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Friday, April 16th, 2004 |
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so.... it turns out, after battling with all my might...well kinda...that i am not going to new york afterall. today i woke up and trekked to the bank, got a shiny holographic cashire's check for 1,202 dollars. money that i'd never really had and would never have again. i went to the bursar's office and sitting there, discussing fees and balances and whatnot, i decided that the new york trip is really not work the money. mostly because once i spend money to pay for tuition, i will have no more and i dont know where i could come up with money for other expenses like food and shopping and the things that i know i'd spend money on if i were in new york. ot was a hard decision to make because i want to go to new york so badly and the offcampus trip gave me a reason to be in new york for a whole month. it seemed justified at first because i'd be earning credit and talking to actual comics professionals..i thought it'd help me be able to gauge my chances at making some kind of a living doing comics. but after dropping the second course, the art history elective, i realized that i'd be in new york for a month, with Bob Pendarvis...i'd probably be occupied for an hour or two a day with the rest of my time free in a strange city...granted doesnt sound so bad, but doesnt seem very productive for twenty one hundred dollars and then some. then the whole indecision thing factored back in...i dont really know what i'm doing with my time or my life. I still dont feel like i've learned anything new from being in the sequential art department. yeah, my drawing has improved, but thats only because i'm doing it so much...i've only had two or three professors that i've really respected. i've not learned anything new from my peers, as most of them cant draw to save their lives. yeah, classes are fun but 36 thousand dollars worth of fun a year? none of this seems the balance out. the crippling fear of wasting time and money and being in debt for the rest of my existence is very real to me now. As well as the thought of "what if i never leave savannah?" which makes me sick to my stomach. i dunno, its just that for a time i felt like i had a plan...a focus...a path of some sort to follow and now thats all shot to hell. urge to smash things, rising. |
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Thursday, April 15th, 2004 |
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..i have a mullet hawk, I am wearing sunglasses at night, I am listening to old Eartha Kitt songs, and I like boys in makeup with bloody lips. ...does this make me a strange person? |
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Wednesday, April 14th, 2004 |
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So i just talked to mom for a good while. i've come to the decision that i do not want to move in with mina, josh, and eric... the only problem: informing them of this decision... difficulty |
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Saturday, April 10th, 2004 |
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So yeah....i think i can safely say that i had possibly the best nite ever. In case you were unaware, i am now a professional box dancer, i work it out at the new club downtown called "V" and tonite was my first nite. after dancing all night at the Jinx on thursday and running around town all day today with mina, i strapped on my spikeiest of gigantic platforms, doused my face in neon green glitter and headed out. the club was packed, quite a good turnout for the grand opening, so many people showed up that the bathrooms flooded, the whole hallway leading to the mens and womens bathrooms in the basement was under at least five inches of water. They had set up floating unhinged doors and large planks of wood to be used as a pathway for happy club goers. I, myself, thought the river to the bathrooms was quite fun...i'm sure the half naked floozies in their strappy payless manolo knock-offs disagreed, but i didnt talk to too many of them.... I made sure to spread the word to people that i thought would have been interested.Ford and his usual club1 gay boys were in attendance, Aaron and Keith showed up, as did Austen,Pete and Adam, Mina made an appearance but left after about five minutes because she deemed the club "too swanky" for her. many random aquaintences from the Jinx were milling about the crowd too. the bar was crowded, it was impossible for me to get water when i needed it. After comepeting with patrons for the bartenders' attention and failing numerous times I had to flag down some of the clubs big-wigs and ask nicely if they'd grab me a glass of water. I met alot of really great people, not just mindless drunks. The overall club atmosphere was perfect. the music was great and the crowd was in a good mood. i only saw one girl who was falling over-stupid-lost-her-shoes drunk. and that was outside. its absurd how happy i am. I'm getting paid to look amazing and dance on a platform for everyone to see me...if there was a more perfect job for me right now i wouldnt be able to guess what it is. all in all Damn good party. IN OTHER NEWS: ...my legs are really fucking sore. owy. |
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Monday, April 5th, 2004 |
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first all nighter of the quarter. i dont feel weird or tweaky at all... not quite done yet, still gotta do sum lettering, but for the most part i'm finished. yay. |
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Friday, April 2nd, 2004 |
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i feel that Karma is stacked against me. | ||||||||
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Tuesday, March 30th, 2004 |
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So today i gave my first speech in speech class, our "self introduction speech." I gave it as misterPants talking about me. highpitched voice and all. i hope i annoyed my class. "it was like a skit or something, you were really in character." IN OTHER NEWS: I am now, that weird Cat guy. |
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Sunday, March 28th, 2004 |
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![]() this cow is a rockstar. i name him...mister magniffico the most magnificent cow of them all! -DAX! |
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Saturday, March 27th, 2004 |
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![]() There was a photo shoot last night. more couture to come at a later time. -DAX! |
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Thursday, March 25th, 2004 |
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that was unnecessary. -DAX! |
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Monday, March 22nd, 2004 |
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I have a new Screen Name.... Aim: anatomicorange You should IM me... |
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Friday, March 19th, 2004 |
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![]() ( .i am bottle rocket. ) |
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Thursday, March 18th, 2004 |
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So yeeah..last night was WeAreSoAmazing Productions' first guerilla party,![]() ( Mtv's Spring Break Carousel Bonanza ) |
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Tuesday, March 16th, 2004 |
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![]() ( .It isnt Couture if its funny. ) |
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Monday, March 15th, 2004 |
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Do you wanna eat some sausage? Soooo yeah. again i have nothing really to report... yeah i'm lame... ![]() BUT DONT FORGET! Carousel Bonanza party on March 17th Savannah Mall Carousel. .show up, look amazing, ride the carousel, scare the locals. |
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Saturday, March 13th, 2004 |
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So..i've been back in savannah for a few days, i've decorated my big yellow room. it now glows orange in the daylight due to the red curtians on my windows. MisterPants is adjusting quite well..he's very happy to have people and animals to harrass at all times. he'll never be bored again. yeeeah not rilly much to report... hmmm. Yay! i have a home! -END |
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Tuesday, March 9th, 2004 |
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Sunday, March 7th, 2004 |
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So i'm in atlanta again... the drive wasnt bad, thanks to loverly weather...as if that was important information. Speaking of important information, Oblio had her kittens last night/this morning... ( ... ) The weather was beautiful in the low country today so i went to the park and observed what i dubbed "naked boy day in the park"...nice weather on a sunday = shirts and skins. i played with the kittens once more before piling my things into my car and heading back to atlanta... mom is always confused when i leave savannah to drive to atlanta after 12:00pm...it was 2 when she called me the first time. "You havent left yet??!" she sounded horrified.. the idea that i might have to drive at dusk was almost too much for her to bear. IN OTHER NEWS: i hate it when mom says poigniant things. she told me to stop saying "i hate people" today...after she told me a recent story involving my grandmother. in this story, ghetto neighbor children have been playing in her front yard and teasing my aunt's rottweiler. My grandmother went to talk to the parents of the previously mentioned ghetto neighbor children and the parents cursed her out and threatened her...luckily another, more friendly, neighbor came to her rescue. to the story i replied "i hate people" because just hearing about stupid people doing stupid things makes my head hurt... "stop saying that because if you say it enough you'll start believeing it and it'll affect future relationships with people in general." was the advice mom gave me... its true, i am starting to genuinely dispise humanity..so i should stop hating the whole and just harbor mind numbing disdain for the indiviudal. .Pisshippie. |
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Friday, March 5th, 2004 |
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Hurrah and joy....as if those two exclamations were not enough, i will explain... I am moved, i now reside in the rainbow house with Jen, Heather, Logan, Cat, and Cupcake... my bedroom is yellow..which is mildly unfortunate, but i am devising ways around that... i'm just glad all of my stuff has a home now. i'll be returning to atlanta on sunday or saturday to retrive my shoes and misterPants. all will be well... ah hope. In Other News!: Fliering on thursday at tha Jinx went well.. on the way to the club, i jumped for a pole on an onning and swung, much like catwoman, then lost my grip and fell...much unlike catwoman... my back hurts now due to what i suspect is a large hematoma across my sacrum...but whutever. its punk rock... however, my carreer as a freerunner/masked nightime vigilante may be in jeopardy...that word may be spelled wrong. People seemed a combination of excited and confused about our party...i'd think that the words "carousel" and "Bonanza" would be enough to entice anyone...i guess i was wrong. Its a guerilla party, dont ask questions, just show up and look amazing. -END. |
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Thursday, March 4th, 2004 |
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![]() .Let the Guerilla Parties begin. |
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