Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
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8:02 pm - I know its to early for having the spirit of giving.
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Today I got a call from my job,it was my manager. He told me to "pick up my turkey,you turkey" apparently two weeks ago i was told that U-haul gives their employees a turkey every year. Well since im off on Thursday and my Dad and my brother and yours truly are going to my uncles (my dads brother) i dont need the turkey this year so i drove over to my sisters and i gave it to her.
They dont have much (my two nephews and sister and her no good sorry excuse of a husband) he doesn't have the greatest job, thats another story.
So anyways thats my good deed for the day! In the end Thats what im Thankful for this year, that someone got to have a really nice thanksgiving this year.
current mood:  happy
current music: Easy-E
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7:52 pm - hey yeah bitches!!!
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Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
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6:51 pm - bored..........
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i am glad that the hurricane is not hitting us. work is doinggreat they all like me here. they like to torture me, like lock me in a truck and drive around the block.
well im out like a light.
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Thursday, August 26th, 2004
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5:08 pm - this sucks......
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i dont know whats happening to livejournal.
i cant see anything,and it takes a long time for me to sign in.
well works is doing great,i work alot of fricking hours.
i need more shows. i wish i could just move out of my house right now but i cant... im so hungry i must go now in search of food....
current music: reggie and the full effect- Lord Of The Bling.....
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Monday, August 2nd, 2004
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6:43 pm - im really pissed!
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Warped Tour was really good. All the bands that played that i wanted to see had a good set. Flogging Molly was Amazing.
Tiger Army was just like i saw them in 2002,everything was great but one thing they really need to put away with is waiting in line to buy tickets for food and drink.
Oh yeah and not to mention better places to park, i parked in the same area i parked last year and i got a $17.50 parking ticket. well i must go.
current mood:  lonely
current music: Bad Religon - sarrow
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Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
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1:14 pm - beware of vampires..........
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sorry it has been awhile i was busy working. I wish i had my own computer so i can always keep this up to date. went to the castle last nite with Amanda. i saw Frankie i missed that crazy kid.
i scored Vol. 2 Of aqua teen hunger force. i love that cartoon it kills me.
current music: modest mouse
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Wednesday, July 7th, 2004
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5:37 pm - "i can still hear you scream"
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dammit i fucking hate being in debt. I'm at the age where i should be already living on my own,the one thing thats holding me back is my bills. I need to win the lottery or something. so i can pay off my bills and leave only two, my car insurance and phone bill. This whole being in debt thing is making me so depressed and stressing the fuck out of me.
I really wish that I was rich so i can also help pay off some of Amanda's bills so it would take some stress of her back.
well i must go. peace out!
current mood: depressed
current music: theme song from Twin Peaks
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Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
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7:51 pm - i am at the point of breaking!
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My dad just told me that he wants to see me fail and fall flat on my ass. I got harassed today with so many phone calls.
I wish i could just make all the phone calls go away! Im totally freaking out,im trying to stay calm so i wont have anymore panic attacks but its not working. I know im just being stupid for saying this but i wish i can just end it all forever.
current mood: depressed
current music: float on - Modest Mouse
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Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
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6:28 pm - this just sucks!
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I know it has been awhile since i updated this. I been busy working and such. Also i have been stressing out of the fact that i might be lossing everything i own. im so fucking behind on all my bills,and im so in fucking debt beyond beleif and my family hates me and wont help me.im so depressed right now it's not even funny.
I hate asking for help cause i dont want them to think that im a failuire and i cant do anything on my own. i just cant lose my car. i wish that i would have gone into the military after i graduated high school then i wouldn't be in this situiation that im in now. i would just be getting home from my bussiness job. i will never amount to anything.
current mood:  stressed
current music: Towel of Snakes-eighteenvisions
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Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
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6:49 pm - here we go again!!!!!!!!!!!!
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well today was my first day at Uhaul,lets see how long this one lasts cause i haven't had the greatest luck in jobs since i have been with Amanda. my stupid ass had to dye my hair before my 90's was up and i lost my job on may 21st at home depot. i was looking from that day till today,so far its been great.they all like me and said that im alot better and faster than the other new person they hired last week.
they dont drug test so thats a plus for me. My job is pretty much cake-walk. (Amanda if you ever read this it was not your fault i lost my job at home depot it was my own stupid ass fault im really sorry i said that it was your fault) thats all in the past i have to look ahead and get my shit together(pay off my debt and save money so Amanda and I can get the fuck out of dodge)i just really have to make a good impression of myself not only for me and other people but for Amanda's family as well. cause i really love her so much and i shouldn't have to do stupid shit to make her stressed out, she has other shit to take care of so i shouldn't have to put more fuel on the fire to make this worse. well im going to go now peace out..........
current mood: happy
current music: The Unicorns
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Thursday, May 20th, 2004
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6:20 pm - Damn its been awhile!
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I know i havent posted on here in a minute sorry to all of you who read this. the 15th was my b-day and i got some cool ass shit from Amanda. I got lots of hair dye, which my hair is pink now. i got this really cool lighter. Im a little worried about my grandmother she is not doing to well. im also worried about Amanda's grandmother too she really not doing to well either. so keep them and our families in your prayers if you all do pray. well im out
ttyl
chuck
current mood: worried
current music: the good life
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Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
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11:09 am - One more day till i get to see my apple dumpling..Weeeeeee!
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I cant wait to see Aamanda tommarrow I missed her so much. I have a nice surprize waitting for her when she returns. I'm also going to crying like a bitch cause i missed her so much. She's my best friend in the whole world. I love her so fucking much. im so excited that im going to hear all the amazing and exciting adventures Amanda had on her trip,and see all the cool pictures she took as well.im so stoked right now about moving out of this frickin state.im going to sell all my shit so Amanda and I can go live in New York with Sid and Versace. well im out.
current mood: bored
current music: Cursive
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Monday, April 26th, 2004
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6:23 pm - this may sound queer but i dont give a fuck!
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I enjoy hearing from Amanda* when she calls me. I've been jotting down the date and time and a little description about what we talked about on the phone in my journal at my house because im cheesy like that. I love her so much. she is fucking fantabulous (fantasic + fabulous)
she rawks my socks off!
current mood: lonely
current music: the unicorns
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12:58 pm - "I wanna wake up in a city, that doesn’t sleep,And find I’m king of the hill - top of the heap"
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you know that saying "Absence Makes The Heart Grow Funder" well that saying is so fucking true. I cant wait to see Amanda on Thursday. I heard from my Apple Dumpling early this morning. I miss her so much. It was really great hearing her voice. it was also good to talk to Troy,Lisa,and Erica this morning as well. I really want to met them. Amanda and I are going to save money and move to New York. She says its really great there. Between the both of us we can do it cause we can both get jobs. I really want to get the hell out of Florida. Florida makes people demotivated. Do you want to know why? Its so fucking hot down here in stupid sunny Florida. Thats why! I want to get the hell out of this place and i know Amanda does too! I also want to experience more culture. And most of all i want to live with Amanda,Sid,and Versace.
current mood: lonely
current music: just thinking about how much i miss my apple dumpling.
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Saturday, April 24th, 2004
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3:46 pm - Its so freaking hot outside....
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man today was just as bad as yesturday. I was stuck in the mulch pit from 10am till 3pm,the only time i had a break was at 10am and when i at lunch at 12pm. I heard from Amanda this morning she is having such a good time,im so excited for her cause she hasnt seen her friends in a long time. this vaction is so good for her. some people thought i was going to die cause im not going to see Amanda for a whole week. Its only a for a week. Yes I do miss her dearly. This week away from each other is also good for us,cause it shows that us as a couple can be independant and it will make our relationship even better.
current mood:  hungry
current music: Modest Mouse
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Friday, April 23rd, 2004
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4:43 pm - "hey kids, what time is it?
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Today was a fucking busy day,with all the fucking cars that came through the mulch pit i must have at least loaded over 400 bags of mulch. well im getting a nice farmers tan at least. lets see i dyed my hair last nite and didnt get any dye in my eyes. Amanda will be proud about that. I went over my brothers apartment and hung out with Calvin.went home early and hung out with Versace and started reading "The Catcher In the Rye" its a great book i havent read it in a long time. Tonite Mike-e and i are going to the ale house and drink a few beers and eat some pizza and play Tony Hawk Underground. drop him off home. then im going to go home and finish reading and sleep and then its another day at the home depot!
current mood:  tired
current music: Raining Blood by Reggie and the full effect
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Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
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6:07 pm - Goodbye Amanda have fun!
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I picked up Aamanda this morning and took her to see her mom before she left for Ohio for a week to visit her friends. before we got to the airport we stopped by at Inti world to pick up a few gifts for her friends. I was off and on crying the whole morning cause im going to really miss her.When we got to the airport and checked in her luggage I stayed with her until she aboarded the tram to take her to the teminal for her departure. I cried again. I just wished that i could have kissed her longer. I dont mean to sound like a wuss im just very emotional thats all and very caring. I think this little time away from each other will be good for the both of us cause it will give us time to actually miss each other. I'm just going to catch up on some reading, chill out with Versace Q. Maneatter the 2nd, chill out with Cody,Sean,and before you know it the 29th will be here in no time. I have something really nice and romantic for Amanda planed out when she comes back. Amanda if you read this before you return I just wanted to tell you that I love you and i will miss you. Also i hope your cold goes away and have fun and tell everyone i said hi and whats up. well im out...
current mood:  gloomy
current music: Reggie and the full effect - the lord of the Bling!
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Wednesday, April 14th, 2004
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1:06 pm - I think im going to die!
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On monday Amanda and I went dancing and my friend Mikey went with us too. stefanie and her friend met us there. they played good music. Amanda leaves for Cleveland to visit her friends on the 22nd through the 29th and i dont know what im going to do for a whole week without her. I think i might die or something.im going to miss her sooo much. but you know sometimes its ok to be away from someone you care about or love for a little while so that they can have time to their self and actually miss that person. i will be fine though i hate being alone. I have anxiety and sometimes i have panic attacks so i'll just see if Matt Farmer or Cody and Sean or Nick or any of my other friends want to chill. and before you know it the 29th will be here and ill pick her up from the airport.
current mood: gloomy
current music: Apoptigma Bizerk
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Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
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11:05 am - I need to get the fuck out of dodge!
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my hair needs to grow a little faster so i can dye it black again or some other color than brown. i dont like my hair color. i know i have been saying this for awhile now and im serious this time. i need to get the fuck out of my house i want my own place. i have so many bills its unreal and im going to be in debt forever. i always stress on that every month. i think once i move out and live on my own i will be a different person,cause i will have my own rules. thats the one thing about living with parents. (you cant do this and you cant do that) i need to experience more culture!
well im going now.
current mood: gloomy
current music: The Good Life - Some Bullshit Escape
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Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
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7:25 pm - "Damn! I look hot in a orange apron"
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i know its been awhile... lets see umm. home depot is great! i have 40hrs. this week and sometime before the week is over im going to take a test at work to be licensed to drive a forklift. i might become full time quicker than i thought.
everyone tells me that in about two weeks or so that i'll be full time. if that happens ill be a happy chuck. im not going to screw this one up. I'm not planning on staying outside for long. i want to either work in kitchen & Bath or the paint depot, maybe a cashier. lets see how that turns out.
current mood: happy
current music: pink flamingos - "original soundtrack"
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