Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
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4:06 pm - I hate the Royal Bank................
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i'm currently on the phone here - waiting on hold... to see if my GST cheque will be in there - but also, I get paid tonight... will I get that too?
Or will it be like a whole fucking week to access my money....
So much for getting a metropass today...
current mood:  pissed off
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(roses never sent)
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Friday, May 28th, 2004
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4:40 pm
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I REALLY must go to the Senator/Torch. And I have to take my camera.
And I used to want my own costume store... maybe I should do like this and sell them on eBay.
Costume
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(6 white roses : roses never sent)
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Thursday, May 27th, 2004
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2:32 am - I drink too much.....
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I'd so be Karyn off of Wil&Grace;!
Thank God for the blessed sushi......
Thank you for creating sushi! Especially at Sushi Time.
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(roses never sent)
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Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
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3:15 pm - Quickie....
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My homepage will me up in two weeks... doubt you can see it - or if you can...well, you can't see it all....Will be updated as soon as I get my new desk... etc (I hate working on other people computs.... especially when I just got a brand new computer - with all the bells and whistles to make your tits hard. Over and out.
current mood:  cranky
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(roses never sent)
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2:26 pm - blinds.
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so aside from actually going down to chinatown....it looks like the best price for blinds is ikea.....@5.50 a blind.
I just have to cover 142" inches of wall(width). (180cm @ 71")
Hmm........... what is best? two long ones? Or four smaller ones?
Blargh ...
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(2 white roses : roses never sent)
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Monday, May 24th, 2004
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5:06 pm - HAHAHAHA!
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I was watching the Tuxedo with Ezra here... I was soo into the movie... (I got past the Jennifer Love Huwett thing) and at this point its at a really critical moment.... then the CIA or something break in to get the bad guy - this one "agent" runs right in.... Then I notice ITS MY FRIEND!
Buttwad "Christian" that I stage managed with (he's on alot of commercials up here,....aka the Doritos guy)...
I couldn't help but laugh....and scream "Oh my God, its Christian!".....
dear god....like what an entrance...
the little fucker.
current mood:  ecstatic
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(4 white roses : roses never sent)
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Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
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12:20 am
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Monday, May 17th, 2004
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6:51 pm
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I need some total craziness :( NOW.
Fuck cleaning .
But I LOVE roger on demand....the free stuff. And well rogers...not Bell.
(elementary entry)
current music: calling you :: blue october
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(roses never sent)
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Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
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4:03 am - Mr/ Sean McCall................
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Thursday, May 6th, 2004
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3:17 am
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My memories are drowning me.
My soul screams for time.
Time to feel...
time to heal.
I can't seem to stay afloat.
These waters are so merky ...
the seaweed tangles within my legs...
I cannot seem to tear free.
And I'm fighting...
Trying to remember more...
but each memory takes captive a little of my soul....
alittle of my life by each breath...
taking away what is mine.
taking all of what I was meant to be.
These memories pull me under...
bind me in the cold waters.
My bright eyes turn dull...
merky with tears...
and I know the bottom is a long way down....
I know I am not that far from it.
Bit by bit, I cry out alittle less...
I'm fighting a little less...
(C)Leslie Mackereth 2004
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(4 white roses : roses never sent)
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Monday, May 3rd, 2004
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6:45 pm - Shanghai'd from ![[info]](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20040609090150im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) roshi
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"Meme from , found whilst browsing digifox's friend's page. Like I always seem to.
Load up allyour mp3's, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty songs [with lyrics] on the list (no matter how cheesy or embarrassing), and write down your favorite line(s) of the song. Try to avoid putting the song title in the line. Then, have your friends comment and see if they know the songs."
01I saw someone under my kitchen table talking to my old tomcat//Just to see if the cops could run
02Everything is now... everything is you// Don't go wasting you emotion
03I see a line of beautiful girls//Dressed as storm troopers, each one a gem//With leather boots and whips on their hips//It's risque, dare I say, S & M!
04Closes the door & kneels to pray//It don't matter that she's alone//beast or dragons she's going home
05Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear// Abide in me and I vow to you//I will never forsake you
06Raining in my head like a tragedy//Tearing me apart like a new emotion
07I found a dream//that I could speak to//a dream that I can call my own
08And have no thorns to distance me//Even if I'm shouting// do you see that I'm wanting//
09I know I'm not lost I'm just alone//But I won't cry, I won't give up, I can't go back now//Waking up is knowing who you really are
10I might be weak child//But your lovin' is much too strong
11This machine will will not communicate these thoughts
//And fade out again and fade out again.
12I'm gonna show the world the strength in me//
That sometimes they can't see//
13we're still together//but we're lonelier//you won't let people//inside your soul
14I’m sick of always hearing act your age//
15Don't you ever fear, I'm always near//Bang! Bang! Knock on the door, another big bang, you're down on the floor.
16And I can't sleep//I need to tell you//never thought I would say this
17Your'e free to leave me//But just don't deceive me
18Cause your presence still lingers here//and it won't leave me alone//Now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
19you say the world is getting rid of her demons//i say 'baby what have you been smokin'//Cincinnati - i like the word
20And I show you my sins, show me all your scars...//As we settle in, its written in the stars...//Your watery eyes got me send me floating...
that took so frickin' long...
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(3 white roses : roses never sent)
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Monday, April 12th, 2004
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11:23 pm - Here's a laugh to start your day.
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>
> Try this very soon, before someone forces Google to fix its site:
>
> 1) Go to http://www.Google.com
> 2) Type in -- weapons of mass destruction-- (DON'T hit return)
> 3) Hit the "I'm feeling lucky" button, NOT the "Google search"
> 4) Read the "error message" carefully - the WHOLE page. Someone at Google really has a sense of humor.
current mood:  amused
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(1 white rose : roses never sent)
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Saturday, April 10th, 2004
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12:57 am - Lovely.........
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Thursday, April 1st, 2004
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2:30 am - my cast looks sooo ugly and plain white....
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I MUSt draw :P....
And my pills are kicking in So the means either sleep or they make me kinda create - but there's a short window....
to be EDITED in a few minutes with pics...
Its only been three days with it on and I want it off already :( Its been raining since so I've already needed to
duct tape the sucker ... blah...
Or maybe I COULD work on my webpage....
or transfer it to my server here....... BLAH
MY CAST: 
current mood:  bored
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(2 white roses : roses never sent)
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Saturday, March 27th, 2004
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1:49 am - Blah
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I have to write an essay. I have to write an essay. I have to write an essay. I have to write an essay. I have to write an essay. I have to write an essay. I have to write an essay. I have to write an essay. And I forget how kinda... its been sooooooooooooooo flipping long since I've had to...UGH...AND its on the RULE of St. Benedict..........
Enough said.
current mood: cranky
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(roses never sent)
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Friday, March 26th, 2004
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4:23 am - I am sick of hospitals.....
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So - after spending the last three hours at St. Jo's... they send me home telling me to go to the fracture clinic in the morning.
....FUCK YOU.
But making it the four time being to the hospital since dating Ezz... this time I cried...
current mood:  crushed
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(1 white rose : roses never sent)
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Friday, March 19th, 2004
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4:39 pm - I cannot stand corporate customer service reps.
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Aside from paying back student loans - and like I should be one to start a rant because I'm going back to school on Monday at University of Toronto - I've just spent the last half hour on the phone with the royal bank AND the government about paying my loan back from before
This is a basic request: Can you send me an interest relief
All the sites I have been bounced around to today.....
http://osap.gov.on.ca/eng/not_secure/repay.htm#Assistance%20in%20Repaying%20Your%20Loans
http://www.hrdc-drhc.gc.ca/
http://www.CanLearn.ca
All in all - on of these sites contains the Canada interest relief form I need. Yet, I can't find the fucker.
AND to top it off, I was at the Royal Bank website....and found something that maybe I wanted to start for my niece...a "Registered Education Savings Plan" so she can actually go to school someday....SO I wanted to know more about this... and they give you a number just for those lucky folks that ARE INTERESTED in knwing more.... I called, then they promptly refferred me back to the website.
If you are going to be a CSR, please be useful.
current mood:  irritated
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(12 white roses : roses never sent)
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Thursday, March 18th, 2004
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3:38 pm - .I caught myself a fairy..........................
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Monday, March 8th, 2004
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11:07 am
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Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
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12:58 am - Wow...
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grateful
