1:43PM - So what did I do this weeekend...

As most of you know I went home. I got picked up by the grandparents around 5pm hung out with them until it was time to pick up Eric. Then the WHOLE family (yes even my dad was there) went to Native New Yorker to get wings my bro looooves. Saw the new car and it is fully loaded. I was surprised with all the gadgets it has. It' really nice and not white! Later that night my bro and I saw 8 mile with Neha and her co-worker. Stas and etc were sittin in front of us in the theater. After the movie we went to Christi's house for a few. I finally got to see the inside. She lives in a very nice house. I might be seeing her mom this thanksgivin I haven't seen her in a looong time! I'm glad she's not mad at me anymore! My mom and I went shoppin on Saturday at Chandler fashion. Tried on some very cute outfits and I actually fit into a size 10. Then I got my hair cut... it's short! lots of layers. Getting use to it but it still feels weird. I like it just different! My dad took my mom and I to the Madstone theater (eric was at a ft. ball game) We saw femme fatal and it was okay. It was weird c-ing what they've done to the place but it looks nice! Went to Apple bees after.. Bry called and I talked for a bit before my cell died then I went to bed. Sunday I went to church w/ my mom & dad. I was soo tired! but I didn't fall asleep in church! later the family went to see "the truth about charlie" it was good. a little better then I thought. Definitely better then femme fatal!

Neha and I hung out later sun night. Talked about plans for New yrs. and etc. We were thinking of goin to the block party then having a kick back at a hotel... So far it looks like Me, Neha, Katie, Nick, Dea, Steph, Bry?, Trav (if he's in town), Aaron might, I'm hoping Tara & Kycey are coming, Bri and Jeff are invited if they can or choose to come. That will be dealt w/when it gets closer.

I saw the new Albertson and it's weird the lay out it's like Aj's. Monday nothing special just got ready and went home... I told my parents about my belly ring. They weren't pissed but not too happy. My mom will be fine as long as I dont' get a tattoo.. So that's about it from me.

8:41AM

Someone keeps calling and I can't go back to sleep now. why do people insist on calling soo early? I can understand after 10am. Do they not know we're college kids? That we're either in class or not up yet.. Enough bitching. I went home this weekend Well I got a hair cut this weekend so it's short now. Kinda weird havin it at that length but i think I'm getting use to it. Classes when will they be over? ahh I just want it to end.. I know it's getting close but it seems soo far away! I have more to write but I have classes to go to so until later.

2:05PM - do this sound like me?

Sun position is 20 deg. 18 min. of Gem
Moon position is 13 deg. 45 min. of Aqu
Mercury position is 6 deg. 50 min. of Gem
Venus position is 13 deg. 36 min. of Tau
Mars position is 5 deg. 37 min. of Lib
Jupiter position is 0 deg. 50 min. of Sco
Saturn position is 15 deg. 32 min. of Lib
Uranus position is 1 deg. 52 min. of Sag
Neptune position is 25 deg. 49 min. of Sag
Pluto position is 24 deg. 16 min. of Lib

You appear gentle and soft, and you act rather reserved with others until you know them well and feel it is safe to be open with them. You have a strong need for emotional security and a sense of belonging, and are deeply attached to the past: your heritage, roots, family, cherished friends, familiar places, etc. Making radical changes or moves away from what is known and safe can be very painful and difficult for you. You tend to cling and hold on to people, memories, possessions of personal or sentimental significance. Having a home, a safe haven, is very important to you.

You approach life emotionally and subjectively and are sensitive to the emotional atmosphere, the subtle undercurrents of feeling in and around you. Instinctive and nonrational, you are often unable to give a clear, simple explanation for your actions. Something FEELS right, or it doesn't.

Your emotions and personal loyalties tend to color your thoughts and opinions. You view life from a very personal perspective and often cannot mentally detach yourself from your own personal bias and prejudices. You are apt to be concerned primarily with how something affects you and those dear and close to you, rather than with the principle or the broader social implications. For instance, you may be very patriotic and feel that whatever "my country" does is right without really knowing much about the other nations' policies or point of view. Put simply: if it is good for me and mine, it is good. If it is not good for me and mine, it is no good.

You are tenaciously loyal, protective, and supportive of those you care about, and have a very strong nurturing, motherly nature (regardless of your gender). You empathize with others and intuitively sense the feelings and needs of other people. Compassionate and sympathetic, you are easily moved by others' pain, and you are often the one others seek out when they need comfort, reassurance, or help.

Your moods fluctuate and change frequently and you are sometimes open, sometimes withdrawn emotionally. You communicate nonverbally and appreciate a person who can pick up subtle cues and hints, rather than having to make everything explicit.

You never forget either kindness or unkindness shown to you.

You are, in many ways, an eternal child. Your mind is bright, alert, curious, flexible, playful, and always eager for new experiences - and your attention span is often quite brief. You grasp ideas quickly and once your initial curiosity has been satisfied, you want to go on to something else. You crave frequent change, variety, meeting new situations and people.

It may be hard for you to decide just where your talents and true vocation lies, for you have a multitude of interests and are loathe to limit yourself by concentrating on just one. You are easily distracted by all of the other fascinating possibilities. Your curiosity and restlessness propel you into many different experiences in life, and you are willing to taste or try anything once. Doing the same thing over and over again, even it is something you do well, is real drudgery for you.

You live in your head a great deal - reading, observing, thinking, spinning ideas around - and you need mental stimulation every bit as much as you need food and drink. In fact, if you had to choose between a good book or movie and a good lunch, you would very likely choose the former. You have a creative mind and often live by your wits.

You are also a very social creature, with a strong need to communicate and to interact with people. You enjoy using and playing with words and have a real flair for getting your ideas across in a clever, interesting, articulate manner. Writing or speaking are areas you have talent for.

You also have a rather light and mischievous sense of humor, and often do not take anything too seriously. Though you crave emotional involvement, it is hard for you to achieve it, for you are frequently unwilling to commit yourself to anything, to take responsibility, or to limit your personal freedom and mobility.

Your happiness lies in using your creativity and your language skills to communicate something meaningful, to teach, inspire, or bring people together. You have an unbiased mind and can usually offer a fresh, clear, uncluttered perspective. Your faults are your lack of constancy and persistence, and your tendency to overlook or ignore deep emotional issues.

12:19AM - My dream car

ok I know this is suppose to be a guy thing but ohh I looooooooooooooove this car! I want one when I grow up! Either in the dark purple or the silver and black.... I want to win the lottery so I can have one now!

purple



black & silver

2:48PM - I'm proud of myself!!!!

I talked to Danny today!!!!!! He was at the grill for the 2nd time. I was going to talk to him but he got his order when we came up. I was him 1st then Stephanie looked at me (she has classes with him and Trace). When I didn't talk to him Stephanie and DEa both looked at me. I made my order and I told them a little about him... Dea thought Danny was cute. So I took out my id so they could buy my lunch just in case and I went up to where we sat and started talking to him. He smiled and we talked it was nice! We suppose to hang out sometime. I gave him my number and we'll see. But it was nice to talk to him and see him aagain. We grew up together and had some good times! : )

11:43PM - hee hee

I scared people tonight! I was under the bed and grabbed peoples ankles.. They freaked! it was kool! But we got bored in the room. Not a whole lot of people came. I got my fortune read..

10:35PM

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Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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7:37PM

What is your inner spirit?
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7:09PM - I'm in between

Which Disney Princess are you?

You are a true bookworm and dream of a life better than the simple, quiet one you lead now. Your good looks can attract the town jerks, but you manage to ignore them most of the time. Sometimes you feel like you're surrounded by idiots. So what are you waiting for? You don't need your father to be kidnapped to get out and see the world. Although you can be stubborn, you're also very compassionate and see beyond people's facades.


If I wasn't curious I would of been

Which Disney Princess are you?

You feel a deep, spiritual connection with the earth and animals. While you fight against things as serious as oppressive invaders threatening your people's entire culture and way of life, you're still a young woman with a sense of humor, reflected in your choice of the mischevious raccoon for a pet. What you admire in a man are very noble qualities -- understanding and tolerance. You could never get along with someone who thought they owned the earth and were free to use it as they chose and not take care of it. You value life in all its forms. Although you're the Disneyfied version of the real-life Pocahontas, you're still a good person with high moral fiber and a big heart, and a wonderful role model for everyone.

9:51AM - My version of Dea's entry

It all started (or when I notice) when we were watching the E! true Hollywood story on the movie Poltergeist & it's "cruse". The showing was pretty interesting and we all were watching.. I was layin on the ground and I started to get my feelings again (when I know they're spirits in the room). Of course I blew it off since I thought I was playin mind games on myself (you know how spooky/scary shows make you over think)... the feelings went away... then they came back again stronger.. I could tell at least 2 one behind me on the couch and the other to the back corner of me (near the entry door)... This time I questioned but didn't think much of it cause if they were there and they wanted to be known they'd "say"(do) something. So I went on watching the show. Stephanie decided to go to bed. Apparently she was feeling scared being in there all alone. By this time I was on my comp and watchin the show. We heard a noise and dea and katie saw the door open.. Stephanie thought we opened it we thought she was coming out. Neither was the case. Steph & dea got scared. I went in for a sec then came back out where I believed I was pinched and a "thought" came out of no where to tell steph to comfort her. That the intention wasn't to scare but since she was scared the door opend to let light in.. What you'd do for a kid when they're scared of the dark. I don't know if she believed me but I told her at least it wasn't a slammed door or anything threatening. Still they worried (which is understandable). I wasn't worried but on guard mentally/emotionally. Katie proved me right when she said she suddenly got cold sitting in the spot I thought one was. So in all I was an interesting night.

7:53PM

can you guys see my bakground on my lj?? can you leave a comment if you do or not?

8:49AM

What's your brand of sexy?
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Romantic-Sexy.... Your fantasies involve love, not lust. You are a fantastic kisser, and for very good reason: it's your favorite thing. You are sappy as hell, and you don't care who knows it.

5:00PM - She didn't show.

So I cover Misty shift on saturday so she could go on a trip. She couldn't give me her hrs so we traded. I told her I work on mondays 1-2pm. So I understood that she was taking todays shift. Well I find out from Natalie that she doesn't get home until tonight after it's 1pm. I worked from 1:15-2pm. I felt bad even though it wasn't my fault. Appearently Marie didn't show up for her shift at all today. So I felt a little better.

11:22PM - New car...

Found out tonight that my parents got a new car. The Frontier Blazer, it's about the same color (silver) maybe lighter. I'm just happy it's NOT white! My mom says I can drive it, but will see when I come home.



Poll #69318: What do you think?
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Do you like the car?

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Yes
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No
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If you answer "not sure", then why?

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8:26PM - My Guy

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Jake Gallenhaal You prefer the boy next door all around sweet guy. He knows how to woo you to ultimate bliss without expecting you to kiss his feet. He is simply perfect.

11:45PM - Lights everywhere!

The room looks sooo kool! We have rope lights that go along the entire room. It's soo kool! Oh my god! I'm too excited! Well family is coming up this weekend (tomorrow). SO I'm a little anxious about it! I miss my grandparents soo much but I know they'll et on my nerves.. I hope not. i'm just worried about what petty fight will happen. Family drama. Well I'm going to try and sleep since I didn't last night. Talk 2 y'all later..

6:39PM - You're being such a selfish ass!

So the master of guilt left me an e-mail on the 4th which I saw today. He has some bnerve to do that when I asked him to leave me completely alone & let me be the one to call him. He tried to make me feel guilty about see deik in fl. when at the time I didn't know when I'd have the oppertunity to see him again. Then he tries to justify why he talked about our personal affairs on lj. Trying to make him the saint and me the bitch. Tried to make me feel guilty about him not going to asu sooner when I told him flat out over and over don't do anything for me that will effect your future ex:college. Fuck you! You say you care abomut me and you don't! This whole time all you thought abomut is your feelings. You don't hear me... Or respect me! If you did you'd stop harassing me! All I've done is be honest with you. Stop trying to make me be someone I'm not. I don't even want to talk to you anymore. This has gone way out of hand by you! Why can't you leave me be. Let me be happy and stop guilt tripping me. I didn't know you were like this. I didn't want it to get to this point. But what else can I do. I can't live my life with ot faering when will be the next attack on how much of a bitch I am in your eyes. All I hear is sorry but never the action. Your words have lost their meaning and I can't trust you anymore... I'm just soo pissed at you. I can't believe you'd be this way.

11:32AM - Who's in Georgia?

So I got a call on my cell phone from someone and I have no clue who it is. I was in counsoling so I couldn't answer. I called it back and they said it was on a phone card and the call couldn't be completed. No message was left and I checked the area code online and it says it's Georgia. I don't know anyone in georgia who'd have my cell number! Unless someone I know is there and I didn't know... does anyone know this #? 770-657-1021?

8:55AM - Virus scare for nothing....

The tech guy came by did the same freakin stuff I already did (which I told him). He said since he couldn't find it thing should be fine and if not I'd have to schedule another appointment. Soo hopefully my comp is fine or I'll raise hell since he didn't do his job! I just couldn't believe I had to wait a day to find out nothing was going on or nothing they could do. Grr... Oh well at least my comp is in one piece! BRI IS COMING!!!!! Steph is going home... I'm going to check out a job opening in the library. Wish me luck!

1:05PM - They say it you're...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEA!!!!

THE BIG 20!!! YOU'RE NOT A TEEN ANYMORE!!! : )