Saturday, November 16th, 2002
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4:11 am - One Last Goodbye...
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Well that time has come, the one where I tip my hat and say "so long". For most of you this will be goodbye for good. For the most part it was fun, really, I'm glad I had the chance to know you guys.
For some of you this is hopefully the start of a successful and lucrative business venture that will make a lot of our dreams a reality. In just nine short months I'll be back and the empire will begin it's rise.
And for fewer of you still this is the true trial of friendship. Hopefully nine months isn't a long enough time to tear us apart.
Obviously I won't be writing again in here for quite sometime, if at all. I may just opt to get a new journal that only a few existing LJ friends know about... prying eyes and all that.
At any rate, this is where I go now. I don't actually leave until Monday night, but I'll be spending my last few days with my family, and without the distraction of the computer.
For those of you who feel so inclined to write me, my mailing address is:
Steven Head c/o Cyndi Head
4500 Holly Tree Ct apt205
Orlando, Fl 32811
My Mom will see to it that I get my mail no matter where I am...
Well, Adious amigos... it's been real.
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Wednesday, November 13th, 2002
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9:13 am
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"Lose Yourself"
Look, if you had one shot, one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?
His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
He's chokin, how everybody's jokin now
The clock's run out, time's up over, bloah!
Snap back to reality, Oh there goes gravity
Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked
He's so mad, but he won't give up that
Is he? No
He won't have it , he knows his whole back city's ropes
It don't matter, he's dope
He knows that, but he's broke
He's so stacked that he knows
When he goes back to his mobile home, that's when it's
Back to the lab again yo
This whole rap shit
He better go capture this moment and hope it don't pass him
[Hook:]
You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo
The soul's escaping, through this hole that it's gaping
This world is mine for the taking
Make me king, as we move toward a, new world order
A normal life is borin, but superstardom's close to post mortar
It only grows harder, only grows hotter
He blows us all over these hoes is all on him
Coast to coast shows, he's know as the globetrotter
Lonely roads, God only knows
He's grown farther from home, he's no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold your nose cuz here goes the cold water
His hoes don't want him no mo, he's cold product
They moved on to the next schmoe who flows
He nose dove and sold nada
So the soap opera is told and unfolds
I suppose it's old potna, but the beat goes on
Da da dum da dum da da
[Hook]
No more games, I'ma change what you call rage
Tear this mothafuckin roof off like 2 dogs caged
I was playin in the beginnin, the mood all changed
I been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhymin and stepwritin the next cypher
Best believe somebody's payin the pied piper
All the pain inside amplified by the fact
That I can't get by with my 9 to 5
And I can't provide the right type of life for my family
Cuz man, these goddam food stamps don't buy diapers
And it's no movie, there's no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life
And these times are so hard and it's getting even harder
Tryin to feed and water my seed, plus
See dishonor caught up bein a father and a prima donna
Baby mama drama's screamin on and
Too much for me to wanna
Stay in one spot, another jam or not
Has gotten me to the point, I'm like a snail
I've got to formulate a plot fore I end up in jail or shot
Success is my only mothafuckin option, failure's not
Mom, I love you, but this trail has got to go
I cannot grow old in Salem's lot
So here I go is my shot.
Feet fail me not cuz maybe the only opportunity that I got
[Hook]
You can do anything you set your mind to, man
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Sunday, November 10th, 2002
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6:55 am - LMAO
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Saturday, November 9th, 2002
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6:51 pm
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Thursday, November 7th, 2002
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2:04 am
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saw the ring today... and i just got one question... who got fired from where to run off to this movie company to do this obvious parallel to fear dot com?
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Wednesday, November 6th, 2002
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4:13 pm
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*****_*******
****|~|******
****|~|******
****|~|******
**/\|~|/\/\****
*/|~~~~~|***
*\|~~~~~|***
**\~~~~~/***
*************
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4:08 pm
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You take my breath away
Love thinks it's here to stay
There's still so much for me to do
And I can't stop loving you
Oh can this be true
If you could see what I have seen
(The) broken hearts and broken dreams
Then I wake up and you're not there
Pain finds me everywhere
Oh! but you don't care
CHORUS:
Don't forget me when I'm gone
My heart would break
I have loved you for so long
It's all I can take
You, you take my breath away
Love thinks it's here to stay
There's still so much for me to do
And I can't stop loving you
Oh! can this be true
CHORUS:
Then I wake up and you're not there
Pain finds me everywhere
Oh! but you don't care
CHORUS:(X2 ?????
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Monday, November 4th, 2002
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9:02 pm
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Kasuo: <.<
Fuzzy: <<
Kasuo: hold me
Fuzzy: i lof yew
Kasuo: lmao
Fuzzy: <3<3
Kasuo: let us never be apart again
Fuzzy: yes
Kasuo: ::dramatic embrace::
Fuzzy: *dramatic music*
Kasuo: lmfao
Kasuo: ::gone with the wind vhs box cover art::
Fuzzy: heh heh
Fuzzy: *looks around*
Fuzzy: pants pie
Fuzzy: ..
LinuxDewd: o.o;
Kasuo: lmfao i need to make that into a room
Kasuo: do you hear that nigel
Fuzzy: lol
Kasuo: vodka and pants pie
Kasuo: .
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Thursday, October 31st, 2002
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1:15 pm
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another interesting fact i was unaware of. you remember those stupid pepsi twist comercials where the ppl unzip the cans and then themselves and turn into diff ppl? they go from that little girl, to halley berry, to berry boswick. and they go whos berry boswick? berry boswick is the guy who played brad on rocky horror.
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1:13 pm - ::is watching rocky horror::
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touch a touch a touch me, i wanna be dirty ^.^
it'll bo on again at midnight, w00t!
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1:11 pm
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Monday, October 28th, 2002
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12:38 pm
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12:30 pm
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Friday, October 25th, 2002
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7:43 am - LMFAO!
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Saturday, October 19th, 2002
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4:14 pm
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Friday, October 18th, 2002
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8:04 am
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i just wandered back from the mall next door, the mall at millinia. saw the grand opening, as well as the uhs marching band there. said hi to amy's bro joe. on the mall-o-meter it rates a 3, lots of glits and glamour, but no too much for the non-independently wealthy.
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Sunday, October 13th, 2002
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11:27 pm - LMAO
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Which Disney Princess are you?
You are a true bookworm and dream of a life better than the simple, quiet one you lead now. Your good looks can attract the town jerks, but you manage to ignore them most of the time. Sometimes you feel like you're surrounded by idiots. So what are you waiting for? You don't need your father to be kidnapped to get out and see the world. Although you can be stubborn, you're also very compassionate and see beyond people's fa?ades.
....or not
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1:52 am - ERIN THIS IS AMY
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update your damn deviant art! RAWR!
i want you to finish the concert pic, i NEED to see it again. ive decided my next LJ theme will be drawn by you completly. your pics of me will be my moods, and im not sure what my backgrounds will be yet.
i love you.
in other news: cassies new theme rocks.
in other other news: Spirited Away, a new anime movie being showed at city walk, is one of the best anime movies ive ever seen. It's so in my top ten. its GOOD. really. i loved it. a lot. A LOT. go see it!
current mood:  happy
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Wednesday, October 9th, 2002
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9:48 pm
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changed my icons tho i rarely post lol
been reall busy lately, which is severly cutting into my leisure time before the storm
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Monday, October 7th, 2002
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11:46 pm
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saw lbc tonight in concert. they were pretty cool, but i think i liked stereo better then them. i got their cd.
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