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Time:

11:45 am.

Well... things have gotten better around here... my mother is in remission... a hard battle there..... the job situation has settled down.... schools going well.... and my fiancee and I are expecting a baby this summer....

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Time:

10:58 pm.

well. . what else can i say. . . things suck. . . . . my mother is dying. . . . I'm going to school full time. . and working a full time and a part time job. . . i currently don't live at h ome anymore. . and the only good thing I've got going for me is my relationship. . .

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Time:

4:41 pm.

give it back!

give me my friend back. . . .

that's all I'm asking. . .

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Time:	12:51 am.
Mood:	lonely.
Music:	Tamia - Stranger In My House.

You've got perfect lips
I always dream of kissin'
When i wake up boy
It's always you I'm missin'

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Time:	11:01 pm.
Mood:	aggravated.
Music:	hurt.

I'm throwing my DAMN computer out the F'n window in like 3 secs

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Time:

4:57 pm.

EVERYONE. . . .

GO TO THE PROVOKED RESENTMENT SHOW ON APRIL 7TH AT THE WIRED FROG. .. GO..BE MERRY. . BRING ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND SAY THAT YOU ARE THERE TO SEE PROVOKED RESENTMENT!

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Time:	2:52 pm.
Mood:	angry.
Music:	nin- hurt.

FunnyG02: well Nicole, it has been fun talking with you. i enjoyed our conversation. now you'll have to excuse me, I'm going to go watch silence of the lambs and go cut myself again
FunnyG02: love ya. later

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this REALLY REALLY pisses me off

excuse me. . . let me tell my CLOSE friend that i am going to go cut myself and then sign off. . . he KNOWS how that gets to me. . . . he KNOWS that even tho how many times I've thought about it in my pat couple weeks that i haven't. . .he knows this. . .

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Time:

4:24 pm.

I have often been afraid, but I would not give in to it. I made myself act as though I was not afraid and gradually my fear disappeared.
--Theodore Roosevelt

The art of being wise is the art of knowing what to overlook.
--William James

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Time:	11:23 pm.
Music:	Dave Mathews Band - angel from montgomery(acoustic.

i just realiZed something a lil bit ago while i was sitting here TRYING to work on 2 papers that i have to write tonite. .

i haven't had to write a paper since Dec. of my Jr. year. . .

grrrrrrrrrrrr. . .

that's too long

i have NO desire to write EITHER of these papers. . tho the one for Sr. lit will be REALLY REALLY easy

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Subject:	i will make you hurt
Time:	4:39 pm.
Mood:	discontent.
Music:	NIN-hurt.

i hurt myself today to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain the only thing that real
the needle tears a hole

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Time:	4:18 pm.
Music:	NIN - WISH.

jealously is a BITCH

and i hate it. .

y do i get that way?

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Time:	3:07 pm.
Mood:	energetic.
Music:	Nine Inch Nails - That's What I Get.

Make me an angel that flies from Montgomery
Make me a poster from an old rodeo
Just give me one thing that I can hold on to
To believe in this living is just a hard way to go

There's flies in the kitchen, I can hear 'em there buzzing
And I ain't done nothing since I woke up today
How the hell can a person go to work in the morning
And come home in the evening and have nothing to say

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Time:	2:55 pm.
Mood:	blank.
Music:	eve6 - amphetamines.

someone should take my place and go up north for me. . and i'll stay here where i feel wanted. . . and with ppl who love me. .

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i'll pay anyone who will dispose of my lil brother. . . he's getting on my fucking nerves

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Subject:	my all time FAV. poem
Time:	11:49 pm.
Music:	outside. .staind.

I'm Nobody! Who are you?
Are you -- Nobody -- too?
Then there's a pair of us!
Don't tell! they'd advertise -- you know!

How dreary -- to be -- Somebody!
How public -- like a Frog --
To tell your name -- the livelong June --
To an admiring Bog!

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Subject:	FRIENDSHIP DESPITE FAULTS
Time:	11:30 pm.
Music:	outside. . . staind.

A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway. -- Jerome Cummings

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