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two people shouldn't converse with one another on serious matters while both are not in a normal state of mind. last night was a long night. a long, scary night. but it ended up okay? i'm hoping for the best. cross your fingers and hope with me. i'm just trying to stay happy. | ||||||||||
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I have my own room. I just have to get the last of Kris's stuff out. I'm saying I since she probably won't want to help (again). Not a big deal. I can now see the full pattern on my rug. I remember why I bought it now - it's cute. :D Today will be good, I think. | ||||||||||
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I am such an idiot. Apparently I still have my vodka tolerance. I found that I like Rolling Rock. I think I scared him. Drinking while upset can be okay, but it sure as hell wasn't on Saturday. I wish I knew how to just keep my mouth shut. Where in teh fuck did this emotional rollercoaster come from?!?!?! | ||||||
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The concert last night was awesome. Just awesome. I wasn't in the pit, or even on the bottom level, but we had decent seats. :) If I ranked the performances from best to worst, it'd be Linkin Park, Hoobastank, Storyoftheyear, and POD. Basically, POD kinda sucked. soty was awesome! But Hoobastank was just a bit better. I am sore ALL over - and I was basically in nosebleed - what's that tell ya? ;) We were rough up there :p I finally can talk normal again. But if it comes to me shouting or whispering, I have some trouble with that. Nate just went to the George Strait concert with Big Nate and Stacy and Marion. I'm going back over there later to finish my conversation with Stacy. I like her. She's a keeper. She's a good one to talk to. | ||||||||||
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can't. contain. the. excitement! Megan and Jennifer are going with us too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Linkin Park in approximately 5 hours! | ||||||||||
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This place is more dead than on a Saturday. | ||||
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I went to history today, excited about getting my test back that we took last Monday. I studied all fucking night for that thing!!! Sadly, I was one point away from a B. His grading scale is slightly skewed (87%-100% A, 77%-86% B).. I got a 76%. Ouch. BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTT... Of course, I procrastinated my paper until 1:00 today. But man, I got it done (10 minutes late for class.. eh, it's not a big deal with that class) and it's a fine paper, if I do say so myself, at least for a last minute deal. Now that I have time to review it, it'll be even fuckin better. I'm feelin great. Oh, and the test we took in there like a month ago? 92.5! It made my fucking day. Now I just have one more thing I want to do today and everything will be great :) One line from this song describes perfectly my idea of the feelings someone has about me: Don't waste your time on me you're already a voice inside my head. It's not real cheery, but life goes on. Time has passed, and there are things you gotta put behind you. If you're reading this (which you just might, I don't know anymore) I understand, and have a nice life. Hope things go great for you. | ||||||||||
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It took longer than I expected to reach this state again. The 'I hate the ITC prof again' stage. He just.. annoys me.LINKIN PARK CONCERT FRIDAY NIGHT!!!!I'm excited. ^.^ I have a paper due at 3:00 today, comparing the traditional view of family to my personal view of family. I have yet to start said paper. I have yet to come up with the two 'artifacts' that are required for said paper. Oops. I think it's funny to see Opie flying out the front doors when he's in a hurry over to the house. I'm glad he's enjoying himself so far. I don't think he's ever been drunker. Corey still has my damn tie. I think it's too big for him. I'm still annoyed by prof. lev. Still. Yup. Still. I hate when he's trying to explain stuff. He takes 10 years! Oh my god Make him stop. ----- Are you Ron "Tater Salad" White? Yeah. You caught me. You caught the tater. ... My son, Tater TOT, is covered in moles... PS: I bowled a fucking 151 on Monday. :D | ||||||||||
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You're in my head You're in my heart You're in that song on the radio in my car Even in my dreams I feel your skin on my skin Out of breath each day ends like it begins You're in my head ------- Today is a better day. Friends make all the difference in the world :) | ||||||||||
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I hated it so much then. I thought it was useless, that it didn't really do anythin but 'label' me. How wrong was I? I'm slowly allowing myself to return. I have good friends, I don't know why I doubt them so much. I have a GREAT boyfriend, I don't know why I doubt that so much. Why do I have to be so fuckin analytical of everything? | ||||||||
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What do you do when someone close to you contemplates suicide, and you know they aren't kidding? | ||||||
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What exactly is love? Is it supposed to hurt? and on somewhat related note. Is it wrong to want to hate someone who spits lies like saliva? | ||||||||||
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running off 10 minutes of sleep sucks. But on the upside, I think I ACED my WHII test. *lopsided grin* Only thing is now.. I have a break until 3. But I can't go to sleep now. :/ | ||||||||||
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I'm sitting here, in review. I'm reading old entries from.. 6 months or so ago. Trying to figure out where I went wrong/right. There are people that I want to talk to. I want to go back and fix stuff. But I know I can't. And I know I probably shouldn't talk to them now, because a) they hate me b) their friends absofuckinglutely hate me c) i'm a pussy. What can I say? Nothing, I know. Besides. I was told that when said person was ready to talk to me again, said person would call ME. Not the other way around. ------ Home cooked meal tomorrow @ my house! woohoo! Not to mention all the food mom brought me yesterday :D Someone saw all the food and said "Your mom must really want you to be a stoner." *pfft!* I miss my Pirate. I went swimming the other night for the first time in a while. It was nice. I printed out cheezy valentines for the girls on my floor. More obligation than motivation. I haven't seen my roommate since... 2ish last night. It's now 14 hours later, and, what's that? No one has seen her? Ok. *shrugs* I'm not worried. Yet. I have $10. At least 5 of which I am saving for pool. :) I have got to get out of my room. PS: I HAVE AIR FRESHENER NOW! Score! | ||||||||||
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WHY DOES FATE HAVE IT OUT FOR ME? First, my alarm - which is set for the correct time AND is set to buzz (not auto, not radio, not off.) - doesn't fuckin go off. Again. I wake up by myself at 8:30. Strike one. Second, Kris' and my good ol' car won't fuckin start. AGAIN. Strike two. I seriously dont want to fucking fail this semester - I don't want to get dropped from Lev's class because of absences. I don't know if I have the ability to make up 4 fucking games of bowling during the upcoming classes because my 10:00 would have to be cancelled for that, and it has been cancelled one day and one day only - the first. And no, I can't go to the bowlin alley at any ol' time I want to - it has to be during my class so he has the class scoresheet for me. I'm sick of bein sick. Everytime I think I'm starting to improve, something else goes wrong. I wake up and something fucking else is wrong. Yesterday and today have been: Oh, well wow, my throat feels tons better! No wait, my ears are so fucked up my balance is screwy and they hurt when I fucking B R E A T H E. I should probably have that looked at, no? I'm so frustrated that I am fuckin crying. Over somethin being this upset. But then it just makes me more upset because I'm getting upset over nothing in the first place. It's really nothin to cry over, but I'm trying really hard not to fuck up this semester - you know, go to all my classes, do all my homework - and I'll admit, I'm not doing a very good job of that. :/ Granted, I have been sick as a dog for the last week or two... Ugh. I hate this. Can I just go to sleep and wake up 10 years later, and have my life already working out the way everything was planned? PS: To add to list of stuff to piss me off: My computer is running slower than my grandpa's - and his is about 5-6 years old. What the hell is wrong with it now? ????? | ||||||||
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List of movies, bold the ones you've seen... 1. X-Men 2. The Craft 3. X2 4. Swimfan 5. Fellowship of the Ring 6. Finding Nemo 7. Peter Pan 8. Home Alone 9. Aladdin 10. The Ring 11. 10 Things I Hate About You 12. Not Another Teen Movie 13. Spiceworld 14. 8 Mile 15. Bambi 16. Pirates of the Carribean 17. Edward Scissorhands 18. Stepmom 19. My Best Friends Wedding 20. 101 Dalmatians 21. Scream 22. Scream 2 23. Scream 3 24. Big Daddy 25. Billy Madison 26. Chamber of Secrets 27. Sorcerer Stone 28. Heartbreakers 29. Dumb & Dumber 30. Cruel Intentions 31. Scary Movie 32. Look Who's Talking 33. Blade 34. Blade II 35. O 36. Titanic 37. Carrie 38. Carrie 2: The Rage 39. Daddy Day Care 40. Legally Blonde 41. Austin Powers 42. Storm of the Century 43. Oliver and Company 44. Two Towers 45. Return of the King 46. Mighty Ducks 47. Fast and the Furious 48. 2Fast, 2 Furious 49. A Walk To Remember 50. TripleX 51. Beauty and the Beast 52. I Know What You Did Last Summer 53. I Still Know What You Did Last Summer 54. Sound of Music 55. Mary Poppins 56. Tuck Everlasting 57. The Patriot 58. The Wizard of Oz 59. Teaching Mrs. Tingle 60. Crossroads 61. Now and Then 62. Pearl Harbor 63. Just Married 64. Cast Away 65. Radio Flyer 66. Final Destination 67. Lady and the Tramp 68. Shallow Hal 69. 40 Days and 40 Nights 70. Bring It On 71. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory 72. The Outsiders 73. The Matrix 74. Perfect Storm 75. Austin Powers 2 76. Never Been Kissed 77. Clueless 78. Bruce Almighty 79. Remember the Titans 81. Girl, Interrupted 82. SWAT 83. Sixth Sense 84. PhoneBooth 85. The Lion King 86. Urban Legends 87. Nightflier 88. Lion King 2 89. Little Mermaid 90. American Pie 91. Center Stage 92. Scooby Doo 93. Bedazzled 94. Mrs. Doubtfire 95. Save the Last Dance 96. My Girl 97. American Beauty 98. Romeo & Juliet 99. Lost World 100. Casper I'm not exactly proud to say that yes, I HAVE seen a couple of those. Keep in mind, I have a little sister. | ||||||||||
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Who wants to come to the date auction tomorrow? C'mon, I know you want to... :) | ||||||||||
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[spell your first name backwards] Eimam [age] 17 [where do you live] Conway, AR [four words that sum you up] Spunky, Loud, Weird, Smart? [wallet] blue happy bunny wallet! [hairbrush] red and black? [jewelry worn daily] necklace, class ring, thumb ring, watch, friend cord, bracelet, ponytail holder (i consider it jewelry.) [pillow cover] black [coffee cup] blue, as soon as i go steal another from the cafe [shoes] vans rowleys [cologne/perfume] lucky [piercings] 3 in ears [clothes youre wearing now] jeans, tank top, sweatshirt, zip hoodie, socks ( more.. ) | ||||||||||
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I am a damn sexy azn
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