09:21pm 29/10/2003
 
mood: discontent
so i got a job at Novas bakery this is pretty cool now hopefully i will accumulate (word of the day) money yay me who would have ever thought I am hoping halloween will be good looking forward to the new year and celebration trying to keep my head up dont have time to make it pretty start @ 6:00 AM
 
     

(1 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
   
01:14am 09/10/2003
 
mood: amused



NO
 
     

(1 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
ERRRRRRRRR CRASH   
09:29pm 06/10/2003
 
mood: sore
I got in a car crash today and feeling a little sore and i left so i wouldnt feel sore it was wet and i hydro planed and bam right into the back of this car I tryed to stop but hell it didnt work i cryed so much i was scared i have never been in a cras befor but emotionaly i have been feeling just like my car felt today so maybe thats why it crashed to show the world how i felt the last two days but ill get out of this I refuse to feel like a car crash

this is kinda morbid eeeeeeee


On a happyer note I felt really happy the other day and i am looking on the briter side of things and trying to spell correctly yay i must not always look at things as down I was talking to this guy my dad works with named Mike and hes a real nice gut i swear he always sees me in a time of troubla like when i got lost he helped me find my way and when i got my flat tire him and my dad came and now when I got in this crazy wreck there he was to talk to me and he was so nice and comforting I like him alot hes a good guy and my aunt has a crush on him but sorry aunty hes married LOL Peace man
 
     

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03:56pm 04/10/2003
 
mood: pleased
playful
Playful


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04:30pm 29/09/2003
 
mood: bored
I am obsessed with fairys and i dont know why maybe becuz the are so beutiful and i want to be like them I want to have mystery and ok I met a fairy she was wonderful and could fit in the palm of my hand her name was Skyler. I live in a fantasy world to much they used to tell me that but it is so much better than the world out side...PPD was cool lots of pagans ran in to weird matt that i met at the coffee shop that was just crazy but i am acctually feeling ok and pretty happy why ust i love certain people so much and be dependent on others... I finally wrote some poems they are pretty good

we are every day fairys

 
     

(8 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
is it my right   
08:34pm 20/09/2003
 
mood: confused




To prance, to dance
within the fairy ring
at one with natures magic
(too oft by us unseen)
brings her joy, a precious thing


The dappled sun light plays on her iridescent wings
as her hand caresses the flowers close by
nothing is everything, yet tis nothing at all in a single moment
when you're a fairy


I am feeling a little confused lately and i hate bullshit I just dont know I want everything to be ok but i cant break out of this skin I am not feeling so well i have to do something about this I had a anxity attack blah
 
     

(1 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
Right...   
12:36am 19/09/2003
 
mood: sleepy
what do they really think of you by purple
lj name
sex
age
your best friend thinksyou slept with her boyfriend
your family thinkyou were switched at birth
strangers thinkthat skirts to short
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12:14am 19/09/2003
 
mood: hopeful
I want to feel a body aginst mine
Iwant to hear a heart beat
I want to make love


I want to make love to the world
 
     

(PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
And in the shadow she crawls   
11:48pm 14/09/2003
 
mood: depressed
Morpheus
Morpheus


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06:02pm 04/09/2003
 
mood: sad
where did the love go i do not feel the love or the peace amongst the bizzy twirling worlds of those who once felt so close to now i dont feel close to anthing any more pushing away from everything every one its going to be one lonely place for the once who lost childhood to the world and the love and peace i want to show the world love and peace i want things to be happy not these zombies i no longer know and it hurts sigh i just ask you to come back every one get along i love you all i just want you to know this and maybe i could touch your life thats something worth leaveing behind


pagan pride day sept 28 at freedom park who wants to go with me?
 
     

(1 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
   
09:32pm 29/08/2003
 
mood: creative

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well i dunno about that but hey thats cool i guess woah ok so like i am working on alot of projects yay me i can do it hell yeah why is the world such a small world?????????


I am makeing tarot cards




 
     

(1 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
Rock n Roll   
03:01pm 26/08/2003
 
mood: bored


Well I have been bizzy lately man i just got shit to do i got my car so now i need to do all that shit and then get a job..i met this really cool hippie guy the otherday he makes hemp jewelry and its cool we hung out on sunday that was cool...so like i am wanting to get some tarot cards maybe i will make my own i dunno that would be cool i really enjoy makeing things...well tonight i have to baby sit but hey i get some money right yay wow for some reason its so sad to write in this journal maybe i should make a new one hmmmmmmmm
 
     

(PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
things are not always what they seem   
09:17pm 19/08/2003
 
mood: amused


Do you see an Old Woman looking to the left or a young girl looking away?


Focus on the dot in the middle of the image, and slowly move your head either towards or away from the screen.


Concentrate on the four dots in the middle of the picture for about 30 seconds. Then close your eyes and tilt your head back. Keep them closed, and you will see a circle of light with Jesus in it!




Stare at the black dot for 30 seconds, and you'll see the haze start to disappear


Do you see a skull, or do you see a man and a woman?
 
     

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notanun   
08:22pm 19/08/2003
 
mood: complacent
ok so like been chillin and i am all bussy and shit most the time bullshit yay i just got a new car its a toyota camry now i just need to go get my license yay well i think i could have ESP dont laugh im not even saying i have it alot maybe just a little bit but i was really doing it before ooooooooo



 
     

(PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
every day is a winding road   
03:37pm 10/08/2003
 
mood: blah
well just been doing crazy shit hanging out its cool painted my living room bullshit got pictures of nic from his mom of him in his uniform hung out a little with rachel yesterday yay hopefully getting a new car like soon just my parents have been bizzy i dunno every thing is really uneventful Allison is going back to school soon so i am going to hang out with her on friday possibly hey sean if u can get me in to watch u spin i can go yay so whatever peace
 
     

(1 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
Opps! Sneaky, sneaky   
02:53am 08/08/2003
 
mood: nostalgic
music: Janice Joplin
Hey im not really suppose to be on here but i snuck on anyways haha
well i ran into one of my old really good friends.
his name is Sky and he is really cute



This really sucks because my parents think im satanic and im not!
so i cant use the friggin computer hopfully i can get my car soon and then i can hang out with people and have some fun for once.

yay!

peace man cool hey

amanda the cool panda
 
     

(1 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
   
12:51pm 27/07/2003
 
mood: content
some pix






 
     

(5 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
Dipping   
02:42pm 26/07/2003
 
mood: amused
so i went out with my friend Allison yesterday we went to the mall and just like did stupid shit then we went and saw a stupid funny movie but it was so awsome man then we went to her friend Matts who is like gay and he was awsome and chilled there for like till 11:30 ish and we like skinny dipped it was crazy but fun man its not fair though she has way bigger boobs than me LOL all in all a crazy fuckin day Hahahaha

I hope sean can get off work so we can hang out sun. tell me if u can sean

woah i want to start takeing pictures of every thing and always carry a camera around and take pictures of every one yay
 
     

(PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
I dont want this   
12:23pm 24/07/2003
  well i think i lost a good friend over a stupid arguement lately i feel like i cant do anything right so i am wanting to disapear and hide so that i dont fuck something else up without trying I wish i was a fairy a bird something with wings I wish i didnt care about anything I wish i didnt have emotions i wish I could turn into water float away maybe i should stay away from every one like im gone again


i'm losing ground
you know how this world can beat you down
i'm made of clay
i fear i'm the only one who thinks this way
i'm always falling down the same hill
bamboo puncturing this skin
and nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall i'm drowning in
2 feet below the surface i can still make out your wavy face
and if i could just reach you maybe i could leave this place
i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this
don't you tell me how i feel
don't you tell me how i feel
don't you tell me how i feel
you don't know just how i feel
i stay inside my bed
i have lived so many lives all in my head
don't tell me that you care
there really isn't anything, is there?
you would know, wouldn't you?
you extend your hand to those who suffer
to those who know what it really feels like
to those who've had a taste
like that means something
and oh so sick i am
and maybe i don't have a choice
and maybe that is all i have
and maybe this is a cry for help
i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this
don't you tell me how i feel
don't you tell me how i feel
don't you tell me how i feel
you don't know just how i feel

i want to know everything
i want to be everywhere
i want to fuck everyone in the world
i want to do something that matters
 
     

(7 FaIrY DuSt KiSs | PiXiE KiSs Me)

 
   
05:51pm 23/07/2003
 
Rose K.


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