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Datenshi Blue
by Lucifer (Kaikan Phrase)
Were all half angel
Half devil that became angry
sucking the diamond of sin
with feverish lips
The lost dream
like searching for a kiss
If you want to remove the handcuffs
roll your hips and beg
Your reflection in my knife
Melts away like Jelly
A poem of sorrow
composing it baby. Ready for dance
The remains of my wing shine weakly
When we embrace
Those eyes holding back tears
blue, blue, fallen angel blue
like the color of frozen loneliness
Before we aew destroyed
Drive into love
current mood:
hotcurrent music: >________<
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current mood:
crushed
The stupid student council is asking me and write, what do the students find wrong with the school? Isn't the answer so blaringly obvious? I just want to write on the paper,
look around you.
can't these people see it for themselves, or are they too lazy to do it and thus decided to pass it to us, the lesser mortals. oh, I can just kick them, or better yet, I WONT go to the meeting. HAhaha WHat you think of that, pewtre disis. yu@*&(Dhhd)(&^$..........
Hmmmppphh, today was a lazy day. Just spent the morning in class. I came up with an interesting article to submit. I need time to write that. Next weeks my class retreat. I am thinking if I will skip that - I guess it depends on the stupid campus ministry. Today was also a good day. I was able to swim and curl up with a good book. Good mental bullding.
Though must look for new icons. Damn...
I AM BAAAACCCCCKKKKKK!!!! Hahahahahaha Spreads the evil onto the pages! My comps. FIX$ED!!!!
(3 echoes * call back the angels)
PAGSUBOK
Performed Sung by: Orient Pearl
Isip mo'y litung-lito Sa mga panahong
nais mong malimot Bakit ba'ng bumabalakid
ay ang `yong mundong ginagalawan
Ang buhay ay sadyang ganyan
Sulirani'y `di mapigilan
Itanim mo lang sa `yong pusong kaya mo `yan
Pagkabigo't alinlangan Gumugulo sa isipan
Mga pagsubok lamang `yan
Huwag mong itigil ang laban
Huwag mong isuko at `yong labanan
Huwag mong isiping ikaw lamang
Ang may madilim na kapalaran
Ika'y hindi tatalikuran
Ng ating Ama na Siyang lumikha
`Di lang ikaw ang nagdurusa
At `di lang ikaw ang lumuluha
Pasakit mo'y may katapusan
Pagkabigo't alinlangan Gumugulo sa isipan
Mga pagsubok lamang `yan
Huwag mong itigil ang laban
Huwag mong isuko at `yong labanan
`Di lang ikaw ang nagdurusa
At `di lang ikaw ang lumuluha
Pasakit mo'y may katapusan
Kaya mo `yan
Pagkabigo't alinlangan Gumugulo sa isipan
Mga pagsubok lamang `yan
Huwag mong itigil ang laban
Huwag mong isuko at `yong labanan
Huwag mong isuko at `yong labanan
Pagkabigo't alinlangan Gumugulo sa isipan
Mga pagsubok lamang `yan
Huwag mong isuko ang laban
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This an extremely beauticul song. it haunts you.
(6 echoes * call back the angels)
sometimes, the contemplation of death creates a much more appetizing meal than the actual occurance of the deed, itself...
Recently, I rewatched (for the fourth time) Moulin Rouge. It reminded me of how much I loved colours. The simple shades of brown that screams with red. It is amazing, how much it can wake you up, rhis extreme wonderment of colours.
Ussually, I would be entranced with the song Roxxane, I mean who wouldn't. If you watch the Movie, Roxxane is a great combination of seductuion, betrayal, and pain. I love the dance sequence and the how they shifted from one scene to another, but yesterday, the songe that captivated me, was.... The show must go on.
It was sooo completely astounding. The way the song just captivates you. I think it is the use of the pretty words. Don't you think so Jammi? I think this song is applicable to everyone....
current mood:
dorkycurrent music: Moulin Rouge: the show must go on
wingshinigami: You still haven't told me who Chary's fighting with.
NikkiConcep: guess
wingshinigami: Is it someone from the barkada?
NikkiConcep: maybe... (nicole's head nods)
wingshinigami: Um... is she from La Salle?
NikkiConcep: hmmm....
wingshinigami: Andrea?
NikkiConcep: maybe (Nods) (in diff direction)
wingshinigami: What do you mean *nods in different direction*? It's not her?
wingshinigami: Kim?
NikkiConcep: maybe (nods in opposite direction)
NikkiConcep: having fun?
wingshinigami: Huh?! *eyes go spirally* Someone from AC?
NikkiConcep: yeah you..... hehehehehehehehehehehehe
wingshinigami: My brain is going to crack at any second
NikkiConcep: its a lasalllelite
wingshinigami: What do you mean ME?!
NikkiConcep: i think
NikkiConcep: huh wierd conversation
wingshinigami: LEEZEL? I seroiusly doubt that.
NikkiConcep: -------------
wingshinigami: Why no answer?
wingshinigami: It's LEEZEL???? What happened???????
NikkiConcep: lalalalala..... It's not leezel
wingshinigami: *sigh* I don't like you...
NikkiConcep: guess pa...
wingshinigami: Ria?
wingshinigami: Who else is in La Salle?
NikkiConcep: hmmmm........................ did I say lasalite or Assumptionista?
wingshinigami: La Sallite. Is it an Assumptionista?
NikkiConcep: oohhhhhhh........mmmyyyyy ggggggaaaaaaawwwwddddddd..........
wingshinigami: Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttttttttt
NikkiConcep: la... lang
wingshinigami: Assumptionista nga?
NikkiConcep: sige na nga... ill tell you
NikkiConcep: promise you wont tell
wingshinigami: PLEASE! I promise!
NikkiConcep: promise to stick a needle in your eye, if you tell?
wingshinigami: YES!
wingshinigami: BOTH EYES PA!
NikkiConcep: promise t sweear of boys
NikkiConcep: promise to swear of kinky stuff> to swear of duo??
wingshinigami: *sigh* FINE!
NikkiConcep: okay...
NikkiConcep: The person...
NikkiConcep: Chary
NikkiConcep: is mad at....
NikkiConcep: is....
wingshinigami: you're killing me.
NikkiConcep: I don't know
wingshinigami: *falls off chair*
wingshinigami: *stays fallen off*
wingshinigami: *stays on the ground with eyes closed*
NikkiConcep: hahahahaha... must post conversation
wingshinigami: I......... hate........... you.............
NikkiConcep: sMiles!!!!
wingshinigami: *screams at the top of her lungs* GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
wingshinigami: Grabe... my stomache is growling...
NikkiConcep: Eat! Eat! eat! EaT! Eat! eat!
NikkiConcep: eat!
NikkiConcep: eat!
NikkiConcep: eat!
NikkiConcep: eat!
NikkiConcep: eat!
NikkiConcep: Had enough?
NikkiConcep: eat!
wingshinigami: BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUHHH
NikkiConcep: hahahahahahahahaahahah! eat!!!
wingshinigami: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
wingshinigami: NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
NikkiConcep: eat!
NikkiConcep: crispy pata
NikkiConcep: tapa
NikkiConcep: sushi
NikkiConcep: beef steak
NikkiConcep: pasta
NikkiConcep: chocolate
NikkiConcep: eat!
NikkiConcep: eat!
NikkiConcep: eat!
NikkiConcep: eat!
wingshinigami: WALANG HIYA KA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NikkiConcep: hungry enough?
wingshinigami: you like to make me suffer *sobs*
wingshinigami: I'M SO FRIGGIN HUNGRY!
heheheheheheh! Torture!!
Just a thought:
You can be a righty
and a lefty
You can also be ambidextrous...
But can you ever be neither? And if so...
What would it be called?
(4 echoes * call back the angels)
It's funny how the more stressed out I am - the messier my room gets...
IF ONLY GUYS KNEW... (comments by Nicole)
1. That sometimes it doesn't really matter how a guy looks, it's the vibes that matters.
(But of course if he looks like A japanese anim... *Chary bops Nicole on the head...* Okay, Okay, If he looks like a HOT specie -> But a males "hotness" is relative" Just SHUT UP, Nicole)
2. That most of the time, girls can't remember how a guy really looks like, just maybe his voice...or his eyes...or his smile.
(or the way his abs would ripple as he moves, or the way his but would tighten as he danced or how his hair would sway and partially hide his eyes.... Droollll? *Uuuuuuyyyyyy, NICOLE who is this guy???? *Nicole just winks* Hahahahaha! Kodachi laugh!!!!*)
3. That if you can make a girl laugh, you are "IN". Girls would rather spend their time laughing and talking to an ugly guy than bear with a non-interesting, pea-brained, humorless Baldwin.
(There's no arguments from me, but of course, girlf prefer K-I-S-S-I-N-G, right ladies??? Come on, Back me up here?)
4. That guys and girls can be just FRIENDS and not necessarily MORE than that. Sometimes guys are perceived only as friends and unwelcome lovers. the asexual species
(Uh.... NEXT!!!)
5. That it's not entirely easy for girls to reject guys.
(No, I think it is really easy. Just say something like, I am a lesbian or better I have fleas (hehehehe) No, but I think the book I bought Chary will works it's magic)
6. And that it's not the guy's fault when he's rejected.
(Well, unless he tried to do something EVIL... or a brainless, characterless fishlips... Diba? ^Wait, I think a poor choice in words??? ^ But they should rephrase this :6. And that it's not entirely the guy's fault when he's rejected.
7. That when a when a girl says "NO"; by golly, she MEANS it!
(well when she says YES she means it tooo! I think a girl and guy should have a safe word that means, "hey I know you are turned on by incredibly wild and wanton ways, you big dripping dick, but I got a problem with you ramming your FAT shhitty all stinky Stick into me like ther's no tommorow So STOP!")
8. That girls don't really appreciate being called "babe" "chiobu" or "chickababes" or "chicks" in their presence.
(but hot mama, or sexy, kinky goddess is okay? I think it depends on how it is said. *An angry mob off feminist comes and chokes Nicole ^Go wimmin power!!!!^ Okay, due to unusual events... well leave this "knowledge" this way...)
9. That it's not the girl's fault if she's not automatically perfect - meaning, so what if she's horizontally- challenged?
(I guess its better than mentally challenged, But... its interesting if they are not perfect. *I wonder when guys will ever find out that tidbit???* )
10. That it's a fact of life that guys mature three years behind girls.
(uhhhh, so we're there "mother figures" _ I pity you all, cradle snatchers)
11. That most of the time, girls appreciate it when guys act like gentlemen - like the opening-of-the-car-doors kind of thing. which affirms my Damsel-in-Distress theory -
(It's relative for all girls. But I think the important thing is that guys should know, "we don't want a protector - we want a driver, a yaya. No that s a joke. We just want someone who treats us equally, yet there are times we want a little lambing...)
12. That certain girls are acutely aware when guys are teasing each other about certain girls (especially when those 'certain girls' are right
there).
(Hey, Jam is this like the I know when he is thinking about me??? What power you promised to TEACH ME!!!!! hehehehehe It's so unfair... so kinky...)
13. That when guys act like gays (as in joke around), girls get chills down their spines even ifit's all fake.
(Kenneth?????)
14. That the smell of sweat and Polo Sport isn't exactly considered SEXY".
(It's an overload of smells that tickles our sensitive nostrils..)
15. That it's really impolite to stare at girls no matter how sexy or skinny the girl is. hey, you don't see girls openly staring at guys! There is such a word as SUBTLE!. (Ditto No. 12)
16. That it doesn't take 2 minutes for a girl to look beautiful- it takes a much longer period of time.
(Admit it, it's worth the wait?) -> (If not Well pummel you with our fists and kick you with our shoues. This is why we wear, bloody 5 inch stilletos- its to kick it in your D***K!!!!!!!!!)
17. That when girls act really bitchy, it's just one of those days...like a specific period of time in a month.
(No, I think we act bitchy because we have a bad mood. I hate it when men blame everything on PMS, there are times they just want to be IRRATIONAL)
18. That when girls don't say anything when they're with guys, it doesn't mean that they don't know anything... or don't LISTEN.
(The women are trying to keep their hands from killing you)
19. That when guys talk, girls listen; and when girls talk, they expect the same amount of interest and attention.
(yup, equality........ But I cant say the same thing with Yooki? Andie, do you think he may be a girld underneath it all?)
20. That if a guy can turn off their emotions like faucets, well...girls CAN'T!
(Guys cant turn off their emotions, there just better at hiding it. Can you imagine a guy just all of a sudden crying in the mall? It can get ugly)
21. That when guys say they'll call, they'd better! Ugh, still waiting...
(They never do unless...)
22. That tardiness doesn't exactly make a good impression on girls
(But it balances the time the girls put on their gunk and what nots....) (Plus, its great for arguments)
23. That it's impossible for girls to go to the ladies' room alone; they have to go in little > groups. (Now, don't ask why ...they just have to.) LITTLE CHIT-CHAT HEHEHE....
(GUILTY)
24. That smoking is tolerable, but continuous smoke being blown in your face isn't.
(Just smoke on the other side- though kissing someone who smokes is gross - but if you dont like your L0VE to smoke then compromise Its just can't be Uhhh- don't smoke. itS hard. )
25. That they dig their own graves when they make insensitive remarks about girls.
(yup... I hope that guys realize that girls gossip excessively so whatever was uttered or gestured will be brought to the council for judgement)
26. That when guys act like complete 'assholes',girls almost always end up forgiving them it's what you call 'compassion' But forgiveness isn't easy you know, you have to go through that "down on bended knees" things.
- (well, ya but shell bitch about it alot and keep it straining in your relationship. )
27. That maybe it's about time guys write something about the things they wish gals knew...
(any takers???)
A FEW TIPS:
1. It doesn't matter how expensive a present you get her, if she loves you, anything you give will be> precious.
(But the more expensive the better!!! It then becomes like a trophy)
2. Women only go astray when they aren't getting enough of what they need from the fella back home, on the other hand, men will go astray anyway.
(So... be interesting. do things uniquely. Strip, dance, make him so mesmerized by you that you are holding him by the dick)
3. An apple a day keeps the doctor away. A 5-minute call to someone who loves you is all it takes to brighten up her day.
(Well..................... silence may sometimes be needed)
4. When a gal tells you that she needs to talk to you, it isn't always bad news. Women just need to talk, it's an escape mechanism. When she STOPS> talking to you start worrying.
*Grin* (I agree)
5. When you say you'll call, the girl expects you to call. When a gal says she'll call, she will. *Sighs*
(I think a lot of women gets turned off because this proves you can't keep your promises.)
6. Women need verbal assurance more than guys do.
(Men need Much more. we are all mases of insecurities)
7. A secure woman would rather give you the benefit of the doubt. An insecure woman will make mountains out of molehills.
(Well it wouldnt help IF YOU WERE playing around)
8. If a gal suddenly starts to ignore you, think over your actions the last 24 hours for the answer.
(It maybe over a stupid actions. Sometyimes it isn't even you- she just needs someone to vent.)
That's it! The comments that were added here isn't directly aimed at anyone. It is something I think or I observed in relationships. Some are just gross exagerations...So if anyone is offened or thinks diff. I understand -> and dont kill me.
current mood:
happy (2 echoes * call back the angels)
Jammmmmmiiiii----------ccccchhhhhhhaaaaa
Pwease, make icon for ........'
Wuv ya!
HOOOLLLYYY COW!!! I am LAaaaate for Classss!!!!!! KKKUUUUSSSSOOOOO!!!
(2 echoes * call back the angels)
Been awhile since, I last wrote... But I wont get into that now. Its funny that as the days pass, the mountain of things I have to do is growing by the minute. I know that it is like that for everyone.. Especially now that midterms are creeping by.
You know, it's funny that once again I try to get into too many things. Its like I am spreading myself thin. I really have to learn to relax and to do things once at a time... I also have to learn to organize my things................ Oh brain power- don't fail me now.
On a muc sadder note; Its funny how much things can surprise you, even though you knew it was comming. I guess, it is that we always want to have our fantasy... Hmmm.. Oh Yay!!! The Pizza's here- got to eat..
What happened to you, my sweet dreamer?
What poisonous words has infested your heart
turning you against me?
What pain rings in your ears, blue eyes?
Is it the pain that the banshee screams?
A scream that will never end?
What echoes in your soul, my seductive dancer?
what haunting music entices your slow sweet movements?
What do you dance for?
Why do you turn from me?
Why do you hide?
Why can't you .... me.
Okay, this is pathetic, but at this moment I cant think............ I will try to rewrite this
Yesterday, jam and I went to Quad. Yes I was actually allowed to go!! Press this headache to see our picture. It's sooo kawaiii ne???? Well, yurei-sama Tanjoubi desu!!!!!
(1 echo * call back the angels)
Im back from the leadership training. It was fun. Unfortunately I only slept for two hours...I surprisinly had fun. Usually I dont have fun in things like this. I ended up talking about a LOT of things, but I had to leave eraly. Actually, I got to go.... Have to have lunch with my family
(2 echoes * call back the angels)
This is a begining of a ANNOYING DAY...
(1 echo * call back the angels)