what the hell?   
05:44pm 30/03/2003
 
mood: predatory
Okay I am going to start with yesterday...
Since I did not write here when I should have.
Actually I'll start a bit before then.....

.....Dream time.....
.....[friday night]......
(I can not remember every detail as of today,
but here is what I can)
I was standing by one of the big trees on the side of the house, looking out at the valley. There were about 7 to 10 vampyrs standing near by.They were all kind of similar. That is to say they had strong features, from their cheek bones to their jaw and chin line.They were all rather slender and tall, I mean they clearly resembled what a younger more handsome version of "Count Orlock" from the film Nosferatu. We were talking about something, I can't quite remember what exactly. Shortly there after I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked and noticed it was not human. That is when I saw them, the aliens.
They were the usual blue-greenish grey color, and approximately 5 foot 6 inches tall. I remember saying to the vampyrs that I had to go. They understood completely. With that I boarded the ship which was not as most people would think one would look like. I mean it was a disc shape with all the lights and such. However the inside was very organic, almost like I had stepped into a plant of some sort. Inside I was sitting or levitating in a position as though I were in a dentist's chair. The aliens were touching my forehead, eyes, and mouth. Once in a while they'd communicate with me, "speaking" (with telepathy) in very kind and melodic tones. Shortly there after I woke up feeling very strange and out of place.
...meanwhile....[saturday evening]
I had gone to the mall and got a nifty new bacelet. It has these 5 small square leather pieces with a silver cross on each. Each leather part is pieced to the next with a silver oval link.
.....Later that night...
Andosia and I had gone out for coffee. It was a good time, even though she had fallen before we left. Which you know, that sucks.
........Dream time.....
....[Saturday night]....
This time I was with the faceless ones. It was one of those heart racing ,pulse quickening dreams. I guess if I had not become use to the "people" they would frighten me as they once did several months ago. Anyway we were in a place that was being robbed. Not only that but there were children drink potentially poisonous liquids. These faceless ones I have come to believe they are another type of alien form. Unlike the "greys", the faceless look like regular people except they have no faces at all...no nose, no eyes, no mouths, nothing.
I don't remember what exactly woke me but I was again in a strange state of mind.
....weather update....
Its beginning to look like christmas...again.
what the fuck , it was warm all week now today it snows.
Oh well.
...................
Okay thats enough for now, my head is getting a bit weird.		  
     1 Captured Souls  - Sell Your Soul
 
Today was ummm...yeah   
08:01pm 25/03/2003
 
mood: happy
music: Gorillaz-tomorrow comes today/Clint Eastwood
So I did some more yard work today.
I raked leaves.
End of story.
Now I will attempt to clean this room.
Hopefully I could get it nice before its to late
(that is before I feel like not doing anything.)
So I want everyone to know that I had a good day today.
Though I wish I could do more.


"I'm happy,
I'm feeling glad,
I got sunshine in a bag,
I'm useless,but not for long,
the future is coming on...."		  
     2 Captured Souls  - Sell Your Soul
 
this is not good   
01:13pm 20/03/2003
 
mood: disappointed
I did not want to write in this place about war. Unfortunately for me I have no say in the matter. hmm "free country", maybe... That is to say we are free to say what we want. It does not mean we will be heard. I am going to stop myself here. Before I do I want to say to those civilians where the war is...May your God protect you and your loved ones.		  
     Sell Your Soul
 
Dear Die-ary   
09:59pm 12/03/2003
 
mood: good
music: "Songs to wake the Dead"-various artists
Today was a very pleasant day so far. Not bitter cold, not overly warm. Although it is supposed to snow tomorrow, like that's anything new.

Anyway I want to say:
Happy Birthday Lizzie!

Like I said today was good. Today I added a new friend to my list of "Mourners".
I think I will go for a little walk and have a smoke or two.

Well that'll be all for now.
Got to get some stuff done.		  
     2 Captured Souls  - Sell Your Soul
 
Today should be a good one   
08:14am 10/03/2003
 
mood: yeah thats it good
Today starts my waiting period. That is that hopefully I will be able to return to my previous job. Anyhow I am willing to wait. It just means more time with those I love. I think you can never have to much time spent on sharing it with your family and friends. I should really practice what I preach. I know you'd agree.I have a very small handful of friends. The most time I will spend will be with Andosia and Crimson. My two angels.
Other than the no work for awhile I will try to make my sketches a bit better. They're severely lacking detail and depth. I think I will write a bit more if I get the "Hey I feel like writing" inspiration. Even though I have constant inspiration my hand does not seem to want to go.
UMMMM
Oh yeah...I got up at about 2:30am. Got ready to go, then during coffee and a few smokes decided it best if I stayed instead.
I think I am going to go take a shower.
Don't know yet. We'll see.		  
     2 Captured Souls  - Sell Your Soul
 


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