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YEs this is exactly how I feel. I fucked up hugely. God damn this world seriously. On AD's and lost your girlfriend because you had mixed thoughts for your best friend.. though it really wasnt your fault, so she cans you. Doesnt talk to you even when your sister passes away.. Gah why? lol. Being fucked over is no fun :\. |
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| 07:31am 27/02/2004 |
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bipolar, manic depressive...issues issues issues! hey every body, its me rogue, i just got another journal and you probably wont be seeing me post on my rogue anymore, I will be seen on here as amatheonlover.....so anyhow. im seriously fucked up as of lately. i think i need to go to the doctor, and be tested for alot of shit...because i think i am bipolar, manic depressive whatever, alot of hormonally imbalanced shit....bah. i could scream right now!>Rogue |
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| 08:53pm 26/02/2004 |
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Just a quick question here!
I am looking into getting an online photo album. Right now I am using PictureTrail, but I may get a paid one. I was thinking of getting web-a-photo, cause they even give you a domain name, but I havent even seen an album to get ideas.
Do any of you pay for a specific service? and if so, do you reccommend it?
Or do you use a free service and do you reccommend it?
Thanks,
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| 10:38am 24/02/2004 |
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mood:  busy music: until the day i die>Story of the year
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So like, I am still screwing up with things.....making dumb decisions, making dumb comments, procrastinating, not doing anythign good for anyone it seems...i kinda feel like i wanna fall of a cliff, but at the same time i am so happy these days due to the removement of baggage...hmm how is every body in fofa?>Rogue |
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| Spit on my beliefs. |
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| 01:30pm 23/02/2004 |
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mood:  contemplative music: Marilyn Manson- Slutgarden
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Hi. I'm Cola. I'm easily pised off and like to write poetry. I often scream my poetry at people I hate. I hate a lot of people. I hate myself. Maybe YOU'LL like me. *giggle* Riiight. Well. Poetry later I can't concentrate now and I think if I type anything and my computer starts messing up again I'll go insane. So
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| 10:36pm 21/02/2004 |
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mood:  melancholy music: White Flag by Dido
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Hey I'm new here, though rather far from being new to knowing I'm a fuck-up. Not sure what to or not to do, so if you've got advice let me know. Anyways, right now I'm working on a painting about Edgar Alan Poe's The Raven so I'm out. |
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| Fucked over fuck up |
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| 10:41pm 20/02/2004 |
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You guys are the greatest people in the world! You guys should listen to Against Me!, this is one of the best bands I have ever heard. A sample from Walking is still honest
This is one voice not to forget;
"Fight every fight like you can win;
An iron fisted champion,
An iron willed fuck up."
That is my new motto, if you want to see how i'm fofa check out my LJ. |
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| 02:36pm 16/02/2004 |
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mood:  sick music: spongebob tekno
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so like, im sick right. stupid boyfriend, i dont know why i bother, im not happy with him, and lets face it, chiks are too damn dramtic for me to be satisfied with anything but a run around anyway, so why do i bother? geeze, the first time i see my bf in a month and the fucker gets me sick,.......i really need to be single again, people are freaking killing me.>Rogue |
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| Another day in society |
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| 10:08am 13/02/2004 |
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mood:  drained music: Every rose has its thorn
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Well, as of yesterday, ia m now a completely anti social bych. I want to feel bad for looking at the people who attempted to try to speak to me today and got told to fuck off..yet i cannot because i know they are just like all the other people who offically HAVE turned on me, so why even bother with the rest of them? as of now my bubba chris and my friend yvonne are the only people in this entire school that i can even stand being around........all the rest of them are fake and turning me fake too. i figure if i get away soon i might be able to turn things around, but ill still be a fuck up, we can all see that is clear.....>Rogue |
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| New and so way fucked up |
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| 11:27am 12/02/2004 |
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mood: sad
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SO yeah, im new and let me say, it is good to find a place to belong....it seems like noone can resist telling me how much of a fuck up i am...and whats worse is i used to never belive them until i started looking at myself and seeing whatever it was they were telling me about.......and somewhere along the way they made me believe i was a fuck up......and hate myself somehow in the process too....>Rogue |
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| 12:10am 03/02/2004 |
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mood: sleepy
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Damn people will try and use any thing they can aganst you! I was sharing a business space with a kung-fu studio while setting up my business well he knew what I was goin to be doing and how long until I wanted the whole space to be mine and of course the bitching started. One he complained about the noise of my kids yes i have a 1 year old you know what they make noise and i cant help it he comes to work with me and makes noise you know what that happens and i cant make him stop. two when it came time for him to leave he gave me sooo much trouble i had to evict his stupid ass and when i came for the last months rent he gave me some shit too after saying shit about do you want to do it like this and trying to apeal to my honor to keep his space that i had givin him cheap. when i collected the FULL last months rent he said "I'm not paying it all because I feel I owe you it I'm paying because I don't want to see your face again" I smiled took my money and said I understand I didnt want to see him again either. why do people feel honor has a place in american business I have to open if that puts him out of a space so be it not my fault his business doesnt make enough money to aford any thing in town.
well i dont feel better but thats ok i had to get it out oh and pardon the spelling I am tired goodnight all |
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| home sweet home |
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| 08:55pm 30/01/2004 |
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mood: accomplished music: AFI- Ever and a Day
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why hello, im brand new here. I dont have anything to bitch about right now...
<3Sam |
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| 06:18pm 28/01/2004 |
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one day when I feel like venting, I will post here why I am a fucked over fuck up. I doubt anyone will disagree. |
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| 09:43am 16/01/2004 |
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mood:  anxious
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Um, Hi.. I'm new, And i'm the biggest fuck up anyone could ever meet and yeah.. i'll probably post more another time [since i fuck up so much] but for now, go read my userinfo if you wanna know more.
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| 03:54am 11/01/2004 |
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sweetie, don't sleep with him..its not you he wants..its your body... (hello, this is your conscience speaking)
nobody really listens to thiers anyway these days... |
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| Prayer Request for Tonight at 9pm |
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| 11:02am 09/01/2004 |
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I am a member of the ![[info]](http://library.vu.edu.pk/cgi-bin/nph-proxy.cgi/000100A/http/web.archive.org/web/20040301034334im_/http:/=2fstat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) seekinghisface community and tonight is the big election night for a new head leader. God has given us a very dynamic leadership staff and an annointed ministry. Day to day we face spiritual attacks on all sides, but that does not throw off the plans of God. Hallelujah!
This is to be the first night that almost all the leadership have met together. Tonight at 9pm we seek more than God's chosen for leadership, we seek the Spirit's pouring upon our ministry. We seek a unified one accord Body of Leaders. We seek God's will.
I am praying for God to act upon our ministry like He did in Acts 2.
The Fellowship of the Believers
42They devoted themselves to the apostles' teaching and to the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer. 43Everyone was filled with awe, and many wonders and miraculous signs were done by the apostles. 44All the believers were together and had everything in common. 45Selling their possessions and goods, they gave to anyone as he had need. 46Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts, 47praising God and enjoying the favor of all the people. And the Lord added to their number daily those who were being saved.
We need prayer for spiritual protection by the Blood of Jesus, the Spirit's annointing power, and for discernment. Anything God places on your heart to pray for, please do. You will be serving more than just our leadership Body and the Lord. You'll be serving the entire Body of Seeking His Face Ministries and everyone they interact with.
If you are led, fast on our behalf.
God Bless you and may you seek his face daily.
Love in Christ,
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| 04:46pm 03/01/2004 |
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mood: depressed music: Linkin Park - Numb
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Hi there im new to this community my names Leanne! i feel worse than fucked up its like everything in my life just keeps going wrong for me! *cries* xx |
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| 02:16pm 30/12/2003 |
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just when i start to think that maybe someone good actually cares about me, they hurt me. i'm so sick of this endless bullshit, the mindgames, the lying, the waiting, the fucking crying.
i'm so sick of it.
and i'm sick of all you assholes that think all i want is sex. well i guess you think that, considering that's all you ever want to do.
go find some other bitch to give you what you want.
i don't do one night stands. and i don't do keeping me a secret from your friends. and i don't deal well with talking to 50 other girls while you're talking to me. and i wish you would just start caring because that might make things a lot fucking easier.
fuck new year's. i'll hang out in bed all night by myself. i don't care anymore.
and i hope you wind up more miserable that i ever will be. |
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| Yup, i fucked up... |
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| 04:56pm 22/12/2003 |
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mood:  aggravated music: random James Bond music
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I'm a SORTA new member, i have the ex from hell, so I had to switch all of my usernames. Those who may know who I am, please do not use my name or my other username, as he is searching both right now. Thanks all, and I'm glad to be back :D
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| 01:51am 15/12/2003 |
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mood: lost music: heroin dreams
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i dunno i just joined this community. i guess im sorta in the yea i need someone to talk to. but its impossible to formulate how i feel into words. even if i had everylanguage at my disposal. its hard and sometimes i dont know and wanna guve up. but idont. im pretty scared i guess. i scare myself and this world scares me. its horrible when your eves leek and u cant stop it. it makes it so that u want to run. but u dont know which direction to go u dont know if theres somone chasing, u dont know what direction theyre coming from but u know u have to run. i feel really quite upset right now. and i dont know what to do. |
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