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09:21pm 29/10/2003 |
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mood: ![](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20031216121607im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/faces-animated/31.gif) discontent
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so i got a job at Novas bakery this is pretty cool now hopefully i will accumulate (word of the day) money yay me who would have ever thought I am hoping halloween will be good looking forward to the new year and celebration trying to keep my head up dont have time to make it pretty start @ 6:00 AM |
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ERRRRRRRRR CRASH |
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09:29pm 06/10/2003 |
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mood: ![](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20031216121607im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/faces-animated/31.gif) sore
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I got in a car crash today and feeling a little sore and i left so i wouldnt feel sore it was wet and i hydro planed and bam right into the back of this car I tryed to stop but hell it didnt work i cryed so much i was scared i have never been in a cras befor but emotionaly i have been feeling just like my car felt today so maybe thats why it crashed to show the world how i felt the last two days but ill get out of this I refuse to feel like a car crash
this is kinda morbid eeeeeeee
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On a happyer note I felt really happy the other day and i am looking on the briter side of things and trying to spell correctly yay i must not always look at things as down I was talking to this guy my dad works with named Mike and hes a real nice gut i swear he always sees me in a time of troubla like when i got lost he helped me find my way and when i got my flat tire him and my dad came and now when I got in this crazy wreck there he was to talk to me and he was so nice and comforting I like him alot hes a good guy and my aunt has a crush on him but sorry aunty hes married LOL Peace man |
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04:30pm 29/09/2003 |
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mood: ![](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20031216121607im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/faces-animated/13.gif) bored
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I am obsessed with fairys and i dont know why maybe becuz the are so beutiful and i want to be like them I want to have mystery and ok I met a fairy she was wonderful and could fit in the palm of my hand her name was Skyler. I live in a fantasy world to much they used to tell me that but it is so much better than the world out side...PPD was cool lots of pagans ran in to weird matt that i met at the coffee shop that was just crazy but i am acctually feeling ok and pretty happy why ust i love certain people so much and be dependent on others... I finally wrote some poems they are pretty good
we are every day fairys
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12:14am 19/09/2003 |
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mood: ![](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20031216121607im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/faces-animated/29.gif) hopeful
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I want to feel a body aginst mine Iwant to hear a heart beat I want to make love
I want to make love to the world |
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06:02pm 04/09/2003 |
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mood: ![](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20031216121607im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/faces-animated/25.gif) sad
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where did the love go i do not feel the love or the peace amongst the bizzy twirling worlds of those who once felt so close to now i dont feel close to anthing any more pushing away from everything every one its going to be one lonely place for the once who lost childhood to the world and the love and peace i want to show the world love and peace i want things to be happy not these zombies i no longer know and it hurts sigh i just ask you to come back every one get along i love you all i just want you to know this and maybe i could touch your life thats something worth leaveing behind
pagan pride day sept 28 at freedom park who wants to go with me? |
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Rock n Roll |
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03:01pm 26/08/2003 |
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mood: ![](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20031216121607im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/faces-animated/13.gif) bored
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Well I have been bizzy lately man i just got shit to do i got my car so now i need to do all that shit and then get a job..i met this really cool hippie guy the otherday he makes hemp jewelry and its cool we hung out on sunday that was cool...so like i am wanting to get some tarot cards maybe i will make my own i dunno that would be cool i really enjoy makeing things...well tonight i have to baby sit but hey i get some money right yay wow for some reason its so sad to write in this journal maybe i should make a new one hmmmmmmmm |
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08:22pm 19/08/2003 |
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mood: ![](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20031216121607im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/faces-animated/29.gif) complacent
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ok so like been chillin and i am all bussy and shit most the time bullshit yay i just got a new car its a toyota camry now i just need to go get my license yay well i think i could have ESP dont laugh im not even saying i have it alot maybe just a little bit but i was really doing it before ooooooooo
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03:37pm 10/08/2003 |
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mood: ![](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20031216121607im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/faces-animated/31.gif) blah
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well just been doing crazy shit hanging out its cool painted my living room bullshit got pictures of nic from his mom of him in his uniform hung out a little with rachel yesterday yay hopefully getting a new car like soon just my parents have been bizzy i dunno every thing is really uneventful Allison is going back to school soon so i am going to hang out with her on friday possibly hey sean if u can get me in to watch u spin i can go yay so whatever peace |
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Opps! Sneaky, sneaky |
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02:53am 08/08/2003 |
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mood: ![](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20031216121607im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/faces-animated/24.gif) nostalgic music: Janice Joplin
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Hey im not really suppose to be on here but i snuck on anyways haha well i ran into one of my old really good friends. his name is Sky and he is really cute
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This really sucks because my parents think im satanic and im not! so i cant use the friggin computer hopfully i can get my car soon and then i can hang out with people and have some fun for once.
yay!
peace man cool hey
amanda the cool panda |
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02:42pm 26/07/2003 |
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mood: ![](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20031216121607im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/faces-animated/6.gif) amused
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so i went out with my friend Allison yesterday we went to the mall and just like did stupid shit then we went and saw a stupid funny movie but it was so awsome man then we went to her friend Matts who is like gay and he was awsome and chilled there for like till 11:30 ish and we like skinny dipped it was crazy but fun man its not fair though she has way bigger boobs than me LOL all in all a crazy fuckin day Hahahaha
I hope sean can get off work so we can hang out sun. tell me if u can sean
woah i want to start takeing pictures of every thing and always carry a camera around and take pictures of every one yay |
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I dont want this |
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12:23pm 24/07/2003 |
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well i think i lost a good friend over a stupid arguement lately i feel like i cant do anything right so i am wanting to disapear and hide so that i dont fuck something else up without trying I wish i was a fairy a bird something with wings I wish i didnt care about anything I wish i didnt have emotions i wish I could turn into water float away maybe i should stay away from every one like im gone again
i'm losing ground you know how this world can beat you down i'm made of clay i fear i'm the only one who thinks this way i'm always falling down the same hill bamboo puncturing this skin and nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall i'm drowning in 2 feet below the surface i can still make out your wavy face and if i could just reach you maybe i could leave this place i do not want this i do not want this i do not want this i do not want this don't you tell me how i feel don't you tell me how i feel don't you tell me how i feel you don't know just how i feel i stay inside my bed i have lived so many lives all in my head don't tell me that you care there really isn't anything, is there? you would know, wouldn't you? you extend your hand to those who suffer to those who know what it really feels like to those who've had a taste like that means something and oh so sick i am and maybe i don't have a choice and maybe that is all i have and maybe this is a cry for help i do not want this i do not want this i do not want this i do not want this don't you tell me how i feel don't you tell me how i feel don't you tell me how i feel you don't know just how i feel
i want to know everything i want to be everywhere i want to fuck everyone in the world i want to do something that matters |
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