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[23 Feb 2002|09:40am]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | nfg-eyesore ]

i honestly want to know why i can NEVER be happy with what i've got.
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[23 Feb 2002|09:37am]

What is YOUR Highschool label?
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[22 Feb 2002|10:20pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | ugly kid joe- i hate everything about you ]

tonight was fun.
went to leaha's last bball game...well, there were some things that happened there that were really stupid cuz this bitch had to start shit that didnt even matter...but anyway, it was fun.
then me jessie and leaha went to steak n shake! haha it was great! lol charles is a nice waiter! i got a free milkshake! :) i feel bad about it tho...but anyway, it was fun..then when we're about to leave tony come in so we talked to him for a while, and it sounds like leaha and him got a lot of things straightened out so thats good. but yeah...steak n shake is my new hang out :)
tomorrow is gunna suck ass.i gotta go to some play with the family, and andrew's gunna be gone during the day..and i dont have anything to do, and its just gunna suck. oh well. i'll get over it.

well i gotta jet...
later!

xo
*JillNesS*
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realizations [19 Feb 2002|04:32pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | alkaline trio- im dying tomorrow ]

~^~i'm finally happy to live here.
~^~i am an extremely contrary person.
~^~i need to try harder.
~^~i need to be more patient.
~^~i wish i had more time.
~^~the laid back attitude tends to work best for me and getting what i want.
~^~change can be good.
~^~i should be nicer to my mom.
~^~she should be nicer to me.
~^~i love andrew
~^~i miss bailey.
~^~im in the greatest relationship i've ever had right now.
~^~im thankful.
~^~i always want more.
~^~i do not need more.
~^~girls talk too much.
~^~i wish i was older
~^~i wish i was younger
~^~im happy.
~^~im in desperate need for a good party.
~^~im a totally different person that i was last summer
~^~im pessimistic when i need to be.
~^~optimism is lying to yourself.
~^~i need to make an effort.
~^~i feel confident for the first time in a very long time.
~^~i am constantly contradicting myself.
~^~my sister is actually a pretty cool person.
~^~i am going to be grounded when progress reports come out.

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[17 Feb 2002|11:18am]

People were hung in various positions from you, sometimes with weights, stretching and dislocating limbs. Sometimes they were left to starve or succumb to the elements. All in all, you're a pretty forgiving person, provided they don't -really- get you angry.

What torture would you be?
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why do i get like this? [16 Feb 2002|07:07pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | cold/dashboard ~ as you can tell ]




Why can't you look, why can't you look at me
See what I see
Why can't you feel, why can't you feel like me
feel what I feel
Why can't you hurt, why can't you hurt like me
Taste the pain I feel
Why must I die, why must I die for you
It's the ugly truth Well it's ugly
It's making me painless

this is where i say i've had enough
no one should ever feel the way that i feel now/
/waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
and im thinking awful things
pretty sure that few would notice/
/so dont be a liar
dont say that everythings working
when everythings broken/
/and im throwing away the letters i am writing you
cause they would never do
i would never do.
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[16 Feb 2002|05:11pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | nfg-dressed to kill ]

SHANE says:
i need you. here. now.

!jillness! says:
i know. i need you too.

SHANE says:
life fucking sucks

!jillness! says:
yeah.

SHANE says:
lets run away

!jillness! says:
to california

SHANE says:
and be bums, on the beach. we'll sleep all day and party all night.

!jillness! says:
ah, that would be great

SHANE says:
yeah. but we can only dream right?

!jillness! says:
i suppose.

SHANE says:
god i wish i didnt have to care

!jillness! says:
i know. i hate how i feel right now. i seriously feel like NOTHING. i dont know why i let things get to me.

SHANE says:
i need to give you a hug

!jillness! says:
i need you to too.



thank you shane. i love you to death.
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[16 Feb 2002|02:38pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | sum41-motivation ]

man. today fucking sucks.

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[14 Feb 2002|04:19pm]



Take the Which of Dan's Favorite Bands Are You? Test
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[12 Feb 2002|10:39am]
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[12 Feb 2002|10:38am]
"it really bothers me when people whine about how awful and emotional their life is, when everyone knows its no biggy...including them."
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[10 Feb 2002|11:00am]
[ mood | jubilant ]
[ music | gunga dins- why im such an asshole all the time ]








::beauty::
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[10 Feb 2002|12:16am]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | dashboard ]

sexevache (12:10:44 AM): 8-)
InkognitoKuh (12:10:59 AM): =-O
sexevache (12:12:37 AM): O:-)
InkognitoKuh (12:12:52 AM): :-!
sexevache (12:13:20 AM): :-X
InkognitoKuh (12:13:34 AM): ;-)
sexevache (12:13:55 AM): :-P
InkognitoKuh (12:14:03 AM): :-D
sexevache (12:14:10 AM): :-$
InkognitoKuh (12:14:17 AM): :-)
sexevache (12:14:20 AM): :-(
InkognitoKuh (12:14:30 AM): >:o
sexevache (12:14:37 AM): :-[
InkognitoKuh (12:14:44 AM): :'(
sexevache (12:15:00 AM): :-\
InkognitoKuh (12:15:12 AM): :-*
sexevache (12:15:28 AM): have we used them all yet?
InkognitoKuh (12:15:36 AM): yup
sexevache (12:15:48 AM): okay tight, so whats up?

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[09 Feb 2002|11:30pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | dashboard confessional - saints and sailors ]

ah, life is good.
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[09 Feb 2002|09:25am]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | bloodhound gang- take the long way home ]

have really good times doing really bad things
cause the show ain't over ‘til the fat lady sings
like elton john with his candle in the wind
it's hard to blow out a flame as big as him
but we've all got to wang chung with the grim reaper
whether you're einstein whether you're beaker
death is certain so it's definitely worth flirtin'
don't expect a bright light no just curtains
life is like a penis most people don't know it
but most people suck so they usually blow it

life is an aimless drive that ya take alone
might as well enjoy the ride
take the long way home
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[08 Feb 2002|11:26pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]
[ music | dashboard confessional - screaming infidelities ]

ah.
belly button hurts
fun night
went to andrews, ryne picked us up, stoppped be kaleas and then over to spencer's for awhile
i dont know whats goin on with me and spenc.
apparantly, im 'not fun anymore'
okay.
anyway, then we went to the show at rise
only saw the last sparechange00 song, so that sucks
but navi got a song dedicated for him (yeah navi!!!)
then my mom had to be gay and set curfew @11
but whatever
tomorrow going shopping with leaha for andrews v-day thing hopefully
we'll see how leaha feels...i guess she has bronchitis :(

well, im out
bored as hell, gotta find something to do.
peace.


all in all, you're just another dick with no balls
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[07 Feb 2002|08:20pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | vandals-oi to the world ]

hey, havent typed for awhile...not a lot to say, my belly button is really sore, but im soo happy i did it! the only person who doesnt like it...is josh. well, and my dad, but he doesnt know about it--and im going to keep it that way as long as possible. so yeah.
tomorrow's the show, yippy. me and andrew are goin i think. im excited cuz i've never seen sparechange00 before--it'll be great.
valentine's day is in like a week...and i know some stuff im gunna get him, but not everything...still thinking :-\
i dont know what else to say (sorry jessie!) so i'll put in an email this guy sent me...if you know the story, it's pretty fucking hilarious:

Jill,
sorry, i knew i should've kept that to myself, and i'm sorry, i really don't want you to hate me, i mean i'd understand if you did, but, i dunno i can't think of any reason to make you want to talk to me again, so just bye..
Always Yours 4 ever,
*****

i guess thats all, cya later- i'll update when i actually have something to say


he'd say "Oi to the punks!" and "Oi to the skins!" but "Oi to the world!" and EVERYBODY WINS!
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[02 Feb 2002|08:55pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | afi ]

i got my belly pierced!!

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[02 Feb 2002|09:39am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | alkaline trio- stupid kid ]

i wanna do something stupid today. i wonder what i'll come up with...

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[02 Feb 2002|08:43am]
*~'i want to wake up naked next to you, kissing the curve in your clavicle'~*
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