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I am not dead yet...just abnormally busy. Damn I love work and the stories that I have to go with it.

If you are in the Grosse Point area check this link out about movie night next saturday. So much to write so little time.
More info on Movie Nite

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[	music	|	Nick Cave And The Bad Seeds Albums - The Curse Of The Millhaven	]

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[	music	|	Nick Cave - Babe I'm On Fire	]

Well alot has gone on since my last post and to take a queue from another friend I gunna start in reverse. Cause "Babe I'm On Fire". I just got myself the prelease of the new Nick Cave and The Bad Seeds Album"Nocturama" which will be released Feb 3rd ( Little spoiler )

Work has gotten alot better now that I am no longer in the Production group working 100% on their opening PDF files shit along with working 100% on my legal books. Gotta love my head bosses math skills 100%+100% = 100%. Hell as long as you are 100% you can be 100% on the as many things as you want all at one time. Whats is funny is she didnt get "2+2=5 or 3 or whatever Big Brother says it does". Now I have less than two weeks to finish 30 legal books on NYC and how crappy their dealers are. The amount of loss their is amazing.

In other news I have now passed the 9 months mark with Jen. It doesnt even seem like it has been that long. I love her so much. She makes me so happy when she is around. That is onething I shall surely miss when I am in Boston...

Keepin with the backwards trend cause "There's a dead man in my bed" I had an interesting to say the least Thanksgiving getting to meet all of Jen's mom's side of the family. That was a fun time. So people just dont understand that I dont eat much meat and I dont eat Red meat at all with the exception of pepperoni. No hamburgers, no cheeseburgers, no steak, no Kilbasa, no meatballs. But oh man those deserts were damn good.

hmm... I think that just about covers everything except for the most recent problema. My second HD decided it wanted to delete its partition tables so buh bye data and now it gunna cost my $70.00 to get it all back including the 35 gigs of mps and the 20 gigs of Live Nick Cave and Tom Waits shows. I will just be happy when my data is back. Well time to get back to the complete overhall of my system.

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[	music	|	*** 3. Goo Goo Dolls - Iris	]

I hope you had a good weekend. I am sure that you have your reasons for not calling me back. You dont need to read anything after this. It is more for me to say. I justed wanted you to know that it hurt alot when you guys stood me up. I'm sorry if I did something to offend you. I was up all nite waiting for you call and in Ann Arbor till 6:30. I tried to call you but the two numbers I have for you both didnt work. One sound like a Fax machine and the other which was the number that you called me from so that it was an invalid U of M number. All I want to know is the truth of why you didnt call. If it was an Eric or Dan thing I would rather you tell me than say it was something else, because beyond that I truely have no idea why. Good bye

Happy Birthday kitters

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[	music	|	Neko Case and Her Boyfriends - Twist the Knife	]

Life is like a bowl of cherries.
Sometimes it is sweet but other times it the pits.

FUCK OFF

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I could simply say that I dont know
But that just doesnt suit me
This weekend has been blissfull
Yet no it is living hell
The storm has set upon us here
And we have nought to do
But lay here in our little beds
Seeking shelter from our storm

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[	music	|	Andrew WK - Party Hard	]

Vana an arat.
Galad pella lanthir.
Met nu silme.
Mel? tenn' fer hith.

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[	music	|	Into My Arms - Nick Cave	]

*sigh*

I have just spent the weekend with an angel.

*sigh*

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[	music	|	Grinder	]

My new favorite band is GRINDER. Darren McCarty's Band. They kick ASS!!! Now to order the CD. hehehehe

In other news I have become WAY to busy making a monster playlist setting in Winamp3

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DAMN IT ALL!!!

I am JUST getting home NOW at 11:46PM and have been working since 8AM

FUUUUCCCKKKKK

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[	music	|	Stagger Lee video	]

He said " Hey Mr. Mother fucker you know who I am?"

I think that there is something wrong with me. I am starting to get all depressed again for no reason what so ever. As a matter of fact things are better than they have been in a LONG time for the most part. For the past couple days I have the feeling that a storm is coming because everything is too good. It has started and is becoming clearer with finding out today that Dan broke down and had to go to Cottage for a psych evaluation. I cannot help but worry about him cause I know exactley how he feels when you are in the state where nothing matters and killing oneself is so simple and it doesnt even phase you.

I just dont have things to write. I feel it in me but it is as if it is damned up with pressure building. It should be relieved after this weekend when I come back from up north cause my head always seems to get cleared up there.

DAMN THIS STORM!!!

As an aside note:
For those who download from the Nick Cave FTP site that I run. It is back up and running no help to XP. And if anyone knows how to run Linux and Windows on the same puter at the same time please inform me how so that I dont have to be so dependent on stupid fuckin XP.


hehehehe Mr. XP sounds sort of like Mr. Stagger Lee. This song brings me a nice smile right now. Fits me mood perfectly.

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[	music	|	3 Dog Night - One	]

It looks like I have luckily managed to recover about 90 - 95 % of all my data from my failed HD. Now its time for me to work on getting all of my apps back installed and downloaded again. The only positives of this whole misforturne is it has forced me to clean shit up from the old drive and has gotten me a MUCH bigger drive so that ideally I will no longer have to delete mp3s or simply but them on CD which means that the collection can grow. I think that once this internet radio thing gets worked out I will create a radio station. However my current project is learning how to effectively photoshop things to make them look surreal. Like the beach in winter and stuff along that lines. However my new problem is that I dont have any good pictures to use. I think this weekend or next I will have to go on a photo run. Now back to work on getting the SQL server back up and running correctly. JOY!!!
but at least I dont have to rewrite the entire database again.

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[	music	|	Nick Cave And The Bad Seeds - All Tomorrow's Parties	]

Fun will be had in the near future along with a nice long rant about my stupid supervisor or at least one of them.

I am learning SQL and have started to use MySQL if anyone can help me out with this or has any experience with it please let me know.

NOW back to the Green Day and Cave

It is fuckin sweet out right now.
Its all Sepia.
And I got Mr. Stagger Lee a going

Nick Cave and his son.
Just a cool picture.

I'm just layin here
Wastin away
Wasting away the moments that make up the dull day.
Fliter and Waste the hours in away in a dark way.

I have lost a part of me.
Everyday I realize it more and more.
I hate parts of my life right now.

15 hrs before I get to be with Jen.
That is all I have to look forward to tonite.
I have been disowned by who I thought were my friends. Even though it be partly my fault.

*sigh*
I cant wait for next thursday at work when I am going bar hopping with work. Cause At CVI Drinking Ages dont apply and the company pays. YAY

You never call anymore and I start to wonder if you even care about me at all...