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Thursday, December 18th, 2003
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10:16 pm
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*sniff* I think I just accidently killed Bubba and Frank. (my 2 new goldfish)
I had the 3 of them (spot's the other one) in a little bowl while I was cleaning their tank out. I decided to pour slightly warm water into it because I thought they were cold. I picked up Bubba and Frank with the net and transferred them over, but they started twitching and acting funny once they got into the water... I got them out quickly, about 4 seconds or so and back into cold water. I asked grandma what happened and she said they can only survive in cold, warm fries them. :( :( :(
I feel so awful! They're swimming sideways and twirling around now. Spot is fine, he was never in the warm water. They're having trouble "breathing" and they seem to be in a lot of pain. I don't know if they'll make it through the night.
I feel so terrible. I'm gonna cry.
current mood:  stressed
current music: crying
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| Monday, December 15th, 2003
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8:28 pm - Damn you.
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| Saturday, December 13th, 2003
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8:58 pm - b3ta
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| Thursday, December 11th, 2003
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8:54 pm
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Taken from ![[info]](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20031224014059im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) dreamercoywolf and pixiepanther, but at their greatestjournal accounts. =3
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
Crazy day. I have no idea what I'm doing with Christmas gifts, honestly..
( Present list )
current mood:  lazy
current music: Why Can't I - Liz Phair
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| Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
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4:22 pm - Embarassing moment... major...
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SO EMBARASSED.
After school, it was raining so we all had to huddle under the ledge that comes out from the roof. Our group included Nick, Gentry, J.D., Adam and Lauren (ladyfootnote. Lu (Lauren) was telling me about this place on a person's body that generates sexual pleasures that deals with the hips, so she tried to show me on my own body. Her and I joke around all the time, so some people think we're either bi or lesbians, but we both have steady boyfriends. Anyway, she found my "spot" and started gyrating it and I orgasmed! o__o;;;;; I was SOOO EMBARASSED and Nick thought it was "sexy"... oh Goddddd *blushes madly*
current mood:  embarrassed
current music: "Goodbye" - Stabbing Westward
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| Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
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9:49 pm - I'm permanent on most surfaces.
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There's this friend of mine whom I will not say the name of because I'm afraid she'll get hurt if she reads this. I love her to death, but when I read her journal (online) I have to make myself stop. Her grammar and spelling is horrifying! Normally, this wouldn't bother me if I wasn't like this and didn't worship [Unknown LJ tag], but I'm a fucking grammar nazi. It's insane. She's older than me and can't even spell "happily" correctly. "He whas witrh me in the halway and he smild at me so happly!!!" - *tears hair out* ... I absolutely cannot STAND bad spelling! There is NO EXCUSE, especially at our age. I mean yeah, everyone is going to mess up on occasion, but geeze.
dreamercoywolf: I'm right most of the time.
dreamercoywolf: Or not, but it's pleasant to think I am.
Yesterday, dreamercoywolf and I were standing outside at school talking. There's an inside joke with some of us about how she'd love to gnaw on us, so I told her to bite my leg. I thought she'd just nibble on me or something, but DAMN she took a good chunk out of me! It was so funny. Ok well, she just left a really big bruise, but I bruise very easily. She's really apologetic about it, but seriously, it's no big deal. :) We'll look back on it 20 years from now and laugh.
pixiepanther and dreamercoywolf threw M&Ms; at me too, which I found erotically exciting. o0;; They also aimed at my tits, but ladyfootnote just grabbed for them! I swear, if you hung out with us, you'd think we were total lesbos! XD (we're not, I promise lol)
indigodragoness brought a KICK ASS air-horn thing to school. She was so nonchalant when she'd just stand there and blow it from within her trenchcoat. It was so funny. I stole it for a bit and annoyed the hell out of people, then gave it back so that J.D. could scream at us to stop. =3
An old friend of mine, Joe, just IMed me today. We haven't talked in months I'd say. I've known him since the beginning of 7th grade and he's about 2 months younger than me. We had a little fling last year where we talked on the phone every day for hours, which got him grounded for an ass-load long time since he lives in Ohio and he didn't use a phone card. Well, last I talked to him, he sent me a picture of him where he'd gotten a "make-over" from his female friends and he looked, very, um... well, homosexual. Then he told me that he'd made out with at least 3 or 4 guys. It's not that I have anything against that, but he'd been completely straight and I was confused. I knew he went to an all-guy school and I realized maybe the lack of vagina was getting to him.
So yeah, I'm talking to him now and I told him that I just couldn't deal with it anymore because of how much he'd changed. I can't take that, you know? Someone you've known for so long that you grew close to and really cared for... just turning around and being, well, gay. He's trying to cover it up and say he'd only kissed curt, a guy I know he talked about constantly and mentioned just how much he found this guy sexy and that the kiss was merely a ploy from a girl so she'd give them both head. Yeah, uh, sure. He also said after the make out, he didn't take the blowjob offer.
I told him I lost all respect for his ass and he's pretty upset now... but could you really blame me? I mean, it's aggrivating. I was harsh and he's sad, but hey... there's nothing I can do at this point. He's just not the same Joe.
*sigh*
I need to go take a shower. Something smells funny. o0;; ... oh, it's my cat. Ha XD
Thanks for all the feedback on my diet, guys. I appreciate it. I'm taking all your advice into account. :)
Oh and get this - I gave Nick one of my new pairs of headphones because I don't like the style of it and his broke. He called me yesterday and told me there was "white crusty stuff" on the wire and I couldn't stop laughing - it was lotion that had leaked from my bookbag. :3
current mood:  mischievous
current music: "This is your night" - Amber
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| Sunday, December 7th, 2003
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7:23 pm - *bulge*
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I've decided... I'm going on a diet. I'm kinda juggling the idea of starting after Christmas because the fudge Grandma and I make each year is to die for. She's passed the secret recipie to me. ;)
So... it's gonna be strict. My first week, I'm gonna come home on Friday, eat a good dinner and not eat again until Monday morning. After that, I'm going to eat 3 meals each day, but they'll be of small portion. I'll cut sweets out entirely and drink lots of water... as for snacks, I'll eat my favorite strawberry yogurt. It's so delicious. Mmm. For exercise, I'll lift weights and go skating like I normally do. I'm determined to drop at least 30 pounds... according to my scale, I'm 160ish... but then again, last I weighed was when I had on my jeans (no shoes) and I'd just eaten a big meal. Plus, I was raggin' so I had retained water.
At my height, 160 is fine. It's healthy, but I want to get down to 130 again because I feel as though it'll help my self-esteem. Don't worry ladyfootnote, I promise I won't lose my ta-ta's! ;) hehe.
So I'm posting this because I'd like some feedback. I don't need any comments like "Oh you don't need to lose weight" because I do, ok? I eat fine as it is, I don't have an eating disorder. I'm just a big lover of pasta and that's killing me, so please offer ANY tips you've got. :)
By the way - please let me know if you'd like to stay on my friend list. The only reason I rarely comment is because I'm a lazy, worthless whore who has too much to do and too much free time because she doesn't do what she's supposed to be doing. I enjoy getting comments, I really do... so if you really don't mind my lack of non-commenting, please let me know. If not, just un-add me and I'll comply.. no big deal. :) I won't make this journal friends only because I have people who aren't on Livejournal read it too, so.. yeah.
GRASS FOR ALL. *spazz*
current mood:  ditzy
current music: "Here without you" - 3 Doors Down
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| Friday, December 5th, 2003
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10:05 pm - Logical thinking...
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I've been thinking. There are some creepy connections to Brad and I concerning our anniversary and our birthdays. For one, he's obsessed with the number seven to the degree he feels that it follows him. I've always been "followed" by the number 106, which is my birthday, in a sense. My birthday is October 6, or 10 6. Every single night I go to bed and I see "10:06" no matter what. I see it on trucks, I see it on menus, I see it on graded papers... I've even seen it everytime I'm called up to the board in math. Mr. Armistead thinks I'm nuts for that. I swear, it follows me.
Then Brad's birthday, August 27... 7 - 2 = 5, which is one number higher than the day of our anniversary, which is 6/4/03. It's also the number inbetween 6 and 4. Oh and as for that - 6 + 4 = 10, then 10 - 03 (for 2003) = 7. Creepy, no?
Then 20 - 7 = 13. 13 - 6 = 7.
8/27/87 - 87-27 = 60. 60 divided by 10 = 6, which represents June, our anniversary. 8 + 7 = 15, which was the age Brad and I were when we met. 5/15/03 is the day Brad and I met. 15 - 5 = 10. 10 - 03 = 7.
If it doesn't make sense to you, don't worry. Just know that there's a creepy connection between my boyfriend and I and the numbers 10, 6 and 7. :)
<3 you dreamercoywolf
current mood:  awake
current music: Linkin Park - Numb
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| Thursday, December 4th, 2003
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12:30 pm - Questions.
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LOL... my sister's hilarious.
She posted 13 questions on her journal, hoping someone could answer them. I'm gonna list a couple of my favs so that maybe you guys could take a stab at it. She has comments disabled on her journal, maybe I'll help her with that.
1. Why do preps wear chucks?
2. Why is spongebob always smiling?
3. Why do fat kids eat your lunch when you sit down, then go buy themselves two whole lunches?
4. Why all of a sudden do white people want to be black?
5. Why do people make pop-ups that say "pop up blocker" when itself is a pop-up?
I think those are legit questions, so I'll take a shot at answering them.
1. Because they hook onto the latest trends.
2. He has a dildo stuck up his ass.
3. They're hungry.
4. 'Cuz it'z coo', yo. word. home dawg.
5. Because the companies that make the pop-ups turn around and make pop-up blockers for twice the money.
Anyone else want to help her out?
current mood:  dirty
current music: Dash Ich - Kreiger
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11:43 am - *eyetwitch*
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KICK ASS!
NO SCHOOL!
NO HUGE UNIT 5 HISTORY TEST!
... well, until tomorrow.
MRS.BARBOUR'S SNOW DANCE WORKED!
This rocks.
The other day, my left thumb was itching really bad. Have you ever had something as bizarre as your THUMB itching? Well anyway, I continued scratching it throughout the day. That night, I woke up around 6:00 in the morning (I normally get up around 7) to see there was a pretty huge blister-like thing that had formed on my thumb. It was throbbing from pain, so I had to get rid of it. I took a safety pin and popped it. Blood and pus came oozing out, it was pretty odd. The blister went down and it stopped hurting. o_O';
Oh and this is Brad and I's SIX MONTH ANNIVERSARY. *explode*
Oh, and anyone that reads this entry, please leave a comment just saying you read it. That's all you need to say. I'm just curious as to how many read this shitty journal :D
current mood: awake
current music: Murderdolls - Die My Bride
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| Sunday, November 30th, 2003
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11:52 am - Long-ass survey.
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| Friday, November 28th, 2003
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10:26 pm - Adam baddam bo baddom
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This post is for Adam.
For Adam kicks major boo-tah.
Adam rocks.
Adam is cool.
Adam says "GRASS FOR ALL"...
And Adam means it.
Adam will one day marry a British person, hopefully a woman.
Then Adam will invite Katie over for tea every afternoon at approximately 3:00PM.
Just for the hell of it. :)
Adam enjoys wearing fashionable green scrubs and admiring the stars at night.
Adam lives merely two minutes away from katie and needs to VISIT HER MORE OFTEN. <3 :)
This post has been brought to you by your local lunatic.
i bow to thee *bow*
current mood: amused
current music: Stabbing Westward - Happy
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5:19 pm
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I think my relationship with my sister may be permanently damaged. Oh well, it's my own fault.
Earlier today, someone called my line and it was some woman wanting the usual - David Burrows. In case you didn't know, my line used to belong to some man named David Burrows who went out of business. For the past 4 years, people STILL call for him. Lately, we've gotten fed up and started fxcking with these peoples' heads.
Anyway, I said, "Sure, Mr. Burrows will be with you shortly," then cupped my hand over the speaker and told my dad to mess with her. He hesitated, but took the phone anyway. He answered and paused for about 2 minutes, letting her run her mouth. He then replied with, "Sorry but I'm merely a lonely llama farmer. I don't need tax refunds on postage. I just herd them to town myself, no fancy automobiles," then hung up.
I couldn't stop laughing, it was just TOO funny... my dad kicks ASS.
Oh, by the way, here's an updated list of all the songs I have or have had on my harddrive:
( Click it. )
current mood: amused
current music: Seether - Fine Again
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12:44 pm - To Chelsea and Megan.
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Alright, I'm tired of this.
Listen, Chelsea. This is my journal where I can type my own thoughts about whatever I want to write about. I've had this thing for a few years now and it's been my sanctuary, somewhere I can vent.
The entry about Brandy was written before I knew she was your girlfriend, honestly. I was teasing her profile because I was in a bad mood and needed to take out my frustration on something that bothered me. Brandy's a nice girl, really. Yeah she can wear what she wants, but you all are at a time in your life where you're very impressionable on certain trends and things. Look around you, people make fun of fake people behind their backs all the time.
I'm one of those people who does that, yet I like to do it here in solitude. Only 2 people from my school read this journal as far as I know and the rest are people I know online who've never even seen me.
Don't you have a place you can go and rant? I'm sure you do.
I seriously never meant to piss anyone off, okay? You can think I did, fine. You can never talk to me again, fine. Do as you please, it's your life, but this was somewhere that I write where I intended NOT for certain peoples' eyes to see, okay? Sometimes I write in here forgetting that it could hurt someone.
I screwed up, I'm lame. I'm sorry.
I didn't intend to piss anyone off and I have you blocked right now because you won't listen. You don't know me, I'm not like that.
Bye.
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| Thursday, November 27th, 2003
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11:05 pm - :) <3
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Brad and I. <3
current mood:  mellow
current music: "From Loving You" - Mandy Moore
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| Wednesday, November 26th, 2003
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8:22 pm - =3
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Dear Lauren (ladyfootnote,
current mood:  artistic
current music: Zeromancer - Dr. Online
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| Wednesday, November 19th, 2003
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11:24 am - whee!
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You entered: 10/6/1987
You were born on a Tuesday
under the astrological sign Libra.
Your Life path number is 5.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447074.5.
The golden number for 1987 is 12.
The epact number for 1987 is 0.
The year 1987 was not a leap year.
As of 11/19/2003 10:27:56 AM CST
You are 16 years old.
You are 193 months old.
You are 841 weeks old.
You are 5,888 days old.
You are 141,322 hours old.
You are 8,479,347 minutes old.
You are 508,760,876 seconds old.
There are 322 days till your next birthday
and 36 days till Christmas!
The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waxing gibbous.
thanks irishsweeti!
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| Saturday, November 15th, 2003
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7:07 pm - GRR.
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I need some help, guys.
( Click here to see the crappy picture of the error.. )
Does anyone know what's going on here? I have like 150+ songs on my harddrive and I NEED to get them off. I went to burn my boyfriend a 20-song CD, and I got this problem. :( I captured this picture the second time I tried it. The outcome of the first time was that 6 of my songs were cut off because of this apparent problem.
I use the MUSICMATCH Jukebox that came with my computer to both play my songs and burn them, and I've never had this problem before.
Can anyone help me?
I x-posted this slightly, for I'm pretty desperate... If it's against regulation on any of these communities, let me know and I'll delete it. :( thanks, K.
current mood:  aggravated
current music: "Constipated" - Weird Al
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| Tuesday, November 11th, 2003
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9:09 pm
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Bush is turning into another fucking Nixon.
Yeah bladdy blah blah, we'll miss all of our soldiers and we grieve with the suffering families and whatnot... ok now that that's done... MAN THE SHIPS BOYS, WE'RE SENDING IN 500 MORE TROOPS BY 2:00 TOMORROW!
You know that 87 BILLION more dollars he says we need to send over there?
Do you know how many STARVING CHILDREN that would save OVER HERE in AMERICA?
There's NO fucking reason that a huge, pompous FILTHY RICH country like the United States of American should have absolutely ANY person or child HUNGRY and WHIMPERING at night for a scarp of food. No fucking reasons WHATSOEVER.
Bush is a fucking retard. He'll think everything's hanky panky once we've put all our well-earned cash into rebuilding that shit dump and then all of a sudden, a new tyrant will appear over there and we'll have the same damn thing. Eventually, we'll be as poor as they are.
And yeah, I'm being selfish. ... for my damn country!
BUT I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.
BUSH - GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR HAIRY ASSHOLE AND START CARING ABOUT THE COUNTRY YOU REPRESENT FOR A CHANGE, HMM?
(posted in my journal; nekoryu and in [Unknown LJ tag])
current mood:  pissed off
current music: Stabbing Westward - Drowning
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| Monday, November 3rd, 2003
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5:27 pm - Attention!
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I NEED YOUR HELP.
I'm in college history and it's so much stuff to do. Ok so tomorrow I have school off, and I plan to spend it at the local library researching. We have to do a 10 page report on anything dealing with American History. See, I picked Area 51 and Roswell, Nevada because I wanted something I enjoy. Not only was the info hard to find, but my teacher didn't really approve it. So anyway, I desperately need a new topic.
That's where you come in. Please help, I need it ASAP. All I need are ideas.
It has to be on AMERICAN History - er, or, US history. I wish I could do the holocaust, but that was in Europe.
I don't like wars. I can't do anything as broad as "WW1". I don't care for the jobs of women in the war. I like odd and bizarre, interesting. That's what I thrive on... so please, if you have ANY ideas, please put them here!
I will soooooooo appreciate it.
<3, Katie
current mood:  frustrated
current music: Bryan Adams - When You Really Love A Woman
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