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Friday, September 19th, 2003
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10:44 pm - oh yes
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so im jinxing myself by saying this, but things are trning around for me. i get down at times but nothing like i used to.... ABSOLUTLY nothing like when i started this (and the dead on) journal. so its great for the time being, and even if things dont work out, im working my way forward. HENCE.. what i'm geting at at least. i figured out the nice guy problem, and i say fuck it. i'll be how i want. also, no more meeting people in the internet ever for me. i havnt for over a year, but the 3 or 4 i did turned out to be bad experiences, save for one... but that ended like a nightmare. all in all, i grew through it, i got a bit to go but im understanding the world now. which leads me to the ultimate point of this post... i wont be posting in this journal anymore... maybe once or twice if theres a huge occurnace, but for the most part i'm done. if i do.... i'll start a new name, and itll be a whats goign on journal, not a feeling journal. so that's it i guess. thanks to those of yu that helped me though it and for the experiences ive had all. but damn this is done, and i've moved on :D
later,
Richie
current mood:  accomplished
current music: coldplay - scientist
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| Friday, August 29th, 2003
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2:56 am
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so if you read this in the last 24 hours you know what i did last night... otherwise your in the.... hell, i didnt even knw what i wrote on here till i checked it 5 minuites ago :) have good friday nigt y'all!
Richie
current mood:  drunk
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| Wednesday, August 27th, 2003
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11:19 pm - whats this
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So it's going to be one of "those" posts.
My internets been down for 5 days now, and it's finally working again. The last few days i've been busy as hell though with class and all so it's no like it mattered too much. So i'll get down to what's been on my mind as of late. I'm a pretty wild person, but whn i'm around anyone that i don't know or that i'm not comfortable with, i'm so tame and i'm just not funny. of course, i think and i know its true, if anyone saw me being "me" and didn't know me they would think i was a weirdo, which i am :) , but i dont know what to do at this point. shy attack pt2. so thats it, ill be spending my time when not doing calc crap to think about shit. oh well.
on a lighter note, things are good except for that. fun times once again, and i forgot how much i love being around everyone and school again. football this weekend, go gators!
Richie
current mood:  cranky
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| Thursday, August 7th, 2003
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12:26 am - movies movies movies
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i do like my movies. i try to go to the theatres as much as i can. i just rented the life of david gale. it was pretty good but i knew the end after like 15 minuites into the movie because of something that someone says, and it just seemed so obvious. oh well, i still liked it. i couldnt work on the house today because we had a tornado warning, what a pain. i'm so behind now im going to be so in debt with my parents. ALSO, yesterday was a horrible day... i was working on stuff on this computer for like 6 hours(dont ask), and then it all got deleted. my whole day was wasted!!!!!! in addition, i missed the OC, which i had been waiting for at least 3 weeks to see. and then to top it off i was getting into arguements with all my friends back up in gville. what a pain.
on the plus side, i finally saw all the road rules episodes i missed and i'm caught up now. I can't believe they didnt get rid of donnel, what the hell. and dont even like this new girl. plus theres only like 4 missions left or something, one of them being that one where they had to learn stuff. AND in case i didnt mention, i missed the last episode of surf girls a while back. i saw EVERY episode, and then went and missed the finale. i'm such an idiot. but i did see ripley's today... he things they show are better, but i think RealTV is more fun to watch, plus its on every day. and now i sound like the only thing i do in life is watch tv, nice.
i do miss gville though. the friends, the parties, the girls :) i think my views changing this year, we're goign to see how it goes. and now i'm roasting so im leavin, see ya all
Richie
current mood: hot
current music: adagio
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| Monday, August 4th, 2003
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1:11 am - whaaa
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so i'm home, and i sawabunch of high school friends today, so odd!!!!! satellite beach is such a small town i swear. and i got a high score in bowling, 153! nice.
current music: coldplay
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| Friday, August 1st, 2003
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11:50 pm - goodness me
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i saw american wedding, not quite as good as number 2(which is my fav), but it's still hilarious, and it kinda does well without all the other cast, and the kevin kid doesnt have many lines in this one... odd as it is, still a great movie.
i got my new laptop for school today, i'm not on it now tough, i need to transfer over my stuff to the new cpu and delete any "illicit" material before my sister gets this one :P speaking of which, i saw the movie with two of her friends tonight........ i have noticed one thing, they seem to be growing out of the "my sister's friends" phase and getting pretty cute and mildly attractive. soooo weird! they're only 2 and a half years younger.... so it's not too bad. and it won't be nearly as weird in like another year. MAN, i can't wait till she gets to college, lol :) ... hope none of them are secretly reading this
hmmm, pretty boring couple days though for the most part, we'll see what the next week brings, till then
Richie
current mood: happy
current music: coldplay - scientist
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| Wednesday, July 30th, 2003
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9:22 pm - And I'm back
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The weekend in gville was nice, and I celebrated colin's 21st for 5 days in a row. Now that's just out of control. Last night was really a good closing to it all, a little too much partying on the whole i think. Now i have 8 hours a day for the next 5 days of fun manual labor to do outside my house, and I just can't wait for that. And in addition to that, tomorrow i'm getting 2 of my wisdom teeth filled..... and I'm allergic to novicane. What the hell am I goign to do!?!? There better be some alternative is all I have to say. And, a week from sunday I'l be on the way to Ohio and ultimatly cedar point, although the plans seem to be getting overruled soI have no idea what's going on.
current mood:  nostalgic
current music: sean paul
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| Thursday, July 24th, 2003
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8:13 pm - i don't think the throwing plants flirting attack will work anymore
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ah memories...
Well i felt that was funny so i had to put it on here since i guess i have nothing better to do! so the dentist thing went well... i'm supposedly a lucky person cause my teeth are fine except for the wisdom teeth, good news! also, i've got 35 hours of manual labor left to do and about 12 days open to do it in, that'll suck once i get to it. and on the lighter-side for any satellite beachers that still read this... i went to moo's ice cream and stake and shake to get their banana shakes...... and damn they just still can't even come close to dell's freeze. that place better never go under, it's one of the only reason's i'll come home from gville! ok enough, cya kids
Richie
current mood:  numb
current music: all-american rejects
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| Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003
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9:37 pm - well then
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so now i'm helping plan a party that is taking place 3 hours away... fun times.in addition i didnt get to the beach today, i'm so lazy or something. i worked on the house for 4 hours and then took a nap. now i have some wicked sunburn on the skin under the skin that JUST peeled off from the last sunburn.. not exactly comfortable. but on the plus side of things another nice episode of surf girls last night. i'm still mad jenna's gone, but jen's still there baby! i had her picked from the start. BUT, i was watching tom green a while ago and two of them were on the show and i think they accidentally ruined it and told who wins.... but we'll see..... and on a side note, donnel's an ass.
so what else is going on? crazy buffet tomorrow buddy! only the best restuarant in the world, excluding vegas buffets and the charthouse. dashboard has a new cd coming out soon.. amazing i still like the music. and i need to get out to a show..... the last one i tried t go to(loyal frisbee), my roomate got the date messed up and there was no show, good thing it was in gville and we didnt have to drive anywhere for it. i wish i had more to say but i dont..... i've missed out on one quite drama-filled night up in gville so far. and that's one thig i dont know if i miss or not.... i havnt had any even kinda-serious drama going on in quite a while... nice for a change but it seems to keep things uninteresting, days just go by unnoticed like? who knows, and i'm writing too much now, so long.
Richie
ps - and boy am i regretting not going to see the summer sanitarium tour. oh well.
current mood: accomplished
current music: dashboard confessional
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12:46 am - hey kids
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so i'm 20 years old, lived on the beach my whole life(besides the last two in gville), and i'm just now getting into surfing a little bit. so weird, but it figures. i'll be going back to UF this weekend to pack up and move out, along with some partying for colin's 21st (sweet). and then it'll be back here for the home stretch unil the ohio trip. I'm goign to be working my ass off. not too much else to say, i just figured i should update this thing every so often, i have a certain homage to pay... if i even knew what that meant :)
Richie
current mood: amused
current music: All American Rejects
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| Monday, June 9th, 2003
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5:36 pm - ahhh
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so i can;t check my email from my computer anymore cause the exchange sucks ass. so i havnt seen my mail in like 2 weeks.... i prolly got so much crap in there....
so it came to me today that a while ago i said i was going to update this with my road to stardome or something? i don't quite remember. but so ya'll know, like ayone is still reading this...... i wrote a song and got the playing part down also except for the fills and such, it still sounds kinda segmented. the song as a whiole isnt all that good i dont think, it is my first attept after all, and i have no idea how i'm "supposed" to write songs anyways, i just kinda threw it together. it WAS going to be a rock song but i have no band so it's acoustic.... little odd though since the lyrics arn't really acoustic sounding..
ok thought id comment again.. what thats like 3 times in the last 4 weeks or something, i'm on a roll!
Richie
current mood: calm
current music: Dashboard
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| Saturday, June 7th, 2003
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2:03 am - times like these
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Not much to say.. Women trouble at the moment, don't quite know what i'm going to do but this single thing is getting lame. not that i don't mind it but it'd be nice to have a crush actually work out for once in my life.
party tomorrow should be fun, lata
Richie
current mood:  tired
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| Monday, June 2nd, 2003
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11:42 pm - the low down
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So i decided.. first of all I need a different picture of me on this thing. That one is from high school and although I look pretty much the same I'm sure I don't. I've been bored for the last little bit so I perused the internet sum... and then still being bored I'm writing again.
So marco in the spring was my only C class, and i got A's in the rest. talk about my best college semester yet!!! I'm actually starting to turn a new leaf which is nice, instead of skipping so many classes. Now i'm taking financial accounting (which isnt as bad as people say) and micro (which is SOO much better than marco). after summer a i'm going home for 6 weeks. right when i get home i'm going on vacation however. and talk abotu a good year for vacation. i convinced my parets out of las vegas(we've been there a bunch, and it would be torture to go there when i'm 20). so now it's down to jamacia, a 5 day island cruise thing, the keys (again....), or NYC which deffinatly has my vote at the moment. And i was actually the one who came up with the idea. I don't like it there ALL that much, but it's one hell of a place to visit, and i'll actually remember things this time, along with hopefully going to see letterman or maybe conan. there would be so much stuff to do it would be great. but then again, the plans for jamacia sound incredible too.
hmmm, something else i don;t think i've mentioned. when i go home i'm goign to be painting my house. my parents are goign to pay me so that'll be nice. the money will be going toward an ohio trip at the end of summer (oh hell yea!) which is sure to top last semester's. 2 days at cedar point and a day at king's island. goodness me. and also, after the week off of school before summer started, when i took a gander at surfing..... well it's a hobby now, so i'm finally getting use out of me living at the beach, somethign i deffinatly took for granted before i got here.
don't know what else to say... single as ever (no surprise), but i'm goign to try and change things around here in the next few weeks... we'll see if there's any results.
Richie
ps - my incredible nerd obsession is matrix at the moment, what a great movie!
current mood: accomplished
current music: starting line - up and go
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| Sunday, May 25th, 2003
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11:01 pm - Wellll
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So to offset whatever mood i was in last night, today was an okay day, although it was pretty boring. I saw bruce almighty (pretty good) and just didnt do anything at all with the rest of my day. tomorrow's memorial day and i'm supposed to do something with my parents, I don't know if thats going to work out or not but we'll see. Things are just a blur recently. I'll be glad to be home eventually for 6 weeks, but then again i'm going to be missing out on so much. who knows though, that's it for me.
Richie
current mood:  apathetic
current music: Trina
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2:53 am - wha the hell
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so i'm still a little drunk from the surprise bday party i just threw. it went off better than thought it would. plenty of people there, good times all around. it died down a little early but oh the fuck well. however, i deffinitly noticed that my crush hasn't died down in the least bit. if anyone here that's reading this can tel me how to kill it that would be greatly appreciated. i'd want nothing more than to have things work out with her but not only have i not a chance but i think i'd make a fool of myself. so i guess the only conclusion i can come to is to try and get over it, i just dont know how.
but anyways, apart from that, i'm muy glad the party went well. everyone had a great time and things are nice i guess. till nect time :)
Richie
current mood:  curious
current music: Nada
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| Thursday, May 22nd, 2003
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12:05 am - hmmm
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So i was compelled to write after my searching for a code. Fun weekend ahead, brett's party finally and I get to see lindsey again finally. I was loging on and I saw that they're selling LJ shirts now. I think that's a little bit overboard. kinda bad enough I have this journal. so everything is well, school is too much but i'll make it. AND, rueben won, cool. i only watched the last two weeks but interesting to see how things fold out. so long.
Richie
current mood: accomplished
current music: I'm a matrix freak
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| Friday, May 2nd, 2003
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2:53 am - Whoooo!!!
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hmmm, so things recently have changed, for the better i guess.
and as to the last one.... no more posting here for depressing stuff. i havnt been depressed in ages, and hell it's nice. had a lot of stress at times recently but it's all good.
i have no idea who reads this anymore, i doubt anyone i know or used to read this even reads this anymore, but hell it's fun to write about shit for nothing. so as i was saying before, things are SO different now. who knows what did it but its all good. i think everything is good for the most part right now. i'm going to be at UF for summer a, and then i'llbe home for summer b, but i'll prolly be up here a bunch. then we're taking a road trip to ohio again near the end of summer, and i know brent wants to take a trip out somewhere else to see like anniversary and maybe brand new too? in theor home towns. who knows if we get to that. and also, there's no way in hell i'm paying 75 dollars to go to summer sanitarium and not get pit seats, thats just damn stupid. so maybe ill buy some off ebay but i think its kinda late. i also tried to get tickets for my friend to avril\simple plan but they were sold out and i couldnt get any off ebay either. so basically i'm at a severe lack of shows as it is right now. and what's this with the atari's taking off, crazy business.
so drew's here till saturday while he's moving, fun times there. xmen is out tomorrow, that should be great. ive had pink eye AND a sinus infection for a week or something now, it's finally going away thank god. and tonight's chinese was disgusting, i almost got sick. and in the personal world.... i'm being a dick in one instance :( it's the phone i think, i've got this phobia of calling for some reason, i'm such an ass. HOWEVER, all will be straightened out in the next few days. and then in a total switch i don't want anything serious with someone and she wants more... talk about i have no fucking clue what to do.
identity was good by the way. i'm slacking on the guitar practicing. my gpa is the best its ever been this semester. my parents don't care at all that i drink. things are changing! erin is still a horrible roomate. i actually like simple plan all of a sudden. starting line still rocks. and i guess that's it for now, i just got a weird craving to write.
Richie....
current mood: happy
current music: Simple Plan
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| Thursday, April 3rd, 2003
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12:50 am - the one thing
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why do i get motivation to write in here only when a bad thought comes to mind? some need to be heard or get sympathy or something? qute pathetic i guess. on one side.... 3-4 years ago if i looked at myself now and the situations i'm in i would be proud and so happy to know things turned out the way they are. but on the other side, my thinking about it now, it seems liek i should be happy, and i am most of the time. but when i get in this mood i feel like ive missed out on something i had. and all the times iv enjoyed myself were great, but "something" else bneing there would have made things greater. don't get me wrong, i love how things are, but it's that one emptiness in me.
things come at me from nowhere and suprise me,. but its like i push them away. and when those same things are there and i actually want them, it's like they back away and i can't have them. what to do?
so ive been quiet my life, not really anymore though... only in certain situations. i keep to myself, try to be as humble as possible, cause thats just how i am. but my friends keep pushing me to speak up more and show more, but i'm happy as i am. what to do?
ok this is turning into a song so i'm stoppin. and for a life update: things are wonderful! fun times... i'm studying more than usual but it's not taking away from the prime partying time.
-Richie
ps - sorry for the gay username... it was of times past, not much i can do of it now
current mood:  relieved
current music: Linkin Park - Meteora
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| Sunday, February 16th, 2003
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6:51 pm - "because this time he didn't think he could reach the kitchen"
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i'm finding every possible way to stall so i dont have to study macro, 12 lectures behind, can't wait.... so yesterday was gasperilla, but i had party patrol till 1am. so i got off, met up with some people, and then we decided to go. we got to tampa, after much whining, at about 3:45. visited our friends at the hyatt, and left 45 minuites later. we got back here at 7. then i slept, met my new roomate for next year, and now i'm being lazy. it just popped into my head about what was going on in the near future about a year ago.... i decided to stay here, and man am I glad i did. talk about good times, just like last night for example.
so here's a coincidence, i went over to deadjourna to see if they had erased mine yet, and they havn't! it's still there. crazy. i read the last entry or two and found out that i had just finished reading "perks..", and i happened to just finish reading that book again yesterday night. i'm still not over how great it is, i had so much in common with it. and there's still two defining moments in that book that get to me.
on another note, i watched the entire first season of 24 in about two weeks, and that's one damn good series. the ending was crazy, i hate the directors for it, but it was good none the less.
at the moment i'm feeling a lack of shows. further will be here in march, and hopefully i'l actually get out to see loyal, but nothing as of late. and more random thoughts, im thinking i'm not havign a party anymore, people arn't getting with it, so i'm just going to party my brains out somewhere else unless things change. either way will be fun times..... ONE MORE YEAR
Rich
current mood:  lethargic
current music: foo fighters - all my life
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| Saturday, February 1st, 2003
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2:20 am - FEBRUARY
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