Friday, October 11th, 2002
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3:20 pm - "Ma whatcha wanna do im in front of you.."
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what up.
tonight angelica is hopefully going to spend the night and im going to ditch tomorrow. im currupting her tho i made her sneak out with us till 5 am on sunday and did belly shots outta her. Im a bad boy. haha.
well talk to you.
ITS SEP. 11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
current mood:  devious
current music: Justin Timberlake/ Clipse- Like I Love You
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Wednesday, October 9th, 2002
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4:12 pm - "Ya gotta different kinds with different ways..it will take a lifetime to explain."
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updates...
I dyed my hair blonde.
im going to see NO DOUBT on OCTOBER 11TH!!!!!!!!!
I crashed my moms car. Hahaha. I get my liscense this week.
and....i dunno. partying..partying. school?
haha laterz.
current mood:  blah
current music: NO DOUBT.
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Saturday, October 5th, 2002
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8:04 pm - What up.
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Lots been goin on bitches. I gotta girlfriend. Yea thats right so all you hoes step off. People have been talking shit and should die. You know who you are(hmmm...alysse?). Fuck you. Anways yea im saying bye to all those girls or should i say whores. Yes i think i should and bye bye to all those groupies and gold diggers(haha luda!). well this is lame im going to go.
"Im falling apart in your hands again no way i got to get away. Get awaaaay"
current mood:  energetic
current music: Shakira!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, August 19th, 2002
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2:44 pm - "Make A Whole New Religon..."
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man... this weekend was crazy. I rarely update but alot has been going down since this summer has been ending. Cruz had a party and i got really really fucked up and then cruz was drunk and was hitting me and hitting me cuz she really got mad at me for somthing that i wont get into. Then i was taken away before i got my ass beat by her "boyfriend" and by nicoles boyfriend cuz he doenst like me cuz i used to date nicole. Even tho its been over for 3 years. Yup Yup. Now im actually bored....nothing to do... im going to find someone to have sex with.
"bow down to me.."
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Thursday, August 15th, 2002
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11:31 am - "im so fucking happy"
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"ditto is my way to tell your right or just to feel you by side for me is not a simple word it can be anything you want..." ERIKA.
current mood:  happy
current music: Erika- Ditto(club mix) This is the shit!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, August 10th, 2002
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12:13 pm - "Till you see all my dreams.."
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my mom went away to st. louie so we all just smoked and fucked all day.
but no seriously my mom left so i had a whole bunch of people yesterday and they trashed my house and it was just crazy...some people are still asleep on my floor and my moms bed. its all good..mommy wont get home till sunday so come over and party with us.
get crunk get crunk.
current mood:  awake
current music: Bobby D..Eurodance cd.
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Thursday, August 1st, 2002
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12:09 pm - "even gonna lie..."
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what up what up..im getting ready to a private lesson of behind the wheel..if i do good i get blue slip. haha my mom got a new car and gave me hers so i drive now. so its all good. im so tired.......
current mood:  anxious
current music: Brandy- Full Moon( the remix)
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Monday, July 22nd, 2002
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9:18 pm - Bored Now..
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Damn Dildos i havent been online in a long time. I was supposed to go to mexico but i didnt feel like wasting 360 just to go there when i could spend that same money on myself. Greedy no? Well i went to michigan with some of my friends for a few days. Made some mistakes with some girls up there. But of course. Right now im kicking it listening to some paul oakenfold. Lately ive been going through nervous breakdowns but everythings gonna be alright.
laterz.
current mood: blah
current music: Paul Oakenfold/Emiliana Torrini- Hold my hand
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9:14 pm - Bored Now..
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Damn Dildos i havent been online in a long time. I was supposed to go to mexico but i didnt feel like wasting 360 just to go there when i could spend that same money on myself. Greedy no? Well i went to michigan with some of my friends for a few days. Made some mistakes with some girls up there. But of course. Right now im kicking it listening to some paul oakenfold. Lately ive been going through nervous breakdowns but everythings gonna be alright.
laterz.
current mood: blah
current music: Paul Oakenfold/Emiliana Torrini- Hold my hand
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Thursday, July 11th, 2002
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4:40 pm - "Thats when i decided why should i care? Cuz you werent there when i was scared.."
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Ive had it. All the girls ive had previous relationships with are pissing me off. Im getting rid of alot of them..im proud of that but i make some pretty dumb decisions sometimes i swear. But im giving them the boot and i dont care. I just want to start over. I want Kristina Langer. Damnit. All the girls i had in the past could die for all i care.
current mood:  angry
current music: Avril Lavigne- Losing Grip
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Wednesday, June 26th, 2002
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1:28 pm
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im realizing a lot now.
I will try harder to do things i dont want to do. Like do drivers ed all over again. Cuz i Have to. I need my liscense.
Im going to stay away from people that hurt me. Like certain girls. Im just going to stay away from all that till i find a girlfriend and stop messing around.
Stop smoking ciggerattes, pot. Stop drinking. Stop partying. Stop doing any form of drugs.
Im ruining my life. Ive been so bad for too long. I get it..im a rebel but no more. Im sick of it. Im sick of it. I wanna be my myself. Im sick of it. Id rather not go there at all.
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Tuesday, June 25th, 2002
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12:49 pm - "The harder they come the harder they fall"
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I love this Paul Oakenfold song. Its with Nelly Furtado. Its great.
Anways. This summer has been great. Saturday my mom went to Wisconsin and as soon as she left i fuckin took her car keys and took her car. It was great. I picked everyone up and we were racing with kristina cruz and megan and fuckin kristina almost died cuz she sprayed me with water and couldnt stop in time and the car almost flipped. I was crying. Then we picked my girl Rhea up from work and she spent the night at my house and everyone just crashed there but me and rhea slept in my bedroom. It was weird. Yesterday was some party....i got drunk. Slept by erics. Im debating whter i should go to behind the wheel or not..i mean i already took it but i failed. Doesnt matter i just take out the Saab.
"Baby i would rather not go there at all"
current mood: cheerful
current music: Paul Oakenfold with Nelly Furtado- The Harder They Come
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Tuesday, June 18th, 2002
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11:01 am - "listen to the don..."
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im waiting for kris-tal. She took her moms car and were going out a Its 11:00. I woke up all early and shit. Yesterday was the shit i made some new friends by my house..theyre ghetto. I didnt know there were ghetto people in Lyons. Theyre were trying to holla at rhea while me her krystal and stephanie were walking back from some bowling alley cuz we met up with iris and christina and juan cuz i havent seen them in a minute. Sunday...haha some shit went down but its going to be Ok. Its going to be alright. Alright enough bullshit. Im going to go.
P.S- I have an eating disorder.
hehe. oh well.
current mood: awake
current music: LiL Kim. Jay-Z. Biggie.- Queen Bitch 2 remix
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Saturday, June 15th, 2002
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4:59 pm - "Proud to say i will never make the same mistake.."
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Yea. I need to find a real stable relationship for once. Just once. I need to stop having fake realationships and friends with beniefts..or am i just a whore?
I need to find someone to have GOOD sex with.
haha. I need to find another angel to love.
AND ANOTHER ONE.
current mood: angry
current music: Ashanti- UNfoolish
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Friday, June 14th, 2002
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11:46 am - cuz im fragile when i hear your name..
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hey hey. man yesterday was crazy..so me and joey are fucking around and he chases after me right and then i start running through the kitchen and then im about to run outside so i go to this door with a big window and close it on joey and then his entire arm goes through the fuckin window hits me in the face and the entire glass breaks. It was real scary and my mom was pist. So then i didn't go to behind the wheel so i dont know whats going to happen with that. Theres this real hot girl imma get with cuz i havent gotten a hold of my "girlfriend". So today is going to be fun fun.
yea.
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Tuesday, June 11th, 2002
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11:07 am - I watched you change...
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i got no sleep. Im sitting here without no sleep. last night was crazy.
love sucks.
current mood:  tired
current music: deftones- change
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Monday, June 10th, 2002
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11:18 pm - "baby you want me well you can get this lapdance here for free."
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yo yo. Sunday i went to a party and got really trashed.. Im sorry but yea i did. I drink alot but sunday i was just fucked up i dont even remember too much. People were falling in the pool and shit and there was a fire. Joey got stuck. There were fights. Lovely. I love it. Then i spent the night by this kids house i barely knew..then today i had behind the wheel!!!! it was the shit..the lady let me smoke in the car. Then some shit went down with this girl danny knew who was starting the shit with ol girl krystal and i hit her and then me and dan got into a fight and brandon had to break us up. Then i just got back from ol girl rheas house. Hehe. Now neal and kelly are coming out to play. so i guess ill see yall next time...
current mood: grateful
current music: Neptunes(N*E*R*D)- Lapdance
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Sunday, June 9th, 2002
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1:05 pm - "Wherever i go i know the road will lead back to you."
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This song reminds me of someone and i miss them. :-(
I havent seen any of my old peeps in like 2 monthes. Its weird. I miss them.
Today i went swimming. Yesterday i partied. Then noone was home across the street so we chilled there till my mom started screaming outside cuz she realized i was missing. So then krystal and Kelly spent the night by me cuz my i had to go in.
HEY Me and my 2 best friends Kelly and krystal are the "KKK". but not realting to the unorganized racist hillbillies just the K's in our name.
current mood: good
current music: Paulina Rubio- Don't say goodbye.
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Saturday, June 8th, 2002
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2:45 pm - "Only reach for the peach if its peachy clean" haha!
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yesterday i got so fucked up lemme tell you. I was partying witha bunch of 20 year olds. I love skyy. Today im having a barbeque and having some wild sex. yea you know who you are.
current mood:  horny
current music: 112 AND Ludacris- Peaches and Cream(remix)
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Wednesday, June 5th, 2002
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1:44 pm - "I cant help that i like to be kissed.."
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WHATS CRACK ALACKIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well whats up. im sorry but so much as been going on. I mean lemme tell you. Well my moms not letting me go out cuz ive been really bad and i cant seriously talk. I aint got no voice. Cuz ive been smoking too much man so now i sound all flame and shit.
Oh yea....i got a girlfriend. Hehe can you believe it YA'LL? Its really complecated but it has to be kept on the down low for a while.
I LOVE LIFE.
well im sneaking my gf in for a little fun around 2 when my mom leaves but i can't talk :-(.
oh yea by the way the other day i crashed my friend becky's car. :-(
it was real fun tho.
current mood: cheerful
current music: No Doubt- Marry Me....
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