Current mood:

angry

You know what? I give up.
I'm not doing anything else today. The world is out to destroy me today.

So I'm angry and brooding and stressed out beyond compare (see last post). I look over the fine print of the contract for getting personal training sessions and realize that I still have 2 days to rescind it, thus not pay a dime. I already missed one appointment and given my current state, I'm heavily considering that option. All I need to do is go in tomorrow, give notice, and get back my deposit slips. Now I'll have a wonderful gym membership that's doing me little good. If I could, I'd back out of that too at this point, but unfortunately I'm stuck with it for a year and can't weasel my way out of it at this point.

Fine. I'm still angry and brooding. I decide to try and relax and pick up my violin. It's horridly out of tune. I get out the trusty digital metronome and set it to play A 440. Play the A sting. Flat. Fine tune. Still way too flat. I go to adjust the peg and the second it moves, the string breaks.

I just can't win today.