[ | I Feel |
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[ | The Noise |
| | Silence... | ] | Ok so I told you all that my darling Shadowhawk proposed to me, but here's how the rest of the week went. I saw my roomate Lil-Red, this week and we went shopping at Wal*Mart... ok so that doesn't seem ground shattering... but what is is I got a gorgeous casual winter jacket for like $15 that fits great and is so warm... it was like a $50 coat... alright so still nothing to scream about, I got a real nice sweater that fits great and is a pretty heather grey... (oh yeah I am gonna get excited about Usagi buying clothes)... here's the best part, the coat and the sweater are size 16/18... now you can start screaming because the last time I was buying clothes they were 22/24... I knew that my old clothes were getting big on me, and that I had lost some weight, but I never realized how much until I got the new clothing....
Ok so that makes my week, then I get my grades from school. I was hoping for C's and I had figured that is what I had gotten... to my amazed surprise I did a hell of a lot better than that.
Biology: B+ English: A- US History: A Math: A- School Health: A GPA: 3.75
Now if that isn't something to get excited about I don't know what else is... I mean other than the diamond that I now wear.
So I am very happy and pleased with myself, if I may say so. I think my life is finally going where I want it to and I couldn't be happier... *big huge smile* It's one of those things I knew I could do, but didn't feel up to the challange. Now that I've done it, and shown myself that it wasn't as intimidating as I thought things are looking up, and that's the way it should be... no more morose and moody, Usagi...ok wait I shouldn't say that because in some sense I will always be that way, but now I can be more optomistic, and look on the bright side of things. I am no longer eating myself into an early grave, I am healthier and better off now than I was say a year ago on this date... it's one of those things, that I can't let go of now that I have it. I am not going to let those who cannot see the good in me drive me six feet under. There really isn't any point in it, and besides who am I to deny the world the person that is Usagi, the person that I can be. With almost no effort at all, all I have to do is be myself and say damn to the rest of those who whould rather berate me, and say that I am not good enough, because damn it I am. And I've so much to offer, just get though the quarkienes and you'll see.
Anyway I think I've chewed your ears off enough, I'm gonna go back to knitting the throw for my darling husband.
Ja Ne, Usagi |