Thursday, November 15th, 2001
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3:54 pm
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Oh Christ alive i am so fucking BORED.
I have an essay in tomorrow as some of you know(cos you have to!) and yay at last it is finished giving me 19 hours free to worry about my presentation -FUME- wow this nursing malarky is just full of fun!!! there are some bonus's though..
1) UNIFORM
2)caring fullfillment (BLEUGH)
3)UNIFORM
4)now know how to wash hands in the correct manner!
5)UNIFORM
6)know how to deal with life threatening situations so can be lifesaver...HURRAH
7)Uniform
Hmmm... oh shit must go bus is here.
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Tuesday, June 5th, 2001
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3:45 pm - weird
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God my life has just flip turned upside down recently and im not quiite sure why is this fate? or is it something i've predetermined myself? first i loose weight a lot of weight like a stone and a half and drop two clothe sizes then i get a guy i men sure i was gonna get one sooner or later but i got a nice one :) now i do couple thangs you know like on sweet valley high and buffy (although in buffys case we dont go out slaying vampires together and he isnt a vampire well not thatn i know....) i also got made redundant at the age of 19 whatsup with that??? but i got another job... I wiork with drugs now (in a pharmacy, what did you think i meant?!)
And life is,well life is....Good which means i'm sat waiting for something to go wrong but just praying it wont hmmmm...... this strange feeling is creeping over me im not quite sure but i think it might be happiness?.......otr maybe contentment?
there has got to be a logical explanation for this??????
Right?
current mood:  horny
current music: want you bad - the offspring
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Friday, May 4th, 2001
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10:26 pm - Bitch!!!!
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7:18 pm - HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, February 18th, 2001
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7:09 pm - Sex drugs an Rock'n'Roll........well 1 outta 3 aint too bad!
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I am soooo tired what wiyh all this travelling around the country after being at work for 9 hours then sitting talking for 12 hours all through the night after sitting on a train for 5 hours then sitting on the train for another 5 hours to get home.....(deep breath)and then having people over an getting a lil tipsy. i had to entertain our friends at sarahs as she drunk a bottle of wine an then fell asleep in a chair with her head lolling rather unattractively over the side (although her hair looked cute like that!).altough i was just as bad i drunk 2 thirds of a bottle(HUGE SIZED)of baileys an then fell asleep laying on my freinds jenny and mat with my arm around my friend caths neck!.
Apparantly i am only 46% slutty sarah and i believe this a gross misrepresentation...........
Im definitly more slutty than that!:)
I ma worried about rock music it is becoming to image orientated if you look trendy then you cant possibly truely understand the music. That is such bollocks,i dont dress trendy but i never have but i just hate all the crappy vibes around about it at the mo.Its about the music.
i learnt something today....."if you want a relationship,get a dog" to damn true.
Am thinking of saying to customers tomorrow "hey welcome to bath and bodyworks may i service you?"
could make for an entertaining 9 hours!!!!
Im having a lit moment,i love their music its too cool i've been listening to them greenday offspring and godhead alot recently im having issues.
well i should go make Legends.
See you in your Dreams.
P.s I thought of something today as ive probably told you all i dream like all the time some are prophetic and actually happen others relate to my inner desires and strife. but in every dream there a re 2 STRONG emotions fear and love, im always being stalked chased or hunted constantly always fighting with this person...well guy its a lways a guy not the same 1 every time. I love fear tho i go for dangerous men.....at night when we dream our mind is a theatre our concious sits in the front row (with popcorn)while our sub concious performs,the difference between the two is where the sea meets the sky on the horizon,the nblur in the middle.
Adieu.
current mood:  contemplative
current music: My own
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Sunday, February 11th, 2001
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7:01 pm - RENT!!!!!!!!!
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i got introduced to the uhhh.... 'wonders' of Rent today, I hope for Sarah's sake i think more of it when i see it!!!!!!!!
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1:47 am - teeth
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does neyone eat lotws no drink drink drink lots adn it meake s their teeth taste,,, felle sfunny!!! is it just me????????????? weird me?>>>>>>
current mood: pised
current music: poisweed
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1:37 am
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helena wasn't sto type but shes fa\lling iovedr every where!!!!!!!!!!!! [
3helenesa 6tyuping.... 6yellow my icklen fans 110!!!!!! dfuvck am pissexd
why d0es m l8ike me??
??? in donnyt ggggggeyt ir " I can make gay gfu6ys straighjty and straight girls gay!!!!!!!!" FUCK
+YE|AH
SARAH an me wentn 2 the toillette drunk is goodf dianne i mizss u!!!!!!!
current mood:  drunk
current music: empire recorxds sound track!!!!!
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Monday, February 5th, 2001
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9:33 pm - We don't have to take our clothes off!!!!
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ok hi.. I am stood at the bus stop waiting for my parents to pick me up and they are 15 minutes late... so I called Sarah so she could type this for me!!
I've been singing this all day it is the best song!!!
Not a word, from your lips
You just took for granted that I want to skinny dip
A quick hit, that's your game
But I'm not a piece of meat, still you like my brain
Night is young, so are we
Let's get to know each other better, slow and easily
Take my hand, let's hit the floor
Shake our bodies to the music
Maybe then you'll score
So come on baby, won't you show some class
Why you want to move so fast
We dont have to take our clothes off
To have a good time
Oh no
We could dance and party all night
And drink some cherry wine
Uh huh
we don't have to take our clothes off
To have a good time
Oh no
We could dance and party all night (all night)
And drink some cherry wine
Uh huh
Na na na na na na na.......
Just slow down if you want me
A man wants to be approached cool and romantically
I've got needs
Just like
If the conversation's good
Vibrations through and through
So come on baby, won't you show some class
Why you want to move so fast
We dont have to take our clothes off
To have a good time
Oh no
We could dance and party all night (all night)
And drink some cherry wine
Uh huh
Na na na na na na......
admittedly the lyrics are crap yeh... but if u listen to the song u can't actually hear the words, except the chorus, you have to listen to it... just imagine me singing it in my leather trousers, my red sandals and my red strapless top.. dancing around!!! of course it sounds even better if u hear me singing it u lucky people... even better than Jermaine Steward him/herself... we are not quite sure which!!!! - well it is the best go listen!!!!
I think I am high on vitamin C...
oh man... today at work was like, it was ok but it wasn't like the hills are alive good you know... theres this person at work who is so enthused and I dont deal with enthused people I am just sarcastic and nasty to them but I cant be to this person as they are in charge of me so I have to be all 'HI, hey, that's so great' and my face hurts from smiling... I mean I can be all high and happy if I want to.. like if Parker dumps his girlfriend or something... but I cant take someone being like that at me it is like they have been drinking bottled enthusiasm... bottle since the 1970's from happy land... do I sound crazy if so e-mail me!!!! |I am having this whole wanting to do exercise thing... I think it is seasonal... but I dont want to go to some classs as there would b a lot of lycra and I dont deal with that!!!!
I think that's all for now...
current mood:  hyper
current music: Making Sarah play 'We dont have to take our clothes off by Jermaine Stewart' down the phone!!!
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Sunday, January 28th, 2001
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10:49 pm - Muriel's wedding
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there I was I've been sulking all day... laying in bed watching Muriel's wedding, because I am such a Muriel and getting really depressed about everything... AND then my phone lit up... as it is on silent... so it didn't beep... but then the little red light that flashes between the green light came on (in that 'one time at band camp' tone of voice) and I had a message woooo!!!! - so I read my message and at first saw the number as my phone is crap and doesn't show the name... and I thought who the hell is that??? as I didn't recognise the number... AND it was that guy... how exciting!!!... ok my mums in the loo and she just shouted speak up a bit im trying to hear.... so i'm pretty much going to be walking around with a big fat grin on my face for the next couple of days... (Sarah - 'lord help us!!!')
then on a totally unrelated matter my mum wants to call our new guinea pig Madonna!!! why? I mean why can't it have a normal guinea pig name like pig?? or something but she is now called Bert!!! well for now... well I guess we could call it madonna... but I dont like the fact it could get shortened to maddie... Mads is ok... maybe it could just be Madonna, bert for short... it looks a bit like Madonna, it kinda has an 'im better than u' aloof look going on even though shes only a guinea pig... and she sings.. sort of... she sort of brrrps....
welli got this black fitted leather jacket a biker one... zips up the side its got u know those bits on the neck that button over... it looks ok on... but I cant decide if I am going to keep it or not as it is a lot of money if I am not going to wear it... let me know what u think!!!!
current mood:  excited
current music: singing - u dont have to take ur clothes off
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Saturday, January 27th, 2001
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4:39 pm - Damn!
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I can't believe it, because of being out until 3.30 this morning and not getting to bed until 5... i completely slept through Beverly Hills 90210, missing vintage Luke Perry, how sick am i??? AND AND i missed Daria, so i did not get to hear Trents sexy voice!!!
BUt it is all worth it BECAUSE I PULLED!!!! HA!!! and i got A PHONE NUMBER!!! HA!!!! eat that and die world!!!!! I am BACK BABY!!!! YEH!!!! BABY !!! YEH!!!!
I am SO obsessed with this song!!!!!!!!!!!! i MUST learn all the words....
current mood:  accomplished
current music: You don't have to take your clothes off - Jermaine Stewart
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Sunday, January 21st, 2001
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2:37 pm - Seth Green day 8th Feb. woooo hooo!!!!
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My friends, unite and stand up as one and support Seth and all he stands for, you know it makes sense!!!
click here to join!!
current mood:  amused
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3:32 am - Hats!
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Nobody wears a hat anymore :(
Except for me!!!
current mood: awake
current music: music in my head!
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2:23 am - Hmmm
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What is it about men in leather? long leather coats a la spike in buffy,or leather trousers.Theres just something about them. and guys with motor bikes,big shiney black and silver machines their so...animal i guess its that ol 'get some real power between your legs'thang aint it huh?!.
God life is so mundane i wish i could just be really wild you know, do somethang totally out there somethang so un helena. I just get this urge you know? but what could i do? (suggestions welcome!) i just feel like going off and getting with some random dude just for the sheer hell and high of it, its probably just supressed lust!.
Maybe i should dye my hair black again get it cut shorter and just maden it up a little, hmmm i used to be such a nice girl such a little innocent...WHATEVER!!!.
All,well most of my friends are in 'relationships' i kinda thought that when i went to college it would be all sweet valley high and there would be a boy in a band, or in the football team or somethang,I was grossly mislead all i got was a guy with bad hair. Oh and the guys who used to stare at my chest while talking to them (although we must forgive this slightly as it is pretty nice).
I am currently trying to write a novel but it keeps getting all twisted up in my head, i think its secretly me trying to live out my desires and my fantasy through my writing if it helps...!
Do unicorns really exist? is what we see as a white mare really a mythical creature hiding itself from us?...probably.
I expect too much from life really life isnt really some fantastical romantic adventure (4 most normal people) i seriously doubt some atractive stranger with interesting hair,leather,and a bike is gonna sweep me off my feet (if you are that guy 'what took you so bloody long?')
ok well i'm bored now and aam probably gonna do some of that sleeping thang now as i need to be fully rested up for my day of doing sweet FA tomorrow (which takes a lot of effort) i also have a litre of Baileys just screaming to be drunk ya all (tribute to my good buddy rainbo) know how it is!.
Catch ya later dudes.
RTS
current mood:  discontent
current music: Bon Jovi 'You give love a bad name'
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1:54 am - Well this is all a bit Sweet Valley High isn't it?
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Well la de da isn't this exciting? people will be be able to read this and scrutinise every little word i dare to write down. I could excuse and support this whole thang by saying 'oh but its for posterity' but lets face it people, it fucking well aint.
current mood: restless
current music: Born to be WILD - steppenwolf
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