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okie...so someone just called me and Im not gonna say any names so Ill just call this person Bob...anyways, Bob just called me and was all freaking out cause I had plans with him, but I had to close tonight...before I get too far into that story, lemmie tell you the Outback story. so Im schedualed to close tuesday ALL BY MYSELF and Ive never closed before, well I still had one day of training left so me and Megan went and told Frank about it and hes like "OK, well then youre closing tonight!" wasnt that so considerate of him?!? yea, NO. so anyways, I already had plans with this person, Bob, and he didnt even think I was gonna call him back today, but I did, cause we were pretty good friends at one time...so we made plans to hang out tonight since I had nothing else going on *and since I was supposed to get off between 8-9. THAT BASTARD!* well I walk in the door, put all my stuff down and start eating my food and the phone rings. well its Bob and hes like why didnt you call me? I knew you were gonna stand me up blah blah blah...trying to pull the guilt trip I suppose...but hes all going on about me having a new life with Brett and with my job...and Im just like dumbass, I had to train to close tonight so I can close Tuesday. I am not dating Brett, nor am I married to my job. and hes all wanting to get with me now when we were "together" over the summer before I moved, and he fucked it up...but he admits to that so I dont rub that in...but hes wiggin out for no reason and all wanting to get back with me...and it was totally random. and I know none of that made since, but I was typing exactly what I was thinking and I guess thats what it sounds like to be in my head...kinda crazy. but yea, I dont know about that whole me and Bob deal again. it was cool until I offered to buy him chick-fil-a, went and got it, came back and he already had some....oh God I was so pissed off. then he became this huge asshole and the rest is history.
and there were these really drunk guys at work tonight and one tried to dance with me and almost dropped me on the floor. Im like I just wanna get to the kitchen where I can do my job! then he was hangning on Shannon and I walked past and said Shannon I need you in the kitchen, there was something wrong with an order you took. I saved her. and this other guy goes so do you guys need any help tonight? and Im like no sir, but thank you for offering. Frank almost kicked em all out, but finally they left and we got to close...
Brett and I got into a really deep conversation last night and I told him a lot about myself...it felt so good to get some of that stuff off my chest cause I just felt the need to tell him. and I never feel the need to open up. I guess Im just so afraid of being hurt that I dont tell anyone anything and it builds up and I just have to explode sometimes. and it always feels so good.
*stuff from work*
Greg calls me Cruella. Matthew was my fruit fly, but Daniel tried to steal him. I finally met Amber, who I love to death. tomorrow is Davids birthday, but we sang and did all that jazz tonight. tomorrow is my day off FINALLY, and I will be sleeping. ummm...that sounds about it.
now Im off to finish eating and probably read or watch tv...but most probably eat a bowl of chocolate ice cream then sleep.
oh, and MIDGET CAME HOME TODAY!!! she was just laying on the porch and I wigged out and ran outside and picked her up and loved her for like 20 minutes...but when mom came home from taking me to work she was gone. shell be back. they always come back. bwahahaha.
nighty night.
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*EDIT* so I forgot to add that Tony and Brenda came into work today and I waited on them...Tony was like umm. so when did you start workin here...I was gonna call ya. *insert eye roll HERE*
and Jack wants me to go with her and her friends to a strip club Friday. *we had the whole strip club convo sitting in Huddle House on 441 Saturday night* and I wanna go so bad, seeing as how Dav!d didnt take me like he promised...but Ill have to see what happens. I might end up going, I might not.
HA! Damien was like so what are you doing Friday night? Im like I dont know, might be going to this party at a friends house...and hes all inviting me to a party that I might already be going to. hes like, I heard they were killer! *lol* now that is funny!
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