Gloria-Crystal's Journal

10:39pm: ok so i think ive worked through my paul thing....
so thats cool, thank god i was going crazy because i know that i was uncomfertable with it all in the first place.... im still a bit pissed off at him for making me think that i had really pissed him off when i hadent, im yet to talk to him about that but i will.... i dunno , i think im just gunna stear clear of him for a bit till his friends get over the bet thing.... or his friends, cos that just stresses me,

3:12am: we are fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!
we just had a great week now we are fighing how fucked is this shit!!!!

11:11pm: my car is dead.... thats right were taking the bitch to mexico and blowing the f*#ker up ! lol

ive been behaving myself pritty good for the last while, i was at ompas house lastnight and everyone wanted to go out but i said no... yay me,

im working 6 days in a row this week but i now obviously need the money because i dont want to go walkabout anytime i wanna get somwhwere lol

i had to walk from robina to mudgeeraba at 9 tonight which should have been scarey cos theres no lights but it was alright, the air was nice and cool so i was fine...

i want my neonapster to work so i can download some songs it isent co-opperating

i cant wait till this weekend- i want to have a Really good time :)

ok i cant dribble anymore

5:15pm: theme song perhaps?
mya - why ya gotta look so good

3:19pm: saw aaron for the first time in like 3 weeks.... yeah, so im not as over him as i thought.... crap
we had a pritty good talk though, which was nice- and he got up this guy who i dident know but was anoying me all night long, yay for guys and anger managment problems
but yeah-0 oh and im defanatly staying way from marcus cos he is seriously crazy- and thats all/i was so sober last night

11:52pm: so why am i still stressing?

9:09pm: must be somthing in the water
ahhh! ive lost my voice :(
i had a fun weekend, ompas birthday so it was big... allso ive made friends with a bunch of new people.... theres this hot guy ezra, i might be using as a alternate for aaron lol.... nar hes cool we will be good-friends even though he works at a strip club (no he isent a stripper), and q's fun, and this guy neil wants to buy me all of these things... i told him that i dident like him anymore than a friend, but he said he is still going to buy everthing for me when im out becuase i shouldent ever have to pay for a thing with eyes like this lol.... this goes out to all my friends to... so he spent about 300+ this weekend (!) im like you dont need to but he wants to so muh oh well....

oh i dident see aaron all weekend christine said she saw him on sat nite but i was to rooted, and with ezra to see/care/bother....
although i was thinking about him again today, i could see him tommorow but should probably stay at home and get my voice back rite? lol
i turn 20 on the 15th which is cool i dont know what i will be doing, but im sure it will be heaps fun....
ohhhhh marcus really wants to sleep with me hahahahaha he was buying me drinks all nite but - not gunna happen unless i deside i want hep a thru z :P but id be more impressed if it were zack his housemate (drool)
hmmm i have to work tommorow- i wanna burn a cd-ive been exsercising to much ezra was like wow you have a 6 pack lol/no more situps check.
hmm thats all

9:42pm: i somehow convinced myself not to go out tonight because im not in a normal mood, and wprobably make a fool of myself or have a crappy night..... so im trying very badly to distract myself from calling sombody to pick me up.... lol
this weekend better be worth it

2:26pm: i dont know if i should stick to my 3 strikes your out rule.... i know i should, and i have absolouty no idea why i should hold on, but i cant help it... i suck- why do i have to like him the way i do.... i need to find sombody that wont fuck around with my poor little head, bah!!!!

8:12pm: im wating to go out tonight... and am a bit hyperactive with nothing to do.... going to sombody i dont knows parys cos i was asked to but i think ill just go later and hit some other places with my friends first get some of that vodka or whatever in me before i deal with the possible mess ive made myself with this guy - and i hope to go see pete after he finishes work.... and i really hope shane can pay me my money back, its been ages so bla....
christine finishes work at 8 30- 9 i think so we will leave at 10 ish, ive already had a bath and done my nails...
im bored!!!
hmm well im going to go but everyone have fun :):):):)

GLorIA

12:58pm: last night was weird... i havent drunk in a long time..... the events were really crazy-

6:25pm: hmm what to say, ive had a pritty fun sat/sunday just got to sleep this morning,
i might be starting somthing up with this guy that i met up here from brisbane, so that could be fun ill see.....
i cut my finger, and dont have to work tommorow

9:35pm: who dosent like hugs





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12:58am: god i can see why adoptees get o angry about the prosseses that we have to go through to get any information at all about ourself or our birth familys.... for two nights now ive been trying to find out a few simple things and i have called i kid you not over 26 people.... all i want and want to know is.. where is the parcell that i was suposed to get when i turned 18? why dont i now have it seeing as i have been regestered...... why wernt my father or i informed about eachother seeing as we were both regestered..... how do i go abouts getting any info on my birth mums children ..... and to regester so that when they turn 18 they can know im looking.......and from australia.... so there goes a hunk of money thankyou!
bah ill stop conplaining..........
seriously

10:18pm: attn
ok so heres the news, today i talked to my dad for the first time in my life... also a brother and a sister..... now what?
im not really sure what even happened because im still all confused, but he seems like a good person now and is sober, to the point of going out to schools and such to give talks on not doing drugs and things..... impressed since he has 20 years of using behind him....
its so weird ive been a part of this family i dident even know... they say to people we have another daughter/ sister but shes not with us right now to people when they ask.... im stuned... well i bette go now.....just wanted to let yall know
gloria

5:24pm: on thursday night i met paris and nikki hilton-- and i dident realise it till sombody told me haha i was telling them about this guy that cut his fingers off at work and shit like that it was such a weird night- i also met this rapper guy dice whos cool and this girl jos shes rad.....i actualy thought i had a long story to tell but i cant b stuffed and im still a bit scattered haha
goin out tonight

9:04pm:

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4:06pm: taken from doomz-
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1. What do you think I'll be when I grow up?:

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(b) If you do..who do you think I'll marry?
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5. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:

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9. Do you think I'm a virgin?:

10. If you could give me anything... what would it be?:

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4:28pm: hahahhahahhahahhaa good god!
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4:01pm: i feel pritty oh so pritty
and to top it off roots wont send there stuff to australia............. THAT means that they suck cos i wanted to buy some new jumpers and generaly waste my money......... damn it! now i cant

2:09pm: livid and all
so im back from livid which was hella awsome!@!!!!!!@W@#!%@
yeah i saw so many bands to remember but the ones that stick out are, bumblebeez, resin dogs, linkin park, the white stripes (good good) but best of all were jurasic 5 (perfect performance great croud interaction etc) and the roots! ( because they rock and the set was beutiful.... and i got a towel that they through into the audience at the end of the show, but some fat butch stole it from me :(....but i bet she dident......

stay at the same floor, on the same level as, and across the landing from chester from linkin park(who is in the habbit of putting ciggerets outin bottles outside his room?!?), and down the hall from the white stripes eh? rhias little brother was in the lift with jack white, and he was so drunk that he goes to him " thanks for a whooper of a show mate"..... so ive been saying that all day and laughing because its so damn funny.... i also ran into the singer from the living end, i asume he was staying there aswell, but i dident see him come back in..... the roots were there aswell, i think everone was really...we thought we could go on this but to livid but aparently its only for people that are performing....bah, im special.... dident see sunkloto, althought i kinda wanted to see what jason looked like now all grown up.... ah music class sucked........ i sooo wish i got to actually meat the roots..... we were about as close as it gets in the consert though... but ahhh well

that is all folks

12:08pm: bah

10:18pm: who has the life that i do? thats what i keep on thinking, its not a depresive thing or a glorifying thing but if you look at my life like a script or bood it looks so odd/funny whaever....
i am in a stupid reflective mood .....
and im excited because i shold find o+ut whats going on with myself going to canada, and also i am here and aware that my blood uncle and his wife are having a baby, and i know that this is happening, nothing major has happened sice i found them, so its in a way special to me that i know that is going on with my famjily.... yeah, like i said im in aa weird thought filled mood..... i dident say it made sence......


i like airports.... i hope i get to go, i ddont even care about motion sickness :P

gloriaxxx

12:19pm: im going to darkside na na nana na.....
is going to be a grand grand night

11:51pm: I HATE THE PEOPLE THAT LIVE NEXT DOOR!!!

if you want to play loud elvis fuck you.... but skipping elvis??!!?? fuck you rot in hell you cheap bitches.....
grrrrr
sorry but these guys really suck.... the one night in the world i try to go to bed early (well 10 30) they have to start up with the bull shit again... i tryed to call noise control but couldent get the right number (yea shoutout to the great staff at telstra 12455!)
so yes i am now contemplating ether yelling and throwing rocks... giving the music back to them ( some death metal... or hanson.. not decided) or going over with my brothers carving knife and freaking them out... you can vote now!!! lol

this sucks i have to work eeeeeeearly!!! ok 9 but still it was suposed to be my day off where i could sleep in :(
freaking hell