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[24 Feb 2002|03:51am] Well I started to get a panic attack a few hours ago.But I was tired so I forced myself to go to bed while it wasn't to bad so I slept through it. Right before I fell asleep t started to hurt. Ugh oh well... 2 Attempts to| relate

[23 Feb 2002|05:41pm] 1605 Baybee relate

[23 Feb 2002|07:45am] I had this really long weird dream last night. I started dating Emily [Matt's ex-girlfrined, blond big tits really pretty a girl tony would have sawed his leg off for] But yeah I had this huge ass draem that we were togeter and then I was helping this guy I knew named Josh who's like 10 years older than me to steel technology secrets from some computer company. And then emily called me and well theres no rael point to this dream. It wasn't a sex dream because all we did was make out but still odd. I don't know why I would have dreamed about her of all people. I mena I was talking to morgan a good deal last night so why not about her? It's just odd. I was planning on talking to Heather today also but forget it. I'm sure there is no point. I just guess someone triggered something in me last night that prooves that her bs is rather obvious and maybe im not the only one that knows it. That she's degrading herself and her bitch is horrible for her. It's time I guess I give up on her.... Oh well... relate

[22 Feb 2002|07:33am] I really hate that I have the ability to put a logo together for someone else in 2 seconds and yet I can't come up with an imbalanced logo.. relate

[22 Feb 2002|06:37am] In good news, I'll be heading up 1605.com soon =) I wll represent that 1605 shit properly ;D relate

[22 Feb 2002|04:41am] A few a few weeks ago a close friend told me that I should write more. White more music, more lyrics, more poetry. Well I think they were wrong. I think I'm better silenced... I mean, ok I get the point. I shouldnt have joined the community so I erased my post and left. I wouldn't want to constrict her expression. Maybe I wanted her to see it, maybe I figured she wouldn't see it. I mean fuck she has what 90million people on her friends list. I don't know. Like everythough else in the end it really doesn't matter... Ive written 4 poems since my sophmore year of highschool when I stopped. I think it's time for another very long hiatus from it. Oh well At least I have The KottnMouth Kings and 1605 bands to make me mily happy... Even though I have Iaido class very soon. I know weveryone in this world makes mistakes, but why do I tend to make more and more and more... relate

[21 Feb 2002|07:09pm] As the light fades away The pale shades look hollow Dim lights lead the way No warmth will now follow As the light fades to grey the fear will continue As the hunter draws near to seek what's within you As the light slowly decays With the dreams of tomarrow The absense of self The void and the sarrow As the light is mow dead Alone in this sleep Tears frozen cold With the secrets we keep As the light is reborn With the new day abloom The darkness creeps up A new impending doom Please excuse how horrid it is. I'm currently on an airplan back home... I actaully drew a picture a few months ago that I guess is what this is about. It was of a decaying tree. Um yeah, Ill shut up now. Also I got msn messanger just a bit ago cuz i was really bored. My name is kyorai or kyorai@hotmail.com. Its kinda retarded they make you sign up for hotmail to use the damn thing. Also I finally got most of the posts page done and coded. I just got a little more to do http://www.aforums.com/chi/showthread.php?s=0f9cefa6818f696ccd8b0e1d047e4d41&threadid;=1 relate

[21 Feb 2002|04:26pm] Quote: Originally posted by crazyONE if your deeply in love with your ex-financee, then why are you going out with another person??.. i know i should be tell you what right and wrong.. but it bugs me to find out your still in love with your ex-financee mean while your dating with another person.. that doesn't sound fare to the girl your with.. Grumble Grumble Grumble... Sometimes I can feel her soul radiate even in a pale moon's light. Other time's I just feel emptiness. relate

[21 Feb 2002|09:16am] I DO NOT, I REPEAT DO NOT LIKE BEAN PASTE!!!! 2 Attempts to| relate

[20 Feb 2002|04:30pm] 私は彼女を非常に愛する。私が私の記憶からの彼女を消すことができるが, 私ができないことを私は望む。私が彼女を握ることができることを私はちょうど望む。彼女に接吻しなさい。しかし現実へ背部... relate

[20 Feb 2002|08:00am] [ music | Dope : Now or Never ] 私によってはちょうど私が... 決して持つことができない何かが ほしい Ugh I hate horrible Japanese grammar... On an interesting note, some korean bitch is stalking me. I guess she saw my recent picture on aforums and got my AIM sn and wants to get together or something. .. I'm sorry but I don't really have a thing for asian girls. Aya is different but yeah. I did have a thing for them like 3 years ago or so but then I got into skinny white bitches and well you know how that went. I can't wait to meet with Master Muru on Friday. My ass will be worked off! Ugh see Japan is ruining my english grammar [is if I ever had it...] I also stole Marissa's AIM password which I find really funny. She was online and started talking to me last night right before Aya and I went to bed. It was an odd onversation. She was definatly alot more distant than I was or cared to be. I dunno there is only one person I have a hard time talking to after I had a break up with. But hey that's life. She's doing really well in school and her masters classes and studies are really interesting for her. But she's a psychology major so of course they are. I think I can liven up digitallyminded so hopefylly it'll become a lively community again. Quote: uh... he's my x-fiance... Ugh no, I am your ex-boyfriend if anything. You would have had to of loved me to be my ex-fiancee not to mention there was never a ring given to you so you weren't my fiancee. Not to mention you don't screw over your fiancee. You screw over a boyfriend. You don't spend 5 months after breaking up with a fiancee only to purposely keep tearing out his heart. You don't leave your fiancee for a pathetic pediphile who means nothing to you. You just don't do that to a fiancee, so no we werent... In other news I'm going to kill Darren. He think's he can own me in CounterStrike. Well bad news Darren I am now the big Killah in the IDC crew. BOYAH! grumble grumble grumble... I'm just in a bad mood... relate

[19 Feb 2002|06:02pm] 過去が重要でなかったことを私は彼女に言った。なぜあるか私は よりそれへ結んだか. ついに皆がほしいものを私はほしい。私はちょうど愛をほしい。私は彼女の損失上の叫ぶことができるが, 百万回それらの破損は 私の側面に決して彼女を連れ帰らない。されるまで運命は苦痛の 完全であることができる。私は決して忍耐強い人でなく, それを 是認する。私が私へ戻るために私の生命を待つ必要がなかったこ とを私はちょうど望む。 それどのついに実際に重要であるか. 私が私の頭部ですべての質 問へ答えを有したことを私は望む。私が1 つの質問へ答えを有し たことを私は望む。 4 Attempts to| relate

[19 Feb 2002|12:51pm] [ music | The Real Folk Blues ] 私はこれにデザイナーのジャーナルをしている。私は私が働かせ ている原料のすべてを掲示する。それはすべてである。 ~Kyorai Aishite tato dakeku ni wa Amari ni toki wa sugi deshimata Mada kokoro no hokorobi o Iyasene mama kaze ga fuiteru Hitotsu no me de asuo mite Hitotsu no me de kino o mitsumeteru Kimi no ai no yurikago de Mo ichido yasuraka ni nemuretala Kawaita hitomi de dare ka naitekure THE REAL FOLK BLUES Hontou no kanashimi ga shiritai dake Doro no kawa ni sukatta jinsei mo warukuwanai Ichido kiri de owarunara Hipou ni michita zetsupouto Wanaga shikakeraretelu kono CHANCE Nani ga yokute warui no ka COIN no omototo ula mita ida Doredake ikire wa iyasereru no tarou THE REAL FOLK BLUES Hontou no yorokobi ga shiritai dake Hikaru mono no subete ga mokon(?) to wa kagira nai relate

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