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HollowJosh || 10.12.03 @ 8:56 pm
Once again, an "I'm alive, I promise I'll try to be back for good soon" post.

I'm alive. I'll try to be back for good soon.

I haven't had much spare time lately. This is my first bit online for a couple months, I think. Still working at the retirement center, still living in my apartment in Lansing with Mya. Really, not much new to speak of. If any of you would like to contact me or something, please email me at hollowjosh@fastmail.fm and if you wanna call or something, I'll give you my cell number. I'd love to get something other than junk mail when I check it next time, whenever that is.

Anyway, I'm done writing.

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R.I.P.
HollowJosh || 7.17.03 @ 9:53 pm
Moby died. It still rots in front of my apartment, waiting for these people to come take it away and give me money. Gonna take the stereo back out of it first though, and let Mya's dad take some parts he wants. I bought an Alero yesterday. I like it. That makes one of us. Nah, it's really just a good deal for the money, and we needed something quick. We'll get something nice next time, when we can at least prepare for it. The only thing about it now though, is that it looks stolen. I'm waiting for the plate to come in, and the tint on the windows is so dark, you can't see the temporary at all. It's a really neat green color, so one of my bosses at work suggested that I name it Lucky. Good enough for now.

This may set back plans for getting an internet hookup a bit. Sorry. But feel free to send money if you feel like it :)

Bye bye. Vroom.

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mooooaaarrrnnn
HollowJosh || 7.9.03 @ 8:58 pm
Zombie Josh is back. Sorry I haven't written in so long. I assure you I haven't read any of your entries either. I've really been quite busy. Mostly working and stuff. Although last night I went to see Shinedown, Seether, and Our Lady Peace. Then Three Doors Down came on, but we weren't really in a mood for that, and walked across the river (I can walk on water!) to listen to the Allman Brothers for a bit before going home. 'Twas a good night.

Um, I really can't think of much else to write. Oh, a cool thing I noticed last night. When the lead singer for Our Lady Peace came out, it started raining. Let's see who gets that...

Well, the damn computer disconnected on me, so let's think of what to write while it reconnects... um, my car is dying! Quite exciting... Um... Well, it connected again, so that's over.

Okay, I'll stop now. Hope you're all doing well. Seems like there's something else I wanted to say, but oh well. We'll save that for next month. Bye bye bird.

current music: "a-weem-o-whack.." hehe

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HollowJosh || 4.15.03 @ 9:04 pm
I'm not dead. So stop trying to take my stuff.

Seriously though, all moved into my new apartment, and everything's going pretty well. Been working as a server/cook at a retirement home for a couple months now as well.

Hmm... not so big with the words anymore either, I guess. So yeah. Have a good day or month or whatever.

(I'll be getting a landline in my apartment soon, and then Mya's computer and internet service will follow. So I'm not gone forever.)

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supplies!
HollowJosh || 2.28.03 @ 4:05 pm
*points at updated location in user info*

*poof!*

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so much death
HollowJosh || 2.25.03 @ 11:15 am
R.I.P.
Bob The Snowman
February 16, 2003 - February 24, 2003


Bob was a well-loved and respected member of the community until his head tragically rolled backwards off his shoulders sometime last night. It is currently unknown whether he passed on from natural causes or if foul play was involved. Local forensic investigator, Hunter, noted that while Bob's eyes were resting in his trademark yellow hard-hat, his tasty, yet nutritious nose was nowhere to be seen. Authorities are confident that if someone is responsible, they will be swiftly brought to justice. The local deer population and The Sun were cited as possible suspects.

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remobification
HollowJosh || 2.10.03 @ 9:38 am
Moby strikes again. I was driving along, up I-79, on a peaceful little mission to find something for Mya's v-day present. It was a happy day, listening to music, whistling along to myself as I drove. And then there was a loud snapping noise. At least it seemed loud at the time I heard it. Immediately after that, however, it seemed relatively quiet in retrospect. Because the whole exhaust system fell out of my car.

I had never heard such noise. It was so loud that I couldn't actually say what it sounded like, just that I felt a loudness. I couldn't really hear anything at all. I could feel random popping from below my seat, which unsettled me. So I stopped at a few places til I found someone who did exhaust work. It was remarkably easy getting around, since everyone within a mile could hear the terrible roar of my car, and did whatever they could to avoid it.

As I sat in the office of the place fixing my car, the mechanic walked out with my keys to move Moby into the garage. I plugged my ears, and heard a muffled noise as he started the beast. The woman at the desk cringed a bit, and said something to the tune of "It's really not too bad... I've heard worse" All I could do to warn her was shake my head. That's when he put it in reverse and touched the gas pedal. The windows of the office rattled, as everyone jumped and went pale, fearing Jesus had emerged from the nearby Eat'n Park, unhappy with the surly waitresses and unsanitary conditions, and ready to judge us all.

Seriously though, what I'm trying to say is this shit was loud. Quiet as a kitten now, but I could've done without the bill. How was your weekend?

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Look! Samurai Lincoln!!
HollowJosh || 2.3.03 @ 8:41 am
Totally hijacked this survey from Steve.

[1] your name backwards: hsoj
[2] where do you live: Glenville, WV unfortunately
[3] describe yourself in 4 words: Tired, different, idealistic, content
[4] who is your worst enemy: Hard to say. For now, we'll go with those accursed mole people.
[5] if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be: I want a cat. But ANY animal... a tiger!
[6] what is the latest you've ever stayed out: I dunno... til sometime the next day, well, actually a week if you count this one time, but I don't.
[7] ever been to Belgium: Nuh uh.
[8] what's your favorite coin: People have favorite coins? I guess the incredibly valuable one that I find in the couch cushions tonight?

describe your...
[9] wallet: Black leather... with some kind of symbol in one corner.
[10] brush: I'm sure I have one somewhere.
[11] toothbrush: It's really cool. It's got this rubber things on the side... you just have to see it yourself.
[12] jewelry worn daily: My ring, that's it.
[13] pillow cover: For some reason, I can't remember. I think it's green and stripey.
[14] blanket: Boy, do I have blankets. I've got a nice blue electric one, a big green comforter on top of that, which I sleep on top of, then my favorite one goes over me, which is a red fuzzy one from Mya. I also have one that Mom got me for Christmas that is on my chair.
[15] coffee cup: Nope.
[16] sunglasses: They're in the car... and uh, they keep the sun out of my eyes.
[17] underwear: Boxers... for now.
[18] shoes: I really can't keep up with them anymore. I've got these brown Columbia ones I wear a lot, and some black ones, and some slippers, and some dress shoes, and some boots, and some sandals. I think that's it... maybe?
[19] handbag: Ewww.
[20] favorite top: Either fuzzy sweaters or anything with a hood.
[21] favorite pants: The new jeans I got, I think.
[23] CD in stereo right now: Mr. Oizo - Analog Worms Attack
[24] wearing: Grey pants, white polo shirt, leather jacket.
[25] hair: I'm wearing a hat right now, but it's usually brown and messy. Oh, and all over me.

what/who [is/are]...
[26] in my mouth: A pen...
[27] in my head: Nothing... surprise.
[28] wishing: That everything works out as well as I know it can.
[29] after this: Gonna keep sitting here, work some on Mya's present.
[30] talking to: Myself.
[31] eating: Nothing. I'm hungry. :(
[32] do you like candles: Yeah, especially the ones I've got right now.
[33] do you like hot wax: Steve had the perfect answer here, dammit. But yeah.
[34] do you like incense: Yeah!
[35] do you like the taste of blood: Try to fool me, will you? Last time I answered this, I woke up to some European dude trying to stab me with a pencil. So, um... no.
[36] fetishes: Hmm ... I dunno.
[40] if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason: If I tell, you'll just try to save them...
[41] person you wish you could be with right now: She's sleepin now, I think.
[42] what/who is next to you: Nothing. I'm pretty much in a closet with a computer and a bunch of maps.
[43] what do you want done with your body when you die: Never really gave it any serious thought. I kinda wanna be cremated, but then won't I look like an idiot when they figure out how to bring back the dead, minus the zombie-tastic antics that usually follow with today's science.
[44] do you believe in love: I'm in it now.
[45] do you believe in soulmates: As above.
[46] do you believe in love at first sight: Not exactly.
[47] do you believe in heaven: Not in the "you die and you go there" sense, but I think I've been there. A little over a week ago, actually.
[48] do you believe in forgiveness: Yes, in most cases.
[49] do you believe in God: I asked him first, dammit, and I'm not telling him til he tells me.
[50] what's something that you wish people would understand: You do not have sex in the champagne room. Haaaaaahahahaha.
[51] what's something you wish you could understand better: Um, the stock market?
[52] what's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow: A mysterious and unexplained jump of nine days.

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just to be sure
HollowJosh || 1.30.03 @ 8:18 am
ALEX:

m8pjmaaasez2


Now go on about your business.

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doot doot dooo...
HollowJosh || 1.21.03 @ 9:40 am
Happy birthday to us
Happy birthday to us
Happy birthday dear us
Happy birthday to us

Hehe.

Anyway, uh, as a present to everyone, check this out. Trust me, just do it. And keep flying up. There are dancing robots and monkeys and ducks and space monkeys and a big guy with a hammer and a monkey with a bulldozer in space and a squid made my head blow up!

current mood: peaceful

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