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MAJIK ALAN HEAD's LiveJournal:
| Thursday, March 25th, 2004 | |
| 3:30 pm | well ding fuckin naggy well last night gene had his party ther were quite a few people there i was havin fun for awhile even though kristi was there and i got pretty fucked up i drank a pint of vodka and then made the stupid ass mistake of sendin sara a text so i ended up talkin to her on the phone where she pretty much told me to fuck off..ha nice right? so fuck that what a bitch..anyways after that i was extremely pissed so i went back upstairs and talked to tom and told him what happened and thats pretty much where everything went downhill..i went back to the party and started playin beer pong then hopped in the hot tub where i was fed shots of yager or however u speel it so i was feelin fucked on top of that everyone got me to smoke with them so by about 12 i was hammered bill started gettibn loud with someone and i ended up almost fighting him but didnt cuz everyone was holdin me back..and then i decided to go home after that i dont remeber anything else that happened..i woke up feeling so shitty it wasnt even funny..anyway..i went and checked my email and i had a reply to a comment i made like 3 days ago and all it said was ..sara i lost ur number can u give it to me or can u call me..she replied with leave me alone....if you talk to me again im calling the police...how fuckin fucked up is that..yo thats some bullshit..fuck that kid jay its the only reason shes actin like this..i hope he fuckin dies..whatever girls are tricks..fuck em ...im out |
| Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004 | |
| 8:45 pm | why why cant i tell her how i feel and why cant i tell her whats on my mind i cant tell her im afraid of what shell say i know i wont want to hear it why cant she be the same way she is with him with me..i dont understand i wish i could but i dont..i dont see what she sees in him why am i not good enough why cant i be the one why me why is it always me..why does shit go wrong and why does it go good for everyone else..why do i get the shit end of the stick..just someone tell me why..why me |
| Sunday, March 21st, 2004 | |
| 2:16 am | well ding fuckin naggy arite well right now thers 2 girls i like..one seems to be a slut and one seems to be well fine..i dont know what the fuck to do i want to talk to one of em but i im a pussy and wont go and talk to one of em ..the slut is kinda not in the pic but eh..and i love how i cant fuckini talk to or see one of my friends..which i love to death..im fuckin pleased..id do anythying for this girl and she wont even gimme the time a day nomore..thats fucked up... |
| Friday, March 19th, 2004 | |
| 6:43 am | goodbye As I sit in this smokey room The night about to end I pass my time with strangers But this bottle's my only friend Remember when we used to park On Butler Street out in the dark Remember when we lost the keys And you lost more than that in my backseat Remember when we used to talk About busting out - we'd break their hearts Together - forever Never say goodbye, never say goodbye You and me and my old friends Hoping it would never end Never say goodbye, never say goodbye Holdin' on - we got to try Holdin' on to never say goodbye Remember days of skipping school Racing cars and being cool With a six pack and the radio We didn't need no place to go Remember at the prom that night You and me we had a fight But the band they played our favorite song And I held you in my arms so strong We danced so close We danced so slow And I swore I'd never let you go Together - forever Never say goodbye, never say goodbye You and me and my old friends Hoping it would never end Never say goodbye, never say goodbye Holdin' on - we got to try Holdin' on to never say goodbye I guess you'd say we used to talk About busting out We'd break their hearts Together - forever just think about someone..if u read this u know who u are id really like to talk to you or see you..call me sometime 278-3424 |
| Saturday, March 6th, 2004 | |
| 12:51 am | well dang dang life sure does fuckin suck so last week i went to kristys to see what the fuckin deal was and she wasnt there so i went to bills just for sits an gigles and gues fuckin whgaqt thee was that stupid dumb bitfh cunt at his fuckin house..i fuckin hate that bitch..then she has the fuckin nerve to lie and say she was s drun k the whole tim we were messin around and then said i yelled an called her names ..what a crock of shitany girl knows id never do that shit..shes such a fckin bitch o well im over it..hahah and another thing bill tried to fight me..it was hilarious he is such a pussy i wish i beat his ass instead of everyone hldin us back..he hits like my 8 yr old cousin..hahahah o well..im done herre peace out yo..haha i dunno leave some love |
| Wednesday, February 25th, 2004 | |
| 10:32 pm | dang it i need a serious answer in here ..no bullshit stupid comments from anyone ..how many of the girls who read this would actually go out with me? also ..is there something qwrong with me looks/personality cuz i cannot keep a fuckin gf..i started to go back out with kristy and its been 2 weeks of fuckin perfectness then all of a sudden for no reason she dont call and wont answer my phone calls..wtf..after she said that she wanted to be with me and she loved hangin out and that i was the best bf shes ever had and all this other shit..fuck girls man i know ive said all this shit before but i dont know what the fuck else to say..i really think it says date me for a like a day and leave cuz i love it on my forehead this is udder bullshit i dont need all this shit in my life..one day everything is good then the next its not...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mother fucker...if there is any girl that thinks they could possibly stay with me for more then 2 weeks please let me know id love to meet ya..cuz as of know i thinkim single but i havent talked to my gf to see if we is broken up or not..isnt that nice i dont even knowe if im single or not..yay fun life for alan..i knew i shouldnt have broken all those mirrirs i have the shittiest luck out of anyone..and if u think not try me..i blew 2 motors went threw 4 cars been arrested 4 times for bullshit reasons i have police watchin my house cuz im an apparent "drug dealer" even though i dont do any but thats ok..oooo im also a car thief ..sure wish i knew cuz id have alot more money then i have right now..but whatever i have a shitty life and i guess ill have to deal with it..well if anyone feels the need to comment please do to keep me occupied..thanx love yall |
| Tuesday, January 13th, 2004 | |
| 8:21 pm | well then wow 2004 already..almost 8 months since ive ben out of school and i still havent done shit really..i blew my engine in my car but got a new one..i was arrested a week before xmas and had to spend 4 days in jail that sucked my dick..all because i missed one court date..the law sucks asshole..well besides that i had a pretty good xmas..i now have a 91 civic hb si..im buyin a new engine hopefully tomarrow or sometime this week..its a racing engine soo ill be happy with it..anyways..sex life sucks as as well i havent gotten any ass in like...umm damn i dont even remember..still single and lookin..its not goin all that great though..but fuck it..jake is finally startin to hook up his car right..im gettin a few side jobs puttin in engines and doin some mechanic work and shit..its money at least. well dang there aint shit to do and no where to go..fuck..im bored i guess ill go masturbate now..well ttyl..j/k ima go take a shower and go watch tv..ttyl leave me some comments so ill have suttinto do when im not doin nuttin |
| Friday, October 10th, 2003 | |
| 12:43 am | just thinkin have u ever layed back and actually thought about ur life? like actually thought about what uve done what uve accomplished or where ur gonna go? for the first time i thought about my life and realized i havent done shit..yea maybe i graduated school but ive really gone nowhere in life..im a bum i have no job ,no money...i feel liike such a loser..i think about how my life is gonna be..if im ever gonna get a good job.if im ever gonna be happy..its really depressing when i think about it..i have yet to find a girlfriend..i really think i need one to push my ass to do something with myslef..someone to care about and have care about me in the same way..someone who will ask me whats wrong when i have a bad day and telll me everything will be ok and give me a hug.. i miss being with a girl. holding hands hugging just being together.. so much bullshit in my life right now..cops constantly up my ass about nothing always busting my bulls im sick of it..i want to get away from it all.. not have to worry about bein to loud or if thees too many people at my house..i dunno i just need to say this shit to someone and theres no one around so ill share with whoever reads this . well immgonna go so untill next time ..peace |
| Monday, June 23rd, 2003 | |
| 4:43 pm | wow wow schools over forever..i actually graduated.graduation was real hard because its the last time im gonna see everyone..summer has begun..time to have fun i hope i get my license this summer if not im gonna be really pissed off..still no girls in my life but its ok..im not sweatin it.im actually talkin to my dad again..weve been hangin out alot..hes actually helpin me buy another car..and there donating one to me so i can use it for now..hmm i dont really know what else to talk about so i guess ill go later |
| Friday, June 13th, 2003 | |
| 2:16 pm | fuck it do what you want..when this guy hurts you too just remember i warned you..well i guess this is goodbye... |
| Thursday, June 12th, 2003 | |
| 2:16 pm | Monday, October 22nd, 2001 10:57 pm well so far everything is goin alans way..sarah broke up with steveadn of course she likes me alot so im all good there4 and im finally happy..no more sad depressed alan..hes gone..hehe so yeah i found a song that is like so perfect for sarah.i actually like it even though its r&b..heres; the words...... My whole life has changed Since you came in I knew back then You were that special one I'm so in love So deep in love You make my life complete You are so sweet No one competes Glad you came into my life You blind me with your love With you I have no sight Girl you open me, I'm wide open And I'm doing thangs I never do But I feel so good, I feel so good Why it take so long for me finding you this is my story and I'm telling you It's not fiction It's surely a fact Without you right here having my back I really don't know just where I'd be at My whole life has changed Since you came in I knew back then You were that special one I'm so in love So deep in love You make my life complete You are so sweet No one competes Glad you came into my life You blind me with your love With you I have no sight I analyzed myself I was buck wild Never thought about settling down But all the time I knew I was ready But not with all my friends around But girl I put you first now You made me help mold me Turned me into a man I'm so responsible And I owe it all to you My whole life has changed Since you came in I knew back then You were that special one I'm so in love So deep in love You make my life complete You are so sweet No one competes Glad you came into my life You blind me with your love With you I have no sight God blessed me Girl he was good to me when he sent you I'm so happy baby Share my world I'm so in love I'm addicted to your love baby My whole life has changed Since you came in I knew back then You were that special one I'm so in love So deep in love You make my life complete You are so sweet No one competes Glad you came into my life You blind me with your love With you I have no sight it totally describes how i feel towards her..its so wierd ive never felt this way before.i was never this happy..yes i think i found the right one this time..well i think thats it for now ill tty all later..nite nite i remember that..that was the good times..sigh |
| 1:34 pm | hmm lets see im takin finals in school it sux really bad i cant stand it..o well im over it..we had a fire today i thought it was humourous..hhah..damn what to talk about..blah blah blash..wheeeee..arite so im a lil retarded..hehe..hmm i finally taked to sara the other night..it just wasnt the same..it was as if she didnt wanna talk and just stayed on the phone just to make me happy..then all of a sudden had to go without saying y..i dont understand her and i dont think i ever will but the times i had were fun and it brought me a lot of memories..but i have a feeling that it we'll soon be saying goodbye i think her new bf is no good and seems like a scumbag from what ive heard but hey fuck it what am i gonna do i talk but it just goes in one ear and out the other..i dont really know what to say anymore so i think ill end with this..love is bullshit and it just brings you pain in the end |
| Saturday, June 7th, 2003 | |
| 12:39 am | tonite was fun as hell jake and bobby came down and we went to go see 2 fast 2 furious it was fuckin nasty..the races kicked ass..me and bobby got fucked uuuup we took some pers and had a souple beers it was a real good nite..well im out peace |
| Friday, June 6th, 2003 | |
| 2:58 pm | you know how people say u allways know who ur true friends are..well i dont..my supposed best frined has so much shit goin on and doesnt even tell me about it..allways seems to be to busy to chill wit his best frined but has time for everyone else and there mother..fuck it..peoeple are such backstabers..matt dorso for example what a scum bag his good friend eric liked this girl alot and matt had to be an asshole and ask her out what a piece of shit..then he has the nerve to talk shit about me..i dont even talk to the fucking kid...he is such a fucking loser..o well..i was thinking that i dont think im gonna talk to anyone i normally hang out with after school is over..i mean everyone says that we'll keep in touch but i doubt it. One of the girls i was in love with doesnt even really talk to me anymore cant call and say hi or anything and it pisses me off..she broke up wit her bf and got a new one and now doesnt even talk to me its a bunch of shit..wtf..so its almost graduation and im a little scared i dont know if im gonna graduate or not..im kinda depressed about it i know its my fault that im failing but its hard to comprehend that i might have to go to summer school for my senior year. i keep gettin more and more into drugs nothing really harsh but the fact that im doin anything like that when i told myself it was bad for me. o well fuck it i dont give a shit anymore about anything it really doesnt matter anymore..well i think ive rambled on long enough peace |
| Friday, April 18th, 2003 | |
| 1:25 pm | hmm what to say..well i finally got a car..still no license but i dont really give a shit..i got seans civic..man is it a project..im redoin the whole car from ground up its gonna be fast..last week i was in texas..mad fun..got burnt hooked up wit some people..i got back and unfortunetely i had to go back to school..well im still single.i had a good thing goin for awhile but it got all fucked up..i hate niggers they piss me off..i like black people but i cant stand niggers..grrrrwell i think im gonna go now and do something pointless..byebye |
| Friday, February 7th, 2003 | |
| 2:42 pm | You are pink. You are in limbo. Not pure and manipulated like white, not impure and noble like red. You are unsure of your real identity, but whatever you chose it to be, you can be it. That is your power. You change everyone you touch, and everyone remembers you. In literature, pink represents the place between heaven and hell. You are the one we will never forget. Current Mood:  angry |
| Wednesday, December 18th, 2002 | |
| 4:51 pm | ok who on here actually still likes me or even wants to talk to me..i dont get many comments anymore..do u all not wanna talk to me? |
| Wednesday, December 11th, 2002 | |
| 7:16 pm | whoopy i got my tattoo today..it was very long process took 3 hours and cost 350..eeep |
| Tuesday, December 10th, 2002 | |
| 6:06 pm | ok well lets see kiddies..my mom is being a major bitch..shes tellin me i cant have anymore parties and no one can come over anymore and that if she has to shell move back in..wtf ..fuck off shes startin to piss me off..motha fucka..im startin to hate everything..everyone seems to be pising me off..i cant even go througha full day without getin pissed at someone..i have anger problems i think..o well ttyl |
| 5:32 pm | CONGRATS! You're a Strawberry Daiqery! You're the person that everyone just wants to have sex with. Nothing more, nothing less. well thats what kinda drink i am..hey its fine by me people just wanna use me for sex..kool..go ahead..well with certain exceptions |