Date: | 2004-03-11 15:27 |
Subject: | Got 30 min before getting k off a bus |
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We have a new pug. Black this time. It wasn't my choice to get another dog, it happened while I was in FL. It's another rescue. Cute little pugger. My dad's house is getting better and better. the plumbers are done, the heater is OK and a/c might not be hosed as much as we think. I might be able to get something for the house after all. That leads me to my moral dilema. The neighbors that I knew for years want me to sell the house to people they knew and who lived in the neighborhood already. However, I don't think they will be able to afford what we will be asking. They think we will be practically giving the house away but after all the effort we put in to clean it and to find out that things aren't as bad as we assumed, we are upping our selling price. Will I feel bad stepping on all over the neighbors? Yes. K doesn't have the attachment nor does she like the neighbors. 'It's business' Sure it is. Which is why I'm letting her negotiate w/ them. That's what she did as a paralegal for years. I'm too nice of a guy when it comes to that. Another reason why I don't think I could own my own biz. I am reading a book on investing from the guy who did Rich Dad Poor Dad. I'm 100 pages into it and it is written for high school level readers. It keeps repeating over and over the same thing regarding making a plan. Does he give an example? No. Will he? Maybe. I have gotten a few good things out of it but it smacks of pure Bull Shit.
Jeep news! I am heading to VA for 3 days for Camp Jeep. It's a family based learning, marketing promo and outdoor festival put together by the maker's of my favorite motor vechicle. My best friend is going and I'm trying to convince K to let me bring k. She thinks I'm gonna roll my jeep w/ k in it or something. It's not a Jeep Jamboree where there some serious trails. She had thought about going when I reminded her she'll have to drive her car because I would want take my jeep to 'Camp Jeep'. I also want to camp out since they have sites reserved but K is not interested. I have already wrote her off as a willing participant but I want k to go. Worse case I get to go and it will be a man's weekend. No smoking or alcohol there though, like I said it's a family thing.
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Date: | 2004-03-09 10:44 |
Subject: | At work post about work.... |
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I have a free couple of minutes. The City of Philadelphia is all but over. They kept changing there minds and adding new stuff. We went over budget because it's a fixed cost and we said no more. They whined and we helped them a little but now I'm told they have their system and it's up to them to implement, improve and fix. So i'm sitting my ass on bench waiting for a new contract. Doing some stuff w/ Spam reporting. Boring but it keeps my mind working.
My dad's house was broking into and they(assuming more than one) stole old crap we were going to throw out anyway. The only thing that bother's me is that they stole an old hand gun which was more of a antique then a working firearm. That pissed me off. 2 neighbors said it was a local guy who I knew when we were kids. He does nothing but odd jobs, live off his parent's and drink beer all day. They also store about 20 bottles of ver old booze. Most of which probably make them sick. They took his peice of crap car but 3 witnesses said they saw the car was missing (assumed it was me) and it came back the next day but was gone the next day but sitting at the curb was what I assume the old battery.
Dad's house is clutter free now. 300+ large contractor bags later.
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Date: | 2004-02-11 09:34 |
Subject: | WTF have I been? |
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Took a break. Let's have a run down. I haven't been reading everyone's journal. My bad. Guilt is a powerful force. Especially when I was up one night at 3am and K surprised me by coming up behind me and asked why I was still up. I was doing research on HDTV and Comcast which was right on the screen but K acted like I was up to something wrong. I had been thinking of posting or reading and if K had found out my life would have drastically changed for the worse. I have come to the conclusion I am a kept man. It could change but one force is keeping me in place more than anything. k.
Dec: Xmas was good Work was hard pressure. Jan: Work was pressure
Went to Orlando FL for Lotusphere. Took 2 tests so I'm r6 authorized. Went out everynight and drank. Jellyrolls (dueling piano bar) was fantastic. Went to MGM, Universal, Disney, Epcot.... Then the coup de grace. Sunset Keys down in key west with K and k for 5 nights. I am in the middle of creating a web application for posting pictures for a side job but I will use it to post some pics too. When it's done I'll post a link. Hog's Breath has the best pina coladas. They put a shot of something ( I forgot what) at the top and bottom. Went on a jet ski tour of key west (in the water). I highly recommend Ernest hemingway's house especially if you like cats.
Now, I'm at my airport office and my boss is having a meeting w/ our client to determine if I'm going back or not. I won't have time to catch up on everyone's journal but I will attempt it in the upcoming days.
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Date: | 2003-11-25 00:39 |
Subject: | laptop |
Security: | Public |
Mood: | annoyed | Music: | Big O |
For some reason K's laptop won't connect to the internet anymore. It won't dynamically assign itself an IP either. IPCONFIG doesn't work. If I assign an IP it can talk to my other networked computers but never the internet. Wifi or hard wired. I'm getting close to just wiping the damn thing out and starting from scratch. But the geek in me wants to know why. What file got stepped on? I tried running the network update from MS hoping it would replace the corrupted file.
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Date: | 2003-11-25 00:36 |
Subject: | pissing off |
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I have not called Joe in a while and got reminder from him in form of a letter. I get wrapped up in my own life and fears and forget others. I did that to my mom years ago too. I didn't talk to her enough, thinking that she would always be there.
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Date: | 2003-11-24 08:54 |
Subject: | Better |
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Urinetown much like the name suggests is a funny play. I really wasn't expecting such a good play. K and I worked out our issues over spinach gnocci and burnt pizza. I gotta a better understanding of what she went through and even though she never pressed me to go I should have offered to go anyway. After we blew off steam the evening went better. The play really wiped out all the residual anger we both had. After that night we had a great weekend. Sunday was our anniversary and we christened our new mud/laundry room in the morning while k was asleep. We also had a nice time at night. I got her diamond earrings that she loved but might have to take back due to a bent clasp. She got me a titanium wedding ring that I had been talking about for a couple of years. It needs to be resized so were going to the mall to either do that or get a new style. We spent our anniversary putting up outdoor lights and moving our old couch to the garage. We finally had to get a new couch because the old one leg kept falling off and it hurt your back if you sat on it too long.
Friday my building was closed down: When I got back with my lunch the 15th floor smelled like burning plastic. No smoke, no alarm. Everyone started saying there is something wrong and just started leaving. When I got to the elevator I spoke with people that had been waiting for 5 minutes and 3 elevators had come by, all packed. So I took the stairs down to ground level. There were a few people on the stairs but not many. I walked up 13th to Market St and looked in front of the building. There was a crowd of people standing by the doors and 2 fire trucks in front of the building. I ate my lunch in front of the Marriott on Filbert and made some calls. Jeff called me and told me to go home. I went. No word on what happened.
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Date: | 2003-11-20 11:09 |
Subject: | rare post from work |
Security: | Public |
Lots of things going on. I put my foot in my mouth as normal. TRaining session yesterday with 29 new items for me to contemplate, 5 weeks + till launch and about 6 weeks worth of work, my partner is calling and wants to rebuild the server saturday, I still need to do the web site changes for out client, I plan to take 3 tests during Lotussphere in Orlando to become certified, fix K's laptop so it can once again connect to the internet, my dad's house still needs to be fixed, paper work....
K had her dye test to see if her tubes were ok she called me at work after the test. I had been working with Perla troubleshooting an error we just found and had to hurry her out to talk to K, not thinking I asked 'what's up'. Wrong thing to say to a woman pumped full of hormones. K tells me the basics, everything is ok, uterous shaped differently (but more normal) due to k being in there for 9 months stamping around. Other than that, she didn't want to talk because I answered the phone in an uncaring manner. I am stressed and don't have a sister, mother or someone else to talk to about shit storm of my issues. I cut back on LJ postings and my friendships here because I feel guilty hiding it from K but I have no one to bounce stuff off of. It's beginning to affect me more. I miss reading about my Lj friends and posting daily about crap I'm thinking about.
Joe is not in that realm of talking too, my best friend has a different point of view and I know he avoids me because of K. Plus he's in VA now working. Billy Joel voice is echoing through my mind singing "Under pressure ".... over and over again.
Tonight we are seeing a play called Urinetown. It supposed to be funny but in a dark way. My kind of show I hope.
Sunday we saw Fame. Not as good as Grease and the title song kinda slipped past you if you weren't paying close attention.
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Date: | 2003-11-03 22:36 |
Subject: | TWO updates! |
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Forgot to mention.
k got his report card today. Got E's (excellent) in math and english. The teacher has commented to K that k really show enthusiasum in learning. That made us more proud because it was the only negative comment from grade 1 was that k sometimes didn't show enthusiasum. I think because he already knew it so didn't push himself, or because his friends would have teased him if he tried harder. His b-day is next week. He has been asking for Xbox for a year so I figured why not? It's like getting Marge a bowling ball with Homer's name on it but he'll enjoy it as much as me. Tonight we finally finished Kingdom Heart for PS/2. k was jumping up and down he was so excited that we completed it. We watched the ending and really enjoyed the music and animation. Can't wait for the KHII.
Tomorrow I got in to get tested. (Me, a cup and my dirty dirty mind). K and I are offically trying to get pregnant. It took us 3 years and misscarriage of twins before we got k. K jokingly mentioned to John's wife Christie that she had considered a surrogate mother and without hesitation Christie offered to be one. K was a little stunned but said we are not there yet but thanks for the offer. It was really nice of her to offer. This weekend we are going to the pocono mountains (very big hills really) for a bit of RnR. John and Christie will be joining us. I hope to get some good pics of the leaves but I might get some of snow if you believe the forcasters.
New DVDs - Lion King, Fight Club, Snatch, Indiana Jones 3 dvd rape you in the ass pak.
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Date: | 2003-11-03 20:12 |
Subject: | If you fall off a horse |
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get the hell out of the way quick. My sister in law asked if I wanted to ride. I said sure, thinking that this was the tamest of her horses and it was just going to be on a lead. They tighted the strap and I got on, then off again real quick as she decided that I was a. too heavy b. to inexperienced or c. this saddle hurts like a mutha f'er. I landed on my ass and stayed on the side of her while she reared a bit and took the hell off into the meadow. See ya. On the way down I banged my inner thigh which doesn't show a bruise but is very sore.
Story two. We just had a 6' privacy fence built on either side of our property. Our one neighbors side had shit piles stacked really high from their 4 greyhounds and there yard looks like the Army's mortar target range. We did talk to the single neighbor next to us. She was a little put off. Mary (our neighbor) comes to the door and talks to K. She is complaining that there is now a 9" gap between fences (6" actually) and that the grass and weeds are unservicible. She would hate it if she dumped 'poison' there to kill the weeds and our dogs or son would get sick. She had gone to the township to find out her rights. She had none or she would have done something other than making veiled threats. She goes on to say her 15 year old fence is fine and doesn't need to be taken down which was our suggestion. She had a shed that finally was taken down before it collapsed and we endured weeds between her shed and the fence but never said anything. Mary goes on to say that if we had 'reputable' landscapers than they would not have dumped the gravel partly on her side of the street. She didn't like it becuase it exposed her to lawsuits if one of the neighborhood daredevils cracked his cranium on her curb. Mary also vents her spleen about how our trash (put out at the night before) is sometimes on her grass and side of the property. I had explained to her after she talked to K that it was a rare occurance since we had just cleaned out our attic and garage. K was pissed off at her attitude and the more she thought about it, and she did, a lot, the more she got pissed. K got an estimate and will take it to Mary and say that this is how much it would cost and then tell her it wouldn't do much good based on the landscaper's suggestion so she's not going to do it because of Mary's attitude. We will also inform her that if she dumps anything without our permission she will be reported to the police in the Township who K knows well. I being the softy I am tried to get K to calm down but she's not and I spoke to Mary who is a bitter divored religious woman who is a bitch. She doesn't want to listen to reason, either does my wife. So I have to side w/ my wife and hang on for a wild ride....
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Date: | 2003-10-30 21:58 |
Subject: | over due ego boost |
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My brother in law calls me. Apparently an old highschool girlfriend Terri is good friends with his sister in law. They just made the connection because Terri happened to see my bro in law's email address and recognized the last name. Terri asked if John was related. Terri told the sister in law that I broke up with her for K. She said she tried to get me back too. Both not true, I was dumped because I wasn't "Italian". Funny huh? She mentions that I used to breakdance. (Oh god, why?!?) I had/have no rythym or coordination for such things. She kindly says that I was good. Yeah, that's me a good dancer. LMAO. Here's the best part. She's married with one son. She named the son .... Eric.
That stroked my limp ego. It put me in mind of a younger sister of a guy I was on a ice hockey team before High school. Apparently this girl 3 years my jr was infatuated w/ me. I only knew because her mother talked to my mom because she had wrote my name with nail polish all over her walls. I was totally oblivious to all this. So this is what it feels like to be admired. I just need to hold off reality for a few more hours so I go to sleep with an enflated ego.
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Date: | 2003-10-30 00:29 |
Subject: | Fight Club |
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I am turning into a devoted fan of Fight Club. It's becoming my favorite movie. I search for quotes and backgrounds online. Go ahead, search google for Fight Club quotes. There's loads of sites. I haven't done that since Matrix. Even then, you never really quoted matrix. It was all eye-candy.
K needs a replacement desktop. I am steering her away from the Dell desktops and towards a small cube PC. Tigerdirect has a bunch of them.
Next week I meet with the trainer who will be teaching the Clerk's office workers how to use the application I have built for them. Only 7 people ranging from inept computer user to city employee with an attitude.
My friend Gary is down in VA. He calls tonight to tell me that there is a ice hockey rink that just went up near his apartment. He goes in and checks out the pro shop and start talking to the guy at the counter. Gary asks if they have a men's league yet. They only other customer in the shop says he has a team and asks Gary to join. His first game in Monday. Lucky bastard.
We just had lawn sprinklers put in along with lighting. During the sprinklers installation they must have cut our neighbors cable line. So now we are worried that the cable guy will be out diggin up our lawn, ruining our sprinklers, taking us out to see jousting tournaments....
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Date: | 2003-10-22 00:32 |
Subject: | Florida is life. LotusSphere bound : ) |
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Florida was warm and slow. I wish I could go more often. The baby is getting bigger and smiles all the time now. He's still a bit clingy but it's easier to get him to smile. Didn't get any really good shots w/ the camera but I might be able to find a few to post. I did watch a good movie for the first time. Fight Club. I'm not a Brad Pitt fan but the whole movie is worth watching for many different reasons. It's funny, dark and well done.
My vacation is set. Florida Keys. We have a villa rented with my sis-in-law, husband and 1 year old. I had been hoping that it would be just K and I but shit happens. Do I really think the two of us on vacation would be any different than my honeymoon? I am going to Lotussphere end of Jan 04. The first week it's work the 2nd one K and k will come down, we will meet with the other side of the family and head down for the keys. 8. hour. drive. The last 2 are photo worthy but it's the entire 8 I'm worried about. My god-nephew is not known for his sunny giggling while in the car, more for his blood curdling screaming.
November 12th. Training day on the new system. It's practically done except for some small holes you can drive a compact car through. I have to make the last scramble to fix everything. Although this whole bug in the mayor's office story is making working for the mayor more interesting.
My side work is calling me too. I have to create a application to allow them to upload photos for properties. I have something 1/4 way done but I need to update the server to r6 first. My partner is in Italy so I'm just wasting time.
k is sick w/ bronchitus. He has been fighting a fever for a few days and his cough started the day we left FL.
K has been going through a remodel phase. New fence, paver stones, walls in the front, carpet, floor. I got my attic steps put in. Looks great but I can't help feeling it's distracting us from something else.
I just got a Jeep magazine from my dealer. It's basically a ad and marketing toy for buying a Jeep. It has fantastic National Geographic quality images of different locations to take my jeep too. Hot Springs, Moab, Mountains down south.... it makes me want to cut the whole mag up and paste it on my wall to give me a good kick in the ass. Speaking of that, I'm getting frustrated with my work in general. I see my industry getting really thin in the next 5 years. I need to find a backup plan.
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Date: | 2003-10-14 00:07 |
Subject: | rolling cars and lifting bales |
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This weekend was eventful and surprisingly good. The event was my brother-in-law calling us at 6:30am and telling us a car flipped in his front yard. 3 times. Apparently the drunken 21 year old got into an arguement with his buddy in the front seat and said 'fuck you I'm crashing the car'. Then he did. Flipped the old Volvo over 3 times. It killed him and messed up his other younger passengers. Yes, they were drunk.
Saturday I helped my other bro-in-law load, drive, unload and stack 100 bales of hay.
My best friend is moving to Va because he can't find a job. Wed we are going out to grab a bite and bs over a beer.
Tuesday night my bro-in law from FL is coming to stay over for the night. He is attending a convention in Philly. After he is done and I'm done at my place we are heading to the club for dinner.
K was overly affectionate this weekend. She's been much better since we had our talk about adopting. I told her I would be ok with it and even though she is still worried about my initial reservations she accepted it.
We leave for FL Thursday night.
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Date: | 2003-09-24 21:25 |
Subject: | Averages |
Security: | Public |
118 times / year is an American fornication average. Hmmmm. Stats to back me up. Of course using logic against females leaves you frustrated AND exasperated.
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Date: | 2003-09-23 18:23 |
Subject: | Trees and Guns |
Security: | Public |
3-1=2 We now have 2 trees out back. The hurricane snapped our largest tree in the 'crotch' and down it went onto the neighbor's fence. K and I were in the middle of a game of Scrabble. When we heard a crack and heard a thud. The next day i took off from work and bought my first chainsaw! 20" homelite from HomeDepot. I'll use it on sis-in-law's property when the time comes. I only hurt myself once with my new chainsaw. Luckily it wasn't running or I'd be missing my left leg. The tooth did brusie and put a deep cut in my shin anyway. Our back yard is really empty now. The strange thing is we wanted to put a sun room on the back of the house but thought it would interfere with the tree. Now that's not an issue I think I'll look into the sun room.
On sunday K, k and I went to my Dad's house (mine really) and decided to box up stuff for the yard sale we are having this weekend. K found my dad's German Luger. I made sure the clip was empty and was trying to figure out how to make sure there wasn't a bullet chambered when I gave up after K's whining and k's crying about the gun. I put everything away and now will have to find a place outside the house to keep it. I think I might get a license for target shooting. I had seen the gun when I was real little and my dad explained that I was not touch it. Of course, ever since I saw it I looked for it all over the house but never found it. K found it in my Dad's art room in a flat cardboard box and old news papers on the floor. There was a wooden box with red felt lining at one time but that was no where to be found. We had orignally thought that the gun was in a yet undiscovered safety deposit box. This gun was really the last thing that was bothering me about my dad. He had told his brother years ago (when I was a kid) that he didn't want me getting it. Of course it meant when I was a kid but it's weird to see something part of your childhood again after all these years. It's like playing connect the dots with your current life and your childhood. I somehow feel very disconnected with my childhood.
Work is a bitch and it's coming down to the wire. Of course the client realizes that we had not spent enough time on design. They only alloted 1 week. We needed 4 weeks. Ah, well. They will get what the signed up for and I might be there for a while filling in all the blanks. All I know is that my stress level from work alone is making me consider other avenues of compensation.
K's older sister michelle, is driving her husband up the wall (as usual) but he made the comment in front of K which of course means it's exaggerated and discussed endlessly. He gives her 2 weeks to calm down or he's finding a new home. Michelle get's everything she wants, a house surrounded my woods stable, hourses, dogs, cats... and still has to bitch it's too much work. She has 6 hours to feed her little farm. It should be plenty of time but she seems to always be 'cleaning' which I think means smoking and bitching. So what does she do to make her life easier??? Buys another f'in horse. She needs help and no one has the gonads to confront her. She can change moods faster than most women and to save time she doesn't change often, she just staying a miserable bitch all the time. Breaking down her various flaws is something I can't do in front of K becasue while not as the same scale as michelle K can't play the same game. Doesn't realize it of course, doesn't understand she comes off abrasive (her co-worker quote) but denial is an excellent defensive weapon in this case. Of course she rips through mine like a wet tissue.
Venting complete.
Ok, that concludes my weekly or bi-weekly update. I wish it was more, after the next couple weeks I think I'll be able to post some more. If I could get the palm LJ client working correctly and made sure it was hidden on my palm then I'd be in bizness. dawg.
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Date: | 2003-09-13 13:56 |
Subject: | itchy |
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Well it turns out it's not poison ivy, sumac or any plant. It's chiggers. Great. Nothing to do but treat the itch. Once you got the itch, they are dead but they leave a little red itchy dot for you to remember them. The rule is always wear boots at the farm. Sandals ain't cutting it.
Up late last night working. I can't wait until this project closes. Funny thing on Friday. I'm working with a councilperson on the web site and he confides in me that they won't use the input system for legislation. Something that took a better part of a month to create. If these people had any type of clue they would have a complete system by now.
K and k are at a neighbor's b-day party so I'll have a couple of hours to work. Of course I'm spending some time w/ lj first. I like the new look, it's very corporate and plain though. If i had time I would play around with it. MTV has a new computer animated spiderman cartoon. It's excellent. People actually die and the dialog is closer to what you would expect in a comic book. They pull his look off as well as his spiderlike moves. I highly recommend it.
Rain rain go away. I need to put my hardtop back on soon. We are tooling up for a yard sale finally. I need to get rid of a lot of junk. Sunday we will head to my dad's house to pick up some clothes. Purple Heart is coming out Tue to pick up donations.
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Date: | 2003-09-09 17:00 |
Subject: | ivy |
Security: | Public |
I have a moment to post now that K and k are going to dance class. Feeling a tad guilty since I should be working *whip crack*. I need a little breather first. *Enter Herbie Vilachez*
The poison ivy on my ankles is making me consider using a gas and a match 'cure it all'.
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Date: | 2003-09-08 20:09 |
Subject: | 2 seconds of fame |
Security: | Public |
During lunch a NBC camera crew stopped my boss and I on the street. Thinking we were about to be asked about the football game tonight we listened to the ladies question. "A drug company is coming out with a pill to stop a women's period for 4 months, do think that's a good idea?" I let Jeff answer first. When it came to me i said that it's a women's decsion what to do with her body. "Yes, but do YOU think it's a good idea" I countered with, "What ever makes them happy." She laughed and we moved on. As I get in the door my wife is on the phone with her mother who doesn't believe she just saw me on TV. 1. I couldn't believe they used my clip and 2. I couldn't believe someone recognized me.
Work is slowly taking over my life. Once this project is offically over I will take up drinking or adultery to lessen the stress.
Helped out on the farm on Saturday, played on a tractor, mowed the lawn, explored their woods in back and caught poisen ivy. whoopee. HDTV is now hooked into our tv thanks to comcast. I can see the hair on people's head. Very clear.
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Date: | 2003-08-27 00:24 |
Subject: | need of mental help |
Security: | Public |
The demo went well. The city employees didn't fail me in their braying (as in jack-ass) and it should make for an intersting training session. Which I shall try not to attend. Jeff (my PM/boss) might join the Mayor's Office IT dept as a director of Domino(Lotus Notes) . He will have some power and most likely be able to keep me in the city until Jan. My company is opening up an office at 16th and market soon. I might be able to work out of their some days. The current floor I'm on is dingy, old and nasty.
My wife' older sister (queen mega bitch) is now beyond this title. Her bird bit her for the last time and after many people telling her to get rid of it, she finally found a home for it. The bird used to screech to watch people jump. The little fucker. Now the only thing that screeches is her. Pat told her to take his truck to drop her other birds off and timidly said 'Don't get mad but you'll have to get gass'. "WHAT, jESUS CRHIST, YOU DID THIS ON PURPOSE. I DO EVERYTHING AROUND HERE...." She goes on to complain about the way he is running the move. WTF? Pat and I have been busting ass for over a week nailing drywall and hauling their crap to storage. Everytime Pat asks the simplest question she yells back and acts like the mere use of breath to talk is a big incvonvience. Granted moving entails pressure but she is beyond pressure and acting like a wife or woman. Their brother is right, it's gonna get worse in a smaller house where he can't get away from her mouth. I don't see how he hasn't snapped and just leave her. I was looking forward to be able to go to their farm and relax by fishing, riding a horse, walking their trails going offroading nearby but if the bitch is there, I ain't.
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Date: | 2003-08-25 23:26 |
Subject: | Let it snow |
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Helped Pat move some stuff into storage and got my snow blower. It's huge I can do my driveway in 5 minutes. It can clear small animals too. *kidding* The chance of snowing will now be greatly reduced but I'm willing to stayed poised in my garage until that first flake hits the ground.
K has a pain in her side again. Not sure what is causing it and she won't go to the dr's. Stubborn just like the rest of the family.
k is crying at night because he can't sleep. Some nights I can talk him out of getting upset but tonight I gave in and told him to go lay with K.
My demo is tomorrow. I feel oddly ok about it even though there still more work than time. I found myself pacing in the elevator today. I never do that. I'm the laid-back one, always at ease. I need a vacation bad. It is difficult to relax w/ a family though. Worrying about k and dealing with the many moods of the other. K's sister in FL is staying there and now wants to go to the islands with us. That means no honeymoon like vacation. It wouldn't turn out like I wanted in any case.
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