08:01am 27/04/2004
  so, i just wrote this insanely long entry, and i accidently clicked out of it.
so basically, im hate all this shit going on. while i may be to blame for one night of it, the others are not my fault. they are no ones fault.
i dont like people.
i do like to snuggle. it makes me smile.
 
     

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08:24pm 25/04/2004
  wow. i actually feel happy right now. not only content, but fucking happy.
i bloody love ada and steven.
ADA, WERE FUCKING SOULMATES.
i keep wheezing. make it stop. it sounds like theres a wee lion in my lungs.
 
     

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11:19am 25/04/2004
  *points*
"hey hunny look at the fat kid!"
:(
 
     

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i wonder.   
03:16pm 22/04/2004
  i feel sick.
today has been.... one of the worst in a long fucking time.
i know i fucked up. i should have just driven. i should have tasken both of you home, and gotten home on my own. i wasnt okay to drive, but i could have managed i guess.
ada- thanks for the hugs. and the... company. and the lovesong lyrics.
jessica- I love you. i cant tell you how sorry i am. i know i fucked up. and that this is all my fault.
brad- thanks for the hug<3.
steven- thanks for the call.
my eyes hurt.
 
     

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06:55am 19/04/2004
  420 IS TOMORROW.
thats fucking exciting.
i cant wait. i got 2 new hermit crabs, one is tiny tiny and his name is twiggy.
the other is medium size and his name is maynard.
maynard switched shells last night. it was exciting.
im tired. i cant wait till its the fucking weekend again.
i have my final in history today, and i didnt even look at the study guide. i fucking rock, dont i.
i hate bacardi. i like vodka. i hate hieniken.
 
     

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01:03am 18/04/2004
  i fucking adore ada.
i dont know what i would do without her.
 
     

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stolen from xodeaddollox and dollir0t....   
07:46pm 14/04/2004
  01. Who are you, what's our relationship?:
02. How and where did we meet?:
03. What's my middle name?:
04. How long have you known me?:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself?:
06. When you first saw me, what was your impression?:
07. My age:
08. Birthday:
09. My favourite band at the moment:
10. My eye colour:
11. Do I have any siblings?:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
14. Do you remember one of the first things I said to you?:
15. Describe me in three words:
16. Name five things I love:
17. Do you think I'm good looking?:
18. How would you describe me to someone?:
19. Would you ever date me?:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: What do you like most about me?:
22: If we could spend a day together, what would we do?:
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight?:
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
26. What do you think my weakness is?:
27. Do you think I'll get married?:
28. What makes me happy?:
29. What makes me sad?:
30. What reminds you of me?:
31. If you could give me anything, what would it be?:
32. When's the last time you saw me?:
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
35. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?:
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?:
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
39. Would you make a move on me?:
40. Do I cross your mind at least once a day?:

now, cunts, do it in your journal.
 
     

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miss becca's orders.   
08:46pm 13/04/2004
  I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.

Ask me anything you want.

Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
 
     

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04:21pm 13/04/2004
 
Which famous punk/rock stars will you get into bed?(for females) by burymesoftly
Your Name
Your Punk/Rock LoverLars Frederickson of Rancid
Wherea butcher's cutting room
Positionhim tied up and you on top
What he says about your "talent""Boo you suck!"
What happens afterwardsyou elope
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mmmm lars.
mmmmmmmmmmm elope.
mmmmm lars.
i suck? shit.

Which famous punk/rock stars will you get into bed?(for females) by burymesoftly
Your Name
Your Punk/Rock LoverMaynard James Keenan of Tool
Wherean open field under the stars
Positionhim tied up and you on top
What he says about your "talent""you are the best"(and means it)
What happens afterwardsyou are in the tabloids
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12:19pm 12/04/2004
  im playing hookie today.
i went and bought the new perfect circle cd and american history x. i have to go write two papers and make my interior design room now.
anyway, this weekend was good, chris spent the night on friday qand we hung out all saturday and then sat night with kayla and ashley d. cool kids. ashley likes dope and the murderdolls, so that made me WAY happy.
anyway, im off.
 
     

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06:14pm 09/04/2004
  TO ANYONE WHO GOES TO MY SCHOOL, BUT ESP JESSICA, ADA, BRAD, MICHELLE, MELANIE.

title or description

EL SASQUASH-O )
 
     

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06:42pm 06/04/2004
  my hermit crab is dead.
:(
 
     

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04:17pm 03/04/2004
  an hour ago, i was happier than i had been in a long time. ada and i had so much fun, and i adore her. she is one of my closest friends now. its like as soon as i get home, mom starts guil;t trips, and already im back to normal. back to fucking normal. nothing ever fucking changes. i wish i could run away forever.  
     

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02:43pm 01/04/2004
  i just got the new texas chainsaw massacre and a clockwork orange dvds.
i rock, in other news, brad, michelle, ada, jessica and i all made a sasquash.
 
     

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04:35pm 31/03/2004
  step one: slit my throat.

do it.
 
     

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04:49pm 28/03/2004
  title or description
and to anyone whos making dollie sad, knock it the fuck off. she doesnt deserve shit. shes too pretty.

meehee. ada, and jessica!! tonight! yeah!
 
     

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10:25pm 26/03/2004
  i need to hang out.
i need drugs.
i need something.
i need to laugh.
save me.

in other news: stolen from roseandthebeast and dollir0t
Sum up your opinion or impression of me in one word, leave it as a comment in this posting, and then post this sentence in your own journal, if you wish
 
     

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05:11am 25/03/2004
  so, i never went to sleep yesterday. or last night. that dex was insane. when mom and dad got home, i pretended to be asleep. i feel like shit. school in a few hours.  
     

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02:59pm 24/03/2004
  STOP WEARING NONEXISTANT POLKADOTS. OMG YOU DONT MATCH. YOUR WEARING LEOPARD PRINT SHOES AND A CAMO SHIRT. YOU FUCKING UGLY GIRL! IM SO PRETTY IN MY GIANT BROWN JUMPSUIT AND I HAVE ACNE ON MY BOOBS! I HAVE GROSS HAIR THAT IS DYING. I LOOK GOOD IN MY HIDEOUS 70'S BROWN JUMPSUIT. AT LEAST IM SKINY! UNLIKE YOU JORDAN YOU UGLY FAT GIRL!!! OMG I CALLED YOU FAT!! TEEHEE! I MUIST RUN TO MY UGLY LITTLE BLONDE HAIRED FOLLWERS AND GIGLE! AND THEN LOOK AT YOU WITH MY BEADY LITTLE GROSS EYES! OMG! IM SO PRETTY!!

lets seee, ada, jessica, who am i?
the answer is sasquatch. the ugly danielle.
 
     

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07:51pm 22/03/2004
  i wish i was at jonah.  
     

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08:00pm 20/03/2004
  dude, birthdays are so cool.  
     

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09:02am 17/03/2004
  i dont think im going to do anything for my birthday.
anyone want to see dawn of the dead with me?
or hang out? do some drugs? drink? ANYTHING.
hang out with me on my birthday, please, and ill give you a kiss.
 
     

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i have all the proof i will ever need.   
04:14pm 16/03/2004
 
mood: pissed off
music: my mom talking
just another thing to add to the stack of why there isnt a god, and if there is, i would love him to come back to earth in human form. then i would show him pain. crucifixtion and beatingas with the cat o nine tails would be the least of his fucking worries.

my cousin amy just emailed me. shes one of the best people on this earth, i would swear it. m hersister, we recently found out can probobly never have kids. and now, shes all sick... I dont understand how this can happen. People who shouldnt ever even be able to touch a chikld or care for them have 16 kids, and the people who would raise wonderful kids, and are caring and wodnerful cant even have one. FUCKING RETARDED. I WANT TO MURDER THINGS.

im so tired. im fucking tired. of everything.

i want a whole lot of liquor and drugs right now.

heres my cousins email. it explains everything. humor her for asking me to pray, she doesnt know im an atheist. but oh well. she sdent it to her mom, and sisters, and they sent it to me. eh, my godammned christian family. but shes so nice. shes the one i visited over the summer in georgia, been married like 2 years now.
the email. )
 
     

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01:07am 16/03/2004
  the virus/unseen/blahblahblahvlah was fun. i love floppy. i miss him. he needs to come back. BECAUSE WE ALL FALL APART, LIKE LITTLE BROKEN TOYS. natalie and mike are adorable. natalie pushes my button. there were about 28765702572078345081 people there that i wanted to torture to death. the end.

kudos to jessica. i love you darlng. your so classy.

p.s. someone marry me?
 
     

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10:07pm 13/03/2004
  title or description
Cut off here )
 
     

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08:42pm 11/03/2004
 




*HUGS* TOTAL!
give xsillyxsadnessx more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own
 
     

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04:36pm 10/03/2004
 
Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates aseven
your best quality isyour style
your worst quality isyour family pisses you off
this is becauseyoure unique
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HAH! I DO I DO!
 
     

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08:59pm 09/03/2004
  lame picture/s. )  
     

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10:48pm 05/03/2004
  california was okay. jason was amazing at his show. everyone in the theatre applauded him more than any one else. <3. im so proud of him. i know he is going to make it big someday. i love disneyland. even if i only went in for three hours simply to see that show and (we didnt have to pay because we were only seeing the show, not riding any rides)i just love being in there. seeing the little things. like the gates. and riding the tram. and thinking how it felt when i was so little and happy. i can remember what it felt like when i go.

dad and i got along the entire time, until we got back into arizona, and he ended up calling me fat. jesus dad, i know im fat, you dont have to remind me. CHRIST.

dear roy, run free with that squirt bottle.
 
     

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08:42pm 03/03/2004
  feeling hella shitty.
oh fucking well.
california, here i come.
 
     

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