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| Wednesday, April 28th, 2004 | |
| 12:10 pm | Quick update.... bad viruses Alrighty... sorry I haven't been doing anything online but I've been really busy and I will probably stay dead for a little while longer, though I'll try to get caught up on my comment replies (which are up to a week and a half behind...) and my flist. I'm so sorry ![[info]](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20040512033142im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} shaded_mazoku!! I've been behind on our RP!!! I'll do better once I get all this shit sorted out *huggles*I've got to burn all my stuff to CDs and get my bookmarks saved on a disk. I have a virus on my computer that WILL >NOT< ERASE!! I already know exactly what file it is that is infected but unfortunately, everytime I try to delete it, it tells me- "You can not delete this file because it is being used by another program" I went to the task manager and I know what program it is that's using it but it won't let me end that either (it's the "sysupd" program... whatever that is... maybe "system update"?) But anyway, once I get all my important stuff on disks, I'll try deleting the "TEMP" (that's the "temporary" folder right?) folder in my "Local Settings" folder (I'm not sure if that'll fuck with my computer which is why I'm saving everything first) And if that doesn't work I may have to just... like... erase everything... which I'm actually not sure how to do that... I guess I'll find out but my computer's been doing some fucked up things and I think it's the virus so I want to get rid of it before I have a repeat of the Great Computer Crash of '03 |
| Monday, April 26th, 2004 | |
| 7:03 am | Begging for a rec. Hello again all!!! At long last the glorious day has come where I have actually managed to get my mother, who has before now looked at my yaoi obsession with rolled-eyed confusion, to agree to actually >read< something yaoi. Or shounen ai, actually. Which is why I've come to this lovely place, once again, asking for help. I know that we have some more mature ladies (and/or gentlemen) as members and since I'm not sure if the same type of yaoi touches the different generations, I'll ask anybody here. Is there a shounen ai (nothing harecore please!), perferably short, manga online somewhere that would be of interest to a mature woman *coughnicewayofsayingldcough* such as someone's mother. Any genre but romance (it's shounen ai, duh) would be a plus! *bows* Thankies in advance!! Crossposted to: ![[info]](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20040512033142im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} yaoi |
| Monday, April 19th, 2004 | |
| 8:22 pm | Ok... here's the rant... please don't hurt me :P Ok everybody... Today I’m going to tell you boys and girls what I like... no... love...
I love bad fanfiction!!!!!!
Ah yes... I can picture the total looks of shock, horror, and amazement you’re giving me via computer screen right now. But I figure, since no one ever sticks up for the bubble-headed 13 year old yaoi fanfic writers that don’t seem to know the difference between breathing and having an orgasm, it is my duty to "represent" You know what I see in these horrible fics? Not grammar, that’s for sure. Or skill. Or originality. Or maturity. Or anything that makes a good story. I see potential. I see passion. And I see promise. I don’t know when all of the people on my flist got into writing yaoi. I, for one, was one of those 12/13 year olds who wrote my first fic and posted it on ff.net. I got a lot of good reviews but you know what- it was crap. OOC, physically impossible, unimaginative, got rid of one of the guy’s wife and son by saying "just pretend they don’t exist" in the author’s notes... In short, I was everything that is wrong and horrible in the yaoi fandom. But the thing is... I didn’t stay 13 forever. I grew up and, surprise!, got better. I’m not saying I’m the world’s best writing or even that I’m all that good but I’ve improved a hundred-fold from when I started. I think that’s why I get so angry at all the yaoi fans (or non-yaoi fans) who complain about the "fanbrats" *seethes in hatred at that word* They are the future of our fandom and they may be annoying now but most of them will mature (plus I’ve seen infinitely more people who make me want to jab a fork into my ear who are (or at least claim to be) in college and upwards) PLEASE PEOPLE!!! All I’m asking is for you to have a little compassion and patience with these kids. Their hearts are in the right place, even if they haven’t grown into the skills they need to break away from the "yaoi fanpoodle" label *bows* Thank you for your time. Current Music: All The Thing She Said- T.a.T.u. I think it's appropriate... |
| 12:24 pm | Weekend, images, books, and ears- oh my! Hmmm.... did a lot of things this weekend... Watched the Animatrix. Wow... that’s quite... disquieting... Especially the one with the Hindu-ish looking Goddess lady telling the story of how the whole thing started. I also watched Gundam SEED. Saw sooooo many yaoi possibilities and it’s only the first episode. I, surprisingly enough, like Flayah or whatever her name is. Like I said, I usually get either an instant like or dislike of a character and even though I’ve heard really bad things about her, I liked her when I first saw her. ... and the white haired boy... the hair did it for me. He’s got my love. Got my PS2!!! Yay!! And I got my scanner working!!! Which begs the question- which is in caps lock to get people’s attention who are only skimming over this- you bastards :P DOES ANYONE KNOW A REALLY GOOD PLACE FOR HOSTING IMAGES THAT CAN BE DISPLAYED ON LJ!?!?!?!?!? I don’t like Tripod because it doesn’t seem to have a lot of bandwidth (correct me if I’m wrong) and Geocities won’t let you display them here and I don’t feel like linking... I wanna scan niceness from manga and stuff. Dammit!! I was pissed off when the scanner didn’t work because I was imagining “just think of all the things I could do if it was working” and now that it is... I can’t think of anything!! Don’t you just hate that?!?!? Anyway... Maybe I’ll scan some of the Les Bejoux or whatever the hell the name is manga... and some other ones... I also got the book that was recced by bithysith titled “Dream Boy” Now I just have to read it XDWhat else? Oh yeah... I went back to the doctor to for a follow up on the ear situation and since it hasn’t got any better... he’s sending me to an Ears, Nose, and Throat specialist tomorrow *cries* I don’t wanna be poked!!!!!!! Also- look for my rant on bad fanfiction that’s going up later- k? |
| Friday, April 16th, 2004 | |
| 9:27 pm | 3 questions meme!!!!!!!! Snatched from sabonasi alexandrophile jennyrogue kalldoro saeryph shiva_chan vamp_girl and probably a million other people.Ask me 3 questions. Any questions you want and I will answer them to the best of my ability. And then, if you haven't already, copy and paste this on your own journal. |
| Thursday, April 15th, 2004 | |
| 4:18 am | *dramatic heavenly music sounds* BEHOLD- FOR VA-CHAN HAS SEEN “THE PASSION”!!!!! ... and cried twice... ... the Va-chan is a freakin’ pussy. BEWARE SPOILERS!!!! (though you should all know how this story ends...) I didn’t actually cry at anything about the Jesus-dying-for-all-our-sins thing but I cried at the parts with Mary. It’s probably because I’m a woman and feel for the mother/child dynamic. When Jesus fell while carrying the cross and she flashed back to him tripping as a child- and both times she ran to him and did the “I’m here” thing... I was fucking bawling. And the second time was when he was on the cross and she kissed his feet. Just because I flashed to the game moms play with their kids. You know, when you kiss and tickle their little toesies... that got me going too. I also loved the table flashback... good to see that Jesus was a mama’s boy... I can’t say much on the gore though. I watched when he got hit with the flexie sticks but once the flogging things came out I turned away. And when he got nailed to the cross I closed my eyes... though I could still hear it (Ick!) I was sad about Judas killing himself but I can use it to further my Satan-is-on-the-side-of-Jesus theory... well... not if you look at it one way but from the other perspective it does... Liked Satan.... wanna find pics of him (ok... her...) To make an icon out of it. Liked Claudia, Pilote (or however he spells his name), and Pilot’s second in command guy... The high priest was an asshole though... I was rooting for him to die when the earthquake hit... I mean... I don’t care if someone’s a blasphemer... if he’s on the freakin’ cross already you can show a little compassion... The demon children that beat the crap outta Judas were actually funny though... when there were just two I was kinda grossed out and once there were more I started laughing because the thought that crossed my mind was //OMG! They had gangs in ancient Jeruselum too!!!// I expected them to pull out little differently color Jewish head coverings... So.... was it anything faith shaking that would turn me away from my false idols of gay animated porn and food? No. Was it good because it made me cry and I like things that make me cry? Yeah. Was it worth $15 for two people to go see? Nope. OMG!!!! IT’S A SIGN!!! Last night... when I was writing the first part of this after I saw the movie... someone replied anonymously to my last post (I’m assuming he/she saw my icon) with “Jesus GOOD!!! Satan BAD!!!!” Too funny... Just a random thought that struck me during the film... Who here, besides me, would have loved it if Satan showed up infront of the mother Mary (I picture it when she walked away from the flogging) and Mary just reached back and smacked the shit outta him/her? I really wanted to see a Mary vs Satan throwdown... *bows head in shame* I’m getting through all the e-mails and posts I have to comment on. Current Music: What If God Were One of Us- Joan Osborne |
| Tuesday, April 13th, 2004 | |
| 7:13 am | *hops up and down* I know I swore I would reply to e-mail and RP and comment on journals but I had a fever again so I said "fuck it" and procrastinated. I'm late for school but I'll tell you what I got told at the doctor's office yesterday. I might have to get tubes put in my ears (did I already tell you guys that yesterday... I don't remember...) Anyone had that procedure done? Poor Deere and Ranmyaku (my RP character and his lover) Right in the middle of him getting diddled for the second time, ever, and I take this unintentional vacation... ... I'm so mean to him. Gotta go... loves and huggles and kisses and such.... |
| Thursday, April 8th, 2004 | |
| 5:58 pm | Spring cleaning... *steps onto platform*
ATTENTION PLEASE!
I'll be doing a little "Spring Cleaning" of my friendslist. I'm getting rid of the people who no longer update, ect ect. There is no need to tell me that you want to stay on my friendslist because if you have updated sometime in the last month or so, you'll probably stay on.
But since I have at least one "fic journal" on my friendslist- if any of you have any fic journals I'd like to know about them. I'm taking them off this friendslist and friending them on my fic journal (which I swear I'll start updating sometime soon)
*steps off platform*
Thank you for your time. |
| Tuesday, March 30th, 2004 | |
| 4:25 pm | Yay!!!! The horrible serial adder _afterthoughts has been made invisible on my "friends of" list!!! I love LJ System Admin.!!! |
| Tuesday, January 13th, 2004 | |
| 8:42 pm | Read it if you love me because this is the most fucked up thing I'll ever do! Oh. My. God. Oh. My. Goddamn. Christ. Oh. My. Fucking. Jesus. Mother. Of. Joseph. On. A. Cracker. I wrote it! I wrote the promised Kamui X Fuma’s-severed-head-and-dead-body. No plot twists. No skimping on the smut. I am going to hell. And I’m doing it laughing like a fucker. Ok... the people I’d like to blame *cough* I mean thank... *shifty eyes * No... actually... with this one I’m keeping blame. The three people who I’m placing the blame for this fic solely upon/ thanking are karmastaya miriya and tricycle This is all your guy’s fault XD *huggles them all * You’re true friends... the kind that help you get damned for the rest of eternity.Author: Vadalia Fandom: X/1999 Pairing: KamuixDead!Fuma Rating: NC-17 Warning: Blood, insanity, necrophilia, and excess use of synonyms for blood XD Not for the weak of heart... Description: Kamui has some fun with Fuma after the Battle of the Kamuis. And no- this is not an AU. And if you don’t know what that implies- check the warnings again *sparklegrin* ( Solus Altissimus- Alone the Most High ) Current Mood: headachey Current Music: Mr. Wonderful- DDR (I think) |
| Monday, January 12th, 2004 | |
| 4:25 am | An Anniversary fic! Remember that X/1999 fic that was supposed to be Kamui and Fuma’s head/body? I wanted to write that in honor of the whole It-was-my-anniversary thing. It... didn’t come out quite as planned... but here’s... a fic... that started as that... Be gentle.. it's my first X/1999 fic and I'm getting a feel for the characters... Author: Vadalia Pairing: KamuixSurprise Rating: Probably not even PG-13... Description: Kamui reminisces with a special someone about the events one year ago. Slightly AU (you’ll find out... or maybe not AU since the manga hasn’t ended so we really don’t know how it’ll turn out...) ( The Anniversary fic ) Current Mood:  tiredCurrent Music: nothing |
| Sunday, January 11th, 2004 | |
| 10:41 pm | Anniversary!!! It's my anniversary!!! One year ago today (for another hour and 15 minutes) I got my journal!! Yay!! This is also my 167th post!! Yay! I've made many many many friends on here in the last year (a couple "enemies" as well...) and I just wanna say- I LOVE YOU ALL!! *hugglehuggles* |
| Saturday, January 10th, 2004 | |
| 8:11 pm | My current fic list... I make no promises!!!!!! But these are the fics currently on my plate... 1) An original character fic. Having to do with humiliation/torture (possibly spanking), public sex and leather pants. 2) Fake/Gravitation crossover fic. JJxRyuichi. JJ is depressed and Ryuichi tries to cheer him up with ice cream. 3) Odd-pairing fic for unusual_liasons Not sure which pairing I wanna do yet though.4) Kamui/Fuma’s head/dead body fic (for you-two-know-who-you-are-and-it’s-your-f 5) Weiss Kreuz fic I have to re-write the first three chapters of first. 6) Bibleslash fic I’m been working on all day (GodxLucifer) 7) A Demon Diary fic that- I’m not sure if it’ll work or not but I’m thinking about running the idea past 27th_precinct First I wanna get the 5th volume to make sure nothing in there would make the pairing impossible...Fics that are on the back burner since I haven’t worked on them in forever: 1) The CarrotxGod of Destruction fic. 2) The GateauxQui fic... though I might just forget about that one because I don’t think I had it saved and I really don’t wanna have to start over... ... Anybody remember any other's I've been talking about recently?... Too many to remember... And do you guys think I should post the first chapter of the Weiss Kreuz fic up now or wait until I have more written? It's fairly short... By-the-by... we were driving past my dad's new girlfriend and she flipped my mom off for absolutely no reason... amuses the hell outta me because my mom flipped her back off and Des was in the car with her mom and I'm assuming both her and I were thinking Oh-god-my-mom-is-acting-gangsta'. Current Mood:  hungryCurrent Music: the kitchen fan |
| Wednesday, January 7th, 2004 | |
| 3:18 pm | Anti-yaoi and Fake... I GOT FAKE VOL. 5!!!!!!!! Take that! *points at you-know-who-you-are * Can I just say that I loved the JJ thing?!?!?! It so weird to see him serious but I love him that way and squealing like a school-girl! And something that has been going around lately... The anti-yaoi-ness Ok, boys and girls! I am a >rabid< yaoi fangirl!!!!! The Good: I did not get into yaoi when it became “popular” (I’ve been in it 5- 6 years) I do not use Japanese for no apparent reason. I know how to use a spell check and the “shift” key. I do not flame het. writers because I am squicked my het. and I just don’t read it. The Bad: I have written stories that had graphic sex scenes that I know now are complete BS and though I’m not proud of them, I don’t care. I squee much more than my neighbors and friends and mother would like. I hate female characters simply because they get in the way of my fav. yaoi couple and I don’t give a fuck if that makes me illogical and stupid. I will put any two (or more) male characters I damn well please into bed with each other just because they’re hot. AND I WILL NOT APOLIGIZE FOR ANY ONE OF THOSE FUCKING THINGS!!! ESPECIALLY THE LAST ONE!!!! *twitch* For the non-yaoi fangirls who bitch about “Every fourth website I go to has yaoi!!!! Yaoi fangirls are ruining everything” Just remember, that means out of every four websites >I< go to... I’m forced to see three that are het. And secondly- having, when yaoi was less wide spread, had to search for >HOURS< just to get one >BADLY WRITTEN< fic of my fav. yaoi couple... I consider it simply a little bit of turn-about-is-fair-play. Just remember... the yaoi fad will wane as all fads do and then the... um... “stupider” fangirls will run along to the next “kewl” thing. Hopefully. Current Mood:  fullCurrent Music: The View or something... |
| 2:03 am | Bibleslash!!!! My explanation... Ok!!!!!! Bitches and hos!!!!!! (for those who are new to the friendspage... that is your official title to me... though it’s meant with love :) ) I would like to point out a little cutsie thingy that has to do with Bibleslash (mansmut with biblical figures) The most common name I’ve seen for Satan is Lucifer. In most circles- Lucifer Morningstar. Let’s break this down... Lucifer- “Light Bringer” Originally referred to the planet Venus (Go! Look in the online Catholic Encyclopedia if you don’t believe me) Morningstar- Again, a reference to Venus, the last “star” visible in the morning. Now... people. Whether you’re a fan of Greek (or is it Roman?) mythology or if you’ve watched Sailor Moon... what does Venus stand for? Love and beauty. Also, Lucifer is usually referred to as the most beautiful of the God’s angelic host. DO I NEED ANY MORE REASON TO HAVE HIM AND GOD HAVE HOT SCREAMING GAY CELESTIAL BUTT SEX!?!?!?!?!?!? ... what I really wanna do... is write a fic where God is uke *cackles* if he thought he was pissed at me before... ... but first I really should finish the first Bibleslash fic I started... Also- a little treat... “Buy Lucifer on sale at E-bay” ... dude... does it make me a dork if I actually clicked on the link? Current Mood: ichy Current Music: Futurama- TV |
| Saturday, December 27th, 2003 | |
| 9:33 pm | RotK!!!!!!! SPOILERS!!!!!!! Am I the only one who doesn't like the whole Frodo-wakes-up-all-happy-in-the-end thing? I'm not sure if that's the first time he wakes up after the Mordor-volcano thing but it looked like it was.... I would not be that happy if I were him.... He's knocked out in the hell of Mordor, certain that he is going to die... He wakes up in a light-filled comfy bed... ... with a person he thinks is dead looking over him... ...then all his friends come in... I would be sad... I would think that I had failed my mission and that I was dead and >all< my friends were dead too... ... But that's just me... Maybe I just wanted Frodo to look all big-eyed and sad at Gandolf and ask "Am I in heaven?" (actually the ME equivilant)... but I think if I had to see him big-eyed and sad one more time, I woulda snapped... sorry but PJ likes Hobbits waaaaaay too much... ... also... with what Legolas had on in the ending... maybe that's why Frodo looked so happy... I was happy with it... Current Mood: ok |
| 10:59 am | Yay!!!! Vampire Game!!! I GOT VAMPIRE GAME VOL. 4!!!! *coughtakethatcriscokittyIamunbeatable!! I >LOVE< Princess Ishtar!! Why? She's a yaoi fangirl. Ishtar *teasing the vampire Duzel*: I know you've got a crush on him, but that doesn't mean you get to bite him. Unless he wants you to, of course. Duzal: -_-;;; Why are you constantly trying to hook my up with other guys? Tee! Definitely a princess after my own heart. Lots of shounen ai hints and gender bending... good manga... Current Mood:  sick |
| Thursday, December 25th, 2003 | |
| 3:31 pm | A gift to my friends!!!!!!!! I cried today. I got clothes. WTF!!!! I asked for two things!! TWO GODDAMN THINGS!!!! A gift certificate to Wizzywig (an anime store) and Waldens (bookstore)... and I got clothes!!!!!!!!! NO!!!! They weren't even clothes I like!!! It was two pajamas (I usually sleep in the clothes I wear in the day on naked), two sweaters (light blue and pink... I >HATE< those colors!!!), and a bathrobe (which I only needed because she threw away my last one). I usually wouldn't have minded... my dad got me a rock tumbler one year... but she didn't get them for me... she got them because she likes to shop for clothes... She got me presents I hate because shopping for them was something she liked to do... that's what pissed me off... completely selfish... especially after I waited for >HALF AN HOUR!!< in a line in a store I hate to get her her fucking gift... But since I cried, she consoled me that she would take me to Wizzywigs on my birthday (Dec. 30th) She'd fucking better.... But I wrote a gift fic for my friends... please forgive the crap-tacular-ness of it but most of it was written at 3 a.m. and it hasn't been beta-ed. And for those friends who don't like WeiB Kreuz... suck it up and read! I'm not sure if I should post it on the wb_yaoi and yaoi communites or not... maybe... but my friends are more liable to be nice to me despite my lack of skill than strangers... Title: A Christmas Dream Author: Vadalia Rating: PG-13 Pairing: YohjixAya, KenxOmi, Surprise! (The Schwartz fangirls should like the surprise) Description: Aya spends Christmas with Yohji... or is all not as it seems? By-the-by... Schuldig does have blue eyes in the anime. ( A Christmas Dream ) Current Mood: dual minded... Current Music: Lugia's Song- Pokemon |
| Wednesday, December 24th, 2003 | |
| 9:30 pm | Tee! Merry Christmas!!!! From: Me To: All the beautiful bitches and hos on my friends list.
Yeah... I'm working on a nice WeiB Kreuz Chistmas fic I'll post later.
I also have a ton of comments to reply to, so sorry if I haven't replied to yours yet. Current Mood:  creativeCurrent Music: Someday- Nickelback |
| Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003 | |
| 10:58 pm | "Crocodile kills man, stalks his friends" ... am I the only one who thinks, while anyone (not stupid) dying is a horrible thing- that this is a very funny headline. For some reason all I can picture is this crocodile stuffed in a tiny trenchcoat and hanging out in a phonebooth making obscene calls to these guys. Maybe I'm just sick and twisted like that... *hangs head in shame* Watched Cowboy Bebop’s Jupiter Jazz part 1. tonight (again) God I love Gren... first... he’s openly gay... second... he’s >ANGST< personified... with boobs... *sniff* Too bad Julia and Spike (utter assholes) hurt Vicious so badly that, when he met and fell in love with Gren, he betrayed him- so Gren couldn’t screw him over first. Something Gren said when talking to Faye: “You were just afraid they’d abandon you so you abandoned them first.” ... am I the only one who doesn’t think he was talking about Faye? VICIOUSXGREN FOREVER!!!!!! And really... I still wanna know why Vicious is the bad guy in respects to the whole Spike and Julia thing... I mean- THEY BETRAYED HIM FIRST!!!!! And yet... he’s the bastard. Doesn’t make sense to me... than again I may be a bit biased for the villainically-inclined... just a little... I also got an early Christmas present... yippee. I’ve been asking for a trench coat for >FOREVER<... I open it and what is it?!?! A coat... A huge, fluffy, baby blue winter coat... I outright told my mom it was a pussy coat and I think she got the drift that I hate it... LADY!!! I WANTED A FUCKING TRENCH COAT NOT THAT PIECE OF SHIT!!!! Anyway... I'm writing a RishidxJoey (Yu-Gi-Oh) ficlit piece of fluff... yeah... anyone who knows the Yu-Gi-Oh fandom is with me in going "OMGWTF!?!?!?!" It's pretty tame though... just a kiss... to an unconscious guy... “It’s a killer horse... It’ll eat us”... from Reign the Conqueror... just the way he says it... so cute... Current Mood:  contentCurrent Music: I Wanna Sex You Up- 95 South Remix- Backstreet Boys |