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Spanky! [12 May 2004|12:13am] [ mood | devious ] [ music | Alan Silvestri - Journey To Transylvania ] Even though I really haven't posted anything in the last two years, I'm going to randomly post the survey just for the hell of it. La de da. Answer it! Please? Now! Rachel? 1. Who are you?: 2. Are we friends?: 3. Why are you my friend?: 4. When and how did we meet?: 5. Have I affected you in any way?: 6. Do you think about me?: 7. What's the best memory you have of me?: 8. How long do you think we will be friends?: 9. Do you love me?: 10. Do you have a crush on me?: 11. Would you kiss me?: 12. Would you hug me?: 13. Physically, what about me stands out?: 14. Emotionally, what stands out?: 15. How could I be a better person?: 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it: 17. Am I kissable ?: 18. How long have you known me?: 19. Describe me in one word: 20. What was your first impression of me?: 21. Do you still think that way about me now?: 22. What do you think my weakness is?: 23. Do you think I'll get married?: 24. What makes me happy?: 25. What makes me sad?: 26. What reminds you of me?: 27. If you could give me anything what would it be?: 28. How well do you know me?: 29. When's the last time you saw me?: 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?: 31. Do you think I could kill someone?: 32. Are you going to put this on your Livejournal and see what I say about you? 7 licks| lick me?

Momy Momy, can I "Get chipd?" [01 Nov 2002|07:58pm] The maker of an implantable human ID chip has launched a national campaign to promote the device, offering $50 discounts to the first 100,000 people who register to get embedded with the microchip. Applied Digital Solutions has coined the tagline "Get Chipped" to market its product, VeriChip. The rice-size device costs $200. Those implanted must also pay for the doctor's injection fee and a monthly $10 database maintenance charge, said ADS spokesman Matthew Cossolotto. The VeriChip emits a 125-kilohertz radio frequency signal that transmits its unique ID number to a scanner. The number then accesses a computer database containing the client's file. Customers fill out a form detailing the information they want linked to their chip when they undergo the procedure, Cossolotto said. ( Earlier this week, ADS announced that the FDA had ruled that the VeriChip was not a regulated device when used for  ) 9 licks| lick me?

Dibert... [03 Sep 2002|08:39pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Dead Can Dance - The Host of Seraphim ] 6 licks| lick me?

[02 Aug 2002|05:15pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | Final Fantasy X - instrumental ] lick me?

What is love? [18 Feb 2002|11:50pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Social Distortion - Story Of My Life ] If I speak in tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. And if I have the gift of prophecy and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge; if I have all faith as to move mountains but not have love, I am nothing. If I give away everything I own, and if I hand my body over so that I can boast but do not have love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, love is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick tempered, it does not brood over injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Lover never fails. If there are prophecies, they will be brought to nothing; if tongues, the will cease; of knowledge, it will be brought to nothing. For we know partially and we prophesy partially, but when perfect comes, the partial will pass away. When I was a child, I used to talk like a child, think as a child, reason as a child; when I became a man, I put aside such childish things. At present we see indistinctly, as in a mirror, but then face to face. At present I know partially; then I shall know fully, as I am fully known. So faith, hope, and love remains, these three; but the greatest of these is love. -=Taken from the Bible, 1 Corinthians, 13, Chapter 13=- 2 licks| lick me?

[16 Feb 2002|10:05pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | Pete Yorn - Lose You ] Don't get too close, humans bite... 3 licks| lick me?

Valentine's Day [12 Feb 2002|02:55am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Bush - Land Of The Living ] 1 lick| lick me?

Bla? [29 Jan 2002|11:56am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | 311 - Beautiful Disaster ] "The power of accurate observation is often called cynicism by those who don't have it." --George Bernard Shaw "When all men think alike, no one thinks very much." --Walter Lippmann "An eye for an eye leaves everyone blind." --Gandhi 7 licks| lick me?

Russell Reincarnated [29 Jan 2002|11:52am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | everymen - Say Goodbye Again ] "Three passions, simple but overwhelmingly strong, have governed my life: the longing for love, the search for knowledge, and unbearable pity for the suffering of mankind. These passions, like great winds, have blown me hither and thither, in a wayward course, over a deep ocean of anguish, reaching to the very verge of despair." -Bertrand Russell lick me?

[28 Jan 2002|01:48am] [ mood | depressed ] Evanescence - Where Will You Go??? You're too important for anyone There's something wrong with everything you see But I, I know who you really are You're the one who cries when you're alone Where will you go With no one left to save you from yourself You can't escape You can't escape You think that I can't see right through your eyes Scared to death to face reality No one seems to hear your hidden cries You're left to face yourself alone Where will you go With no one left to save you from yourself You can't escape the truth I realize you're afraid But you can't abandon everyone You can't escape You don't want to escape I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone I can hear you in a whisper But you can't even hear me screaming lick me?

[28 Jan 2002|01:32am] [ mood | depressed ] Kaye - Bubble? I float up and watch the world spinning I close my eyes and hear silence ring The world is safe and free from trouble But it's lonely here in my bubble So why not come with me And share my own little world We'll float up high, into the sky In a bubble The world looks so peaceful down below I close my eyes and hear silence ring The world is safe and free from trouble I want your love here in my bubble So why not come with me.. lick me?

Never Ceases [28 Jan 2002|01:27am] [ mood | depressed ] Angie Paris - Never Ceases Well, what I hoped for is not to be That much is clear to me And I think its safe to say I dont know what to want I cling to what is near And a little philosophy goes a very long way When your hearts in a thousand pieces And what I need right now Is a friend who'll stay And a love that never ceases I need a love that never ceases Tossed all around, My life is ruled by the wind Where does it end? Where did it begin? And I've decided it's not worth What it takes to make it right I look around and accept my plight And a little philosophy goes a very long way When your hearts in a thousand pieces And what I need right now Is a friend who'll stay And a love that never ceases I need a love that never ceases All that I want is to know that I'm loved To know I'm loved All that I need is to have a family Just a little family to speak of And a little psychology goes a very long way When your hearts in a thousand pieces And what I need right now Is a friend wholl stay And a love that never ceases I need a love that never ceases I need a love lick me?

Innocent? I don't think so... [28 Jan 2002|01:20am] [ mood | depressed ] Evanescence - Fields Of Innocence I still remember the world From the eyes of a child Slowly those feelings Were clouded by what I know now Where has my heart gone An uneven trade for the real world I want to go back to Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all I still remember the sun Always warm on my back Somehow it seems colder now Where has my heart gone Trapped in the eyes of a stranger I want to go back to Believing in everything lick me?

Explanation... [28 Jan 2002|12:50am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Cranberries - Bosnia ] Why do I use song lyrics as most of my recent posts? Well, because if you truly think about it, all songs are a form of poetry. Since I can't write poetry, I use songs. I have at this moment 2,648 songs on my computer and since almost every song on my computer has a significant meaning behind it, I'd say I have plenty of them to chose from. Now why don't I use my own words. Well, to be honest, I'm not even quite sure of that one. Maybe because I can't. When I get in the moods that I do, I don't have direct and clear thoughts. I have hundreds, if not thousands of thoughts suddenly racing through my mind at once, and I can't write clearly if I'm like that. So I naturally adopt others work. lick me?

[27 Jan 2002|04:45am] [ music | Shrek Soundtrack - The Proclaimers - I'm On My Wa ] Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep This air is blessed, you share with me This night is wild, so calm and dull These hearts they race from self-control Your legs are smooth as they graze mine We're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all. My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me So won't you kill me, so I die happy My heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury, or wear as jewelery Which ever you prefer The words are hushed lets not get busted, just lay entwined here undiscovered. Safe from the earth and all the stupid questions.. "hey did you get some?" Man, that is so dumb. Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear, so we can get some. My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me So won't you kill me, so I die happy My heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury, or wear as jewelery Which ever you prefer Hands down this is the best date I can ever remember I'll always remember the sound of the stereo The dim of the soft lights, the scent of your hair That you twirled in your fingers And the time on the clock when we realized it was so late And the walk that we shared together The street was wet and the gate was locked So I jumped it and let you in And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist And you kissed me like you meant And I knew, that you meant it That you meant it, that you meant it And I knew that you meant it, that you meant it. lick me?

[27 Jan 2002|04:40am] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | Green Day - One For the Razorbacks ] Dashboard Confessional - The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself And covered with a perfect shell Such a charming beautiful exterior. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect posture But you're barely scraping by, but you're barely scraping by. Well this is one time, this is one time That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone Or anyone at all, or anyone at all. And the grave that you refuse to leave The refuge that you've built to flee The places that you've come to fear the most Is the place that you have come to fear the most. Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself And hidden in the public eye Such a stellar monument to loneliness. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect makeup But you're barely scraping by, but you're barely scraping by. Well this is one time, this is one time That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone Or anyone at all, or anyone at all. And the grave that you refuse to leave The refuge that you've built to flee The places that you've come to fear the most Is the place that you have come to fear the most. lick me?

[27 Jan 2002|04:36am] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | Shrek - Then I Saw Her Face ] Dashboard Confessional - The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself And covered with a perfect shell Such a charming beautiful exterior. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect posture But you're barely scraping by, but you're barely scraping by. Well this is one time, this is one time That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone Or anyone at all, or anyone at all. And the grave that you refuse to leave The refuge that you've built to flee The places that you've come to fear the most Is the place that you have come to fear the most. Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself And hidden in the public eye Such a stellar monument to loneliness. Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes and perfect makeup But you're barely scraping by, but you're barely scraping by. Well this is one time, this is one time That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone Or anyone at all, or anyone at all. And the grave that you refuse to leave The refuge that you've built to flee The places that you've come to fear the most Is the place that you have come to fear the most. lick me?

[27 Jan 2002|04:23am] [ music | The gathering - Fear the Sea ] The Gathering - Shrink To feel this great urge to hold and embrace you I slowly dry out I shrink and shrink until I'm gone nothing to make out of me oh what the hell went wrong my heart gets pulled out into your direction it's no use you have forsaken me lick me?

[27 Jan 2002|04:11am] [ mood | worried ] [ music | The Gathering - Marooned ] Fiona Apple - Please send me someone to love "Heaven please send to all mankind, Understanding and peace and mind. But if it is not asking too much, Please send me someone to love, someone to love. Show the world how to get along, And peace will enter, when hate is gone. But if it's not asking too much, Please send me someone to love, Please send me someone to love. I lie awake nights, and ponder a world of trouble And my answer is always the same. That when this man put an end to this damnable sin. Hate will put the world in a flame - what a shame Just because I'm ... In misery I don't beg for no sympathy But if it is not asking too much, Please send me someone to love, Please send me someone to love. Just because I'm ... In misery I don't beg for no sympathy But if it is not asking too much, Please send me someone to love, Please send me someone to love." lick me?

[27 Jan 2002|03:57am] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | The Cranberries - Dreams ] Depeche Mode - Goodnight Lovers Here, somewhere in the heart of me There is still a part of me That cares And I'll, I'll still take the best you've got Even though I'm sure it's not The best for me When you're born a lover You're born to suffer Like all soul sisters And soul brothers I, I can see the danger signs They only help to underline Your beauty I'm not looking for an easy ride True happiness cannot be tried So easily When you're born a lover You're born to suffer Like all soul sisters And soul brothers Like all soul sisters And soul brothers You can take your time I'll be waiting in line You don't even have to give me The time of day When you're born a lover You're born to suffer Like all soul sisters And soul brothers Like all soul sisters And soul brothers lick me?

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