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Friday, September 19th, 2003
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4:30 pm - Such a Hard Decision
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| Wednesday, September 17th, 2003
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4:25 pm - Survey from S
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RANDOM LISTS
Ten Movies You Own [1] A Walk to Remember [2] Where the Heart is [3] Sweet Home Alabama [4] Harry Potter 1 and 2 [5] Center Stage [6] Big Fat Liar [7] Catch me if you can [8] princess diaries [9] pleasantville [10] monsters inc.
Ten CDs You Own [1] Hilary Duff [2] Nsync [3] Britney Spears [4] Christina Aguilera [5] American Idol [6] Justin Timberlake [7] Clay Aiken [8] Kelly Clarkson [9] Eminem [10] Disney Mix
Women - Five Men You'd Like To Screw ;o) [1] Clay Aiken [2] Justin Timberlake [3] Matthew Perry [4] Shane West [5] **. *******
Women - Five Women You Wish You Were [1] Hilary Duff [2] Christina Aguilera [3] Britney Spears [4] Kelly Clarkson [5] Carmen Rasmusen
Men - Five Women You'd Like To Screw [1] [2] [3] [4] [5]
Men - Five Men You Wish You Were [1] [2] [3] [4] [5]
Last 2 Movies You Have Seen In The Theaters [1] How to Deal [2] Legally Blonde 2
Two Recent Movies You Want To See [1] Lizzie McGuire Movie [2] American Wedding
Three Movies You Need To Buy! [1] On the Line [2] Lizzie McGuire Movie [3] Crossroads
Five Bands You Have Seen In Concert [1] NSYNC [2] Dan Nichols [3] Pistol Pete [4] [5]
Five Bands You Want To See Really Badly! [1] Britney Spears [2] Hilary Duff [3] Clay Aiken [4] Justin Timberlake [5] Christina Aguilera
Name All of the Schools You Have Attended -avery -norup -BHS
Top 4 Cars [1] one that works [2] [3] [4]
Name All of the States You Have Been In [x] Michigan, ohio, Nevada, Utah, Tennessee, Kentucky, florida, georgia, Alaska, colorado, iowa
Name All of the Countries You Have Been In [x] Canada and USA
Name All of the Places You Have Been Employed At [x] Temple Emanu-el [x] DJ Bill’s MC
Top 5 Places You'd Like To Live [1] Michigan [2] With Clay Aiken [3] Cal. [4] Nevada [5] Ohio
Top 3 Dream Jobs [1] Teacher [2] Rabbi [3] Actress
Five Stores You Could Spend A Million Dollars At [1] CD store [2] Dots [3] Office Max [4] Disney Store [5] Wal*Mart
Currently.. Three Closest Girl Friends [1] School [2] TEMTY [3] NFTY
Currently.. Three Closest Guy Friends (But I am adding more) [1] School [2] TEMTY [3] NFTY [4] Tamarack [5]
current mood: bored current music: Nothin
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(::Give Clay Aiken a Kiss::)
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| Thursday, September 4th, 2003
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8:42 pm - Update
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Time to really update. havent done it for a very long time. i did get my liscense. its fun driving by myself.
i miss olga. i never get to see her anymore. i miss alex. i never see him anymore. i miss jeff. hes off at college. i miss rachel. shes with jeff at college. i miss matt. hes at western. i miss ashely. shes at college. i miss NFTY. but i get them tomorrow!!!!!!!!!
NFTY-MI'S LEADERSHIP KALLAH TOMORROW!! I havent had NFTY since May 18, 2003. Thats 3 Months and some odd days.
excited for kallah. excited for new season of FRIENDS. excited for new math class. excited to dual enroll. excited to start babysitting again for money. excited for this year in TEMTY. excited for natalie to be freshman rep.
extremely tired. extremely worn out. extremely stressed. extremely in love.
i luv him. no, not dan. not jeff. not a TEMTY person at all. he goes to bhs. i dont know if i should go for him. hes sweet. hes my friend. hes friends with my friends. hes funny. he accepts me for me. he is gonna be spending a lot of time with me. i luv him.
sarah~what should i do? comment on the above. i'll let you know who it is tomorrow.
dolly~GONNA LIVE AND DIE FOR N-F-T-Y!
thats it for now. i'll write sunday after leadership kallah!
luv ya all. dont miss me too much.
current mood: numb current music: Nothin
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(1 Kiss | ::Give Clay Aiken a Kiss::)
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| Saturday, June 14th, 2003
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10:52 am - Love
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| Saturday, May 31st, 2003
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11:16 am - Amazing
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Amazing. Amazing night! Everything was amazing.
um, the day didnt start off too well. everything was annoying me. people, sounds, pencils (u name it)...
i got home from school...typed up my TEMTY agenda (as the prez..) and waited for jeff f to pick me up. he got here, we got leigh, and went to barbs...
meeting went ok. amazing to see all the people. jeff p had to leave early and caitlin and lindsay couldnt go to ice cream w/ us. at ice cream, we decided to go see Bruce Almighty.
when we got to b'ham, we bought our tickets (i got the wrong ones...thats me) and then went to the fair for a while. that was soooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun.
the movie was awesome...dan was making out w/ rach...who made out w/ dolly...who made out w/ me. matt is taking birth control and sarah thinks dan is a big slut.
none of that is true of course...except for the dan thing maybe (LOL)...
then, i had to go home.
what an amazing night...i wanna do it again. oh, well. putt putt on sunday...then maybe back to the fair. YAY.
write later...
Faye Aiken
current mood: bouncy current music: This is the Night~Clay Aiken
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(::Give Clay Aiken a Kiss::)
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| Thursday, May 8th, 2003
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6:23 pm - *S.T.R.E.S.S*
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Ok, the one question that i keep askin myself lately is "how the hell am i so stressed?"
i have the answer...
here is the list... 1.Spring Kallah 2.TEMTY Elections 3.Homework 4.Tests
1.Spring Kallah i dont know..i guess its jus the thought. all the hard work most of us has done (minus jeff). also, the fact that this is the first event that i am a co-chair for is a bit nerve-wrecking. also, this saturday morning...i have a TEMTY/Reg. Bo meeting. but i'm EXTREMELY excited for that!
2.TEMTY Elections i dont know why...but i'm nervous. for some reason i'm having these dreams about being no-voted! or even having noga on my board. i dont know! maybe my speech is not good enough or something. HELP ME DOLLY AND CAITLIN!
3.Homework TOO MUCH! ITS LIKE, TAKIN OVER MY LIFE!
4.Tests 2 days ago...math (66%) i'm retaking tho! today, french and science. french-ok i think. science-no less than 110/105 w/ the extra credit n stuff.
I NEED ME TIME.
someone call me and save me please!
ok, oh, yea, GO CLAY!
current mood: stressed current music: FRIENDS
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(::Give Clay Aiken a Kiss::)
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| Saturday, April 19th, 2003
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8:05 pm - Cross-Posted in my Live Journal
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I got kelly clarkson's cd yesterday and its amazing.
ok, onto the serious stuff.
it makes me feel so good inside to know that i have friends who care. i mean, my last entry was not a happy one and the fact that caitlin and bailey care soooooooo much makes me feel so much better.
i cant wait to see caitlin monday. i have to talk to her. shes sooooooooooo easy to talk to and i love her for that sooooooooo much. caitlin~i know that you read these now and i jus wanna thank you. i mean, you put up w/ my shit all the time but you do it like a friend should. thanks. i need someone like that in my life.
um, the situation i wrote about two days ago has not been worked out yet and i dont really care if it ever does. i jus need to get myself away asap from the problem...i dont deserve this.
my boubie and zadie are driving me nutz. i jus wanna get away from them for a while. its like, "GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!" all day long all i hear from my boubie is, "lauren, be nice. lauren, be nice. lauren, be nice!" its almost like my brother and sister dont do anything wrong!
seriously~i'm usually in my room on the phone and dancing and i get yelled at! wtf is her problem.
my zadie is sick tho. its more like, stories that i've heard sooooooooo many times and i'm gettin sick of them. seriously...HELP!
ed and i were trying to figure out a day to hang out but we are jus soooooooooooo busy all vacation. whenever i'm free, hes busy.
maybe i can hang out with dan on monday. that would be fun. i need some alone time w/ him. apparently...thats what he needs too.
matt is on his road trip. i, for some reason, miss him. its weird tho. i guess its b/c ever since the purim carnival, i've felt a connection in friendship w/ him. he was there to talk to me about a problem i was havin. i dont know...
dolly is upset. i really want her to be happy. i totally see where she is comin from with the whole, "i wanna go back to school thing" b/c her fam. is driving her nuts. maybe we jus need to hang out and take our minds off of things. dolly~let me know if you wanna.
I'm worried for olga as well. she hasnt been that happy but on thursday...i think she was a bit happier. we had a really nice conversation in english. i hope she gets better.
ok, thats all the strength i have for right now. i'll write again later.
current mood: stressed current music: God Bless The USA~American Idols
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(::Give Clay Aiken a Kiss::)
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| Saturday, March 29th, 2003
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12:21 pm - Ok
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well, after the TEMTY ppl left last night...i had like, 2 min w/ dan. i didnt have time or the courage to say ANYTHING. i went back into the house and alex, olga, faina, carl, and kira were there. i jus like, started to cry (jus a bit tho). i am soooooooooo stupid.
caitlin even told me that dan says that i should jus talk to him. i'm afraid to tho. i mean, i kno he says that but i jus have this fear of something not going well. he apparently has the same problems as me. he's afraid of not being friends anymore. like, he even used the excuse of me and josh.
DAMNIT JOSH! YOU FUCKIN RUINED MY LIFE WHEN IT COMES TO GUYS.
seriously, that situation has arisin in my mind. i'm like, "i dont want things to be fucked up between me and dan" i dont want that at all. but, then again, the only real reason josh and i arent friends anymore is b/c of the whole "you wont be religious for much longer. i know it..." type shit from josh's mouth. i know that dan would never say anything like that to me.
dan is sooooooo easy to talk to...usually. but not now. i dont know what the fuck is up w/ me. i need help. dolly~help me please! please tell me what i should do to stop being parinoid about this!
i dont wanna make myself crazy over this. its not like i never have a chance w/ dan. it sounds pretty good.
help me dolly please!
current mood: curious current music: God Bless America~Top 10 American Idol 2 Finalists
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(2 Kisses | ::Give Clay Aiken a Kiss::)
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| Wednesday, March 26th, 2003
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9:51 pm - OK
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well, things with dan are the same. i still dont know what to do about them
my party is friday. thats gonna be amazing. i love parties.
i'm pissed that jeff cant go. i really wanted him to be there.
i'm sorry to sam about aaron's mom. i really am and i hope things get better.
clay is my orgasm.
thats it!
current mood: crushed current music: Nothin
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(::Give Clay Aiken a Kiss::)
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| Saturday, March 22nd, 2003
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9:34 pm - Icons!!
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this really isnt that private but i can put 6 icons on this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOOOOOOOO MUCH BETTER THAN LIVE JOURNAL!!!!
current mood: excited current music: Nothin
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(::Give Clay Aiken a Kiss::)
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9:17 pm - Ok
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Cool Journal wasnt really workin and i have a lot of stuff to get out. here we go.
this is gonna be my new PERSONAL journal. this is gonna be exciting.
I REALLY LIKE DAN!
i dont know what to do about it tho! i like him wayyyyyy too much! maybe i wanna go out with him...maybe i dont. i dont know what to do about it! help me!!!!!
ok, thats it! bye!
current mood: curious current music: Nothin
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(::Give Clay Aiken a Kiss::)
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