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Incubus - A Crow Left of the Murder |
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Oh, the perils of college life. Some wouldn't complain, but of course I have to be the one to speak against the norm. This past month or so that I have been back at school has been nothing short of stressful, fun, enlightening, lonely, and depressing. There are so many ways that I could describe each day. It seems that for every good thing that happens, there are about three other not good things lingering about. I'm in a slum for money... mostly because I have not contacted my work for the past month so THEY don't even know if I'm still working there. I need to start being more responsible about that, by the way, and accept the consequences, whatever they may be. But, to tell you the truth, I don't ever want to work there again in my life. So whatever consequences they can dish out will probably not be negative, at least from my point of view. And speaking of work, this is my first year ever having to file taxes and those W-2's are nice and confusing. I really wish that I could drive home every weekend because I always seem to get screwed in some way and end up not doing anything on the weekends. But seeing that I have no money, it makes driving a little difficult, w/no gas and all. Last weekend was fun because Chris came up and when he's around I don't feel like I need to worry about anything else in the world. The thought of him is often what keeps me going. But after a week or so, depression kicks in and Lord only knows what can be done after that. I just have to express my happiness in myself for doing all of my math homework this quarter so far. It's such an improvement from those high school days when I swear I didn't do a single page of homework. If I did my homework it was like, and event. But, I think I've been really good about staying on top of all my work. And I may not have a good grade in that class, but if I keep it up, maybe it will improve. Maybe not, but I hate math so I don't know what else I can do. Well, I don't know what else there is to say about this lonely Friday night. I'm really excited about going home next weekend, though, because it's Valentine's Day and I get to go see George Lopez w/Chris which I hope is gonna be fun and great. Also, it's a 3-day weekend and those only come once in a blue moon so I am sooo grateful for that. Now, I'm just going to sit back and relax to the sounds of some great music.
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