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xanga is down and it makes me want to cry...i havent been able to blog about all my crazy emotions these fast few days. =\ someone save me. i need my xanga
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[01 Aug 2003|08:15am] |
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LOOK I DECIDED TO UPDATE MY LIVEJOURNAL POOF
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| at school |
[06 Jun 2003|02:18pm] |
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so i'm at school right now if you cant tell by the time. i need to copy and paste this to my xanga later yes i know i am such a traitor but it's a lot more convienent since everyone is on xanga therefore blah. highlights of today were the debate. agh i think i did so badly on it but at least we convinced 8 people to our side yeah pretty big accomplishment considering we had 0 votes before we debated. oh yes and we got our spring fling pictures today can you say UGLY. yeah hardcore ugly i mean like the rest of the people are pretty but i believe that i killed the picture. hmph oh yes and if you look carefully the picture if backwards. you ask me why? krystle tells me its because it looks better flipped around. but if you look at andy and jeff's shirts than you can see that the words are flipped around go figure. so yeah i made up that spanish test like 5 minutes ago and it was pretty easy i guess hopefully i got an a. 2 fast 2 furious comes out today hopefully ill get to go see it either today or on sunday. though on sunday laura wants to go see the italian job. but i think it's going to be her and brian and i dont want to be a third wheel now do i? couples deserve their alone time and me being there would just be kind of pointless though we do have that key club/sophomore steering committee banquet to go to afterwards. i'll see whats going on. i really want to get my hair trimmed this weekend since its like really gross with all my split ends and stuff and i've decided that im not dying my hair till i get gray...or sometime in college because i miss my natural hair. having gross poofy dry hair is no fun. i especially hair how my hair gets extremely poofified when i shower in the morning and come to school with my hair still wet such as today. wilson is coming to la this weekend. my new key club friend/acquaintance lmao i dont know what you can call our relationship at this point in time. but remember you told me that you were going to take me to go get ice cream? yeah i think so so where is my ice cream huh? lol yeah and who is suppose to save me when i build my boat and sink...lol yeah everyone probably has no idea what im talking about even wilson cause he's uncool like that. hmph i still want my cape though even if like it has to be mailed or i have to wait until convention for it. eric my loser brother promised that he would get me and jeff lanuza one but he failed. what a horrible brother lol. which reminds me that jeff is gone this weekend making me have no one to talk to about certain people and have him threaten to copy and paste what i say to him to certain people yah ie stanley lol whatever you're a horrible person jeff i dont want to go try out for american idol with you anymore. during trig today we had a sub and michael was singing in viet. it made me giggle and i suggested that we go try out for paris by night together. i really have the urge to watch paris by night now yeah i wonder why.....lol i dont know it's just entertaining. well tonight will be devoted to a lot of phoning and a lot of sleeping because ive been lacking a lot of that during the week. agh the coffee...and the breaking out yeah not good. did you know mangoes make you break out. this journal entry is getting way too long and i never update my livejournal anymore. i dont think anymore reads my journal anymore and i wouldn't blame them. well off to wait for the bell to ring and for my nice nap after school =D byebyeeeee see you later internet hahahahhahaa
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[05 Jun 2003|02:28pm] |
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im at schooo.....xanga is blocked....pooieeee seee my computer in like 30 minutes =\ this hasnt been all too great of a day. sort of bad but i'll feel better once i get home to talk to =X.
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| happy bday to me |
[06 May 2003|06:49pm] |
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Happy birthday to me!!! I can’t believe that I’m finally 16. It doesn’t feel all too sweet being 16. what can I say today was just about one of the greatest days of my life. Well so far that is. I arrived at school only to be showered in happy birthdays, hugs, and gifts from my friends. And to top everything off we had a shortened day today so I didn’t have to stay in school for another hour and ruin my birthday =). I got everything that I could possibly want for my birthday and as long as I have my friends and my family that is all I really need. First and foremost I would like to thank everyone that has been there for me these past 16 years of my life. I know at times my stuff may weird you out or bore you but you stuck with me through it all and that’s why I love all of you. Now to thank those that got me something today. Andy thank you for EVERYTHING. The pucca doll, the garu, and the balloons(that got confiscated LOL don’t worry I went to go get them after school) muah! I love you! Laura thank you for the pucca bank lol maybe now ill have a possibility of saving some money instead of spending it all on useless crap at the mall. Huggles! I love you too!! Sangeetha thank you for the yummy muffins that I had 3 of (=O mucho calories right there buddy) and thanks from all those people that stole muffins from me because theyre evil and they wanted to eat my delicious birthday present. “I wonder if we’ll end up being good friends…” lol I love you three!!! Michael thank you very much for ALL of the stuff that you got me. The pucca diary, the pucca organizer, and the pucca SNIFFY SMELLY pens lol. Man you’re one great friend for getting me all that stuff and then having the face the wrath of your scary viet parents yelling at you for spending too much money =\ im sorry!! But don’t worry tiff loves you four! And thank you to everyone that told me happy birthday and gave me a hug and stuff and thanks to all those people that said they owe me something lol IM EXPECTING SOMETHING ON MY DOORSTEP ASAP lol JK!!!!!!! I found it kind of funny that all the presents that I got today were all pucca LMAO I guess my friends know me too well. Well I guess because I go around claiming that im pucca like everything kinda pushed them into that lets get tiff something pucca for her birthday =P. greatness! There was like nothing much to do in school today and I finally bought my spring fling ticket which means I might actually have to go. Well im going to go anyways and take COOL dance pictures lol and yeah lol I don’t know how to dance so I’ll just be kicking it in the front or selling stuff cause yeah im cool like that. Vote johnathan arriaran and sarah delauder for tikiman and tikiwoman =P. o yes happy birthday zach as well lol it was funny in 6th period I walk into class and he was in class too so I sit there for a while and look at him and im like oohhh yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY lol and he was like yeahh HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you too lmao it was weird. Ohh some crazy stuff happened during 6th period too some guy was using the computer and then like these like people came in and like they took him away and stuff cause he was like either looking at illegal sites or like using some kind of instant messaging thingy on the computers. Hmm I bet you he was looking at dirty things lol jk. Ohhh I found out that the tennis player…..the one from reseda….yeah his name is tristan. LOL!!! The irony!!!!! Yeah he was cute =P maybe we should all take a trip to reseda lol jk! After school I went to piano and im starting this piece by Beethoven its 10 pages long =\ SIGHHhhh all that work =P but I can do it if I put my mind to it. Oh yes and my piano teacher said that I played soooo beautifully at the recital on Sunday that she was very like WOW =). Oh yea! Now all the have to worry about is the ap test on Friday DUN DUN DUN. After that im free!!! Ohh I was going to go to baskin robbins today to go get free ice cream cause jeff said he would get me some but I was like hmm what if hes not working so I just told my mom to go home. My mommy might stop by after she goes to class though and get me a cake =) yum mom’s the best. I need to go look for something for her for mothers day. ohh yeaaa next weekend im going to have like a kick back thingy at my house and like yeahh..hmm I don’t know if I should have a party or if I should like just go out with my friends..cause my mom asked me if I wanted to have a house party but I was thinking there is nothing to do at my house….all wed do is eat and watch tv and talk and touch each other okay maybe you can leave out that touch each other part. But what if they decide that im not cool like my brother and decide to stay home during my party and watch me like evil parents lol that would be quite funny though. we’ve got key club that day…lmao why do we always have key club? Whatever ill inform everything about everything sometime soon but im soo happy I get to see all my cousins this weekend. Saturday is going to hardcore SUPER =) lol. We’re going to go take pictures too cause its been like YEARS since we last took pictures together…like literally…….like 2001…damnnn……yeahand itll be cool if Johnny danny and Stephen came too cause then they could make our picture have both sexes in it lol. Damn we should go watch better luck tomorrow on Saturday cause we can just ditch my house party and go see it =) YEA! LoL!! That’d be AWESOME =) oohh man but curfew…ohh 4get curfew we wont get caught. Hahahaha damn I haven’t been soo hapy in such a long time.. THANKS EVERYONE AGAIN I LOVEEEE YOUUUUUU ALLL OF YOUUUU =) happy birthday to me =)
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[01 May 2003|06:37pm] |
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WHAT WAS THAT? THREE FUCKING MONTHS OF BULL SHIT? Yeah I think so. I don’t know how in the world I could’ve been soo stupid. I’ve wasted three perfectly good months of my time thinking about someone who I believed in the end things wouldn’t work out with and guess what I am right. I don’t know what to do right now. No im not going to cry because that fucking jerk doesn’t even deserve to have any tears shed. I shouldn’t have been so stupid and I shouldn’t have fallen into the trap. Over and over again I persisted on liking him and over and over again I got hurt. And now this is the climax of all my confusion and emotions. I put my heart on the line and it got smashed into a million pieces. No I wasn’t in love but if things would have worked out Im sure I would’ve found out what love really is. now I find no purpose in doing some of the things I do. Yeah I know I shouldn’t let a stupid boy drive me crazy but I did and now I don’t even know what I am. It’s hard to explain. I don’t even think I want to be friends. How could you end up friends with someone that you liked so much and found out that he doesn’t like you back but was purely using you for mind games and in the end you’re torn apart. I knew it was too good to be true in the beginning and that is why I always form a wall with myself and guys. I don’t want to take the chance of getting hurt. No one can really understand how I’m feeling right now. I have to admit though that even through all of that I am still not over him. It’s really hard to get over someone that you’ve liked for so long. But in due time I will and I will move on sooner or later but right now it just hurts. I don’t really want to go to school tomorrow and I don’t really want to do my homework anymore. I find no purpose in my life if I must go through life alone. Sure I’ve got my friends and all but that’s not enough for me. It feels like there’s this big empty hole inside of me and I thought that he could fill that hole. But obviously I was wrong and here I am now. Im tired of all this crap. I need someone new in my life. Im jealous of all those couples. Brian and laura don’t understand how lucky they are to have one another. Somehow I will get by though. I’ll put on a smile and forget about things and go out tomorrow and have fun. Hopefully………………………………..
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[29 Apr 2003|05:03pm] |
yes i've decided to be benevolent and post in BOTH of my journals so my dearest livejournal friends wont have to click on my link to read about my life.
sunday
i got my ass up really early and went to go shower. i showered and sat around online for a while and then decided to call jeff. i ask him if hes coming and if so ill give him a ride but he sounded dead so he was like no ill just stay home today. so i get my booty to school to our pancake breakfast. i get there and like everyone is already there. i go get some pancakes and michael doan took too long to get em for me so michael cornes got some for me. then i went back to the sophomore booth to "work" and eat. then brian tortured me by not letting me see his pucca and garu that he got for laura. but during the day i eventually got around to stealing them for a bit and playing with them =). then brian yelled at me for playing with it too much. then i went to the key club booth for a while cause andy left GEE I WONDER WHERE TO. so anyways i sat there for a bit and let the kids play and stuff and gave them tickets. oh and we saw this guy it was really funny. there were like people blocking us so i was like hey that guy over there is cute. and christina valerie and ann were like which one. and then like someone was like the one in the middle? and i was like i think so. and then someone said the one wearing gray? and i was like yeah and then someone was like the tall one? and i was like yeaa lol yeah he was cute =). so after like the pancake breakfast/carnival was over we just chilled on the football field and throw footballs around while i was blowing bubbles. then some of us left to ap review with miller which i think was really pointles =P. afterwards i got picked up and i got home and sat around for a bit then i was on the phone for a bit then i did my homework then i was online and yeahhhh thats about it
MONDAY
hmm did some stuff at school. had a key club board meeting. we went over stuff and got people to copy stuff. then jeff was like omg cause i kept on talking about trung lol and he was like it doesnt matter you cant touch him anyways lmao whatevers trung is my husband we do MORE THAN TOUCHING lol jk. so then we were fighting to the packet cause i wanted to read the president intros and stuff. then i walked over to the bench and it was pretty boring then the bell rang. then off to class and stuff and boring stuffers so afterschool me andy jeff tiffany l. grace matt elaine rebecca and some other people that i cant remember were decorating for international day. well we werent really decorating me and andy were just sitting there cutting out the animals and sutff and we finished in like 5 minutes. then other people came and i left. so i went to the hospital and it was my first day working at the info desk. i sat there for 2 hours met some cool people and then brian cha comes down and tells me to get my booty to pediatrics yet i had no idea where that was. so i went to talk to gabby and she said that i could just work at the small info desk but chill at the big info desk for the rest of the night to get to know stuff. so we sat there and stuff and the girl was looking at my pictures and she was like is your bf in any of these pictures. and i was like ohh i dont have a boyfriend. thats kind of funny that she thought i had a boyfriend though. so i got home and had dinner and stuff and practiced piano and then went online and then i was going to go to sleep early but then i had too many distractions so i ended up sleeping at like 11.
TODAY
went to school not in the greatest mood since i was like falling asleep all day. went to steering committee that was boring. nothing all too big happened today. i continued to draw my little scary asian mafia picture. after school went to piano and here i am now. im kind of bored yet im kinda ehh and im really tired. how come everyone has a boyfriend? at lunch today andy was all like rubbing up on me cause hes jealous of couples. im jealous of couples too. BLAH =P. im tired of all this crap like SOMEDAY YOULL FIND THE RIGHT PERSON TIFF. well i thought i found the right person but he obviously doesnt feel the same way about me. well maybe he does but i just dont know it. yet i cant go off and tell someone like that cause im too afraid of what may happen. yet maybe i should listen to that one quote.........lol whateverssssss my birthday is in one week if someone gets me a boyfriend for my birthday ill love you FOREVER =) and ill KISS you lmao okay maybe not if you're a girl but umm ill THANK YOU in soo many ways =)
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| i want |
[27 Mar 2003|04:14pm] |
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[19 Mar 2003|08:13pm] |
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my infatuation makes me go nuts.......you know what i mean ill bitch about it after i do chem hw
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[25 Feb 2003|05:50pm] |
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if you monitor isnt like 17 inches than my layout will look crappy toyou
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| what a beep day |
[25 Feb 2003|04:55pm] |
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look at my new and cute layout that finally works cause i decided that geocities sucks and angelfire is cool =). haha look at it and be jealous cause i know you'd like to have your journal as cute as mine lol jk. well anyways today was an EHH day. major ehh! i went to piano lessons after school and that was okay. i really hope it rains tomorrow. i want to go shopping with my mom this weekend i hope we do cause i need to finish my convention shopping. well ill write more later cause now i want to find cute things to put into my entries =) <3
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| ahoy new layout |
[24 Feb 2003|10:19pm] |
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today was very much a pointless day. i went to schoool and nothing out of the ordinary happened. it's weird cause i was listening to anni'e storie during the board meeting and then i get home and then this girl from el camino tells me that yu jin quit and isnt vp anymore. that really was like WHOA to me. well anyways i didnt really feel like doing any of my homework today. i never feel like doing my homework these days. i hope i did okay on the Euro test considering i tried my best and tried soo hard to study. i dont like wars i dont like history either. tomorrow i have piano lessons ACK. i wanted to use that one sticker picture as my icon but i guess andy never posted it. which reminds me i need to get the money for the sweaters to him tomorrow. i'm really bored and i wish i had someone interesting to talk to. i was talking to michele yesterday and that was really interesting =) <3. anyways i was sending shah pictures last night but now that i think about it maybe i shouldnt have well of that one person but whatevers i didnt do anything wrong i was just sharing the lovely bootiful ppl i have on my computer. today is roland's birthday and i didnt call to tell him happy birthday nor would i want to. oh wells happy birthday mentally to him anyways sweet 16 lol.
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[24 Feb 2003|10:03pm] |
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woo hooooooooooooo new layout im contemplating whether or not i should go back to public entries
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| hi everyone |
[24 Feb 2003|08:00pm] |
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to all my live journal friends. it's been great reading all of your posts and having you comment to my journal and visevera. but i think i would like to keep my list of friends small because im very busy and don't have much time to read many entries or comment. it's been great being your lj friend and thanx for adding me in the first place but if i remove you as a friend don't take it personally and if you would like to remove me as well than don't be afraid to. thanks a lot for everything and have fun with your endless live journaling beyond this point.
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[09 Feb 2003|10:27pm] |
rawr
i am the mole
that boy's new name should be lester lmao funny name
the boy that works at place should be called ryan until his name is determined
dun dun dun krystle's journal was interesting so i decided to do this
jersey guy was called ryan go figure
spike was wayyy 7th grade
pc was soo 7th grade too
squirtle's mom owns that ghetto store
turtle got really buff and is on the football team and is uncute anymore lmao at my reaction when we were talking about him at tiff's party
pp - broke his leg
sunny- i have no clue what happened to him
i lost track of who was andy's number 1 2 3 etc.
ray still wont tell me what hhh and hpr stands for
brian is sexy mofo
charn is sexy fool
im sexy mommie
andy is sexy daddy
charn's cousin is sexy pegasus john bob
annie is sexy annie
mia doesnt go to el camino......ray that liar!
boob is a hoe
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| haha i couldn't pass this one up |
[19 Jan 2003|07:44pm] |
u knw ure just an annying 6th grader when
1) You actually think you're cool just because you're finally in junior high so you don't even realize everyone except other sixth graders hates you.
2) You constantly bitch about having to wake up at 6.30, even though your big sister has already left by then
3) You start getting all moody and being mean to your parents, no matter how nice they are to you.
4) You think it's your birth right to be watching TV, talking to your best friend on the phone, and all your other friends online every day as soon as you get home till you go to bed.
5) You still copy everything your older sister, does, only now you try to pretend that you're the cool one, even though everyone knows you're just a 6th grade loser.
6) You manage to find the crappiest, most annoying music in existence and insist on playing it everywhere you go.nbsp; Then you make fun of your older sister's undeniably cooler music.nbsp; (Sublime forever)
7) You start trying to act like a teenager even though everyone knows no one in high school would be caught dead at any place you and your creepy little friends like to hang out.
8) You actually care who's popular and who's not, and have an opinion about every one of the total of three couples that ever exist all year in your grade.
9) You and your friends all idol worship the same person who doesn't know (or care) that any of you exist.nbsp; None of you have the courage to make eye contact with them, and you will probably spend the rest of your junior high career, and maybe part of high school too, obsessing over them, which is why it will be years until you actually get a boyfriend (or girlfriend).
10) You get dumber and more annoying with each passing day, but the dumber you get, the funnier you think you are.
11) If you are lucky enough to be taller than your big sister, you have managed to convince yourself that when she's a senior you'll be the one silly stringing her on the first day of school, because it's managed to escape your feeble mind that while you might be taller, your older sibling will ALWAYS be cooler.
12) You become obsessed with something-- a book, a cartoon, a band-- that essentially rules your life.nbsp; You compare everything and everyone in your life to something related with the object of your obsession.
13) (This is related to 1) You constantly insult kids from the elementary school just because they're younger, since you're close enough to their age not to realize how cute most of them are and how you were one of them less than a year ago.
14) (Also related to 1) You have the nerve to insult people older than you just because you're too stupid and lame to understand anything that they do.nbsp; You will probably end up doing similar things when you get older-- that is, if you're cool enough, which if you're my sister you never will be.
15) You think you have a right to sit in the back of the bus.
16) You care who sits in the back of the bus.
17) You think it's a big deal if someone swears or listens to music with swearing in it, even though by the end of the year you will probably swear at least some (and if you don't, you'll at least have said a word or two), you little hypocrite.
18) You constantly try to find ways to embarrass your older sister about things that actually aren't that big of a deal, they just seem that way because you're a lame-ass 6th grader.
19) You don't even realize that by next year you will hate sixth graders too, and with good reason.
20) You are, overall, a stupid, lame, whiny little brat, with more privilages than you deserve just because you're "growing up"-- or at least, you should be by now, but you're not.
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