and since when do we live in Nazi Germany where we have to keep public records of where everyone is so we can deport them at any moment because they are the reason to all the horrificness in our nation. Get off it and get the fuck over yourselves. Reading the correspondence from these narrowminded fucking people is probably one of the ONLY things i really hate about my job. Damn the man!

anyhow back to work *sigh* lunch soon though!

what i'm feeling: infuriated

	

	

	

		
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everyone else is doing it....

what i'm feeling: blank

Oh and btw kids, i just wanted to note that my journal has basically been going friends only so if you want in on the fun....leave a comment or just add me and i promise to add you back :)

So far:

rock music cancelled...went to breakfast at stetson east

social problems cancelled...went to get tickets and sat in office for aboot a half hour

now veggie dogs for lunch


also:

saw bill and ross and sam for the first time in too long. :-P


and Laura is going shopping with me tonight. :D YAY!

today rocks. I still have to finish the entry about Sunday.

My fone is back on so i tried to call Rich. He didn't answer so i left a message. :-P Should have talked to him and Chris when i was going over to the gym and they were walking out :( Silly me. Silly silly me.

what i'm feeling: good
what i'm hearing: Barenaked Ladies - Life, In A Nutshell