misc werd   
08:20pm 01/02/2005
 
mood: sore
music: in the lab, PC's are a hummin'
i got my grill
sweet new dental
all these teeth
what about my mental?
oh its straight-
straight as a gate
kinda like my teeth
but don't participate
in that thought
cuz its so vein
not so much blood
but kinda cold blooded
if your a rasta
you must be gettin blunted
if your a bitch
then your cold blooded
i want no piece
so we part ways
"but what about the sex?!"
'i'll pay you later babe!'
 
     
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06:06pm 01/02/2005
  some java stuff (backups)

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i don't know what the fuck is happenin   
08:19am 30/01/2005
  ...anyway, Three 6 MafiA is what it's really about. i got my hands on "Da Unbreakabuls chopped and screwed" ( courtesy of DJ mike '5000' Watts. gotta love the Swisha House man, its no joke.

so, Fred is drunk and down, Melisa is drunk and down, Brandon is drunk and down, and me? well, i'm tippin' but i'm still standin, ei8ht AM and truckin thru.

went to the monster truck show tonite "The Super Bowl of Motor Sports!" love the dirt. love the noise, love the gas, love the destruction, love it all. all that mayhem for $10 dollar$ can't beat thatshit with a stcik.

Tuesday is that day i have my personal java script program due. i'm nervouse as hell. what i learned from any years of skool is keep your nose to the grind and if you fuck up the first time, don't do it twice, otherwise your wack! and Lord knows i would hate to be wack.

i'm goin to buy my mother a Bentley.


"...Benzino got a Benz
and they call him Benzino
when i get my Bently
they gon call me Bentleano..."

-Kanye
 
     
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jail bird song   
11:30pm 28/01/2005
  WHEN YOU GET OUT OF JAIL, YOU GET THE THIRD DEGREE....NEVER FAILS-  
     
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TH3EE CHEERS FOR G-RoC!   
12:15am 28/01/2005
 
mood: grateful
HE'S FREE!!!


 
     
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acheitch   
05:16pm 27/01/2005
 
music: mars - mars attacks
i crashed at Virgil's house, execpt i slept on the floor, and in his room. he has wood flooring, and his room has th3ee cats. no my eyes don't itch, and yes my back does feel great! but serisouly, its my fault, i was too lazy too move boxes otherwise i would of had a futon.
 
     
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eminem   
08:56pm 26/01/2005
  Brain damage, ever since the day I was born
Drugs is what they used to say I was on
They say I never knew which way I was goin
But everywhere I go they keep playin my song

He looked at me and said, "You gonna die honkey!"
The principal walked in
and started helpin him stomp me
I made them think they beat me to death
Holdin my breath for like five minutes before they finally left
Then I got up and ran to the janitor's storage booth
Kicked the door hinge loose and ripped out the four inch screws
Grabbed some sharp objects, brooms, and foreign tools
"This is for every time you took my orange juice,
or stole my seat in the lunchroom and drank my chocolate milk.
Every time you tipped my tray and it dropped and spilt.
I'm gettin you back bully! Now once and for good."
I cocked the broomstick back and swung hard as I could
and beat him over the head with it til I broke the wood
Knocked him down, stood on his chest with one foot..
.. Made it home, later that same day
Started reading a comic, and suddenly everything became gray
I couldn't even see what I was tryin to read
I went deaf, and my left ear started to bleed
My mother started screamin, "What are you on, drugs?!?
Look at you, you're gettin blood all over my rug!"
She beat me over the head with the remote control
opened a hole, and my whole brain fell out of my skull
I picked it up and screamed, "Look bitch, what have you done?!?"
"Oh my God, I'm sorry son"
"Shut up you cunt!" I said, "Fuck it!"
Took it and stuck it back up in my head
then I sewed it shut and put a couple of screws in my neck

Brain damage, ever since the day I was born
Drugs is what they used to say I was on
They say I never knew which way I was goin
But everywhere I go they keep playin my song
 
     
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G-Roc   
08:41pm 26/01/2005
 
music: DMB
i talked to Guerby man, he's sounding really good, hungry, but good. i could tell he was doing just fine by the tone in his voice. he didnt sound scared, didn't sound nervous, just alone . you can hear things in a persons voice. and espacially while in jail the tones and cracks of his voice can overthrow what ever it is he is actually saying.
but he's good and true.
prolly because he recived some good news. he'll see the TV judge in aday or two if not allready. after that he'll have a hearing infront of a non TV judge in the court room. at that time he will either find out if he will be released on prohbation for or spend some time. if i knopw my Guerby, and i'd like to say that i do, he'll jump at the chance to be free, altho if serving his time will work out better in the long run then he will be gun-ho for that as well.

the whole situation kills me tho man. i've really been on the edge and questioning my values and morals. rock and a hard place. in the end i'd like to believe that the right thing was done. you are your brother's keeper. its just a damn shame i didn't pay more attention. a simple court date and some follow up appointments with his pretrial lady at her office would of saved this from happening. but he has no car, no money, life is hard. all the more reason to learn from his lessons . i feel bad cuz like the whole reason he got ar4rested in the first place was my fault, the second time, my fault, and now the third, i don't know how much i can blame onmyself.

everyone has their own problems, if only he kept his paper work and paid attention to the days of the month and the year, the year flew by, and he was just always caught up in the moment.

i love that guy man

but i'm not worried, he's strong. and this will be somthing he'll remeber. maybe clean up and get the fuck out of that house that he's living at.

by the way he said he wants to send his regards to everyone. he's doin his push up's, don't worry, he's a tuff niggah.

in my head and prayers untill i next hear from him....
 
     
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i'll pour out a whole bottle for that man   
09:37pm 25/01/2005
 
mood: gloomy
i'm having trouble tolerating myself after what happened with Guerby.

things are going to be different now.
 
     
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I'm home now   
02:28pm 22/01/2005
  i'm home now. it all started thursdaynite after skool. i had taken my test and the students were dismissed eraly. i walked home as usual and was intercpeted by Halie, Luara, and Ron in Bonneville. it was ladie's nite at Cowboys and thats where they were headed, so i was headed their too. i enjoyed myself at Cowboy's not what i had expected, but it was fun, it was 'Bikini in Boots' nite.

from there on out i just drifted. from Atlantis to the moon and everywhere in between. big thanks too Chris and Katie, Laura, and Laurax for all their hospitality and letting me crash on their couch.

last nite picked up some one from the airport and after that we went to the beach. there is no place else on earth like the coast in the middle of the nite.

good times....my tooth is still missing.
 
     
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all up in my grill   
02:51pm 20/01/2005
 
mood: sucky
music: Game - west side story
the story continues, my tooth is not yet at its Zen. chiped. fixed, the fix broke, so now i got a nub. it looks horrible. it'll be like this for another 3 days untill monday. even then its just another temporary tooth. its three weeks i have to wait untill i get the real nice fake one. blah, i feel ugly.
 
     
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FTW   
08:38pm 19/01/2005
 
music: 36 Mafia/Lil Flip - Rainbow Colors (Mike Watts remix)
it kills me to here about whats still goin on in Iraq. dammit! no one is gunna vote on the January 30th elections. personally i'd be afraid to walk the street. 4 car bombs went off today, goverment workers and election officials are dippin, making sure their lives are still safe. i don't know if democracy can survive. is there a balance for all these people? rebels, terrorists, troops, citizens, all of them are dieing. thats what the news tells me at least, thats what i hear from those who have been there.

it kills me, i heard his girl talking shit about Orlando, "I can't stand this place, I can't wait to get out."

i could understand why the world isn't fond of american's.

one example....
http://www.suntimes.com/output/iraq/cst-nws-iraq16s1.html

say a prayer for the dieing.
 
     
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i need a break from encrypting   
09:03pm 18/01/2005
 
music: souls of mischeif - Tajai
look at the kid
with the chipped tooth smile
watch him go the distant
and take that extra mile
Tory
the name can't be mistaken
the space cadet
who's brain is on vacation
 
     
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a great way to start the new year   
08:42pm 17/01/2005
 
music: At The Drive In - pickett fence cartel
i dunno what it is, it could be the ringworm, it could be the broken ankle, or it could be the cracked tooth, but what ever it is, its making 2005 a great year.



i can't really complain tho, in every incident i managed to find something positive in it all.
 
     
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Java   
07:45pm 13/01/2005
  import java.awt.Graphics;
import javax.swing.*;

public class Prob4 extends JApplet {
double sum;


public void init()
{
String firstNumber;
String secondNumber;

double number1;
double number2;


firstNumber = JOptionPane.showInputDialog(
"Enter income" );

secondNumber = JOptionPane.showInputDialog(
"Enter expenses" );

number1 = Double.parseDouble( firstNumber );
number2 = Double.parseDouble( secondNumber );

sum = number1 - number2;

}

public void paint( Graphics g )
{

super.paint( g );

g.drawRect( 15, 10, 270, 20 );

g.drawString( "Your disp income is " + sum, 25, 25 );

}

}
 
     
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the most influential men got influential friends...and imma put the squeeze on all of em   
03:24pm 12/01/2005
 
music: Gang Star
who's the real criminals
take a look behind the scenes
corruption and greed
is common place routine
guess it pays in many ways
to have a few schemes
shit i know model citizens
that ain't squeaky clean
you got dirty politicians
dirty judges
and dirty cops
every ones on the take
the hoods filled with dirty blocks
how we gunna save the community
they worse then us
its like a curse for us
police be the first to bust
think about it
that Rico shit's
no fuckin joke
for them the evidence
will vanish
in a puff of smoke

all i need is more power so i can put the squeeze on em

i want more power
i'm gaining more troops
i'm gaining more respect
cuz i want more juice

the most influential men
got influential friends
and imma put the squeeze on all of em

i watched ya'll get fat
now i want my share
what you ain't got it all?
then i want whats there

the most influential men
got influential friends
and imma put the squeeze on all of em

...GURU
 
     
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...ation   
02:30pm 11/01/2005
 
music: Dave Matthews Band
watch my program a network and then administer the damn thing.

i started my first computer class...intro to Java Script. i dig. i dig.

Amy is the shit and i keep procrastinating on that thing i need to do for her, hmmm....it shall be done soon, HA HA!

my ankle is still inflamed, i took a step up on my board and came crashing down immediatly....so fuck that for the time being.

i got a package i gotta send to south Florida, and letters that need to go to New York. plus i still gotta get ahold of Hal and find out how my case is going. i got my license back, its all a matter of a trip to the DMV (Damnation for Motor Vechicalists).

Love Life, or it will eat you...with ketchup.

vacation
indentation
aggravation
masturbation
damnation
plantation
starvation
multiplication
nation
annihilation
congregation
crustation
confrontation
sanitation


how many words can you end with..."ation" ?
 
     
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ouchie   
06:21pm 09/01/2005
 
music: The Goats - Hip Hopola
last nite i rolled my ankle off my skateboard. now i have a bum foot and i can't walk properly. this is definitely a set back. Gosh Darn!

class on monday finally. i can't wait.
 
     
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~~~~~~~~~~~   
08:07pm 04/01/2005
 
music: Binary Star - Glen Close
love isn't always
kisses and hugs
its a push
a shove
a fist of blood
how can love be reached
without pain?
one emotion may spawn another
love is a battle field
i want to die
with my lover
in life or in death
our strength is real
the more genuine
the more to feel
 
     
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Hip Hop   
05:58am 03/01/2005
 
music: Del - skull and cross bones
"bring em out
bring em out
its kinda hard to yell
when the barrel's
in your mouth"

Jay is hard, i don't give a damn.

i would like to name off my 5ive favorite emcee's:

1--Mos Def (from Black Star)
2--Del The Funky Homosapian (of Hieroglyphics)
3--Method Man (from the Wu-Tang Clan)
4--Black Thought (of The Roots)
5--Nas (a BraveHeart Veteran)


Mos is insanley talented, he's very musical and his work is great. he tears it up in a freestyle or he can get down on a fucking bass guitar. Mos is the man hands down.

Del can rap about absolutley anything. and his flow's are non-stop goin on for days type shit. he spits it clear enuff to hear and he makes you think, he makes you laugh for the most part. Del got that funk straight outta Cali, he ain't no gangsta either.

Method Man is just raw, gridy, dirty, nasty...its the M-E-T-H-O-D-MAN! straight outta Shoalin, you can hear the intensity in his voice when he's on a track and he's not gunna be one of the guys on a micraphone to lie to you, he keeps it real all day and all night. Wu-Tang Clan ain't nothin to fuck wit.

Black Thought From Philly, this man has a dope way from transfering from verse to verse, lyric to lyric. i like his set up. Black Thought and The Roots are prolly one of the best things to happen to hip-hop. the band and him compliment each other so well, they work perfect for each other. Black Thought as an MC can get you to move "I shall proceed and continue to rock the mic".

Nas, Queen's finest, i like Nas mostley because everytime i listen to one his tracks or an album for that matter, he takes me on a journey. its a straight up trip and he's the story teller. he's an emotional one too, and he tells it how it is. from the streets, about the children, the way the world is now how it was before. he's the man, and you can't touch him.

what about you? who are your favorite emcee's?
 
     
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