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User:perfectlife (137041) perfectlife
Name:i.am.not.your.senorita
Website:*public journal*
Location:Sterling Heights, Michigan, United States
Birthdate:1986-10-11
AOL IM:entropic pandora (Add Buddy, Send Message)
Bio:I took a quiz but accidentally took it out. Lost the address. My results said "You are a small purple paramecium. Amoebas suck."


i took your nights
you took my star
one i wished on last year
tell it to the sky
for no one
so you fucked all
all that we had
-Tracy Bonham


Now anyways... for a bio what do I say? I mean sure I could babble but who would be interested... I do enough of that anyway. Well lets see. Me. In how many words? Lets say ten.

childish, immature, semi-intelligent, empty, numb, torn, indecisive, following, pretender, bitch.

Well that's somewhat me. I could elaborate. For instance:

able to pretend, confused, missing you, missing me, missing the person i thought that that person was.


And I don't know why I can't tell my sister,
He spat in my face again, and I don't want to die here.
You know that dream when your feet won't move,
you want to come but his body won't let you.
He steals it from me, He steals it from me.
It shines like sweat, like jewels,
Like something that has died too soon.
He fucks with a beauty.
A kiss, a kick, a kiss, a kick, a kiss kiss kick.
He steals it from me.
It's out of my hands again.
I need an island, somewhere to sink a stone
I need an island, somewhere to bury you
-Heather Nova


I don't know where I'm going with this. Do you? I didn't think so. I don't think most people know where I'm going with this. If I'm going anywhere at all, that is.

I'm scared of rejection and afraid of success.

one warm body is as good as another if you have your eyes closed and are pretending. I'm good at that. Pretending. I do it all the time. Crack a smile, fake a laugh. Everyday.



It's a death in our love that has brought us here
It's a birth that has changed our lives
It's a place that I hope we'll be leaving soon
And I fear for the year in his eyes

And it goes around in circles: one night is lovely, the next is brutal
And you and I are in way over our heads with this one, it's hard
To admit it, but you hold me and I can't feel you
We hurt but we smile
I promise I'll make it back when the summer has warmed me awhile
-Liz Phair


My journal tends to be mostly friends only. Add me. I'll probably add you. I'm always looking for someone new to dump my misery on.

I'm intelligent. I daresay. Rather, I'm just good at pretending [oh look theres that word again] that I am. And mostly everyone believes it. Which forces me to keep that up and not tell people that I just wish I was a normal teenager. Now that would be a good life. But no. I was actually cursed with a brain. dammit.

And she is your holy Mary
And I am so ordinary
And she is your Queen Cleopatra
And I'm just your morning after
And she is your Star Spangled Banner
And I am just Frere Jaque
And you can lose me if you want to
-Paula Cole


headed for the anywhere.
anywhere meaning your backyard. be afraid. be very afraid. deal with my stupid problems and my fake teenage angst. i wish it was.

i enjoy music that actually means something. yes.

i'm a dork.


I go to MST.


I die everytime you walk by
I can't hide that I'm drawn to you
Desire is such a wicked little high
when the one you want is blind to you
-Bird York


i have nice friends.
i'm average.
nothing really special here.
i excel in no areas.

I enjoy pina coladas and walks in the rain...

+I tend to let things get a little too personal a little too quickly...+



I watch the tv, realizing you're for me
And i watch my skin, watch my skin crawlin'
When i'm thinking of him
He's everything but beautiful
-Holly McNarland


You'll have to excuse me for being me.
Otherwise, all bets are off.

And we know I love betting on things I really shouldn't bet on.

Interests:150: 100 free, 400 free relay, 500 free, a perfect circle, acting, aimee allen, alanis morissette, amélie, angry girl music, ani difranco, being a girl, being alone, being amazed, being bitter, being close to people, being lonely, bell hooks, bikini kill, bird york, bitch & animal, bjork, bowling, bowling for columbine, bright eyes, climbing trees, conor oberst, contemplating, crying, day-of-the-week underwear, dead can dance, deathcab for cutie, discus, dressing down, dressing up, e.e.cummings, emails, english, eyes, feminism, fiona apple, flashing light jewelry, franka potente, friends, from autumn to ashes, from hell, fun socks, garage sales, getting my heart broken, giving people presents, hands, happy birthday wanda, heather nova, hidden dimensions, hole, holly mcnarland, imogen heap, instant messenger, jack off jill, johnny depp, kathleen hanna, kill hannah, kittie, kurt vonnegut, lacrosse balls, lacuna coil, ladytron, laughing, lazer tag, le tigre, leona naess, letters to cleo, listening to the radio, little murders, liz phair, love, making new friends, making people not understand, making people understand, marching band hats, marilyn manson, meeting new people, melissa ferrick, mindless self indulgence, music, my mom's patterned socks, my ruin, nine inch nails, ninth grade, no doubt, not so subtle subtleties, otep, parallel universes, patterned socks, pissing people off, pj harvey, playing the violin, poe, poetry, postcards, pretty girls make graves, psychology, rachel sage, radiohead, rainer maria, reading, riding my bike, run lola run, school buses, science, sex and the city, singing, siouxie and the banshees, sitting, sitting and thinking, sleater kinney, sleeping, snake river conspiracy, sociology, solitude, sonic youth, staring at my ceiling, string theory, subtleties, surprising people, suzanne vega, swimming, swimming parkas, swinging, talking, talking on the phone, talking to people online, tegan & sara, the cranberries, the dead kennedys, the donnas, the elegant universe, the feminine mystique, the vines, the virgin suicides, the yeah yeah yeahs, thermal underwear, thinking, thrift shopping, tool, tori amos, tracy bonham, vanilla sky, vintage clothing, writing, writing poetry
Friends:34: 0bs3ss3d_1, airborneherpes, attackofthenerd, aussiebutter, barza, batgrl, crazed_rocker, dinokale, ever_enchanted, glassconcertina, happylantern, icedkarma, immunetoreason, irishbaby, itbecomesclear, jameslaczkowski, mellowyellow13, meninabonita, mindloose, miss_marymack, mysticalways, namelessrole, nova_antiqua, patchworksiren, phyrephly, sexlessdemons, slamnation, slampoetry, ssskinner, stellarbruises, walkwithyou, wordtheory, writers_in_dark, xmartyredangelx
Friend of:27: 0bs3ss3d_1, airborneherpes, attackofthenerd, aussiebutter, barza, batgrl, crazed_rocker, dinokale, ever_enchanted, glassconcertina, icedkarma, immunetoreason, itbecomesclear, jameslaczkowski, mellowyellow13, meninabonita, mindloose, miss_marymack, mysticalways, namelessrole, nova_antiqua, patchworksiren, phyrephly, ssskinner, stellarbruises, walkwithyou, xmartyredangelx
Member of:5: sexlessdemons, slamnation, slampoetry, wordtheory, writers_in_dark
Account type:Free User

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