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LiveJournal for Robert.
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| Thursday, March 21st, 2002 |
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Yeah, this is fun... I have a kid (he's 16 = illegal) who wants me to drive to Carbondale IL tomorrow night and have sex with him. Then I have someone else on Sunday who wants to fool around. Ok... the kid... NO WAY IN HELL! I don't like jail! I don't wanna be someone's Big Bertha! The second guy... Nope. Not gonna happen. Why is it so hard to find a gay guy who wants more than a quick fuck? Who wants a relationship? Something meaningful. (If I knew how to make text larger, I would for this...) *GROWL* |
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Except for the fact that I'm bored out of my mind. And once again, someone PLEASE remind me never to get involved online... the shit hit the fan with Rory and things are coming to pretty much a screeching hault. Oh well. Life's a bitch and then you die. Fuck it. Anyway, the other day I made an entry about Things Remembered guy... Last Friday night I was bored so I crossed the river to go to Jamestown Mall (MUCH better than Alton Square). I'm walking around, wasting time, staring at cuties. So I walk by a store called Things Remembered. Little engravey gifty type shop. Very small. There's a pretty cute guy working in there, but at the time his head is turned and my first thought is "Woah! Attack of the killer sideburns!" Then he turned toward me and I saw he adorable, and we smiled. I walked right on by. Little later, I went in. Since I'm tired and not in the best of moods, I'll give you the Reader's Digest version. He was obviously gay. He seemed to be flirting. We talked about everything for like 45 minutes. It was a wonderful conversation. So I meet Joe at Jamestown on Saturday to spend the weekend with him. I had told Joe a little about Things Remembered guy. Joe wrote down a number to get a hold of me at while I was at his place for the weekend and went in to Things Remembered while I sat in food court. Mind you... Joe was dressed VERY straight... So he goes in without me and asks Things Remembered guy what team he bats for... T R Guy hesitates, stammers and says he's "uh... uh straight." Riiight... So Joe mentions that I have a thing for him and walks out lauging hysterically. Didn't get a response or gage his responses after it was revealed that I like him. So, a few different things could happen when I walk in there (assuming I do, and we ALL know I will): 1) He'll think Joe was telling the truth about me, he really is gay and he'll flirt. 2) He's really straight (doubtful) and will freak out 3) It's not discussed 4) He's really gay but isn't sure if I am (like he couldn't tell I was flirting... Stevie Wonder could plainly see that I was flirting! LOL) and it'll be very awkward Ok.. would a straight guy who is talking to a guy who is obviously flirting with him tell him his work schedule, where he spends most of his time, the general area in which he lives, continue telling me to stay when customers came in so that we could continue talking and be unhappy that I had to leave because the store was closing? I think not. Ok then. I'm done. Gonna go watch Queer as Folk. |
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| Wednesday, March 20th, 2002 |
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OMG!!!!!! May I just say that Robin Williams is VERY VERY FUCKING GOOD????? hehehe Tonight I sat in the front row for Robin Williams' first visit to St. Louis in 15 years... and he was SOOOOOO fucking funny! I was almost rolling on the floor during so much of it. It' sjust amazing because that man starts and he does NOT stop! And he is so incredibly funny!!! I was bad, too... Toward the end of his show, I shouted for him to do Mork... he didn't... I just wanted ONE Nanu Nanu... but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.... oh well, his Viagra thing and the monkeys masturbating at the zoo for the teacher's cameras were probably the highlights of the night! LMAO He has this thing... a penis obsession... he's constantly referring to it or holding his... That's assuming he can find it under all that hair.... Anyway.... That's all for tonight! OH!!!!!!!!! I almost forgot!! Yay me! I'm done! Night! |
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| Monday, March 18th, 2002 |
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And SOOOOOO tired! lol I need sleep tonight. Anyway... I had a good time with Joe... he's a very interesting character and I admit, can be annoying at times (but we all can). ESPECIALLY when he's shopping for shoes... OMG! If I saw one more pair of shoes, I was gonna scream! And of course, he always asks me for my advice on "should I or shouldn't I buy it." I tell him "Look. It's not my place. It's your money, they're your feet. You have to live with them. Buy them or don't buy them." He didn't like that! hehe But he's a good kid. Anyway... I think I drove him crazy all weekend about Rory. LOL Turns out Rory's life is getting a little crazy... trouble with parents (been there, done that. I feel sorry for him) his Great Grandfather passed away the other day (that's why I didn't hear from him for so long), stress with work and skating... he's on overload. Which is why I REALLY want to get my happy ass up there! Oh well, it'll happen when it's supposed to happen. In the meantime, I need to call and see if there's a way I can get better Long Distance rates! LOL I don't even wanna know what this phone bill will be! I'm guessing at LEAST $200... I'll be paying it for the next 20 years... That's the only really exciting stuff going on in my life. I saw "Resident Evil" last night, and it ROCKED! Scared the SHIT out of me, but it was a great movie! Oh, I'll go into detail about Things Remembered guy in the next entry... Until next time... |
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| Saturday, March 16th, 2002 |
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Anywho... I'll be gone bye bye this weekend staying with a friend. No sex. I promise. Unless someone else we know comes over. Then I'll have a good time! hehehe Also checked out my profile last night and discovered I had a couple new readers of my Seventh Circle of Hell Digest. Ok, not really that, but I do have new people! lol So I'd like to extend a warm welcome to.......  reed (Who, by the way, is a cutie and I actually found him. Funniest damn thing, we have the same Birthday!telegraphic (who is a TOTAL cutie, lives in Chicago, and I want to bear his children! Well, if I were in the business of bearing children, anyway... Anywho... Can I visit sometime? I LOVE Chicago!)That's all from me! Toodles Poodles! OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! One more thing!!!!!!! Next week at Best Buy, a new artist's first CD will be on sale for $6.99.... John Mayer "Room For Squares" I HIGHLY Recommend this CD... it's fantastic! And he's cute. And the fact that it's cheap doesn't hut! hehehe Ok. Bye bye! |
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| Friday, March 15th, 2002 |
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 Take the "What *NSYNC Hairstyle are you?" Quiz |
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I told you that you'd be reading more about Rory soon... I just didn't think it would be in this context... Have you ever been talking to someone, and suddenly gotten this REALLY bad feeling, like you know you're going to get some bad news? Well, last night that happened... I'm talking to him on Y! Messenger. Mind you, he had really been kinda quiet and distant ever since he saw the new pictures of my earlier yesterday afternoon. So we're talking and his mother comes in the room, so we stop talking for a few minutes. Now, usually she's gone after a couple minutes and we resume a conversation. That's when the feeling kicked in. So I wait... And I wait... It was over an hour before he last said anything. That's not helping me or my self esteem any... so I sign off and play the keyboard for an hour... nothing but sad, depressing, sappy love songs (meanwhile I'm getting even better at the piano). I get back on and type him a long little speel telling him I'm concerned, etc... No reply. So I go to bed and do NOT sleep well at all... I know that this IS only an online thing. At least at this point it's only an online thing. And I know that that, combined with the fact that I'm so young, are making some of you shake your heads and think either "someday that kid will learn" or "Online relationships NEVER work, dumb kid" or something like that. If I had the cash right now, I would fly up there. Today. Unfortunately some things have fallen through and my oiginal planned trip up there in early April isn't going to happen more than likely. I actually have a way up there in May for his Birthday, but at this point I'm afraid the trip would be worthless by then. Bottom line... I don't want to lose him. Any suggestions? |
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No comments on the pictures or the new look... What? Did I break everyone's computers? LOL |
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| Thursday, March 14th, 2002 |
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Yes, here I am, in all my glory... HA! 
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| Wednesday, March 13th, 2002 |
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Now I'm amused! It worked! Bye bye! |
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I'm trying out new HTML code stuff that I saw and thought "I wanna try that!" So I am! I have NO idea what I'm doing! Isn't that exciting??? |
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| Tuesday, March 12th, 2002 |
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Ok, here's the deal. Yes, I'm still alive. Yes, I'm still here. And I've had a few "requests" to get my happy ass back to LJ land... so here I am. My last post (as I've seen the last 2 days in my email because people replied to it getting me to come back) was about my dream of Justin Timberlake sleeping with Jimmy Carter. I'm happy to report I have had no more dreams involving those two. Oh wow... that was January 15... ok, time flies... Since that time, I met a guy named Joe... what I t hought was going to be an evening out on the town turned out to be a 5 day road trip where we ended up stranded in Troy MO. Needless to say, my mother and I were slightly less than thrilled... It was with him that I lost my anal virginity. (Since then I've had better!) I'm not entirely sure why I let it happen... but it did. The only thing I can do now is look back with fond (or in some cases not so fond) memories. After he dropped me off at home, he didn't say 5 words to me until I cornered him almost a month later. Bitch. One month ago today in a Yahoo Chat room, I met Rory. Rory is... something special. Only problem... he lives in Vancouver. (Yet another road trip to go on). He is 19, he'll be 20 in May, when I plan on going up there and surprising him on his Birthday. Needless to say, I'm not my long distance bill.... So feel free to write to me if you feel like donating to the "Get Robert's Happy Ass Out Of Debt With The Phone Company" fund... it would be greatly appreciated. You'll hear much more about Rory in coming entries. I will say now, however, that he's a figure skater! hehe I'm proud of him. Ok, what now... just recently I had some health problems with my eyes swelling shut and sticking out beyond my eyebrows and very bad headaches. My legs also felt as though they were going to go out on me, I had tingling in my arm from time to time, and the doctors were concerned with my high heart rate. The ran an MRI of my brain looking for an anyurism but all they found was a slight sinus problem that they aren't worried about. In part because of all that, I've had a slight makeover. Now wear glasses, have a shorter hair cut and I lightened it so that it's a lighter shade of brown with a hint of red and it really brings out my eyes. I'll get a picture up either today or tomorrow. Ok, I'm extremely amused. Anyone watch Star Trek: The Next Generation and remember Wesley Crusher played by Wil Wheaton? (TOTAL cutie by the way) WELL..... Thanks to someone's profile page on LJ, I discovered WIL WHEATON DOT NET and I'm extremely amused! He's very funny. hehe Moving right along... That's all that I can think of that's happened to me recently. I will TRY to update this somewhat regularly, but NO PROMISES! LOL Without further adu, I welcome myself back to LJ!!!!!!! |
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| Tuesday, January 15th, 2002 |
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What a strange dream I had last night... I dreamt that Justin Timberlake of *NSYNC was sleeping with Former President Jimmy Carter.... |
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| Saturday, January 12th, 2002 |
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It would appear, ladies and gentlemen, that I am fat and ugly... More to come later. Feel free to voice your own opinions on that subject... |
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| Wednesday, January 9th, 2002 |
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My mother has decided to make me crazy by giving me her cold! So not I look like Rudolph with a big red nose from blowing it so much... yay... I went with a friend to show him around campus of Lewis and Clark Community College in Godfrey on Monday. I was supposed to go there this past semester but withdrew from classes. Well, I ran into a friend of mine and the editor of the school paper, Amy. I mentioned her LONG ago I believe. Well, we got to talking, then ran off. I saw her again and she said "You're our new ad person next semester." The reason for that being 1) Their current ad person sucks, and 2) I was the only one in my high school journalism class to win an award, and it was for my ads. I placed Second in either a state wide or a national competition. It was fun. So it looks like I get to go to school afterall! I also get to be a writer for it. Another friend Lori needs me to write something funny for the satire pages. I have to be funny? God... I'll just post a few of my journal entries! That would get some laughs. The last 2 weeks I have not gone to the bowling alley. Two weeks ago I stayed with a friend and watched the season finale of QAF (WOW!!!!!!!!!!) and last week I slept. I am going this week, but I'm not sure w hats going to happen when I see Tom... I should approach him and find out why he did what he did, but I will not cave if he's appologetic and wants a second chance. I will NOT cave! Meanwhile, I think I'm entering the "Friend Zone" with Richard, which is bad... he doesn't date friends... I don't even think he's ready for a relationship. Steve, the 32 year old... well, he's been a constant in my mind for a while now... I'm thinking I will talk to him this week. Maybe go out for coffee after bowling. Have a nice conversation. Never hurt anyone. Right now, however, I'm going to go lay down and watch Field Of Dreams and hopefully sleep. |
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| Friday, January 4th, 2002 |
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Nick Carter, 21, of the Backstreet Boys, was arrested yesterday for refusing to obey a law enforcement officer's orders to leave a club after a fight broke out. He feels the fact that he is a celebrity was the main motivation for his arrest and feels that after a full investigation his name will be cleared. Anyway..... |
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LiveJournal for Robert.
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annoyed.
confused.
amused.
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