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Monday, March 18th, 2002
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10:14 pm - pie crust, happiness
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i think i'm happy lately. nasb played a show, but our set was really short, we need more music. time. takes time. show may 3! awesome.
whenever i eat pie, i really like the crust and want more. so today i finally decided (having thought of it before) to make a crust. just a crust. we had no crisco, so i had to go get some. then i made crust. it was very easy, only took 8 mins to bake (i hate how stuff takes so long to bake). it was great. nobody seems to really understand why this simple thing is so important to me.. i no longer have a desire to eat plain crust. next time i eat a pie i will be able to more thoroughly enjoy the pie without wanting more crust. but that's not the important part. i can't explain why it's so important to me.. i think i have issues.
i still hate people. there's a comfort in being automatically disdainful and hating someone, like you can automatically shut yourself off and you don't care about them because you hate them. i don't hate all people, though.
i really really like alkaline trio. the fact that they sing about drinking a lot, and they sing about how lazy and apathetic they are.. i like that. musically htey are unoriginal - easy, four chord wonders - but the style.. it's good. i love the content mostly: "and like an empty sterile room / somehow i make a mess / like watching newborn babies crack / from work related stress" what the fuck does that mean? who knows "sorry i'm late / i was out spoiling my liver / i couldn't wait / the sun was up for far too long today / and i can't see straight / but the two of you look awfully pretty" and mk ultra's morbid lyrics are appealling too.
issues..
current mood:  apathetic
current music: Alkaline Trio - Cooking Wine
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| Saturday, February 16th, 2002
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2:59 pm
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hi!!
our new project:
add your interests to our profile. (click on "Personal Info" under "Your Settings" on the menu)
how fun!
>_< hehe
byebye
kat
current mood:  thirsty
current music: running away - hoobastank
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| Saturday, February 2nd, 2002
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3:30 pm - oh yeah
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oh yeah that was josh. and i should clear things up someone said it sounded like i like her, but i don't, i just really love friends.
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3:24 pm - hmm
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i don't know. why don't you ienlighten us?
yo go here: http://www.anti-flag.com/anti-flag/911forpeacestatement.html
and read that, then listen to the song "911 For Peace" it's a beautiful song. i'm listening to it for the 4th time in a row
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH my head's going to explode because i'm about to try and wriet a stupid paper on "all quiet on the western front" aqotwf arg the book was alright but i don't think it deserves a paper written on it. the "lost generation" and their "loss of innocence" that'll be my theme.
woohoo first jazz thinger last night, it was at Penndale. i didn't hear any other bands. it was good to play, though, but i realized that performing was really boring. i dont' think i've ever been bored doing any sort of stage performance (tho we were in the pit) before. and i got to see marissa! i haven't seen her in so long. then i slept over at bryans house, but he had to try out for wind ensemble so i went with him, but he was tehre for like 3 hours so i left with marissa and went back to her house - i got to ehr house like 9am, i wouldn't normally even be up then. so we ate breakfast (i'd already eaten) and talked and half watched "castaway". then we walked to bryans house it was a nice walk, a bit cold, but she couldn't cross the train tracks then go down the hill and all that with the shortcut so i had to carry her, but she's like 80 lbs. and then we got to bryan's house, but he wasn't there yet and his mom was but i didn't want to bother her so we went outside and kind'a walked but found a camera (that i'd foudn the night before) in the street and smashed it to little bits and peices. well, i did. she watched and helped me decide what to smash. it was fun. we saved some cool peices. i dropped a brick on a little lens and it shattered neatly it was cool. so destructive i am.. then we were really cold and went inside bryan's house and his mom left to get him from the hs, and me and her just sat around talking and playing guitar (well, i played, she wouldn't coz she only knows a couple song) 'till bryan got home, but then my mom came to take me away. ah it'll probably be a long time until i see her again... unless w hang out tonite but i don't know where coz not at her house or mine, or anybody that i've talked to..
there's somethign magical about the morning. i mean.. when hanging out with someone at ngiht you're just hanging out.. but the morning is magical. the fact that it's morning and you're tired and are just sitting there eating breakfast.. it seemed so natural, even tho i hadn't seen her in a long tiem (she's in 9th grade at pd, and hardly ever has time to hang otu, she rides 3x a week and every day in the summer), just sitting there in her kitchen eating breakfast and whatnot. ah good friendships never die... they don't even fade away. they just go on hiatus.
ahh god this anti-flag song is so good - "isn't everybody tired of the fighting? isn't everybody tired of the killing? isn't everybody tired of the dying? isn't everybody tired of the hatred? vilence? fighting? killing? dying?" and "i don't want to die / i don't want to kill / we are all human / it's time to prove it" and "When you see someone down - now is the time to pick `em up / Set our difference aside and never look back!"
oh one other link, to my songs:
http://www.angelfire.com/super2/ack2 click "losign sleep" (a pop song) and if you want anti-institutional but that recording sucks i gotta re-do it now that i know how.
anti-flag.. oh man. oh man. i don't know what else to say. hasta luego
current mood:  tired
current music: Anti-Flag - 911 For Peace
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| Wednesday, January 30th, 2002
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4:20 pm
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".....ahhhhh.... (relaxed sigh)
current mood: tired, relaxed, pleased......."
why does that not sound *RIGHT* to me?!?
*evil smirk*
current mood:  amused
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4:13 pm
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yeah josh!!! that was a kikkin partay
preston plays the hero was pure awesome-ness!!! MEH!!
--k--
current mood: thirsty
current music: kittie - severed
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| Saturday, January 26th, 2002
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11:39 pm - ahhhhhhhh... (relaxed sigh)
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hey.. the last kid just left, the party was really good - and to think i almost wanted to not be here for it.. stupid bryan if i had not been here it would've been to hang out with him because he didn't want to come. he should have it was a lot of fun - haha Preston Plays the Hero came it was cool i was just sitting around my house and *woah* a band shows up. and the kids in it and the girls they brought were cool. and ric invited a good group of people.. jenn you should've come. in fact, you all should've come, if you didn't know about it then.. you should call me randomly and be like "josh what's happening?" and i would tell you what's happening. hmm i should've invited bonnie especially since i'm supposed to randomly call her. i didn't want to, though, coz i thought matt was coming (bonnie is his ex girlfriend) but that probably would'a been fine, and matt didn't come either. neither did chris.. or kacy (who i didn't talk to coz she was with chris), or bryan who went to laura's coz laura didn't want to come either. oh well it was fun because most of the people there were people who randomly showed up and i didn't even really know, so it was pretty neat.
ahh.. i'm very relaxed and tired in a good way right now, and calm and peaceful and happy and ... ahhh FUCK i love music. music music music it just fills me up and when it's not there i feel fine but when it is there i feel so FULL as if without it the world would be dull, grey, blank, empty, drab.
well i downloaded the LiveJournal program deal but it's weird typing into a little box on my screen instead of a web site.
Green Nuns of the Revolution - awesome goa trance (electronica [techno])
ahhhhh.... (relaxed sigh)
current mood: tired, relaxed, pleased
current music: Green Nuns of the Revolution - Octofunk
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| Friday, January 18th, 2002
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3:39 pm - re: the cat
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ok josh, one day you were sitting there in social studies rubbing your chin, and you said "it's too bad you don't have hair on your face." and i said "ok" in my 'what are you talking about' voice. and then you proceded to inform me that it feels like a cat on your face, and then you rubbed your face for a long time. although that story about throwing the cat was very nice as well...
i love you all!
jedds meeps
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1:14 pm
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aww small children are so cute. i want one! not right now. but some day. *giggles and sighs*
kawaii.......!
luv
k
current mood: *awwwwww*
current music: your song - yay ewan mcgregor
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| Sunday, January 13th, 2002
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5:32 pm
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oops forgot to add mood and music. mk ultra is so beautiful.. i want to cry at it's beauty
current mood:  relaxed
current music: MK Ultra - Heavy Weather
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5:26 pm - cat, london, coffee bar
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whats this about a cat? what are you talking about? the only time i think i ever had a cat on my face was when my brother JJ brought a cat home and instead of making it live in the little powder room i let it live in my bedroom. and i slept on the floor, on a little flip out bed/chair dealio, and it slept on my head. in my hair with its claws, and on my face. it was cute. i threw it. it came back. i threw it. it came back. et cetera, all thrugh the night..
*cough* why is my cough not going away? lets move to london! i wanna live in london in a little apartment and go to college and play guitar on the streets for money in my spare time, in addition to a part time job as a bar tender in a grubby pub. or i could stick to the plan of living at home for free, as long as i'm going to college it's free. and they pay for college! i think. apparently a two room apartment on main street (in lansdale, o' course) is only some $500 a month and if four people are living there that's really cheap. bryan, sarah, me, and soem as-yet-unnamed person. who needs a box? that's a very good idea - a box city.
THIS IS A FUCKING AWESOME IDEA: imagine this: downstairs, a coffee on the right bar that serves coffee, sandwiches, soup, and light snacks. round small tables, and some larger booths along the back wall, with candles on the table. a small slightly raised stage to the left when you walk in, where the store window would be (it's been painted over with black). every friday, saturday, and sunday night there is a featured band and perhaps a few other groups and then open mic for the rest of the night. in the back left is a staircase (or wherever) that goes up and down. in the basement.. i haven't decided yet. on the second floor is a pool table, a foosball table, a chess table, a computer or two with per-the-hour internet access (by the front window, which isnt' full length, but small windows at normal window height). a few comfortable chairs and couches in the back, in the back left (unless it conflicts with the stairs) is a corner couch with a table with books and magazines. a third floor that remains un-rennovated, coz i haven't yet decided what goes there. perhaps no third floor, same with the basement - the basement might serve as a venue to hold local shows or whatnot, or the coffee shop could be cleared out - or the basement could serve as the recording studio for the future local record label. the whole thing is run as a non-profit organization, funded by donations until it becomes self sufficient getting money from: internet access, selling food/drinks, cover charge when ppl play (a few bucks), pool table (a few quarters). that's my dream thing to make in the future. 6 years, perhaps.
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| Friday, January 11th, 2002
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10:44 pm - if i could talk i'd tell you
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my chin itches. how tragic. if only i had a cat on my face like josh...yeah that's right. i love you kat! central park here we come, with our potted plants and other such whatnot! and don't forget the lysol! it's smelly up there. i'm gonna step on the wee irish woman. mwahahahahahahahaha!
g'night,
jedds meeps
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3:59 pm
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hi everyone!!! i smell like pool! mm
love,
kat
current mood: chlorinerific
current music: american pie --don mcleeeeeeean
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| Wednesday, January 9th, 2002
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9:05 pm
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8:30 pm
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eeee!!! i love you jedds. your poor mother though... hahaha you're a ho! j/k but if you wanna, i'll move to central park with you. i'm gonna bring a big rubbermaid hamper-bin thinger, with a lid, so i can just pop right in when it rains. and i'll bring some spam. wait, i've never had spam! is it nummy? hehe does anyone even know? so nevermind, i'm bringing a potted plant and some air fresheners. it's all about the atmosphere anyway, right? right.
weeeeeeeeeeeeee let's start a box-city in central park!!
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aaah why is my dad such a fleeping SPAZ?! he flips if i leave my freaking light on for 2 minutes when i'm not in there. and god forbid i change the tv channel (WHEN HE'S ASLEEP AND SNORING). he wakes up and screams youbetterchangeitrightbackorelse. eek i think he has male pms or whatever they call it now. buh.
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to quote mindy from buttons and mindy(that old animaniacs cartoon!)
okay, i love you, buh-bye!
kat
ps-mrrow
current mood: giggly
current music: i'll catch you-the getup kids
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4:03 pm - "Are you on speed?"-love my mom
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i really think my famiy doesn't like me very much. i'm moving into a box in central park. anyone care to join me?
love,
jedds meeps
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| Monday, January 7th, 2002
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6:37 pm - Kat, you are a genius of modern marvels
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hahaha that sounded cool. i forgot how much fun this thing is! i love it! i write random things in it! was i the one who said "vive la mushrooms?" of course, who else would say such a thing unless they were being like me, which would also be acceptable cuz everyone needs to be a little crazy every now and then. arghles. that's a new expression. i like it. is it only monday? gosh darn that sucks. my mommy just gave me a lecture. i think she was trying to tell me that i'm a flirt. hmmmmmm. that's interesting. she's like "you're very "open" with your friends" and i was like "mmmmkay?" and she's like "nevermind" and then i just laughed cuz my mommers is a silly kid. mwahahahaha. it's not my fault that i lack advanced social skills such as talking in a mature manner and not laughing like (and i quote) "a screaming fish woman" love my dad. now what a screaming fish woman is is beyond me, but i was very insulted and disconcerted when i heard this, so i vowed not to talk ever again. but then i did cuz i like to talk. oooops. i tried. yay, i think i convinced shawn that i'm not really a bitch, i just pretend and unless you know me you might think i really am. i'm not a bitch am i? please tell me the truth...argh. i like to know what people really think about me, because i'm pretty sure i have a very diluted sense of that. pretty pointsettia. why does everyone hate me. argh. do they really hate me, or do i just THINK they hate me. another question for the ages. did we have any homework? i love all quiet on the western front. it's really good guys. if you read it with an open mind and get over the fact that it's confusing, in the present tense, poorly translated, and rather long, it's a really really really good book (except i still think that my ending is better! anyone remember that from 7th grade (or was it 8th grade?)) I worked so hard on that...and i really like my To Kill a Mockingbird project too. i liked those projects. except for the specialty project, cuz i definitely got a terrible grade on it. but i brought rocky to school, so that was fun. mwahahahahaha. ahh, the nogaminator. those were the good old days. i should go memorize my lines. aww, i just got de ja vu of sitting in my little corner of room 4 next to a big plant and behind dave and in front of das blooms, and reading the weekly journal entry for my little maroon journal...i really miss that. oh well. ha, i babble so. kick me. pinch me. mwahahahahahahahahahahaha. good night. wait, it's 6:51. nevermind. good riddance? no, that reminds me of that sad song and plus it sounds mean. alright, we're going australian...g'day
love,
jedds meeps
p.s. it's people like me with these big long messages that make people NOT participate in this journal. i apologize.
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5:25 pm - random thoughts on a first post
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hey, my first post, interesting.. don't have any idea who else is using this journal 'cept what i could figure out from the email kat sent me. the 'current music' isn't long enough to list all the bands i'm listening to in shuffle in winamp. at this moment it's me first. woohoo for punk! hmm i dunno 'bout them nofx-ers but i guess i can't judge music based on the people who play it. i'm sick! but not as sick as i was sunday. my temperature was going up and down as if on a roller coaster, but i haven't checked it in a good 6 hours or something like that so won't say. damn weather, can't it just snow outright instead of pretending to snow a lot then getting warm but not warm enough to be warm, just 34 degrees so snow melts and it's still fucking cold when you go outside.
started reading 'all quiet on the western front' it's pretty boring but not bad. EVERYONE READ THE BOOK "Enders Game" IT IS SO GOOD! i haven't read it in a long time but think i should like to get it again, in fact, read the series i think i only ever read the first one. IT IS SO GOOD!
haha "stand by me" now. woohoo for oldies, i think i'll scrap the punk and listen to some otis redding. "when a man loves a woman.."
well this post is getting too long for a first post. hasta
josh/jonas
current mood: apathetic
current music: me first and the gimme gimmes - "don't cry for me argentina"
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4:57 pm - heyheyhey
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heehee hey. *is wearing mickey mouse gloves*
just wanna say miss y'all *discovers how difficult it is to type with gloves on*
Wasn't the snow lovely?! so pretty. so yummy. i know it, i just know it, we're due for a gigantic blizzard this year!! it's been long enough... *crosses her fingers and toes*
mmmmk then.
lots of love,
kat
current mood:  curious
current music: bloodhound gang - the ballad of chasey lain
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3:31 pm - I miss you . .
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Hey You Guys!
OMG! i miss you all so much . . . like when was the last time we all got together and just hung out . . o right! new years . . I mean before that . . we really should do that again soon. OK? Well I'm at Green Room rehersal for Daisy Head Maisy AHHH this is ric bwahahahahha!! i'm inside erica's head. no, help! this is erica, he's taken cont - ha, stop that erica. i have control of your brain now... and forver!!!!
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