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LiveJournal for Casey Conner.
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| Tuesday, March 5th, 2002 |
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| I have to go to the mall this afternoon. I really hate the mall. | ||||||
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| Sunday, November 18th, 2001 |
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I saw "A knight's tale" this afternoon. It was horrible. I just stayed inside all day, nothing very interesting. Last night drained me I guess, and nobody was home today anyway. By nobody I mean Ashley. I have off from school all week, this makes Casey a happy boy. Tomorrow I plan on raiding the local blockbuster. I have 3 boxes of popcorn and 20 dollars to blow before thanksgiving comes around. Oh god how I hate thanksgiving. First off, I don't eat meat. Second, my extended family is dull and knows nothing about me. Our conversations last for about 5 mins. each and they always tend to be the same thing. "How is school going?" "Do you have a girlfriend?" "How could such a cute boy like you have not have a girlfriend?" I turn red, and say "I don't know" thus ending the conversation. Does anybody have any movie suggestions...? Anybody... Please... I yearn for a comment on my journal :( Actually I think I like it better this way, that nobody reads it. Not even Ashley knows about it. That means I can write trash about her! Muhahahahahahaha. I'm feeling sick. |
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| Saturday, November 17th, 2001 |
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I spent my day playing monopoly with Ashley and our friend Mike. I can't believe how completive we got, the game lasted for over 7 hours! Ashley won, but she cheated! I think we had to much soda or something because we were praying to "Uncle Moneybags" to "get us something nice for Christmas". It was fun, but we're such geeks. After that we went to that restaurant-diner type thing down the street. Nobody was there, so it was nice. I had a salad and a slice of blue-berry pie. Tonight I've been elected to drive us down to the city. We're probably going to see a movie and spend the night looking depressed in some cafe. Oh the life of three innocent teenagers! I really like Mike a lot, he has the best outlook on life. He wants to start a band with me and ash and call it "pussy". I don't think my parents would like the idea of me being in a band named "pussy" but can they really stop me? From the day I was born they've tried to keep in this air-tight box and not let me experience anything real. I think they've given up with that approach. When I first met Ashley they imposed a "no girls in Casey's room" rule. I think they always knew it was coming so maybe they won't object to it. As I said before, they're strange people. I'm listening to the Sneaker Pimps right now. I don't know a lot about them, but Mike recently got me into them. Their songs are really catchy, I find myself singing them at school out loud and not realizing that I'm singing. Maybe that's not a good thing.... |
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| If I hold a microphone up to, but away from my stereo, it makes a really cool echo. ok I'll go to sleep now. ;) | ||||||||
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Today was one of those days where everything seems to go your own way. Everything runs on time, perfectly, and you can just sit back and smile knowing that there is somebody upstairs looking out for you. Although I don't really believe that there is somebody upstairs "watching out for me" -- I think Voltaire had it right with the idea of Deism. Today at school I found a crisp new 20 dollar bill. I didn't turn it in, ha, I know i'm evil. I was going too -- really I was! -- I kept thinking that it was some poor kids lunch money, and he wouldn't be able to eat all next week. Then I realized that poor kid was probably one of the kids who call me "fag" and snicker at my remarks in English class. So I smiled and put the cash in my pocket. I got back my Government test today, A+! Wooo! I studied really hard for it, so it was a big deal for me. Usually I don't like to talk about my grade(s), but you just don't understand the amount of time I spent studying for this test. It made me happy. It was the first time I had actually had an emotion towards a grade since middle school. Ashley and I went to the movies tonight. Harry Potter of course. We couldn't resist. I must admit it was very well made, but I'm still waiting for the lord of the rings movies. They're going to be great. The stokes are playing soon in my town, Ashley and I hope to get a pair of tickets or something. That will be exciting, right? It's nice having a friend like Ashley. She's the only real friend I've ever had, besides "online people". It's really nice having somebody who will put up with my "crazy-ways", my bad hair days, my selfishness and its nice having somebody who will stay with you no matter what. I love you ash. Okay, its bed time for Casey. |
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| Thursday, November 15th, 2001 |
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Today I have to go visit my therapist. I feel strange just starting an entry like that. It seems everybody has a therapist these days its almost as if its the "cool thing". I'm sure its the result of emo; which I spent a great deal of time thinking about today for some odd reason. The way I see it is that the "emo" thing is just another form of "goth", except today's society is even less accepting of the "goth" than it was in 1994. Thus emo is born, with its short-hair-shags and heart-filled music. Wow i'm good at this, maybe I should take sociology next semester. I doubt they talk about the evolution of school cliques though. Nevermind... Oh yeah, I was talking about the therapist. I actually like mine. That sounds horrible doesn't it? Like she's a dog or something. "Yes, I got mine at the therapist-show, she's a pure breed you know". She's nice though, and fun. I can just sit and talk to her about anything for the hour that I'm allowed. I don't think we've actually discussed my mental health at all. My parents are paying for me to have mind blowing conversations with this lady 3 times a month, and I'm fine with it. My parents want to ask me "so, what did you guys talk about tonight?", I can just tell by the awkward silence on the way home in the car. They're probably worried that i'm complaining about them... Why would I complain about them to my therapist when I have my live journal? Hehe, no actually I like my parents. They're strange people sometimes, but all around they're good at heart, and that's the only way I like to "judge" people. Ashley and I are going for walk today in the park, its nice out and she wants to take pictures for her photography class, see ya! |
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| Wednesday, November 14th, 2001 |
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Lame. Very lame. So this is livejournal. I don't know what to think of all of it. It all seems very pretentious, but I guess that some people just love letting any little creep on the internet (me, being that little creep), know their deepest darkest secrets! This afternoon Ashley and I went to the CD store in the city. I really didn't want anything but Ashley wanted to get a Belle and Sebastian album, or something. She just flirted with the guy there and I ended up buying a Bright Eyes album. Fevers And Mirrors if you were wondering. When we got back to my house the place was empty. Ashley joked and said we should have sex (?)... Don't ask me that girl can be strange sometimes (ha! I love you ash!). So we sat in my room listening to the new bright eyes album, talking. It was fun. After that we went out to eat at some tacky diner around the corner. It was my first time in there Ashley said that all the "cool" kids go there, so that's probably why. I saw a lot of people I usually attempt to avoid while in school so I really wasn't very hungry. Maybe next time. Oh well. I really don't want to go to school tomorrow, but eh, what are you going to do? |
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LiveJournal for Casey Conner.
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