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Kathryne

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(3 hypocrites | fight the dreamer)

let's get quizzical. . . [22 May 2004|04:05pm]
[ mood | rushed ]
[ music | orca/wintersleep. ]

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

(2 hypocrites | fight the dreamer)

[09 May 2004|09:01pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | omaha/counting.crows. ]

around here
you're always on my mind
i'm falling asleep
but i don't want to
until you're right here next to me.

(20 hypocrites | fight the dreamer)

::do.it:: [30 Apr 2004|08:29pm]
[ mood | listless ]
[ music | daughter/pearl.jam. ]

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

(14 hypocrites | fight the dreamer)

dear you, [30 Apr 2004|02:22pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | wintersleep. ]

The pot rests were it has fallen
No more action potential than myself
Than you
Everything has changed since you left it
Since you left me
But it's still somehow the same
Over a hundred kilometres separates us
But it feels like so much more...

I hate you
I love you
I miss you
I want you
I loathe you.

I want to
...hate you
...love you
...miss you.

Suspended in gravity
This space in time is all that exists
I am standing alone in a field of gray
And somehow things don't seem so different anymore.


* * *

As much as I don't want to, I miss you. It's been nearly a month of happiness and oblivion, sans-you, and now it is all coming back to me. You. Why are we the way we are? All I know is that I am me and you are you and as we are we cannot be together. Confusion and mixed feelings overwhelm me. You are both the most caring and insensitive person I have ever met. My masochism tells me. . .

The thesis is fuck you for making me feel however I am feeling.

Love,
Kathryne Louise.

(12 hypocrites | fight the dreamer)

homework: [28 Apr 2004|01:46am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | shy/ani.difranco. ]

Recommend me a LiveJournal user that isn't on my list.


Ice Cream& Hamburgers.
<3 Kathryne

(15 hypocrites | fight the dreamer)

fuck. [24 Apr 2004|03:03pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]
[ music | phone.ringing. ]

been using too much speed, the shadow people are here

(3 hypocrites | fight the dreamer)

i am... [22 Apr 2004|03:53pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | madhat. (album) ]

kathryne is cognitively and developmentally delayed
kathryne is a cute caucasian girl born in 1992
kathryne is a closet
kathryne is what you want
kathryne is truly a daughter that a mom would always love and my door will be open for her anytime
kathryne is myne getrouwede wyff ind ick hebbe sy oick wail gevogelt"
kathryne is always available to assist her customers as needed
kathryne is an avid sports fan who enjoys playing squash
kathryne is a junior in the umkc six year medical program and joseph is a junior in medical school at umc
kathryne is our student council representative
kathryne is a determined woman who was able to have an aggressive rehab program and an excellent surgeon
kathryne is a teacher at clawson/jessup and patricia dawson teaches at deming elementary
kathryne is da bomb and i love the new hair doo keep shakin it sexy
kathryne is reintroducing me to the beatles
kathryne is in 7th grade and involved in ballet and viola
kathryne is a senior vice president for jones lang lasalle in new york
kathryne is my maternal great
kathryne is an award winning professional photographer specializing in travel
kathryne is definitely a character
kathryne is the 1
kathryne is also an awesome medium and specializes in runes
kathryne is the one you will want
kathryne is buried in vinton cemetery
kathryne is a slut
kathryne is too
kathryne is new
kathryne is a professor of dance at wvu and coordinator of the dance program
kathryne is survived by her son and daughter
kathryne is not available any more

(5 hypocrites | fight the dreamer)

three things--> [19 Apr 2004|01:01pm]
[ mood | procrastination-esque. ]
[ music | latin.girls/black.eyed.peas. ]

Three things that scare me:
1:death
2:rejection
3:sharp objects
Three people who make me laugh:
1:kim
2:darren
3:barb
Three Things I love:
1:infatuation
2:showers for two!
3:my dirty feet...
Three Things I hate:
1:avacados
2:waking up burnt out/hung over
3:pretension
Three things I don't understand:
1:how it can rain so much and not produce mildew
2:people who take life too seriously
3:why i have to grow up
Three things on my desk:
1:$80 in cash in a makeshift envelope
2:three rolls of film yet to be developed
3:my scanner, computer, and other things computer-esque
Three things I'm doing right now:
1:listen to "no woman no cry" by bob marley
2:procrastinating... pretending I don't have an exam in an hour
3:thinking I need to cut my nails... toes&fingers;
Three things I want to do before I die:
1:fall in love, get married and produce children
2:travel the world randomly
3:tell everyone I love how much they mean to me.
Three things I can do:
1:I can make jewelery crazy good
2:I *apparently* write beautifully
3:I can play the violin
Three ways to describe my personality:
1:emotional
2:blatantly honest
3:crazy random
Three things I can't do:
1:sing... but i do it anyways
2:i can't study for exams.
3:blow bubbles with my gum

Three Things brought to you by BZOINK!

Stolen from [info]somethingbeasty is... another quiz of sorts... )

(10 hypocrites | fight the dreamer)

today? [17 Apr 2004|08:58pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | chop.suey/system.of.a.down. ]

Today was really tiring.
I got out of bed really late because my alarm clock has broken and I cannot afford a new one at the moment. I feel unusual because my antidepressants are making me hairy.
I'm so stoned. Last night I had to shave my entire body. Apparently, the lice that I caught from Amanda's friend are really hard to get rid of. I look quite strange with no hair and eyebrows. I'd post pictures, but my webcam is broken. I want to tell the world to get fucked. I am sharpening my knives before I go to work today, because I'm going to cut out Robert's heart and feed it to him for losing my mail.
Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's some photos of my cock. I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go. I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, which makes me different enough to be interesting, but the same as all the other cool people with bipolar disorder. You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you what your favourite sexual position is.
That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with some naked photos of myself. (Not safe for work - teehee).

Oh and as a sidebar it's pouring out, my fingers feel weird. Doors are slamming. I just ate... mushrooms? Everyone is moving around and laughing. eeeeeeeeee

Kat

(18 hypocrites | fight the dreamer)

now i know Hallmark was right... [15 Apr 2004|05:19pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | superhero/ani.difranco. ]

I just saw the first robin of spring
Swoop past me in the courtyard
Its orange belly in contrast to the brown of the mud was
Beautiful, in essence.
I saw my first sunshower today
My seventeenth puddle was splashed in
I watched the sun rise this morning.
The mud no longer holds that dirty smell
The grass is no longer brown
Everything grows a little brighter
As our rooms get a little bit emptier
I walk in the rain
I am happy, I know I am cold but this
Warm feeling in my stomach/soul keeps me warm.
My toes are bare.
My feet are dirty.
I want to take a picture of all my thoughts
I want to see the movies of my dreams
I want to capture it all in a bottle
And it's spring.

(44 hypocrites | fight the dreamer)

question--> [14 Apr 2004|08:30pm]
[ mood | avoidant ]
[ music | maybe/jack.johnson. ]

I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want, then go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. And I mean anything

~Katty

(8 hypocrites | fight the dreamer)

crazy random beautiful is everything. [10 Apr 2004|05:48pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | zen/bush. ]

I took a beautiful, thought-provoking walk around with my dog. It's funny how no matter how long you leave or where you go, home remains as it was left.
Home is so sad.
Everything gets a little greener every day,
the little waterfalls in the ditches still excite me the way they did in grade six. The ground, though green, crunches beneath my feet.
The sun shines in my face;
my eyes squint.
I can feel the cold air off the bay,
the wind whips through my hair.
I cannot see.
My heart skips a beat.
Suddenly everything feels alright again
Nothing makes me sad or nervous or anxious
I never want to die
I am invinsible
I feel perfect in my imperfection.
I think about me and her and him and you and
Everything is alright again.
Words stick in my throat, my hand is cramped from everything
Everything I want to write but don't know how.
Everything I am and everything I will ever be.
Everything I am not.
I swing as high as I can and close my eyes real tight
All I see is red
I lean back and feel like I'm falling
I want to be falling.
Like that one true thing on television
it makes your heart beat really fast.
It also makes everything feel like a good idea.
It feels like you have an infactuation on someone,
even when no ones around
Perfection and imperfection are suddenly the same thing.


I redefined my personal understanding of romantic mystery as I danced in and out of the lines of sight just to my rhythym to incite their wonders and spark up their minds. Found my way down to a full-moon drum circle and danced to my rhythyms and teased on them all. Found two guys who didn't know they were gay wishing they could just get with me. Everybody's sexy just know it and hold your fortress strong just pull away and they'll want to push in.

Who's to say this couldn't be the best day of your life.
You have nothing to lose.

And that is all for now. Troy's party at Chuck's. Barbeque. The Organizers. Sexy Wax Mannequin (also known as Chris, also known as the shunned) and such. I'm sure there will be a late-night update.

all my love.

(9 hypocrites | fight the dreamer)

My favourite songs off the top of my head. [29 Mar 2004|02:33pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | bath.of.least.resistance/nofx. ]

In no particular order for no particular reason, here's a list of my favourite songs off the top of my head:

1. breaking the girl (red hot chili peppers)
2. same in the end (sublime)
3. molly's lips (nirvana)
4. san francisco (alkaline trio)
5. concrete (greg macpherson)
6. ophelia (moist)
7. zombie (the cranberries)
8. falling in love (ohia)
9. let it go (slyde)
10. fallin' down (goo goo dolls)
11. mayonaise (smashing pumpkins)
12. shy (ani difranco)
13. olive me (nofx)
14. melissa louise (chixdiggit)
15. cross my heart, hope to die (fordirelifesake)
16. santa monica (everclear)
17. every you every me (placebo)
18. little girls pointing and laughing (alexisonfire)
19. antimanifesto (propaghandi)
20. four (oval window)


[and yes I am aware that I seem to be in an early-nineties time warp]

What are yours?

::K::

(58 hypocrites | fight the dreamer)

[07 Jul 2002|02:52pm]
My LJ is friends only now... but if you comment I will probably add you.

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