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apparently theres been a lack of update in this thing. i havent had much to really talk about lately. i got a 92 on my math test which kicks ass cause i got a higher grade than my tutor! haha
me: dr. aitkin, doesnt it kick ass that i got a higher grade than Will?
Aitkin: (says something about soccer) what'd you say about gas?
anyway so dispite the lack of important events, im going to disney on saturday with my baby! ahh its gunna be wonderful. =D we're gunna ride every single ride together... lol baby! anyway yeah so that should kick ass and i should have fun. just kickin it with my baby in orlando at disney. yum. i needa go buy shorts for this wonderful event. actually i have to exchange the ones i got cause i hate them and they're too big and i hate it when i cant find 0s. i hate it. grr.
i have nothing else to write about. i just wanted to say that im going to disney. oh yeah, i get paid on friday! =D
nanight!
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| fast weekend |
[04 Apr 2004|09:44pm] |
so i had tons of tests last week and it was great. i loved it. especially friday cause i had 4. that was wonderful. but yeah, i spent all friday with my baby and we went to see walking tall. it was good but tooooo short! at the end, i was like 'wtf thats it?' so then we went and chilled at marble slab and my brother called and we had a sudden change in plans to go to baywalk and see hellboy. so we went to mike's house and waited for him and another kid to show up. and then we left his house around 10:15 and floored it all the way to baywalk. we got there a lil late but oh well! that movie was okies but too long. i think it was over two hours or something, i forget. but then we couldnt find the car so my brother pressed the panic button and we started to follow the sound... we couldnt find it so we got back on the elevator and rode up and down. couldnt find it so we split up. me and my baby found it and a lil while later mike and that kid found us. and it took my brother 30492 years to find us. so on the freeway mike was hanging out the window trying to put one of the comic books they gave us under the windshield wiper while my brother was doing 80... we lost one comic book and then i think he gave up on the second one. we made it to my baby's house and i kissed him goodbye and fell asleep with my pillow in the back seat all the way home!
and saturday night i went to work late cause i went shopping and bought a pair of shorts. today after church i bought another pair of shorts, flip flops, and a beater. i didnt have any shorts so i had to go get some cause yeah hot weather's coming... or should be here or something. anyway i should go do something productive.
love you baby!
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| just wanted to say |
[01 Apr 2004|11:57pm] |
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wow spring break has been wonderful so far. but now i miss my boyfriend. this is sad. i spent all day with him yesterday. took him to burger king and he bought us breakfast. chilled for a lil while then we went to see starsky and hutch. my brother came and met up with us, we went home and just chilled in my house. i actually forget what we did when we got home. but later that day i ordered dominos... then my brother and mauricio went and fixed my fence while me and lil jeff tried to clean up outside a lil bit... then we made a fire out back, it was wonderful. from the front of my house, it looked like my whole house was on fire... good times. it got really big really fast but it took a while to start it. we used alcohol and hair spray too... keke it was fantastic. then we took showers and ate dinner and chilled for the rest of the night. my baby ended up staying the night because of certain circumstances. i woke him up at 2am and it was great cause he looked like he was lost. and then i woke up at 8am to wake him up and we cuddled the whole day until like 2 LOL. then we had to get ready and he had to go home.... and now im miserable and i miss him!
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| spring break |
[19 Mar 2004|11:01pm] |
hmm i went and chilled with my baby today, for the whole day. it was bout time cause this week was hell. i had 34983294809328498 tests and all this work due this week. i hate the end of the 6 weeks. grr... but at least its spring break and i get a week off. the downside of that is that i wont get to see my baby all the time, and i cried about that already. haha. anyway... yeah so he loved all his wonderful presents and he had no idea i had baked him cookies... christian ate them all tho lol. and heres some pix to remind you all that... I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!!
mi amor... nuestro amor nunca morira. te amare para siempre
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| back to school again |
[14 Mar 2004|05:28pm] |
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this weekend was so unproductive. yesterday i took a nap in the middle of the day because i took some meds, so by the time i woke up, i had to get ready and leave for work. then i got home, i talked to my baby for the rest of the night and fell asleep! i didnt get to spend any time with him at all this weekend which really sucked but ill see him tomorrow. i hate weekends where we dont see eachother. baby i love you so much. but next weekend is his birthday and... haha it'll be..... amazing haha. i got him the titest watch and im finishing up the scrapbook for these 3 months... and another surprise.keke i should really go and finish my journals. i was doing them on friday during 6th period because i went to the library so i could run up to dr. aitkin's room and see my baby so dr. aitkin could make fun of me, seeing as how that's what he likes to do... my cavorka? ionos... haha.. so im still trying to figure out which science i wanna take: psysics, chem or bio.... alexa help me. imma take a standard level. i dont know which... forms are due by wednesday. anyway i just wanted to come and update this because i hardly update anymore. te amo, mi amor!
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| this shoulda been posted a month ago |
[09 Mar 2004|08:27pm] |
these are the prettiful things i got for valentines day from my baby
which i wear every day
that're dead and dried up. i have the roses themselves sitting in a carefully selected spot in my room.
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| waited long enough? |
[06 Mar 2004|04:57pm] |
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a long awaited update! hmm. nothings new haha. well acutlly Mauricio came over last night and we chilled. went swimming, i made him sushi and we watched a part from finding nemo. it was great. i love when we spend the day together haha. i havent gotten paid at work in about 3 weeks and so tonight im gunna get that money so i can go blow it tomorrow at the mall with Mauricio, but he doesnt know hes coming with me yet. yesterday when we went swimming he shivered the whole time. yes he did. but he wouldnt get out cause i wasnt cold and he wanted to stay in with me.
josh is having a poker night tonight and i would go... keke. even tho, im not invited. but i have to work. next time huh joshua? can i borrrow some money? yeah me and alyssa are definitely going to come over for poker night the next time. we'll make it a strip poker night. jonny, you wear 9480398409 jackets? noo, strip poker is supposed to be funnnnnnn... haha alyssa 'i cheated!'
so look at my xanga. its prettiful because my prettiful boyfriend made it for me. he did everything cept the banner, i definitely did that. im so artistic with artsy stuff. yeah definitely am. so spring break's coming up in about 2 weeks and im excited. i get to spring break. yes! josh is leaving tho so no josh for a whole week and a half. grr. hopefully ill get to see my baby for most of it tho. that would kick ass. yes it would. i love this hot weather business, its so great. its not too hot and its just right. thats right, i sound like goldie locks.
today i did absolutely nothing, i woke up at 11, did nothing for an hour. did some laundry, talked to Mauricio, and then took a shower and went to get boba tea. yummy. boba tea roxxers my boxxers. yes!
i have to go to work soon. i hope you kids liked my update. sollies, when i have something more to write, i will.
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| la la la |
[16 Feb 2004|04:32pm] |
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my valentines day was wonderful. thank you baby!
mmm me and my procrastination... on saturday, on the way to Mauricio's house i had to stop by the mall to get his cologne haha. =) but he loved it, i know he did. and i do too. mmm i LOVE my dog tags baby =) they're so..... pretty! i think ill keep them haha! yeah my baby got me dog tags, a bigger one that has our initials and a smaller one with our anniversary. i love you baby! so saturday we just stayed in, we werent really in the mood to go out anywhere, but it was wonderful. i had dinner at his house and we watched the ring. then we just watched some tv and... la la we cuddled. (whats another word for cuddling?) i didnt want to leave... i love you baby. i love you so much.
mmm yeah and today... erica calls me and is hysterical b/c looks like lisa was talking shit about her and all this shit is so mixed up. i wish i could do something but i think lisa needs to keep her mouth shut and not talk shit about her. its funny how we were all so tyte and me and erica left the studio and now shes gotta talk shit. wtf. grr.
im kinda sleepy... i think ill go take a nap.
i love you baby
ps: we gotta get boba soon. i want boba, baby!
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| my first valentine |
[14 Feb 2004|09:38am] |
from: Mauricio
to: Me
hey baby, i love you, Happy Valentine's Day...im glad to be your first ever Valentine...you're only my second one, but the only one whose ever mattered...your coming over today and i cant wait to see you..baby, its almost our second month too, im soo happy, i only love you more and more everday baby, you're perfect, and thats all truth...ill never let go of you, not only because i dont want to, but because its something i cant even do...its impossible to let go of that one chance you get in life, you're that chance, that special person, that brings me happiness...and that's you...ive seen this over our three years...you've been in my life for three years, through good and bad, you've influenced me and have helped me, but i also own scars that our relationship has given me...but now they dont matter and i actually am glad to own them because all of those things happened and what we have is our outcome...thank you baby, you're the best, no matter what other words say, and thats my promise...dnt ever worry baby, im a man of my word, and that word is that ill take care of you...of you're hurt, then im hurt, and your tears are my tears...ill take care fo you, i promise...now lets keep going on baby, lets never stop, we cant ever stop because our love is endless..its up to you and me baby, and i trust us that we can do this...i love you...
thank you baby.. words can never say how much you mean to me. and those times i make you upset i wish they'd never happen. the times we've been through, thick and thin, helped us become what we are today. i wouldnt trade us for anything in the world and ill always be by your side. this is my promise to you. ill love you forever; until the end of time. ive had so many problems the past three years of my life and you helped me through it all. even when we had problems. we'd help eachother. i've cared for you always and i never wished bad on you. i always hoped for the best for you, even when it seemed like i hated you... any other person would have given up on me because of the way i treated them. and even you, a couple of months ago, treated me the way i needed to be treated. im sorry for the things ive caused you and the scars ive made. you thank me for giving you a chance. but baby im the one that should be thanking you. thank you for giving me the chance to love you. thank you for giving me the chance to say i love you and mean it. thank you for bringing happiness to my life. thank you for giving me hope. thank you for making me smile. thank you for making me laugh. thank you for caring about me. thank you for trusting me and being honest with me. thank you for accepting me. and most of all baby. thank you for loving me.
Happy Valentines day
Te quiero, te amo, te adoro. Con todo mi corazon. Para siempre.
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i got off the phone with Mauricio a lil while ago. i should be studying but i cant seem to. i hate it. i cant keep my eyes on the book. id rather sleep... grr... i miss sleeping. i have a B in chem and a D in precalc. yay! ill bring that D up to a C tomorrow if i study... i need a 68... and theres no way i can get a B. this is sad... oh well. i dont give a shit at this point. after tomorrow i wont have to worry about anything.
on a brighter note:
my baby got me a rose... keke. im getting it tomorrow. w00p. i like roses. i can get used to this rose thing baby, i love it. i love you! but baby, whats with the song on your xanga? its sad... =( thats silly. (haha alyssa...'silly')
i needa go study...
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| monday again |
[09 Feb 2004|05:16pm] |
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monday again. but im looking foward to the end of the week, i know this week'll go by fast with FCAT and my baby coming to my 5th per and me going to his the next day and saturday's gunna be wonderful. haha =) i just needa go shopping. grr... baby why wont you tell me what you got me? grr you're good at keeping secret games... i hate that, i wanna know. grr.
mmm oh well
imma go take a nap or something now.
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| i wanna know! |
[05 Feb 2004|08:53pm] |
i wonder what im getting for valentines day. but someone wont tell me. grr. i have to find out soon...... i wanna know so bad!!!!!
by the way baby. i love you. and im better than you. and.... you're so gullible haha. i trickeded you! and you fell for it. and i wanna see you right now!
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| my bologna has a first name |
[04 Feb 2004|03:39pm] |
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i've been real lazy the past couple of weeks. school blows and im sick of it. not much's changed since last semester, cept that i have my baby and everything seems to go by faster i guess. my chem class got really easy all of a sudden, but theres an ass load of homework. i only did half of it. precalc is the same shit as always. i could care less about dr. aitkin. he yelled at me for having playdough the other day. good times. uhm.... ionos everything's just really easy but i hate not having SAT prep anymore. that shit was so easy. i heard they have it a lot harder this semester. supposedly they actually have to work for a grade. we didnt.
im not working tonight b/c they wanted me to work friday in stead. im not going to have a weekend this week. but next week ill have one and thats all that matters to me. all i care about actually, is getting paid. i need cash quick. i gotta go get some stuff this weekend and i dont have any cash and grr.
hmm... so tonight i have to study my for history cause i have a test in there tomorrow and i wasnt really paying attention when we took notes one day so im kinda behind. and my notes are so shitty that i cant read them. good times. i have to read some parts in the book too, b/c hes being a bitch and didnt give us all the info and expects us to read his insane 390493849 page reading assignments. then i have to study for ITGS, and i have to find an article for drivers ed. monday i have a research paper for history due that i havent even looked at yet. i dont know where my instruction sheet is b/c i havent organized anything. i have bunches of notebooks and tests next week. hmph. i hate end of the 6 weeks. it suxxors.
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| always thinkin of ya... |
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i just wanted to say that i love you baby, no matter what...thx for the CD baby, im listenin to it right now...wese finally got a song/CD...
te amo
-mauri
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[01 Feb 2004|01:21pm] |
x. I am: cute
x. I want: krispy kreme
x. I have: a boyfriend
x. I wish: i was sleeping
x. I hate: fakes
x. I miss: good times
x. I fear: failure
x. I hear: my baby telling me he loves me
x. I search: for answers
x. I wonder: whats in store for us in the future
x. I regret: nothing
x. I love: the 'crew' and my baby
x. I ache: i dont
x. I always: think of him
x. I am not: fake (dewd alyssa, i love you for not being fake)
x. I dance: i used to
x. I sing: in the shower in the mornings haha
x. I cry: i did on friday night
x. I am not always: serious
x. I write: about love
x. I win: my baby's heart
x. I lose: i lost my mind, a long time ago
x. I confuse: everyone
x. I should: do my homework
x. Three things you are often complimented for: the fact that i dont follow crowds, the relationship i have with my boyfriend, my confidence, my humor, baby says 'you're hot'
x. You get embarrassed when: depends
x. What upsets you: school, stupid people, grr, change of plans, things not going my way
x. You keep a diary: i dont have one, i have LJ and xanga
x. You like to cook: i just did!
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: my baby knows all
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: yes but i always know its fast and it doesnt work for me, im always late regardless
x. You bite your fingernails: i used to
x. You believe in love: most def
Who is...?
x. The prettiest person of the opposite sex you know: me! and me! and me! no... just kidding... i love my baby
x. The weirdest person you know: too many
x. The loudest person you know: alyssa besides me... ahh haha we're so goofy together grr... cookie pals!
x. Your closest friends: alyssa, joshua, mauricio, the eb, chantal, correy... grr correy you need to call meeh
x. The person that knows the most about you: my baby
x. Most boring teacher: no one specifically comes to mind, i just sleep in everyone's class all the time
What is?
x. Your most overused phrase on AIM: haha
x. Last image/thought you go to sleep with: the last image would be.... my outfit for the next day. my thought is my baby
x. Your best feature: my personality
x. Inside joke: many many
x. Take a shower everyday: of course
x. Have a (any) crush (es): my one and only
x. Think you've been in love: i am
x. Want to get married: yes
x. want any tattoos/where?: nope
x. want any Piercings/where?: my nipples.... keke
x. Get along with your parents:sometime
When you see this name you think of...
x. Ryan: white boy
x. Rob: even more white boy
x. Stephanie: stephanie phan
x. Heather: slut
x. Aaron: idiot
x. Amy: druggie
x. Eve: adam
x. Jon: john john
x. Alex: i hate alex kaye
x. Justin: lil justin
x. Ricky: white trash
x. Jack: be nimble
Screen Names: uRlIlcHynADoll, xlangnoyx
Natural Hair Color: black
Current Hair Color: black
Eye color: dark dark brown, almost black
Favories
Number: 17
Color: black and red and white and... i think thats it
Day: fridays (you're right alyssa)
Month: december
Song: too many
Food: chinese derr
Season: my birthday
Drink: water
Veggie: i like celery
Preferences
Cuddle or make-out?: fucking
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate?: coffee
Milk, dark, or white chocolate?: dark
Vanilla or chocolate?: uhm.... i like chocolate
In the last 24 hours have you...
Cried?: mmm i got teary eyed
Helped someone?: always
Bought something?: nope, no $$
Gone to the movies?: nope
Gone out for dinner? nope
Said I love you??: i just did!
Written a real letter?: nope
Talked to an ex?: yep
Missed an ex?: nope
Written in a journal?: does this count?
Had a serious talk?: last night
Missed someone?: yes
Hugged someone?: my mommy?
Kissed someone?: my mommy
Fought with your parents?: yes, already
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[22 Jan 2004|02:54pm] |
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i got home a lil while ago. went to lunch at wendy's with jason and the eb. im so tired. last night i started looking over my notes for davis and fell asleep kinda and my mom walks in my room about 12:30 and asks me if i want meds, i said yes. she asked me who the rose was from. her first guess being josh... i told her the truth and she didnt seem to mind. fun times. so from 12:30 till about 3:30 i kept dozing and waking up. not fun. finally at 3:30 i decide to stand up (so i dont fall asleep) and read my notes. it worked. i took some more meds, got ready for bed real quick and turned out the lights. i hate school. i think i got pretty good on my test tho. =D
tonight i think i have to go to work. i have to work for the next three nights which sux ass. doesnt really matter tomorrow tho, i cant chill with my baby anyway. hes got a game and well, i didnt work last night so imma work tomorrow night. i think a buncha my spanish shit is due tomorrow but i havent started on it. i dont know when imma do it and im hoping my baby'll help me. she never told me it was due tho... she only told him. grr. i miss him already. garsh.
last night/today is chinese new years. im getting money. yay.
im going to start homework or nap or something.
baby te quiero. me llamas ahorita?
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| one month |
[21 Jan 2004|04:51pm] |
and heres the beautiful rose my baby got me for our one month...
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