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    Wednesday, February 6th, 2002
    1:30 pm
    213wsa
    Birthday was today. Nothing much special! Feels like another useless age. It'd be nice if there were things only 19-year-olds could do, like 21 year-olds, which the obvious is is the ability to buy alcohol LEGALLY.

    I even forgot it was my birthday. My sister reminded me and I was like "wtf three days then I'm 19."

    tks to brandon for being the first to say something, even though as long we have talked, i don't think he's ever told me his birthday, but if he has, he remembered mine better than i his, which makes me feel like shit.

    Current Mood: determined
    Current Music: random local h songs
    Wednesday, January 30th, 2002
    6:46 pm
    ok
    Crouching tiger, hidden dragon.

    i JUST saw that the other day. no wonder everyone said it was a great movie.

    i liked it, since it wasn't so horribly scripted, with bad acting, and the usual, shitty fighting scenes.

    it was a perfect, classic fighting/love story/type movie.
    Thursday, January 17th, 2002
    8:30 pm
    Saturday, January 12th, 2002
    12:31 am
    Hm
    Don't post much often, usually forget and too tired, but I still read.

    God, I love Full Metal Jacket. Great movie.

    I look to the sea
    Reflections in the waves spark my memory
    Some happy, some sad

    Man, rofl, I love Styx, stfu.:)

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: Come Sail Away-Styx
    Wednesday, December 26th, 2001
    9:27 pm
    If
    I could walk on water
    And if I could find some way to prove


    :)
    Monday, December 17th, 2001
    1:53 am
    I'm sorry, Amber.
    Sunday, December 16th, 2001
    10:33 pm
    Why?
    I don't like living much anymore. I kinda want to die, but then I don't.

    Everything, everyday, somehow, some way, never changes, and always runs the same.

    I.
    Can't.
    Take.
    It.
    Anymore.

    Current Mood: exhausted, destroyed, hateful
    Current Music: Silence
    Tuesday, December 11th, 2001
    10:24 pm
    Training
    Begins now.
    10:24 pm
    Training
    Begins now.
    7:07 pm
    gah
    I'm near ready to register for college(late) and have little money, let along any incentive to pick something to minor/major in.

    I hate the thought of "picking something to do."
    Saturday, December 8th, 2001
    11:15 pm
    LOL
    Haven't heard this song in forever.


    Heat of the moment-

    I never meant to be so bad to you
    One thing I said that I would never do
    A look from you and I would fall from grace
    And it would wipe the smile right from my face

    Do you remember when we used to dance?
    And incidents arose from circumstance
    One thing led to another, we were young
    And we would scream together songs unsung

    It was the heat of the moment
    Telling me what my heart meant
    The heat of the moment showed in your eyes

    And now you find yourself in '82
    The disco hot spots hold no charm for you
    You can concern yourself with bigger things
    You catch a pearl and ride the dragon's wings

    'Cause it's the heat of the moment
    The heat of the moment
    The heat of the moment showed in your eyes

    And when your looks have gone and you're alone
    How many nights you sit beside the phone
    What were the things you wanted for yourself
    Teenage ambitions you remember well
    12:28 am
    Fuck
    Little things set me off. Grr. I just can't try and control my fucking temper, and I have no idea why.

    I'm pretty sure if someone pissed me off plenty enough, I won't think twice on killing them.

    Grr, not good.

    Current Mood: confused
    Current Music: Styx-Come sail away
    Tuesday, December 4th, 2001
    1:42 am
    Rofl
    Sorry Amber, rofl...loooooooooll..that wa too good to pass up.
    1:40 am
    ROFL
    Amber, my god. LOOOLLLLLLL

    I couldn't let that comment go away like so. LOL

    I'm sorry but you got me before too! LOL
    Saturday, December 1st, 2001
    4:12 am
    Update!
    Haven't posted in a bit!

    Today was..wow. I fucking cut part, most of the tip of my finger off. I didn't get the nail, but sweet Jesus, I was crying, mainly from the peroxide being poured on it by my boss. Those open nerves and stuff HURT LIKE FUCK. I can type alright now, since it's not as bad now..and I don't use that finger to type.

    I owe Eric money(eheh i'll get it to you soon bro
    ). Sucks he was pretty much robbed. I know when 250 bucks is in my hands, that's a LOT of money to me. Even 50 bucks it, or ten.

    Brandon-I think all I wear now is Fedoras.:P

    I'm tired. 'Night.
    Thursday, November 22nd, 2001
    7:59 pm
    Hm.
    Thanksgiving was okay. Watched football with my Grandfather. It's nice spending time with him.

    If you're reading this, spend time with the person who you love, or share something with, you'll miss it when it's gone. By the way..my God..Detroit Lions are bad, but almost put it to Green Bay.

    I've forgotten how great Silverchair is, and their songs(no i'm not depressed if you read what my song is currently!!).

    Current Mood: contemplative
    Current Music: Silverchair-Suicidal Dreams
    Wednesday, November 14th, 2001
    2:52 am
    From the dead
    If I could bring anyone back from the dead right now, I think it'd be Buddy Holly.

    Current Music: Buddy Holly-That'll be the day
    2:41 am
    Hm..
    I talked to Tony tonight for a goooooddddd long time.

    It's a shame that he's depressed and given in at such an age. Hell, I was the same way that age, and am now.

    Seems like I've gotten into some rough garden of needing to be depressed to feel alive. It's not something horrible, or I'm wishing death, it's like...life hands you lemons, but you can't make lemonade.

    Tony was talking about how he always hopes, wishes..but man, I do the same, and don't seem to work much for it. Gotta stop that. Gets me nowhere, and I told him the same.

    Self-pity: I hate it, but I do it soooooo much. I'm more pissed off than gloomy and crying. I don't cry enough as well, and never once has it been tears of happiness.

    Just..wow..never realized until now that I'm seemingly always fucking depressed over miniscule bullshit laid out upon others. Live for yourself, your loved ones, help those on the way, but don't ignore them..maybe then life will be pretty cool. I'm gonna try that. Things have been looking up lately, but something just crashes it all to the ground.

    Money: We're losing our truck. It's either the house, or the truck. Heh. Step-dad is jobless still, momma is pulling most of the bills alone and on her salary. Shit, she makes 15 an hour, but not enough.

    I'm told to save for college, but how the hell can I save when I'm met with some money-needed-situation every other week, such as, pay this, that, fix this, that, yet I get yelled at for spending money to feed myself(i normally rarely eat much) at work?

    Life for us has always been so god damned bleak, but heh, one day at a time.

    I'm not depressed right now, or apathetic, which is amazing.

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: Soul Asylum-Runaway train
    1:25 am
    So close
    I've got another guitar in line, an oldddddddddd Fender. Loveeeeeee the tone of old pickups and old amps. Perfect for soul-drenching blues.

    I was gonna delete AOL after I got this AT&T; service but I said nah, AOL Plus satellite seems good.

    How you remind-this tabulature is awesome, how the whole song is progressed.

    Eh today was okay. Ordered all the shit to fix my car..320 bucks total. Not too bad.

    Chevy canceled the production of the Camaro.

    Mother fucking SUVs. I cannot stand them.

    Current Mood: contemplative
    Current Music: muddy waters-numerous songs
    Wednesday, November 7th, 2001
    3:51 am
    Kill
    KillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillyourselfKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKilleveryoneKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKilleverythingKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKill.

    Current Mood: pissed off
    Current Music: KillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKillKill
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